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Xu Zhiwei didn't accept Gu Heng's words, and only said "I choose, I bear it myself", and Gu Heng couldn't refute it, because he also thought so.

Gu Heng didn't talk about his own affairs, he asked Xu Zhiwei: "Is your family okay? Is grandpa okay?"

Xu Zhiwei softened his face when he mentioned grandpa.He said: "It's good, he lives with my aunt now, and he can still go for a walk every day and think clearly."

Gu Heng smiled: "That's good."

Xu Zhiwei asked, "What is Gu Xin doing?"

Of the Gu family, he only knew Gu Xin.Back then, he often played behind them, but he also took advantage of Gu Xin in the end.He still felt a little sorry for Gu Xin.Eight years have passed, Gu Xin is 25 years old, and it's time to work.

Gu Heng said: "Gu Xin, he's taking a casual job in his company now, and it looks like he's going to depend on his mother for the rest of his life."

Thinking of how weak Gu Xin is, Xu Zhiwei is not surprised to make such a choice.

"It's good to choose a safe path," he said.

Gu Heng looked at Xu Zhiwei: "You really think so?"

Xu Zhiwei said calmly, "Not everyone has the ability to do their best. Gu Xin has this condition, so there's nothing wrong with him choosing to be relaxed and stable. He's not like you."

"What about you?" Gu Heng asked, "I chose Jiang Hongyu because of stability?"

Xu Zhiwei took a sip of his drink, and he smiled: "Of course I chose Lao Jiang because I like him."

There was light in Gu Heng's eyes, which soon turned into a trace of disappointment: "Is this your truth...Zhiwei?"

Eight years later, he called Xu Zhiwei's name like this again, as if he had pressed a switch that hadn't been used for years.No one knows whether the circuit under the switch has long been corroded or whether there will be current flowing through it, and whether the light connected to the switch will turn on again.

Xu Zhiwei picked up the drink and took a sip silently.The moment Gu Heng called out his name, he suddenly didn't know what he was thinking.

He calmed down for a while, raised his eyelids and said, "Really, I like Lao Jiang, and we have a good time with him. If we are a man and a woman, we have already obtained the certificate."

Indeed, he and Jiang Hongyu lived a life no different from ordinary couples except that they had no formalities.

But why should Gu Heng care about this?

Xu Zhiwei was a little tired.

Gu Heng said: "You cook a lot at home? Will you help him with trivial matters? When you are in bed, you are down there? So he will call you wife?"

Xu Zhiwei wanted to cover Gu Heng's face with the drink for a moment.This is so over the line.

Even if he broke up with some unkind things back then, it doesn't mean that Gu Heng is qualified to inquire and comment on his private life now.

He said coldly: "These are my private affairs."

Gu Heng said shamelessly: "When I was eating that day, I could see the way you get along."

He changed his tone, and asked sadly, "Zhiwei, why did you become like this?"

Xu Zhiwei looked at the time, and five

Minutes passed and he wanted to go.

"I've always been like this," he said casually.

Gu Heng shook his head: "You were not like this in the past. I always remember the vigor and alertness you had in high school. Why do you hide it now? Why do you want to learn to be mellow and humble?"

I don't know if it's because the heating in the store is too high, Xu Zhiwei felt fine sweat oozing from the back of his neck.

It's been a long, long time since he thought about what happened in high school, especially the scenes with Gu Heng.

Gu Heng asked too sharply, but Xu Zhiwei still used Tai Chi to fool him: "There is no reason, I want to live this way. Everyone has their own way of life. What happens to me and Lao Jiang is none of your business." .It's getting late..."

He just said "none of your business".

Gu Heng interrupted him: "If you really become such a person, and you are happy with it. Then I will feel very worthless."

Xu Zhiwei was taken aback: "What's not worth it?"

Gu Heng asked: "You won't forget the last time we met, will you?"

Xu Zhiwei was silent, it seemed that Gu Heng was still brooding.After all, Shen Lian witnessed such an "exciting" scene with his own eyes.

Gu Heng went on to say: "After that day, Shen Lian knew my sexual orientation. Although he was still my friend, if I was more enthusiastic towards him, he would immediately notice it, consciously keep a sense of distance, and never let me cross the line. Opportunity. Not long after arriving in Australia, he had a girlfriend, and the relationship is still stable—they are getting married in May..."

Xu Zhiwei thought, Gu Heng really knew that Shen Lian was going to get married.

Judging from the meaning of Gu Heng's words, he was blaming him and destroying his possibility of pursuing Shen Lian.

He calmed down a bit: "Do you want me to apologize?"

Gu Heng said: "No. Listen to me. Because I have lost the possibility of pursuing Shen Lian. Even if I go to play with Shen Lian, I can only be a light bulb between him and his girlfriend. So I have to find some Things to divert attention. As you once said, there is nothing to do but study. So I studied photography, film, and participated in many club activities and field trips in my spare time. I am interested in Chinese history. This is also the theme of the movie I am doing now. You see, if it weren’t for you, I might spend a lot of time with Shen Lian. But because of you, although I lost Shen Lian, I found it The business you want to do."

He said sincerely: "I often think later that I provoked someone who shouldn't be provoked. That person is not as pure and obedient as he appears on the surface. His core has strong vitality. He will burn, retaliate, dare Love dares to hate."

He paused: "I think that no matter where you are, such a person will not be flattened by life, and will not suppress your own nature. Because such a person changes your life, I think it is worth it. So if you end up like this , I would feel it was not worth it."

Xu Zhiwei just listened silently.

After Gu Heng finished speaking, he just stood up and left.

When passing by Gu Heng, Gu Heng grabbed his hand: "So why did you choose Jiang Hongyu?"

Xu Zhiwei raised the corner of his mouth and said, "Don't you know that orthopedic surgeons are all powerful and fierce?"

He broke free from Gu Heng's hand.

Gu Heng sat there, watching Xu Zhiwei's leaving back, his eyes darkened.

Xu Zhiwei walked out of the cake shop.He couldn't help shivering with the evening wind blowing against his face.He wanted to delete all Gu Heng's words from his mind just now, but it was impossible.

When he passed the side of the street, he saw the Harley, which was Gu Heng's car.

When he was in his hometown, Gu Heng rode a battery to drive him. He often joked and asked him when he would build a Harley to take him for a ride.

Xu Zhiwei grasped the bag containing the cake in his hand, and left quickly.

When Xu Zhiwei got home, Jiang Hongyu hadn't come back yet.The room was too quiet, so Xu Zhiwei turned on the TV and played it loudly.He changed his clothes and went to the kitchen to make some soup first, then took the steak out of the refrigerator.

When Jiang Hongyu came back, Xu Zhiwei had just finished frying the steak.

"It smells so good!" Jiang Hongyu didn't have to be on duty this day, and he didn't have any surgery, so he was very happy.

While washing his hands, he loudly told Xu Zhiwei about the car accident he saw today.

Only then did Xu Zhiwei feel more at ease.They ate steaks and ate half of the cheesecake and put the rest in the freezer.

After the two of them took a shower and started kissing, Xu Zhiwei suggested, "You have a day off next Sunday, shall we? Let's go out and have fun, how about going to the countryside for a picnic? The weather will get warmer next week."

Jiang Hongyu paused, and said, "Next Sunday... my grandma is celebrating her birthday. She is 90 years old."

Unexpectedly, Xu Zhiwei asked, "Why didn't you say it earlier?"

Jiang Hongyu hugged him, he was a little apologetic: "I forgot what I wanted to say these two days. Let's go for a picnic when the weather gets warmer."

Jiang Hongyu did not mention the specific arrangements for his grandmother's [-]th birthday.Xu Zhiwei didn't ask either.

Although they are similar to ordinary couples, they are still a little different.Jiang Hongyu is an invisible closet with his parents, but he is not out of the closet with other relatives.Therefore, it is impossible for Xu Zhiwei to go to such a big family gathering.

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