prefer silence

The transparent stream of water dripping silently from the drip bottle.

I thought about it a lot.

I wonder if there is a way out for me and Chen Zheng, but I am afraid that it will be nothing in the end.

I wondered if I could still like others, why I liked Chen Zheng for so many years, why I couldn't let him go, when I heard that he was injured, I panicked and lost my mind.

Chen Zheng's fingers held by me gradually warmed up.

"Yuan Yuan."

Chen Zheng lifted his eyelids, his dark eyes stared at me with joy and fear.

His eyes were bright, and I looked at him seriously, as if I was going all out, "You take good care of your injuries, and when you recover from your injuries, let's have a good talk again."

"I hope you can be sincere and don't lie to me."

Chen Zheng grabbed my hand tightly: "Yuanyuan, trust me, I won't lie to you anymore." He was so strong that my hand was white.

I said "hmm" and asked him, "What did your parents say about your car accident?"

Chen Zheng said: "My parents are too old to listen to such things. My situation is not serious. I will mention it to them when everything is over. They won't have to worry in vain."

"Okay." I pulled my hand away, stretched it out in the void, and closed it again to relieve the stiffness, "You...do you drink water?"

"Drink!" Chen Zheng raised his head and looked at me expectantly, "Can you feed me a drink? Yuan Yuan."

I looked around, but I didn't see a water cup, so I went to the nurse and asked for a disposable cup, took warm water, and fed it to Chen Zheng.

Chen Zheng's Adam's apple went up and down with the movement of drinking water, which was very attractive to me.

His lips are peeling, I think.

We sat quietly, and Chen Zheng came to grab my hand again.I lay my head on his wrist and listen for the beating pulse.

"Yuan Yuan." Chen Zheng asked me hesitantly, "Where did you and Song Zhiyuan go last night?"

I said, "Drinking at Song Zhiyuan's house." When talking about what happened last night, I couldn't help being angry, "Why did you go to the bar to find me? Even if I was really in the bar, nothing would happen if I slept all night , On the contrary, something happened to you."

"I saw the ring you put in the drawer, and your suitcase is gone." Chen Zheng pinched my blank ring finger, stroking the faint ring seal, "I'm scared, I'm afraid you'll leave just like that , I’m afraid you’ll never come back again, so what should I do, Yuan Yuan?”

Chen Zheng's eyes were red, but his tone was calm, "The moment I saw the ring, I was sure that you really want to divorce me."

My heart felt inexplicably painful, and I turned my face away, "Okay, let's not talk about this now. The doctor said, you have to stay for two weeks to observe the situation. There is nothing here. I want to go back and get some things. Don't move around."

Chen Zheng nodded obediently.

I left the inpatient department and called Song Zhiyuan.

Song Zhiyuan yelled at me angrily: "I'm going to your uncle, where have you been? Do you know that I was dying of anxiety, and when I opened my eyes, I was gone, and I couldn't get through on the phone. Are you playing supernatural events, Li Yuyuan? "

I didn't have time to chat with him, so I said directly: "Song Zhiyuan, Chen Zheng had a car accident, I have to take care of him for a while, I will go to your place to take my luggage away later, don't go out, or I won't Keys can't get into your house."

"No way, it's so bloody?" Song Zhiyuan was startled, "Are you cheap, Li Yuyuan? You're not getting a divorce?"

"The divorce has not yet been settled. Don't worry, I will not wrong a good person, nor will I tolerate a bad person." I said, "Hang up, don't go out, stay at home."

When picking up luggage at Song Zhiyuan's house, Song Zhiyuan was particularly strange.

He kept staring at me, and gave me a hug when he sent me to the door, "Li Yuyuan, I'm so tired. Why..."

I don't know why, but I could feel that Song Zhiyuan was very depressed. I hugged him and patted his back, "If you're tired, take a good rest, no one will blame you."

"Good luck." Song Zhiyuan smiled with difficulty.

***

I went home, cooked white porridge and put it in a thermos bucket, picked out a pile of Chen Zheng's underwear, packed some daily necessities, and finally took two books beside the bed with me.

When he arrived at the hospital again, Chen Zheng had already taken two bottles of his IV.

Chen Zheng and I shared the bucket of white porridge, the white porridge was tasteless, and my mouth tasted faint, but Chen Zheng was satisfied.

Towards evening, Lao Zheng came with chicken soup, I fed it to Chen Zheng, and he fell asleep because of his lack of energy.

Old Zheng and I were chatting outside.

Lao Zheng said: "Yu Yuan, give Lao Chen a chance. Although I don't know what happened between you two, I can tell that you love him and he loves you. Since two people love each other, what's wrong with you?" Do you have to get a divorce?"

"You think Chen Zheng loves me?"

Old Zheng said with a look of reason: "He doesn't love you, he looked for you like crazy yesterday? Old Chen is a good character, and he is true to his friends. I am a person who has been favored by Old Chen, but I will not lie to help him Talk. He is usually too busy with work, so he may neglect you, but his heart is with you, he never messes with women, smokes and gambles, where can you find such a good man?"

At first it sounded quite reasonable, I pursed my lips, "Lawyer You is Chen Zheng's first love, do you know that?"

"What!" Lao Zheng pointed his finger at the ward, his mouth opened wide, "Lawyer You and Lao Chen? Impossible...you wouldn't be at odds with Lao Chen because of this, right?"

"Probably." I unconsciously rubbed the ring finger of my left hand for a while, "I think Chen Zheng has an unforgettable relationship with him. You Yu is his colleague's business, and he has been keeping it from me, for fear that I will ask my father to fire him."

"This, no, Lao Chen didn't tell you because he was afraid that you might misunderstand. He and Lawyer You usually get along like ordinary colleagues."

"He said it himself. Besides, you can still tell if there is something tricky." I laughed, "Chen Zheng said that You Yu had asked him to get back together before, but he rejected it. But he and someone who wanted to take advantage of it The old lover gets along day and night, and still keeps it from me, no one will believe that he has no ideas."

Lao Zheng pondered for a while, and said, "Yu Yuan, let me tell you this, we usually work together, they are not different, and we don't eat together, Lao Chen and him are not on good terms with me yet. At least... ...Old Chen, he definitely doesn't have that kind of thought about Lawyer You, I trust him."

I am noncommittal, my thoughts have entered a vicious circle, the more others tell me that Chen Zheng will not betray me, the more uncomfortable and upset I am, after all, I have really seen their intimacy, Chen Zheng's concern for You Yu .

Old Zheng may also see that I don't want to talk about Chen Zheng anymore, so he directly talked about You Yu, and gave me some advice: "I think Lawyer You is a dog, but I didn't expect him to be so immoral and destroy other people's family happiness. To deal with this kind of person, you have to show the aura of the court, and tell him clearly in the public, and see that he doesn't think it's embarrassing."

He persuaded me again: "Yu Yuan, you are Lao Chen's legal target. If you misunderstood, then you are equivalent to handing over Lao Chen to others for nothing!"

"Old Zheng, you understand very well." I kicked the white wall tiles in the corridor, not because I was unwilling, but because I was cowardly and didn't dare to face everything that might happen, so I fled ahead of time.

Lao Zheng sighed pretending to be sad, "I'm a professional in divorce cases."

After Lao Zheng left, I began to consider whether I should take a week off first to take care of Chen Zheng.Firstly, I am worried about hiring a nurse, and secondly, Chen Zheng is very dependent on me now.

I like how he depends on me like this.

In the end, I was ruthless and submitted a leave application form, and reported it to Sister Bing again, so I could say that the leave was approved.

The author says:

Poor Xiao Song, just saw hope, and was abandoned.