please keep me quiet dude

As I said, there are no accidents in my life, except her.And she lived up to expectations and became the biggest accident in my life.I deliberately asked her to go to the academy with me, although the purpose was to make her fall in love with me, and by the way, to make my marriage plan more legitimate later on.

After getting along with her, I realized that this person was so tired that he allowed his servants to bully her.Although she scolded her severely later, she didn't mean to punish her.Really, sometimes I don't know what to say about her, whether to say that she is easy to bully, or whether to say that she is crazy, and I don't care at all.Yes, she always showed an appearance of wanting nothing, as if nothing in this world could catch her.

I didn't expect to meet a bandit on the way, but she subconsciously pulled me to her side and said to me, don't worry, I will definitely protect you.When I heard this sentence, I was a little taken aback.Because since childhood, she was the first person to tell me that I will keep you safe.Even Li Wenxian, he never said this to me.Later, she did.What surprised me was that she, possessing superb poisonous skills, chose to be beaten by others in order to conceal her own strength.

Wasn't she studying poison so hard back then to protect me?But now she has chosen to hide it from me. So, is it true that she lost all her memories because of an accident, as others said in the report?

Later, when I happened to hear her singing a very strange song by the river, my doubts deepened.Even if you lose your memory, why do people differ so much?I don't believe in the so-called saying that because of amnesia, my personality changes drastically, so I had a bold guess, that is, maybe the person in front of me is not Hou Jing, but a person who looks like, or has already swapped with Hou Jing. The young master of the Hou family.But this guess disappeared until I received a report that she used cartilage powder on others.

The poisonous monster has told me more than once that his apprentice is better than blue, and Hou Jing is indeed possessed of superb poison skills, so this person is right.As for why the personalities are so different, I can't think of a reason.

After she came to the academy, as she said, she quietly became her playboy.She likes to be alone, and leans against the window to bask in the sun. When she basks in the sun, she will raise her head and narrow her eyes slightly. There is always a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, which is very peaceful.Her eyes were clean, as if she looked innocent and harmless.She is a playboy who always claims that she is ignorant but always hides in the bookcase to read some strange books.

For this reason, I even used the power of a magician to find similar books for her.Even Xiu is reminding me that the time I stay in the same place and the time my eyes stay on the same person is too abnormal.

As the master of magicians, because of my status, I have to suffer from other people's plots and assassinations from time to time, so I will not stay in the same place for too long.I used her to successfully lure the assassins sent by the prime minister, and they really came to approach her because of the news I released.It's just that seeing her helplessly being bullied by those people often made me feel extremely irritable.The person I, Xiao Xiaoyan, is someone you can easily bully?

But for my own plan, I have to endure.I haven't forgotten my original purpose of attracting her to the academy, and I often hang out in front of her to seduce her, and I am very satisfied with her stupid appearance.How easy is it for me to like someone?But as I said, she was an accident in my life, and because she was an accident, everything I did to her also became an accident.She really fell in love with me, was jealous of me, and was full of unhappiness because of me, but at the same time, I was also a little unhappy in my heart.

Happily, that night, I found her drinking on the roof, looking like a wounded child, so devastated.For the first time, I hesitated about my plan.She said something to me and sang a strange song, the words were straightforward, you are so unforgettable, and the voice was beautiful, like her starry eyes.I thought she would show me her heart, but she finally said that it was not a confession.

Isn't it a confession?

That awkward child, like a ghost, I am willing to give her the ancestral jade pendant that I never leave.Given that moment, I regretted a little, but my face did not allow me to regret it.Thinking about it later, all my strange actions were just to make her fall in love with me and also fall in love with her, right?

That's why, later on, I would tell her the words that express my heart, give me time, and give her the jade pendant. It's not my joke. I plan to accept her from my heart.Who knew that idiot, knowing what I said to express my feelings, would be stunned again.Just stay there, no matter what, why... I just fell in love with her like this?

In the end, she suddenly ran over and said that she didn't like me at all, and she would empathize with me.Uh-huh, this awkward idiot is not only childish, but also stubborn and awkward.I have confessed to that point, so can't she back down a little?Hey, I don't know if it's right or wrong to fall in love with her, I can only comfort myself, I hope my vision is right.

It turns out that if I had the right vision, she wouldn't have been an accident in my life.Xueyu led everyone to the academy and even threatened her.At that moment, I was just trying to calm down, only I knew it, and I was afraid that any accident would happen to her.I didn't think about it, it was a surprise.

That idiot actually used self-mutilation to make Xueyu lose. Yes, she made Xueyu retreat without a single soldier, causing Xueyu's people to suffer heavy casualties.But that idiot, the first thing he said when he was saved was, I said I would keep you safe, and I did it.

That idiot, that big idiot, no matter how bad I am, Xiao Xiaoyan, I won't fall into the position of asking others to sacrifice their lives to save me, right?Life is gone, what's the use of keeping promises?So I was so angry that I lost control and used cruel methods to kill others.When I wake up, my skill has improved again.At that moment, I realized that I was afraid that I didn't just like her. I was afraid that I was already deeply involved.

For her reckless behavior this time, I was very angry, and at the same time, very flustered.Because I know that the reason I care so much about her self-harm is because I value her life too much, because I care too much about her.But experience tells me that the more you care about a person, the worse it is, especially for someone like me.Unfeeling people are also affectionate. It is because they use too much affection that they are unfeeling. Therefore, she has become my fatal wound to me.

We were angry, so I said angry words, just angry words, she is not a man, as a woman, how could she not understand a woman's mind, just coax her, I just want to forgive her She, but who knows, she escaped.Yes, running away, made me so angry that I never wanted to forgive her in my life.

I knew I was out of control, but I still kept myself calm, so I deliberately didn't inquire about her whereabouts, and deliberately gave myself time to sort out my feelings.Then, she came back as expected, but...became even more brazen and...made me... helpless...

Marrying her is just a part of the plan, it's just a stopgap measure, but in the end, I actually want this stopgap measure to become eternal, to become her only wife.Seeing her happy appearance, all my plans ended in my own mouth.

From the beginning, I said that this is a game, but I never told her the real plan of this game.Yes, I planned to marry her, but let Li Wenxian marry the princess. At that time, Li Wenxian will definitely see her who married me as a thorn in his side.And this point will just become the prime minister's breakthrough point.So, the prince, Li Wenxian and I set up a game to lure the snake out of the hole.

Deliberately let Li Wenxian pretend to be in collusion with the prime minister out of jealousy, deliberately let the prime minister think that I have fallen into his trick.I was indeed poisoned, but at that time, I still had the antidote for that poison in my hand, just in case I needed it.

We arranged for the poisonous monster to get close to the prime minister, and gave him a fake Lost Soul Incense, making him mistakenly think that I really got the Lost Soul Incense and turned into another person.Let Li Wenxian and I act in a play, and show the other me to the prime minister.According to our plan, when the prime minister is completely convinced that he really played with me and Li Wenxian in the applause, and finally prepares to launch a coup, then we will launch another big counterattack to completely eliminate the prime minister.At that time, I can be my Madam Hou with peace of mind, and be the only lady in that idiot's heart.

But I forgot that she was the only accident in my life, so I never thought about how this plan of mine would hurt her.

At the beginning of the plan, in order to make the prime minister more convinced that I had fallen into his trap, I asked Li Wenxian to kill Xiu.Naturally, Xiu didn't die either, because the sword avoided her vitals.He even made Li Wenxian kill her out of embarrassment.Of course, this was also in the plan, I arranged for Xueyu to appear just in time, and saved her, so that it would appear that there would be no suspicion.

After the incident at the academy, I found out everything about Xue Yu, so I also knew how to persuade her.Later, I made a deal with Xue Yu.She protects her for me, and after the prime minister is dealt with, I will return her and the people she cares about, and the rest of my life will be safe.

I expected that she would find a way to save me and find me, but I never thought that when she saw me with Li Wenxian, even forgot about her, and wanted to kill her with her unbelievable, heartbroken expression, I couldn't bear it, How distressed.How much I want to tell her that all of this is just a plan, and it's all just a play, but for the sake of the so-called world community, I still choose to endure it.

Watching her heart break, watching her get hurt was without a doubt the cruelest punishment for me.And all of these, I will definitely get them back one by one from that group of thieves.That day, by accident, I met her outside, she was carrying a package, I thought she was going to fly away and give up on me, even though I was a little disappointed, I was relieved.At least, that way, she is safe. After I finish those people, I can find her, and then tell her that I love her.

But I never thought that instead of flying far away, she chose to go to the border and fight with others.The border, where blood flows like a river, without any humanity, so pure, how can she survive?The jade pendant she gave me was cold, but I could only grit my teeth and continue to deal with the prime minister.

In the end, as expected, the prime minister was defeated by us. In the end, the coup fell to the ground.The matter was settled, but Li Wenxian was impatient to get rid of the princess and choose to be with me again. I broke the sword in his hand and looked at him coldly.

He is the hero of this world, that's right, he has to bear the humiliation, fulfill me, bear all the infamy, I should agree to him.However, I only remember one thing, that is, he once killed the person I love most with full of killing intent, so I resisted the killing intent and chose to break his sword.For the sake of the common people in the world, I can only save his life for the time being.Anyone who bullies her, I will bully her back. No matter how useful you are to me, as long as you hurt the person I love the most, you are just an ant and can be replaced.

There was news from the border that the defenders broke Mobei's attack, and in the army, there was a rumor that the defenders could break Mobei's attack, but only by one person, they won Mobei's 20 Thousands of elite soldiers and strong generals.I know that that person is none other than her.So, I got on my horse, dropped everything, and went looking for her.

I'm just looking for a husband from thousands of miles away, right, my husband?