prefer silence

Today is Chen Zheng's birthday, I planned to leave work early and drive to the supermarket near my home to buy groceries.

At this time, there are no fresh vegetables in the nearby vegetable market, so I can only buy some in the supermarket.

I picked and picked among the not-so-rich dishes in the container, thinking about what to cook tonight.

In fact, I originally planned to go to Carrefour, which is farther away. There are more things there, but I got off work late today, so I hurried and delayed until now, and I really couldn’t make it in time.

"Young man, the celery just arrived this morning, so it's fresh." The shopping guide aunt greeted me warmly.

The celery leaves are green and green, and they still have ice balls to the touch. They seem to be freshly placed.

I picked up a handful of celery, and in the evening, I will cook Chen Zheng's favorite braised fish with celery.

Thinking of Chen Zheng's fussy way of picking celery in the soup and putting it into his mouth, I rolled my eyes with a smile.

I don't like celery, and I used to get sick of even smelling it.After being with Chen Zheng, my aversion to celery gradually eased.

When I got home, Chen Zheng hadn't come back, so I hurriedly took off my shoes, and ran into the kitchen with a few bags of vegetables. I had to prepare them before Chen Zheng came back.

Wiping the sweat off my forehead, I put the last dish on the table and looked at my phone. It was already time for Chen Zheng to leave work. At this time, he is probably on the way, so I still have time to take a shower.

I shampooed carefully, and the dense water flow from the shower took away the white foam, and the small whirlpool was swept into the sewer mouth in circles.I wrapped myself in a yukata and left the bathroom.

The house is very quiet, too quiet to be popular.I sat on the sofa and pressed the homepage UI on the TV back and forth several times, and finally heard the doorbell ring, "Ding dong ding dong", like the sound of nature.

As if I had been redeemed, I hurriedly got up and went to open the door.

"You're back!"

Outside the door was Chen Zheng's slightly tired face after a busy day, but it was still sharp and handsome.

"Come in! The meal is ready!" I narrowed my eyes happily.

Putting his slippers on, taking his suit jacket, loosening his tie, and unbuttoning the top two buttons of his shirt thoughtfully, these actions are already familiar to me.

From Chen Zheng's repulsion when he first got married to later silence and letting me do things, I don't know if he enjoys it or not, but I enjoy it anyway.

Chen Zheng's stern face softened when he saw the rich dishes on the table.

"Thank you, Yuan Yuan."

I am very satisfied to get this sentence.

I hugged him and pressed my head against his chest, "It's not hard, today is your birthday."

He was a little stiff at first, but then slowly relaxed, and finally he didn't push me away.

I smiled happily and hugged a little tighter.

He sighed helplessly, and hugged me back, "Okay, let's eat."

……

I have a dark past that I've tried my best to forget.However, many things are not forgotten if you want to, nor do you pretend to forget, so they never happened.

I remember countless late nights, in a small and dark room, I was hugged by Fang Fang, curled up in a corner shivering, staring at a ray of light leaking from the crack of the door, afraid of the drunk The man broke through the door, exposing us to a miserable white light, and then we were greeted by a violent storm.

During that time, darkness was the safest place for me and Fangfang.

But things keep getting worse.

One night, half asleep and half awake, I realized that there was no Fangfang around me, and I happened to see Fangfang's back as she opened the door and went out.

I lay down for a while, Fangfang hadn't come back yet, but I heard a small sound coming from Dad's room, and I was scared.

Is dad beating someone again?Will I be beaten in the past?

But Fangfang......

I finally got up and tiptoed to the room opposite the door.

The door was locked, and I put my ear against the door, covered my chest and held my breath to listen to the voices inside.

"Father..." I heard Fang Fang's subdued crying, the man's heavy panting, and the shaking of the old wooden bed.

These sounds intertwined and hit my eardrums. Although I was only five years old at the time and didn't understand what these sounds meant, I felt that Fangfang was very sad.

She called Dad, but I shed tears because of her choking.

I was trembling with fear, but I was determined to save Fangfang.

Standing alone in the narrow corridor, I cried loudly, "Fang Fang! Where are you! Yuan Yuan wants to pee! Yuan Yuan is scared!"

I cried for a long time until my voice became hoarse.Fang Fang at the door also cried loudly, "Yuan Yuan is calling me, he is calling me..."

The sound insulation of the old building is not good, and finally a neighbor knocked on the door.

"Stop beating your child in the middle of the night, it's so noisy that you can't sleep!"

I feel like I'm fighting this door in front of me, and when it opens, I win.

"Damn it, go and coax that little bastard! I'm not dead yet... I'm as good as his mother... Bitch." The strange voice disappeared, and the man Cursing and opening the door, Fangfang stood beside him.

Both Fangfang and I had swollen eyes. She closed the door and smiled at me, "Don't cry, Yuanyuan, my sister will take you to pee."

I hugged her tightly, regardless of the bad smell on her body.

That night Fangfang patted my back and said softly, "Yuan Yuan is not afraid, neither is Fangfang."

Whispering like the evening wind, kissing my ears.

……

Half asleep, half awake, someone pushed me awake.

"Yuan Yuan, Yuan Yuan, get up and have breakfast."

I opened my eyes in a daze, and in front of me was Chen Zheng's face. He should have just shaved, and the refreshing smell of shaving water rushed into my nostrils.

Last night, Chen Zheng tormented me all night, my back was sore, but my heart was very satisfied.

Chen Zheng: "Do you want more?"

I hooked his neck and kissed him, and he also knew that I was hinting him to continue. We did this for the fourth time, until finally I couldn't help but fell asleep.

"How about I ask you to take a leave today?" Chen Zheng touched my forehead, "I seem to have a low fever."

He looked a little annoyed, "I shouldn't have tormented you so much last night."

He must be concerned about me.I smiled lightly, "It's okay, it's what I asked for."

Chen Zheng pursed his lips and remained silent.

"Okay, I'll call the boss to ask for leave later, you go to work early, I want to sleep for a while."

I pulled Chen Zheng's hand, and he finally said, "There will be no next time."

"Take a good rest. The law firm is a little busy recently. I came back early yesterday for my birthday. I have to work overtime today. Don't wait for me tonight, eat first, you know?"

I said "hmm", retracted under the quilt, and looked at him with two eyes.

He turned around and left. When he walked to the door and closed it, seeing that I was still staring at him eagerly, he couldn't help laughing, "Like a puppy."

Seeing Chen Zheng left, I covered my head and yawned a lot. I really didn't sleep long last night.

After a while, I fell asleep again.

It was past eleven o'clock when I woke up again. I turned on my mobile phone and saw the messages from my boss and colleagues. Only then did I realize that I forgot to ask for leave.

I hurriedly called my boss, Sister Bing, to apologize.

"Sister Bing, I'm sorry, I've got a fever today, and I've slept till now, so I haven't had time to ask you for leave. I'm sorry, Sister Bing."

On the other end of the phone, Sister Bing let out a snort, "What's the matter? I'm just worried about you. It's good to know that you're fine. Why do you have a fever? Yesterday you said you were going to celebrate your partner's birthday, and you were in a hurry to get off work. Why? Are you having a good time?"

"No, it went well, but I caught a cold. I will take a day off today, and I will definitely come back to work tomorrow."

"That's good. I won't disturb your rest. You have to come to work tomorrow."

"Well, good, bye, Sister Bing."

The author says:

Written in the first chapter: No.1 is called a practice pen, this article is a daily account, there is no plot of chasing a wife and a crematorium, the logic of the full text cannot be discussed in detail, sensitive to love, no cheating (no body and mind, please see the outside story) but behavior Improper handling, readers with low abuse points are easy to get angry.

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