faint star

Jiang Hongyu didn't expect that Xu Zhiwei would break up, his face flushed instantly.

He is four years older than Zhiwei. He has been a bully since elementary school. He was a man of the hour in school, and he is equally outstanding after work.Unexpectedly, at this time, Xu Zhiwei had no intention of staying, and directly said "break up".

His self-esteem was severely thwarted.

"Okay, very good, Xu Zhiwei, in your heart, I'm not as good as an idle vagrant?"

At the moment, the "loafing vagrant" is downstairs, basking in the sun leisurely, unaware of the tense atmosphere in the room upstairs.

Xu Zhiwei couldn't help holding hands tightly, and he tried his best to calmly say: "I never thought about it like this. I want to break up, it's a problem between us. It doesn't matter who is stronger or better."

Once you start talking about breaking up, the words between lovers are often the wheels.The same question can be said over and over again, blaming each other.No matter how mature a person is, it is inevitable that they will not choose what they say.

"What happened between us? If it wasn't for Gu Heng, there would be no problem at all!"

"Buying a house is such a big matter, you don't even ask me a single question. Could it have something to do with Gu Heng?"

"I have already explained the matter of buying a house. This is the best arrangement at present. You have always been in my plan, but you don't believe me!"

From Xu Zhiwei's ears, Jiang Hongyu was completely erasing their warmth and his devotion in the past three years. Just because of Gu Heng's appearance, all Xu Zhiwei's actions became life-saving, without passion, and not true love for him.

In Jiang Hongyu's eyes, Xu Zhiwei has been avoiding the topic, talking about the house, not believing his plans, not daring to confess the past, and even defending Gu Heng!

Neither of the two can convince the other.

Xu Zhiwei only felt a burst of sadness welling up.He always thought that Jiang Hongyu was a very mature person, but he didn't expect that no matter how mature a person is, as long as his own real interests are involved, he will become paranoid and naive, defending himself by instinct.

Perhaps in the eyes of the other party, he is also like this.

Where is the real tenderness?

Tired of arguing, they finally stopped.Only then did Xu Zhiwei realize that more than an hour had passed.It turns out that arguing is such a time-consuming thing.The child downstairs has already left, and Gu Heng is also gone.I don't know if I have gone upstairs to go home, if I heard their quarrel.

Jiang Hongyu held his forehead with his hands. He had to go to work and was about to be late, so it was impossible to keep arguing like this.

He said the last sentence: "Xu Zhiwei, since I was a child, I couldn't bear being No.2 the most. I was also raised by my parents and teachers, and I didn't lack love. If I knew it from the beginning, you just wanted to be safe and treat me as a Spare tire. I'd rather not have it then."

Xu Zhiwei didn't speak, he covered his eyes with his hands.

Jiang Hongyu picked up his coat and jacket: "Really, no one wants to be second in others' hearts. I don't have that low self-esteem."

After he finished speaking, he went out to work.

As soon as he leaves, the quarrel ends.The house was suddenly eerily quiet.

It took Xu Zhiwei a while to get up, he went to the bathroom and washed his face, the tears on his face disappeared instantly, only his eyes were red.

What made him most uncomfortable was not Jiang Hongyu saying that he was just trying to be safe, but his words "no lack of love" and "low self-esteem".It turns out that in the eyes of normal people, those who are willing to take second place in the hearts of others have terribly low self-esteem.

Their breakup is a foregone conclusion.

There is also a process for people who live together to break up.First, people moved out—Jiang Hongyu had a house in his own house, so he temporarily went back to his parents' house.Xu Zhiwei didn't have to move, and wasted rent.

Then organize clothes, daily necessities, and personal items.Taking advantage of Xu Zhiwei's absence, Jiang Hongyu came to fetch things twice.Moved all my things away.Xu Zhiwei found out as soon as he got back to the house.

There were a lot of odds and ends that the two of them bought together—a complete set of tableware and matching cups for couples. Jiang Hongyu didn't take these away, probably to avoid recalling memories and not wanting to be messy.

But he took away a pot of cactus they raised together.

Xu Zhiwei always wanted to raise a small animal.But both of them are doctors, and it is inconvenient to keep pets.So I can only raise pots of cacti that don't need much care, and talk about embellishment.

He also named the cactus Little Elephant because of its shape somewhat like an elephant's trunk.

Jiang Hongyu took the little elephant away.Xu Zhiwei looked at the vacant area by the window sill, and suddenly burst into tears.

He wants to wait until the rent is due at the end of August, and he will not renew the contract.

This weekend, Xu Zhiwei went out to eat alone and went to the supermarket alone, and his purchases were only half of what he used to do, or even less than half.He carried the environmental protection bag and walked slowly back to the community.It's evening now, I don't know which one cooks delicious food, and I can smell the aroma of that kind of food from afar.

Xu Zhiwei was in a daze for a moment, and he wanted to call grandpa tonight.Although he just played yesterday.Always calling home, Grandpa would worry about what happened to him outside.It's normal to call every few days.

The handsome wheelchair user is still playing ball with a child by the garden of the community today.

A three- or four-year-old child throws a ball, and he catches it. Sitting in a wheelchair does not hinder the flexibility of his upper body, quite like a dog with a disabled body and a strong will.

Seeing Xu Zhiwei approaching, Gu Heng threw the ball back to the child, and turned the wheelchair to follow.

"Zhiwei."

Xu Zhiwei ignored him, just walking with his head buried.

Gu Heng continued to talk: "You can hang the bag on my wheelchair, which is very convenient." He has already developed N kinds of uses for the wheelchair.

Xu Zhiwei glanced at him: "Gu Heng, forget it. You won."

Gu Heng looked puzzled: "What did I win?"

They get into the elevator together.Xu Zhiwei leaned against the wall and said, "I broke up with Jiang Hongyu. Isn't that why you always hang out in front of Jiang Hongyu? Revenge

year thing. "

Gu Heng's gaze sank.

Coming out of the elevator, he grabbed Xu Zhiwei's hand: "You think I want to take revenge on you?"

Xu Zhiwei glanced at him: "Forget it, don't act."

Although he and Gu Heng haven't seen each other for eight years, they still know each other's personalities.Human nature is so easy to change.

Gu Heng did not refute this time.He followed Xu Zhiwei into Xu Zhiwei's house and turned the wheelchair in the living room.

"It's really broken... I thought Jiang Hongyu was just calming down temporarily."

Xu Zhiwei poured himself a glass of water and did not entertain Gu Heng, he said: "Yes. So your goal has been achieved."

Gu Heng looked at Xu Zhiwei: "I haven't done anything - I'm telling the truth, I really haven't done anything. I didn't expect you to break up so soon. Besides, what I told you before is also true, you don't have to Suppress yourself for such a person."

Xu Zhiwei said: "Yes, I have decided to do whatever I want in my private life. So, can you get out?"

Gu Heng only smiled when he scolded him.He said gently, "If you're sad, you can come to me anytime. I'm right across the door."

Xu Zhiwei shook his head: "Gu Heng, don't make fun of me. You can find Shen Lian if you have the time."

As soon as the words came out, both of them fell silent.

Xu Zhiwei didn't mention the name Shen Lian for a long time, and he didn't know why he blurted it out.

Gu Heng said, "You know he's getting married, right?"

Only then did Xu Zhiwei remember that from the news he had seen before, Shen Lian would get married during May Day, and it was only a few days away.

He laughed, he almost forgot about it recently: "Aren't you going to Shen Lian's wedding?"

Thinking of Gu Heng in a wheelchair appearing at Shen Lian's wedding, that scene must be very touching.Xu Zhiwei even wanted to laugh.

Gu Heng asked: "What are you laughing at?"

He tapped his injured leg with his fingers: "Is it so funny? That's why I don't want to go!"

The more he said that, the more Xu Zhiwei wanted to laugh.

Gu Heng couldn't help laughing: "Okay. I really don't want to steal the spotlight like this. And I can't get away from here."

After Xu Zhi smiled, he felt much more relaxed.He didn't expect that one day he and Gu Heng would compare each other's misery.

He was broken in love, and Gu Heng was completely out of the game.

At least he was free from illness, and Gu Heng had a broken leg.

Gu Heng looked at Xu Zhiwei's smiling face, and his heart moved for a moment - Xu Zhiwei's eyes were still exactly the same as before.

After laughing at this person who was worse than him, Xu Zhiwei still mercilessly drove Gu Heng back to the opposite door.He grabbed Gu Heng's wheelchair and pushed him out the door.

At night, Xu Zhiwei made himself a simple noodle dish.For the first time since we broke up, I don't feel lonely and uncomfortable.

Gu Heng casually ate a piece of bread for dinner. He sat at the workbench, turned on the lamp, scribbled on the notebook, and quickly drew a small portrait of a person, just like back then.Shu Yi

Tone.

At this time his cell phone rang, he glanced at the caller ID and picked it up.

"Shen Lian?"

Shen Lian's voice didn't sound real on the other end of the phone, but it was still so nice.

"Gu Heng. The invitation I sent you, are you really not coming?"

Gu Heng pondered in his heart for a few seconds before replying in a sincere and friendly tone: "I want to come too, but I really can't get away."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-12-2100:20:16~2020-12-2201:06:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Yesiyu, Xueye, Xiao Se, Zhaozhao, 189, Jiangnan Fuke 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 12 bottles of bow string; === 10 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!