faint star

Xu Zhiwei fell into a deep sleep.Because of the New Year's Eve dinner and drinking, everyone made a fuss until almost two o'clock in the morning when we had a party in the dormitory.After tidying up a little, he fell back on the bed and fell asleep, as if all the burdens of this day of the year were temporarily thrown away.All he wanted was a good night's sleep and a fresh start when he woke up.

"Well……"

In his sleep, he only felt that his body was sinking, and his heart was so stuffy that he couldn't breathe, as if he was suddenly drowning.

"Meow!"

Xu Zhiwei opened his eyes suddenly——Mai Mai was sitting on him, meowing loudly, and then he caught his breath and asked the cat: "What's the matter with you?"

Mai Mai continued to bark, it was wronged.

Xu Zhiwei turned his head to check the time, and it was almost ten o'clock in the morning.No wonder Mai Mai came to trouble him, he usually gets up at [-] o'clock in the morning and overslept today.He rubbed Mai Mai's head and got up from the bed.

Pour some cat food for the cat.He fell back on the bed and was in a daze for a while.

What happened last night came to mind again, Xu Zhiwei felt a little regretful - people tend to be more impulsive at night, and he felt that he was a little out of control when facing Gu Heng.Today he got enough sleep, calmed down, and felt that he should have coped better yesterday.

Xu Zhiwei didn't think about it for too long, he got up to wash up and prepared to go out, because he made an appointment to have lunch with Meng Tianqi at noon.

The restaurant Meng Tianqi ordered to eat was near the school, saying that he would accompany his parents to the school to have a look, and then get together nearby.

The hotel is not too far away, so Xu Zhiwei planned to go there by bicycle. He put on his clothes and scarf. He had just stepped downstairs, took a breath of the fresh air outside, and was about to walk to the bicycle shed when he saw Meng Tianqi coming on his bicycle.

"Zhiwei!" He happily rode on the bike, circling Xu Zhiwei.

Xu Zhiwei couldn't help but said, "Don't turn around, I'm dizzy looking at it."

Meng Tianqi laughed, he got out of the car, and walked side by side with Xu Zhiwei.

"Didn't you agree to meet at the hotel? Why did you come to the dormitory?" Xu Zhiwei asked.

Meng Tianqi said: "I want to come and find you and go with you. My parents don't like me following them. They walk around by themselves, which is more free."

Xu Zhi smiled, he could often feel that Meng Tianqi was a child who grew up loved by his parents.

Although it is the first day of junior high school, the restaurant business is actually good.In addition to Xu Zhiwei, there was also a child from a relative of the Meng family who also went to school nearby and did not go home for the New Year. He played with them these few days.Five people fit into a small box.

As soon as Xu Zhiwei saw Meng Tianqi's parents, he felt very kind, because Meng Tianqi had the outline of his father, and his mother's eyes, which took the advantages of his parents.

During the meal, Meng Tianqi's father didn't talk much, but what he said was his concern for their life outside.After the meal, Meng Tianqi's mother even prepared a red envelope for each of them. Apart from relatives' children, Xu Zhiwei also got a share.

Xu Zhiwei was surprised, he instinctively refused.

Meng Tianqi's mother stuffed it into Xu Zhiwei's pocket without saying a word.Meng Tianqi also smiled and said, "Just accept it! My mother has already prepared it."

Xu Zhiwei couldn't resist, so he could only accept it first, thinking about buying something for Meng Tianqi later.

He didn't expect that he hadn't received the New Year's money for so many years, and he was in his 30s, and he received the New Year's red envelope again.

Leaving the hotel, Meng Tianqi's parents were going to the next scenic spot, and Meng Tianqi called a car for them.

While waiting for the car to arrive, Xu Zhiwei and Meng Tianqi talked for a while.

"When I just checked out, my mother and I kept praising you. They all like you." Meng Tianqi said happily.

Before Xu Zhiwei could react, Meng Tianqi leaned close to his ear and said quickly, "I like you too."

Xu Zhiwei couldn't help laughing, the more he looked at him, the cuter he became.

Sometimes just a few moments like this are enough.At this moment, he felt a pure emotion, which has nothing to do with other people, and has nothing to do with the world.In the peaceful ivory tower, he seemed to have returned to his student days and experienced the feeling of being liked.

After resting for two days, Xu Zhiwei was busy revising his thesis and preparing to go to the laboratory again.At the beginning of April, he will prepare for the pre-defense and submit his thesis for blind review.For him, after New Year's Eve and New Year's Day, it is considered as the end of the New Year.

For the past two days, there was no movement from Gu Heng, falling into a deathly silence.On New Year's Eve, Xu Zhiwei asked, "If I'm already ready to start with someone else, will you still insist on caring and caring for me?" Gu Heng didn't answer at that time.

After these two days, it seems that Gu Heng was scared off by him, and he gave the answer with actions.

Maybe the young master of the Gu family is wondering whether he should continue to invest time and energy.After all, unlike a few years ago, the value of every minute and every second of him is increasing by hundreds and thousands of times.And it is impossible for Xu Zhiwei to be fooled by him as easily as when he was in his twenties.

Maybe the young master fell into narcissistic self-torture again, convincing himself with "this is all for his own good".

Xu Zhiwei understood very well.Back then, the reason why Gu Heng was able to persist with Shen Lian for so many years was because he had this kind of thinking in order to satisfy himself spiritually.

It's just that even if Shen Lian got married, Gu Heng kept in touch with him...

When he said that he wanted to start with someone else, Gu Heng cut off the news.

Of course, for a person like Gu Heng, it wouldn't be too ugly to turn his face around.

After a while, Xu Zhiwei came back to his senses and found that he was standing in front of the water dispenser, but forgot to press the water dispenser.

Meng Tianqi sent his parents to the train station tonight, but he hasn't come back yet, so the dormitory is extremely quiet.

After filling a glass of water, he went back to the table and checked the time. A full 72 hours had passed since the New Year's Eve talk, and Gu Heng's voice had completely disappeared.If Gu Heng can think clearly this time and end these entanglements, it doesn't seem to be a bad thing.

The key rings outside the dormitory door

The sound of the spoon turning meant that Meng Tianqi had returned.As soon as Xu Zhiwei turned around, he saw his junior smiling at him: "Zhiwei, I'm back!"

For a moment, Xu Zhiwei had only one thought in his mind - why is this young man so nice?

Maybe this is another opportunity that life gives him, and he should seize it.

Gu Heng seemed to be sleepwalking these three days.

After returning from Xu Zhiwei's place, he rejected all the parties.

To Xu Zhiwei's question, his first reaction was to ask "Who do you think of me as yours?", but he didn't have any qualifications to question.He has always looked down on the ex who he can't let go of, and the one-sided entanglement with no response from one side.And now he's doing the thing he despises the most.

He came alone to the apartment where they lived together.They have only lived together in this apartment for a month.However, all the arrangements are still the same as the day Xu Zhiwei left, all the furniture is in place, even Mai Mai's cat climbing frame is still left in the corner of the living room.

Gu Heng sat on the floor, pouring himself beer after can.Opposite him is the "Aroma" that many people want to appreciate again.He once thought that this photo was attractive because he captured the most beautiful moment of the figure in the evening light.But after the breakup, he finally understood that at that moment Xu Zhiwei trusted him and loved him completely, with defenseless eyes.

It was he who failed such an entrustment.

Now he can't find that kind of look in Xu Zhiwei's eyes, facing him, Xu Zhiwei can only be defensive and alienated.

It was he who personally erased the Xu Zhiwei who loved him wholeheartedly.

Now, at this moment, his New Year's wish is to make Xu Zhiwei happy, and to find Xu Zhiwei who loves him back.But what if these two desires contradict each other?If Xu Zhiwei's happiness does not require him to exist, what should he do?

He didn't know how much he drank, and finally fell down on the sofa, pressing his left knee tightly, even though he was drunk, he could still feel the piercing pain.

He may have passed out for a while, and then he heard familiar footsteps outside the door while he was half asleep, and someone was knocking on the door...

"Zhiwei?" He stood up abruptly, staggered and fell because of the soreness in his left leg, but he still rushed to open the door immediately.

"Zhiwei!"

"President Gu..."

Standing outside the door was his assistant Ruan Ziang.

Gu Heng held onto the door frame, his face full of disappointment.He let the assistant come in sideways, rubbed his temples and asked, "How do you know I'm here?"

Ruan Ziang said: "I asked the people at the studio, and they said that you would come here when you give yourself a break."

Not only does Gu Heng's leg hurt now, but his head also hurts like it's about to split open. He can't care about everything around him now, and just lay down on the sofa again.

Gu Heng's current work is divided into two parts, one part is his director work and his own studio, and the other part is a part of the Gu family that he has mastered as the eldest son of Gu.

operation.Ruan Ziang is the assistant of the Gu family's business side, and has just worked with Gu Heng for half a year.

Assistant Ruan could see that his boss hadn't "rested" well, so he went to pour a glass of water and brought it to Gu Heng on his knees: "Mr. Gu, do you need to make an appointment with the doctor?"

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-03-1002:35:46~2021-03-1302:49:35期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Seven nights away, the girl walks slowly;

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Puppy egg, 2 unobtainable Shen Zhou; Shan Shan, gynoid, standard bun face, pq, yazalea, a serenade, yukino, maple syrup curry, briskkk 1;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of α, hot hand destroying flowers, yamashang, little star, daytime smokeless; 5 bottles of windy, Baojiu, cllwjq, Kakashi; 1 bottle of Xia Xi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!