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Gu Heng has a splitting headache at this moment.

For more than a year, he tried hard not to think about that person, but in almost every tossing and turning of insomnia, he would think of the last time he met Xu Zhiwei.Xu Zhiwei said to him, "Let's end like this."

Half of his rationality told him that Xu Zhiwei had really let go, and he would move forward.

The other half is greed, obsession and reluctance to extinguish, he thought that Xu Zhiwei would never forget their past relationship, it is special to hide it in the bottom of his heart.

Hearing the news that Xu Zhiwei suspected of having a new boyfriend made his half-half conflict even more intense.He wished he could rush to Xu Zhiwei and question him face to face.

At this moment, Ruan Ziang said something, but he didn't hear clearly and didn't care. He heard Ruan Ziang ask again in a low voice: "President Gu, it's too late today, can I stay overnight?"

Gu Heng responded casually: "The guest room on the first floor is empty..."

Ruan Ziang was still calm, he saw that Gu Heng was frowning, as if he was suffering from drunkenness, so he went to the kitchen to make a cup of tea for Gu Heng and bring it over.

"Mr. Gu, have a sip of tea." He gently put the tea on the coffee table.

Gu Heng was drunk, just wanting to sleep: "You put it..."

After a while he felt that someone was gently wiping his face with a hot towel.The touch is very soft, in a trance, as if someone has returned...

"Zhiwei... Zhiwei..." he murmured.

The towel moved aside, and a pair of hands touched his face gently, but it wasn't Xu Zhiwei's hand.Gu Heng opened his eyes all of a sudden.

Ruan Ziang met his eyes.

Gu Heng didn't have time to be surprised what his assistant was doing, he was just disappointed, this time it was a dream again, Xu Zhiwei didn't come back, he couldn't come back.

Ruan Ziang was brave enough to gently caress Gu Heng's face: "Boss...I...we..."

His eyes were shining, and he didn't finish his sentence, but he didn't need to finish it.

Gu Heng took his hand away calmly and sat up: "Go out, the guest room is on the first floor."

Ruan Ziang's face turned pale, he was still unwilling to leave his side, he still had hope.He sat under the sofa, leaning against Gu Heng's legs, and asked in a low voice: "Why, boss, why do you torture yourself like this?"

Gu Heng stood up: "I didn't torture myself."

Ruan Ziang shook his head: "But others have started again, only you are still stuck here. It's not fair!"

Gu Heng didn't want to explain anything to the assistant, but after such a long time, he had something to say in his heart and was about to die.He said it: "No unfairness. I'm not trapped. I just still like him and can't get over him."

Ruan Ziang followed him and hugged his back tightly: "Why don't you give yourself a chance? How do you know you can't forget him if you don't try?"

Gu Heng said: "I

Know. "

Ruan Ziang's voice turned into tears: "But others will never respond to you, and they have already moved forward cruelly. Is it worth it for you to guard like this?"

Gu Heng said: "It's worth it."

He pushed away Ruan Ziang's embrace.

Ruan Ziang didn't want to believe it, he lost his composure: "One year, two years, three years, five years, ten years, you can still look at him and others like this, are you alone?"

It's ridiculous to say that he liked Gu Heng at first because he saw Gu Heng's attachment to Dr. Xu, but now he doesn't want to see Gu Heng's attachment any longer.

Gu Heng said: "This is the history between me and him, I can't forget it."

He resolutely issued an order to evict Ruan Ziang: "You go back. It's really not suitable to keep you here tonight."

Ruan Ziang didn't expect his temptation to be so resolutely rejected, he had no chance at all.

He was pale and could only leave silently.

Before going to bed, Xu Zhiwei looked through Lao Qin's circle of friends.They left the party early tonight, and Lao Qin didn't ask why.They walked and chatted all the way, and they separated at the subway station.

Lao Qin is easy-going and comfortable in chatting.In the circle of friends, most of the photos are taken in outdoor activities or travel.Xu Zhiwei lost his mind after watching.

Gu Heng has photographed many cities before. When they were happy, the two said that they would travel together when they were free. They wanted to go to many places, go to film festivals together, and go to all the cities he found interesting with Gu Heng.

It turned out that they were both so busy at the time, and most importantly, they separated so quickly.

Thinking about it now, they have known each other for more than ten years, but the time they were really together was actually very short.

Xu Zhiwei was in a trance, and without paying attention, he liked Lao Qin's circle of friends.

Lao Qin was probably playing with his mobile phone before going to bed, and sent a message after a while: "It's so late and you haven't slept yet?"

Xu Zhiwei couldn't say that he was slippery, so he chatted with Lao Qin for a while.After the chat, he put down his phone but couldn't fall asleep again.As soon as he closed his eyes, it was full of the lights of tonight's banquet, and Gu Heng who was in high spirits under the lights.

It was the stupid Gu Heng who rode his electric car through the streets and alleys, and it was also the Gu Heng who silently wandered downstairs in his dormitory late at night in the cold winter, wanting to get back together.All shadows overlap.

Xu Zhiwei turned over a few times and buried his face in the quilt.

Well done.

In the end, he could only repeat this thought silently in his heart - he and Gu Heng got along well.

He recalled Gu Heng's frivolity and half-heartedness again, and it was indeed a good distinction.

As for whether Gu Heng will become responsible and dedicated in the next relationship, it has nothing to do with him.He just needs to be sure that at that time, it was right for him to break up, and it was also right not to forgive, that's enough.

Next weekend, Xu Zhiwei did not go to the old

Qin rides.He confessed to Lao Qin that he was not interested in cycling.Lao Qin was really a good-tempered person, he didn't ask why, and he didn't forcefully explain how healthy cycling was.

This made Xu Zhiwei feel a little guilty.

Two days later, Lao Qin asked him to play badminton again.This time Xu Zhiwei did not refuse.

Gu Heng decided to transfer Ruan Ziang away from his side.

He didn't know Ruan Ziang's selfishness before, and he only regarded him as a good subordinate.Now I know that if I continue, it will be a kind of acquiescence and encouragement.He doesn't want to complicate things.

After he made a decision, he called Ruan Ziang to his office for a talk.He told Ruan Ziang that he wanted to transfer him to a branch in Shanghai.

"There happens to be a director position vacant over there. If you are willing to go, then the headhunter doesn't have to find another person."

Ruan Ziang felt it suddenly, and was speechless for a while.In the past two days, Gu Heng didn't mention what happened that night again. He thought that Gu Heng was wavering, and as long as the two of them continued to get along like this, they would definitely become more and more ambiguous.

Unexpectedly, Gu Heng wanted to kick him away, which meant completely rejecting him.

Gu Heng said again: "You get ready, go to work as soon as possible. I believe you can do well with your ability."

Ruan Ziang had a complicated mood: "Mr. Gu, I don't want to go."

Going to Shanghai to be a director is a temptation, but he instinctively resists it at the moment and wants to try harder.

Gu Heng didn't intend to persuade him, just said: "We are not suitable to work together now. You can go back and think about it carefully. If you have another position you want to go to, you can apply. If you want to change jobs, I will give you a recommendation... ..."

Ruan Ziang was startled, and hurriedly interrupted: "I won't quit!"

Gu Heng's office is not very big, and the side of the corridor is a glass wall.At this time, the curtains were closed, and passers-by could see two people sitting and standing in the office talking.

Although no one would stop to spy on them deliberately, nor would they hear their voices, but Ruan Ziang still had an embarrassed look on his face.

Gu Heng knew that Ruan Ziang was not stupid, and hoped that he could understand the reason why he chose this occasion to say this matter - he wanted to deal with business and cut the mess quickly.

Gu Heng had already lowered his head to look at the documents in front of him, and did not look at Ruan Ziang again: "Don't you still have annual leave? Take a few days off and think about it."

Ruan Ziang's voice was not like usual, a little erratic: "Okay, I see."

He turned and went out, and when he got close to the door, he stopped again, looked sideways at Gu Heng, and wanted to say something.

Gu Heng raised his head and saw the expression on the assistant's face.The young man's eyebrows drooped, and his sadness was not fake.

Ruan Ziang still spoke out: "Mr. Gu, I don't think people should be restricted by the past."

Gu Heng answered him: "I am not framed by the past, but I cannot forget history. All wrong choices are because of forgetting history.

history. "

He spoke calmly and gravely, as if what they were talking about was not love but Auschwitz.

Ruan Ziang still didn't understand, he felt that he was talking to Gu Heng.What he wanted to say was exactly this - why did Gu Heng make himself so unhappy for someone who had already quit?If he can be with Gu Heng, he will definitely make Gu Heng relaxed and happy.

But Gu Heng didn't give him a chance, not even anyone else.

With this unreasonable doubt, he could only leave temporarily.

After Ruan Ziang left the office, Gu Heng was lost in thought for a few minutes.He didn't regret giving up Ruan Ziang.He has nothing to regret about this matter, Ruan Ziang must leave, all he thinks about is how to deal with the work well.

He just thought of Xu Zhiwei again.

Ruan Ziang said that Xu Zhiwei has a new boyfriend, and he looks very close and happy.

After he sobered up, he first wondered if Ruan Ziang blackmailed him and made it up.So he went to confirm the people who attended the party that day, and it turned out that Xu Zhiwei was at the same table as Su Pei, and he was indeed walking with a person surnamed Qin.

Xu Zhiwei made a new boyfriend.

This thought pops up from time to time these days.When he's waking up early and exercising while watching the news, when he's showering, when he's eating, when he's driving, and even when he's in a meeting.

This thought would pop up out of nowhere, like cold ice or a sharp sword, and suddenly pass through his chest——Xu Zhiwei has a new boyfriend, and he has started a new life.

Strangely, the aftertaste after the ice sword pierced was not painful, as if a hole had been cut flat in the heart, because the heart was gray and cold, but the wind blowing over the wound was warm.

He hoped that Xu Zhiwei was well.Has Xu Zhiwei obtained that kind of calm, solid, and reliable happiness now?

Not long after, Gu Heng met Su Pei at a friend's house.This time it's not about playing cards, but about work.His friend wanted to make Su Pei's original novel and asked him to be the producer.

Let's have a meal together and discuss ideas.Gu Heng knew that Xu Zhiwei and Su Pei had a good relationship, and he also praised this novel. He thought about buying the original work and making a movie for a while, but he didn't do it in the end.One is because the tasks in his hands have been piled up one after another, and the second is because of Xu Zhiwei, he doesn't want Xu Zhiwei to think that he is stretching his hand too far and putting his foot in everywhere to put pressure on him.

This time it was a friend's invitation, he wouldn't interfere too much, he just came to help.

After talking about the business, Gu Heng finally chatted with Su Pei alone in the tea room.

He asked Su Pei: "How is Zhiwei?"

Su Pei made a cup of tea for himself, and looked at Gu Heng thoughtfully: "It's pretty good. He's going to co-write a book with Scarlett recently, but he's too busy."

This was the first time Gu Heng heard that Xu Zhiwei was going to write

Regarding the book, he couldn't help smiling: "Really, that's great."

Both of them fell silent, Su Pei was about to leave with tea when Gu Heng asked again: "Is he... and Teacher Qin okay?"

Su Pei blurted out: "How do you know?"

Gu Heng felt the hole in his chest again, but he was able to treat it with a calm attitude.Not only was Xu Zhiwei now with Qin Yawen, but he also knew that they were introduced by Teacher Su.

"I seem to have seen them last time, and they are always well-informed in this circle."

Su Pei carefully looked at the expression on Gu Heng's face - Gu Heng seemed to care about something casually, but there was a gloomy light in his eyes, and that emotion was hard to capture.

He knew everything about Xu Zhiwei and Lao Qin clearly.The two now date once or twice a week and seem like a steady couple.But Xu Zhiwei actually told him that the two of them are now more like badminton buddies playing together, and neither of them has moved forward.

But Xu Zhiwei trusted him to tell him these words, and he turned around and told Xu Zhiwei's ex-boyfriend, of course not.He also didn't know what was Gu Heng's motive for asking these questions at this time.

"Director Gu really knows everything," Su Pei could only vaguely say, "Zhiwei is doing well now, she often goes out to exercise, her health is good, and she is quite happy."

Gu Heng held the cup and didn't speak for a long time.

The author has something to say: Today (should have been yesterday) is really a happy day

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