please keep me quiet dude

My surname is Xiao and my name is Xiaoyan.Taken from "Green Xiao Mei Qing Lian, Hundred Flowers Compete for Beauty", which means that the character is as beautiful and eye-catching as bamboo.If there hadn't been that accident when I was young, I might have found someone I love, held my hand, and lived my life with respect like a guest, just like my parents did. But... all of this is just my guess.

My father and mother are ordinary businessmen. Although their life is not rich, it is enough for us to live well. Until the age of five, my father and mother rescued a strange man, and my fate changed from that moment.To be honest, I didn't like that man because he stole my beloved puppy's food, so I didn't hesitate to stone him.Hmph, my Xiao Xiaoyan's things are not allowed to be touched by others without my permission.

After the man left, not long after, a group of men in black washed my house with blood.It was a very dark night, my mother shoved me into a small cabinet in a hurry, and told me not to make a sound no matter what happened, and did not come out until there was no sound outside.

I listened to my mother very much, and I really waited until there was no sound before coming out of the small cabinet.I will never forget the scene I saw when I came out of the small cabinet that day.Blood, bright red stained the entire room, and there were corpses everywhere. The terrified expressions on those people's faces are still in my mind.Later, in the front yard, I found the bodies of my parents.The two of them hugged each other, and the father tightly protected the mother in his body, but he couldn't save the mother from the disaster.

I knelt there, dug a big hole for my parents with my hands, and buried them together.My hands were already stained red with blood, but I didn't feel any pain at all. After burying my parents, I set up a tablet for them with my parents' names crookedly written on them with my five-year-old hands.

At that time, I only had one thought in my heart, I must take revenge.My parents don't have any enemies, and it is impossible for them to be killed by others for no reason. All I can think of is the man my parents saved. He must have some kind of connection with the person who killed my parents.

I remembered that I overheard that person before leaving and gave my father a token, saying that if something happened, I could go to the capital to find him, and he would definitely help.So I found out that token, took it, and embarked on my road of revenge.

After a lot of hard work, I finally found that person.That person put forward a condition for me, if I want revenge, I must defeat him and worship him as my teacher.I agreed, and from then on, my fate has completely changed.

It was only later that I learned that he is the master of magicians, the leader who protects the existence of the Xijing Kingdom, and I am the next master of magicians chosen by him to take over his task.But to me, it doesn't matter to protect anyone, the only purpose of my life is revenge.

Yes, my mind is on revenge, nothing else, nothing else.But in that year, I encountered the only accident in my life.The Hou family, the richest merchant in the Xijing Kingdom, appears to be just an ordinary family of merchants, but in fact, it is one of the sources of funds for the magician, and it is also one of the intelligence agencies.

That year, I followed my master to visit Master Hou at Hou's house, but I met a little kid at Hou's house. Although she was the same age as me, she was really naive to me whose mind was not inferior to that of any adult. extreme.That guy didn't know if he had a convulsion or something, but he pestered me and insisted on marrying me.Marry me?

Just a joke, will I, a majestic future master of magicians, marry a brat like him?It's not as good as Li Wenxian, at least, that guy is more boyish.And, more useful to me.After his deadpan pleading, I decided to tease him.

Later, I did successfully tease her. Until I became the master of the magician, until I finished my revenge, had no goals, and planned to spend this life as a soulless body, that person never pestered her again. Me, so much so that I had long forgotten the existence of such a person, until the prince asked me to plan to find a victim to marry me.

Prince Cheng was famous for being honest and upright, and he was very loyal, so he was loved by many people, but he treated me and Li Wenxian as his own children.Prince Cheng made up for my regret of not having a father, but he didn't know that I no longer needed it.But I have always respected him, and I think he still exists like a father in my heart.So I had to consider his proposal.

To be honest, the prince's plan is really good.But what about the person who will marry me?Li Wenxian intentionally asked me to choose him, but both the prince and I vetoed it.To be honest, for Li Wenxian, for me, he is just a friend I grew up with.But since we started to grow up, the way he looks at me has become more and more unbearable to me.

It's okay to be admired, but if this person is someone I don't want to lose, then what's the matter.To me, he's been a great help, but that doesn't mean I like being treated that way.That kind of look always made me very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, but I remained silent and didn't say it out.Therefore, no matter whether the prince objects or not, the person who can marry me will not be him, even if it is a fake marriage, I will not choose him.

Just when I didn't know how to make a choice, I ran into the monster doctor who owed me favors back then, Sha Yin.I only learned from him that all these years, that guy has persevered one by one, even for the prank that I can't learn martial arts, she actually strictly abides by it.Is she a fool?That is, from that moment, I finally began to formally call this person.For the first time, I remembered his name, Hou Jing!The son of the richest businessman?

For the master of magicians, it is easy to know about anyone, and he is no exception.Then, I got a shocking secret. It turned out that that cynical Hou Shizi turned out to be a daughter, and she turned out to be a fake Phoenix?

Are all her cynical and absurd deeds to cover up her true identity?It happened that the prince was urging me to find a candidate, so I chose her without any hesitation.Since it is a daughter, it should be very convenient to use, right?

She is a very strange person, she stays in a brothel every day, and sometimes even sneaks out in the middle of the night, so she often makes her family very angry, and she is often beaten by her father.But when she came to the brothel, she had nothing to do with seeking pleasure. Instead, she painted pictures and was even bullied by the old bustard.Every time I see her looking at the old bustard sadly, but just grinding her teeth and keeping her little paws away, I feel how cute this person is.

Could it be that the daughter's heart is at work?

Several times I allowed the madam to rest in my private place. I can't let her mix with those smoky women, right?Honestly, if anything, I'm pretty sure she'd be the one being bullied.So I did it, just out of kindness, lest her innocence be lost.After all, she is the one who wants to get married with me. It is not good to be touched by others, because she is a clean freak.

It's strange to say, why is there such a big gap between what I saw and what the poisonous monster said?According to the poison monster, she should be a reticent, firm and stubborn person, but what I saw was a soft, easy to be bullied, lazy and shameless guy all day long.If I didn't know that Sha Yin really taught her a whole body of skills, I would doubt whether she is two completely different people.Is this what she pretended too?

The first time we met after a long absence was at a teahouse.She was holding a pile of books and yelling to break in.I heard her yelling from a long way away, when some bastard dared to take the position of my young master, I shook my head helplessly, really, I'm a ruffian, I'm afraid that others will not know that your family is rich.

Later, Xiu took the initiative to teach her a lesson, and Xiaoling called her a disciple, and I said Xiaoling, which attracted her attention.She looked at me pitifully, as if I was the master who could feed her, and she was the pet waiting for me to feed.As a result, the extremely rare childlike nature in my heart came out. Seeing that she was expecting me to speak more, I said in a blink of an eye, why are you still in a daze, why don't you throw it out for me?Her frightened appearance at that moment is really cute.

How can someone be so cute?I tried not to laugh out loud, and watched her being thrown out of the door calmly.It's okay, she has rough skin and thick flesh, and is resistant to falling, so I'm not worried.The only unpleasant thing is that Xiao Ling picked up her dropped book and looked through it, but it was... ahem.

It's really... My face is so cold, I don't look like a girl at all, do I really think I'm a man?

Occasionally, I overheard her talking to someone else in Zuixianlou, but I heard her say, it's none of her business, she's not marrying me anyway.The person she was talking about was me, but I didn't expect her to say that to outsiders. Could it be that her heart for me has changed over the years?

Although she is a woman, it is normal for her to change. After all, it is normal for women to be moody.But why has she persisted for so many years?Is it for herself?I don't understand, because I don't understand, so I feel a little unhappy when I hear that she is so indifferent.So I called Xiu, and asked her to tell me that Mr. Hou must educate her well.So the next day I got the news that she was beaten by her father and lay down on the bed.

Hmph, who told you to treat this girl like this?Even if you pretend you don't care in front of outsiders, don't say it so heartlessly, right?Why waste time, I see, it's my girl, why waste time on you!

The second time we met was at Hou's Mansion. I went to visit Master Hou and asked her to come out on purpose to let her know my identity and let her know that I was the person she had been waiting for for so many years, but she didn't respond at all. , it's really strange, doesn't she remember me?Or... is she still pretending?

Xiao Ling still challenged her as always, knowing that even if she was a paper tiger, she still looked like a tiger when she threatened her. Even a paper tiger like her, she actually said that no matter how rare others are about me, she doesn't care about me.

Before leaving, I deliberately said to her, one day, you will be willing.

Yes, one day, I will make her willing.Whether she really forgets me or pretends not to know me, even if she is a woman, I have the ability to make her fall in love with me!Or let her tell me herself that she loves me.Actually, I did succeed.But, I also miscalculated.I made every step of the way to make her fall in love with me, but I forgot the fact that I would fall in love with her too.

Yes, even if I treat my heart like a dead thing, it still beats again because of her.Falling in love with her is fate, calamity, joy, sadness... Until the day I hurt her the most, I kept asking myself, if I had to do it all over again, would I make the same choice, and Answer……

but no different...