God is Daozu

"Today's news, the latest document deciphered by the Ministry of Intelligence..."

Qiang Ju sat at the dining table listening to the news, but Daniel didn't come down for breakfast for a long time.

"The terrorist No. A309146 has information exchanges with the priest in District [-]..."

Qiang Ju heard Daniel's footsteps from far to near, the calm female voice in the news broadcast the emergency response of the diocese, and the servant dragged the chair for Daniel.

"Turn off the news," Daniel said.

The news stopped abruptly, the air was too cold, Qiang Ju and Daniel looked at each other, after a while Qiang Ju restrained and took a deep breath

"Well, I repeat, the only time I noticed something was wrong was when I got back from the lake."

"There's nothing by the lake."

"Don't ask me again if you've already seen it. I'm sure there was nothing unusual about me when I was at school."

"The driver said that you have been in a bad mood since you got off the bus."

"I'm sure nothing happened to me at the time, and if you're going to get to the bottom of it, let me tell you, I've been in a bad mood since last week."

Qiang Ju stared at Daniel, and Daniel knew what the other party was going to ask without opening his mouth, "If you want to know why I have been in a bad mood since I got off the car, then the same, I want to know why you always go to Yu Langran's place , I know you won't tell me, and likewise, I don't want to tell you why."

"I think you haven't paid enough attention to pheromones. Do you know what that means?"

"My safety." Qiang Ju replied.

"I need you to think carefully about who you met that afternoon."

"Have no idea."

"Did you know you have a good memory?"

"Do you think you're dealing with disobedient children? I really haven't met anyone suspicious."

Daniel closed his eyes, and opened them a few seconds later, "I will be in charge of your new pheromone confrontation training."

Qiang Ju suddenly opened the bracelet, the sound of today's news echoed on the first floor, Qiang Ju didn't look up, and started to eat breakfast without saying a word, sending a signal of refusal to communicate.

Daniel didn't want to quarrel with Qiangju, but the inevitable cold war began like this. He clearly realized that this was the point that he and Qiangju could never reconcile, and it was also the place where they could not understand each other.

Qiangju needs to prove his strength, but he always puts Qiangju in the position that needs to be protected. Qiangju doesn't understand why he can never reach the line that doesn't need to be protected, and in Daniel's eyes, there is no There is no such line.

"Are you fighting?"

Daniel was sitting in the training room with the materials in his hands. Hearing this, he glanced lightly at Li Simian on the light screen, and at this moment a message suddenly popped up from the bottom of the light screen.

"What's wrong? Did you poke your sore spot?"

Li Simian saw Daniel's serious expression on the light screen.

"I need you to come over."

"okay, I get it."

During dinner, Qiang Ju didn't wait for Daniel to go downstairs. He thought in his heart that he needed to have a good chat with Daniel. The door suddenly opened, and Qiang Ju got up and walked out of the second hall. go upstairs.

"Mr. Li."

Qiangju's voice sounded behind him.

"Ah, Qiang Ju, haven't you eaten yet?"

"Not yet, how about you?"

"Not yet, you can eat first."

Li Simian continued to walk upstairs.

"Mr. Li!"

Qiang Ju walked up the stairs, "Aren't you and Daniel going to have dinner first, why are you so anxious?"

Li Simian looked back and saw Qiangju smiling, staring at him with clean eyes, as if hoping to get something out of his mouth, Li Simian smiled, almost helpless, he reached out to touch it. Touching Qiangju's well-behaved head, Qiangju took a step back to avoid Li Simian's hand, Li Simian saw the disappointment on Qiangju's face.

Li Simian was a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say, Qiang Ju turned her head and walked downstairs, "Then I'll go eat first."

Li Simian paused, and continued to walk upstairs. After entering Daniel's training room, Li Simian took off his coat, "It seems that you really had a fight."

Sitting in front of the light screen, Daniel frowned, "The target location of the explosive cabin has been deciphered."

"Where is the location?"

Daniel clicked on the information, and the map locked on a certain area of ​​Ishtar District. The picture showed the ground conditions before the destruction of Ishtar District, and Li Simian saw a small villa.

"Who is the owner of the villa?"

"Professor Fu Xin."

The screen showed Fu Xin's information, Li Simian waved his hand, "Don't put his information, I know him, he and my mother are old classmates, I remember he has been engaged in biological research, after the Ishtar district was bombed My mother cried when she heard the news of his death."

"What kind of person is Fu Xin?"

"It's honest. At the beginning, my mother went to school in the first district, and Fu Xin also went to school. Although his father was very good, he was not popular. He never wanted to be a soldier and only wanted to do research. He earned his living expenses from competitions. Later, someone in their lab replaced a guide from an ordinary family. Fu Xin got into a fight with a professor and dropped out of school. Fortunately, his friend funded him to continue his studies in the second district... But Qiangju's Why is the landing site set at Professor Fu Xin's house?"

Daniel shook his head, "They are still deciphering the starting point of the capsule's flight. Do you know who Fu Xin has a close relationship with?"

Li Simian flipped through Fu Xin's pitifully small network of characters, "What? Just found these? Professor Fu Xin is an old nerd. My mother said that Fu Xin only liked to chat with people on the Internet since he was a child. High school group meetings When Fu Xin put a light screen on his seat, he typed and communicated at a long distance. The most outrageous thing was that when my mother was discussing the subject with Fu Xin in the military academy, Fu Xin stood in front of my mother and added my mother After making friends with friends, I used the light screen to communicate with my mother. When Fu Xin was about to drop out of school, my mother asked Fu Xin if he needed help. Fu Xin stood in front of my mother and opened the light screen to type: No, my friend will help me. Then he Just go."

"Who was the one who sponsored Fu Xin to go to school in the second district?"

"I don't know, but the background must be not small. After Fu Xin went to the second district, he directly entered the top research institute at that time. It was because of this that my mother was sure that Fu Xin did have friends, and he was a very capable friend. My mother has known Fu Xin for so many years and has never seen Fu Xin get close to anyone. On weekends, Fu Xin also stays at home and does not move. Maybe there are people in this world who communicate completely through the Internet."

"I see, let's find out who helped Fu Xin back then."

Li Simian sat on the table and poked Daniel with his elbow, "Why do you feel that the Qiangju matter is getting bigger and bigger, are you panicking?"

Daniel didn't speak.

"I don't know you yet? You must be panicking, tell me how you and Qiangju quarreled."

Daniel was silent for a while and told the story again, Li Simian laughed gleefully after listening, "That's over, you will still quarrel over this kind of thing in the future."

Daniel paused with his fingers touching the light screen, and gave Li Simian a warning look with an uneasy expression, then frowned and spoke

"I didn't expect it to be so difficult to get him to give a full account of who and what he met that afternoon."

"Because Qiang Ju didn't think he was the pheromone detonated by the people in the school, he just thought it started from the lake."

"But there is nothing by the lake. His answer made me even more uneasy. The driver said that something was wrong with him since he got out of the car. I also checked the surveillance. His expression at that time was too strange."

Daniel sighed, "He was very resistant to my coaching him on pheromone confrontation training. He neither accepted to tell everything about that day nor accepted pheromone confrontation training. I have nothing to do with him."

Li Simian and Daniel looked at each other for a second, and then cursed, "Don't look at me, I've never been in a serious relationship before, I don't know how to solve it."

"But Daniel, I think you are very clear that the root of your quarrel is nothing more than old problems. Qiangju reacted so much to this matter, I think it is because he thinks you treat him too much. You try to reassure him some?"

"It's impossible, do you think he's reassuring?"

Li Simian shook his head and changed the subject, the two of them opened Yu Ran's map of the brain-polluted area, and chatted about Yu Ran for a long time, and Li Simian didn't leave until it was late at night. When Li Simian went downstairs, he saw Qiang Ju stood on the first floor looking up at him, the first floor was silent, the servants had all left, Li Simian suddenly felt a depressive storm brewing in Qiang Ju's chest.

"Would you like to speak to him?"

Qiang Ju stood downstairs and nodded.

"Will you have a good talk with him?"

"I'm trying, but it seems like we're still going to fight."

Li Simian walked past Qiang Ju, "He likes you very much."

"I know, I like him too," Qiang Ju walked upstairs, "Li Simian, your height is 181, right?"

"what happened?"

"I'm only one centimeter away from you."

Li Simian was a little surprised when he heard this, he looked up at Qiangju, the young man stood on the stairs and looked at him, Unknowingly, Qiangju had grown a lot taller, Qiangju was not surprised by Li Simian's expression, "I I think your impression of my height is still at the beginning of school... There is only one centimeter difference between me and you, and there is only one year difference between me and you, but to him, you are an adult and I am a child."

Qiang Ju pursed her lips, her eyes complicated

"Is it because I'm not strong enough?" He asked softly.

Li Simian shook his head, "You will never be able to solve this matter."

Qiang Ju didn't speak, her expression was very stubborn.

"Go ahead and tell him what you think."

Li Simian waved to Qiang Ju and left.

There was a sound of successful recognition in the training room, but Qiang Ju did not enter the training room, and Daniel heard Qiang Ju knock on the door

"I want to talk to you."

"come in."

Qiangju walked to Daniel's desk, he stabilized his emotions and told Daniel calmly, "I don't need to do pheromone confrontation training again."

"Then I hope you can tell me the full story of what happened that afternoon."

"I assure you, it didn't start until I got back from the lake."

Daniel didn't say a word, Qiangju's controlled emotions began to crack again, "Why don't you believe what I said?"

"Because I can't find any traces of other people passing by the lake, and in the surveillance, you have been very strange since you got off the car."

Daniel looked at Qiangju who was frowning, and couldn't help sighing, "You are hard to be reassured."

"Am I your child or your lover? Do you know that when you woke up this morning, I was already very angry when you helped me change my clothes. Am I a child or a lover?"

"You are my lover."

"Then why did you..."

"Do you think you are reassuring?" Daniel interrupted Qiangju coldly, "Do you have the awareness of self-protection?"

"You have always only known head-to-head confrontation. You clearly know how to avoid provocations from others, but you just want to jump into the trap. How many times have you already fought in the first few months of school, and how many of them you could have avoided ? Even if it is a danger that you can avoid yourself, you just want to meet it, do you think you are reassuring?"

"It's not that I don't have a sense of self-protection, but I don't want to protect myself that way. I know what troubles my behavior and what I said in school will bring me, but I never do it out of impulse."

"You have many ways to not humiliate yourself and protect yourself at the same time, but you would rather rush to get hurt every time."

"So you treat me like a child? If these things were replaced by..."

"I don't know who it is, because it's you, so I don't worry!"

Qiang Ju was stunned for the first time seeing Daniel getting angry, "This is the most important thing, right? Because you put me in the position of a child from the beginning, then we have nothing to talk about, Li Simian said Yeah, I'll never be able to fix this."

Qiang Ju turned around and walked out

"Qiang orange."

"I don't want to do pheromone confrontation training again."

"Qiang orange."

"Are you questioning my results in confrontation training?! Then do you want to know why I am not calm!" Qiang Ju turned her head.

"It's all because of you! It's because of you! Don't you understand! I can calm down by myself! It's all because of you! You make me not calm down!"

"Did you see the news in the afternoon? After a scandal like that in the diocese, people still put on their neatest robes and go to pay homage to the bishop!"

"Qiang orange."

"Don't talk to me like you would a child. Do you think I don't understand why you can't talk about religion?! Do you think I don't understand anything?!"

"I just want to tell you that there are sentinels far stronger than me in this group of believers. They are so meek when they worship false gods, as if they are the most powerless and helpless people, just waiting for redemption."

"Me too." Qiang Ju was so sad when she said these three words.

"I don't want to show any ugliness when I face my god, like they need to wear a cassock."

"I am not a person without any ability to resist, and my confrontation results are not fake. Just like they will be weak in the face of God, I will also become weak in the face of my God."

"But I don't want to be weak, and I don't want to be saved by God like them."

"My god is not something to rely on. I can protect my god, but my god will give me the death penalty, and he will make me a child forever!"

"Daniel, am I not strong enough?"

Qiang Ju's hand touched the door, and Daniel's tired voice came from behind.

"I don't expect you to be strong."

Qiang Ju's eyes turned red upon hearing this.

"I just hope I'm strong enough."