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A few months ago, Gu Heng and Shen Lian had said that they would go to his wedding.

But when the wedding was approaching, Gu Heng suddenly couldn't speak, Shen Lian still wanted to ask the reason because of his old friendship for many years.

Gu Heng didn't want to talk about his broken bone - Shen Lian was dealing with major events in his life, he didn't want to spoil the fun by saying it.Also, he's been having a rough time lately and needs a breather.Of course he wanted Shen Lian to be happy, but if he went to Shen Lian's wedding and saw him holding the bride's hand with his own eyes, he would not be able to smile naturally.

And he can't drink because of his leg injury.Isn't it more painful not to drink at a wedding?

So Shen Lian called to ask at this time, Gu Heng could only say "very busy, very busy, can't get away".

Hearing what Gu Heng said, Shen Lian seemed a little regretful.

"I really don't have many friends for 20 years. I originally wanted to ask you to be the best man. I just thought that you were busy with work and always ran around, so I didn't ask you to be the best man. I didn't think you would not even be able to come to the wedding. .It always feels... like something is missing."

Gu Heng joked: "A red envelope is missing?"

Shen Lian laughed, and said again: "To be honest, we've known each other for so long, I always find it unbelievable. When I was in elementary school, I really never thought about things so far away, and I never thought about what kind of people we would become."

Gu Heng was silent for a moment, and he said sincerely: "Shen Lian, it's all my own fault that I can't come. But I'm very, very happy in my heart, as long as... this wedding will definitely go well."

Shen Lian vaguely felt that something was wrong, he asked: "Is everything okay with you recently?"

Gu Heng smiled: "It's all good. I finished editing the movie."

Shen Lian sighed: "It's not easy. Have you been making this movie for several years?"

When they were still studying in Australia, Gu Heng was preparing for the film, collecting materials and doing a lot of preliminary work.

"I still remember that you spent all your spare time on this movie. Sometimes you drove more than 200 kilometers just to take a picture of a sign. I really admired your energy at that time."

Gu Heng was also recalled by his words.Now that I think about it, I did it as a hobby at the beginning because I didn’t want to see Shen Lian and his girlfriend being intimate and affectionate, but then I gradually became obsessed with it, and I persisted from scratch.

Shen Lian asked again: "When can I go to the cinema to watch this movie? I'm looking forward to it."

Gu Heng smiled wryly in his heart.Going to theaters is more difficult than he thought. Every year, there are many movies that can only be visited in theaters for one day.The theaters only want blockbuster feature films in order to make enough money at the box office. His film is an unpopular documentary, with a new director, and a studio that is almost a small workshop.

What's more, because of his injury, he has delayed a lot of work.This movie is not very optimistic when it goes to theaters.At least not this year.

"That may have to wait for a while. There is a time for everything." Gu Heng said.

Of course Shen Lian understood the meaning of these words, he didn't point it out, but said: "Yes. I believe in you, and I will definitely put

It is polished to perfection before it is shown to the audience. "

They chatted for more than 20 minutes without knowing it.

Gu Heng heard a cheerful female voice talking from Shen Lian's side: "Help me see which of these two photos to choose?"

It was the voice of the bride-to-be.

Shen Lian said apologetically, "Let's talk next time."

Gu Heng said, "Okay."

Before Shen Lian hung up the phone, he hesitated again, and asked: "Gu Heng, we haven't seen each other often in the past two years. I'm married now...how should I put it...I've always put you in my heart as a friend. You and Other friends are different."

Gu Heng listened quietly, then smiled and said with relief: "I understand. Then don't have any objections to me not coming to the wedding. I sincerely congratulate you and wish you a hundred years of lilies."

After hanging up the phone, Gu Heng sat in a wheelchair for a long time.A sense of emptiness seized him, but wasn't this the ending he had long thought of?

He didn't want to disturb Shen Lian's life.

Although he has no enthusiasm for marriage.Whether he's gay or straight, he's not going to get married—how could he possibly aspire to it after seeing his parents get married?

But Shen Lian was different, he grew up in such a warm family.Even when they were young, when a group of children were playing house, Shen Lian would skillfully play the role of parents with the girls, it was so cute.

Strange to say, Gu Heng fantasized long ago that Shen Lian would become someone's husband.Because Shen Lian should be like this, he will cherish the people around him, and he can experience ordinary happiness.He doesn't need to experience dog blood, he doesn't need to struggle, he just needs to live a good life.

Gu Heng didn't know how long he had been meditating, it seemed like half an hour had passed before he came back to his senses.

The matter is a foregone conclusion, he will not go to Shen Lian's wedding, and he will not be able to witness it with his own eyes, instead, he will have more room for imagination.

During the holiday in May, Xu Zhiwei only had one day off.

It is said to be a rest, but in fact, it has accumulated a lot of things to do-cleaning.The weather is good, the bedding is drying, and I have time to take a look at the two papers I have saved.At noon, I took time to have dinner with a senior sister.

This senior, Liang Sijia, is a psychiatrist like Xu Zhiwei, and works in another big hospital.Xu Zhiwei has a good relationship with her, discussing cases in the group from time to time.

This time she went to eat with Xu Zhiwei to discuss work.She recently set up a public account dedicated to psychological content.

"Now everyone is under more and more pressure, and they will pay more and more attention to their psychological state." She analyzed Xu Zhiwei and invited Xu Zhiwei to join the official account.

"Actually, it won't take up too much of your time. It's just to write some simple popular science. If there are social hot issues, you can analyze them from a psychological point of view. The real-name certified doctor, readers will like it, plus..." Liang Sijia glanced at it Xu Zhiwei's face, "In short, readers will like it."

Xu Zhiwei worked seriously, he and Liang Sijia ate and chatted, and quickly decided on a few articles

The theme, ready to go home to write.Now that he's single again, he might as well spend more time on side jobs and earn some subsidies.

After returning home after lunch, Xu Zhiwei started to draft.At four o'clock in the afternoon, he finished writing an article and sent it to Liang Sijia's mailbox.

He stood up from the desk, stretched his body, and put away the drying quilt.At this moment, he saw Gu Heng basking in the sun again downstairs, but today he didn't play with the children, he just sat there alone, as if in a daze, and only looked at his phone occasionally.

Xu Zhiwei glanced at him, then stopped staring at him.

At six or seven in the evening, Xu Zhiwei was going to cook himself fried rice with eggs.When passing by the balcony, he looked downstairs again, and Gu Heng was still in his original position.

Xu Zhiwei found it strange that Gu Heng stayed there for at least three or four hours.

This is really a bit abnormal.Especially today is a special day, Shen Lian got married today.Calculating the time, seven o'clock in the evening is the time for the banquet.

Xu Zhiwei sneered in his heart, could it be that Gu Heng was sitting downstairs in his house pretending to be infatuated?This is too ridiculous.Shen Lian could not see his dejected look.Who are you pretending for here?

The weather in May is already quite hot, and it will not freeze outside.Xu Zhiwei thought, why didn't Shen Lian choose December to get married?Gu Heng couldn't freeze to death.

Xu Zhiwei was sitting on the balcony with egg fried rice, watching the idiot while eating, especially with the meal.

After eating and washing the dishes, Gu Heng was still sitting there.

Xu Zhiwei took a long time to pack up the garbage in the kitchen, and went downstairs to throw out the garbage.When he passed by, Gu Heng suddenly called him: "Zhiwei!"

Xu Zhiwei glanced at him: "What are you doing?"

Gu Heng let out a long sigh of relief: "Great! Come quickly and take it for me. I have to go home and go to the toilet."

Xu Zhiwei raised a question mark. When he got closer, he realized that there was a cat lying in the grass beside Gu Heng's feet. It was still a beautiful short-haired cat, but its forelimb was injured, and it had been nesting in the grass.

Gu Heng has been with it all the time.

"Help me watch it, don't let it run away, its owner is on his way!"

After he finished speaking, he hurried upstairs to go home to free his bladder.

Xu Zhi blushed slightly.He also thought that Gu Heng was here to hurt Shen Lian, but he didn't expect that he was doing a good deed.

The author has something to say: There are cats...

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