faint star

In a few days it will be Valentine's Day, but for the hospital, there is no romance at all, and it is still a day full of people.

When Xu Zhiwei went to the cafeteria for lunch, he met Dr. Cai from the anorectal department.

He greeted Dr. Cai and asked about the patients from the previous two days.

When he was about to get off work two days ago, he was called to another department for consultation-an inpatient was depressed and self-harmed.Her attending doctor, Dr. Cai, was worried that something might happen.

The patient is 60 years old and has stage II cancer.It took Xu Zhiwei a long time to let the patient speak and regain some energy.

"When is that patient going to have surgery?" Xu Zhiwei asked.He wants to follow up or not.

Dr. Cai said, "Well...she was discharged from the hospital."

Xu Zhiwei was a little surprised: "Transferred?"

"No. She was discharged from the hospital. Her family took her away and said she was dead. She also said she was dead," Dr. Cai said, "There is no way, we can't persuade her."

The 60-year-old patient is not very old, and if treated well, there is still hope.

But if you give up treatment, you will go home and wait to die.

Xu Zhiwei had nothing to say.From entering medical school to working, they have heard and seen too many similar stories.There are so many things that doctors can't do anything about.

In the afternoon, the first person to come in to see a doctor was a middle-aged woman in her thirties and 40s with a sad face.

Xu Zhiwei looked at the age on her medical card and asked her about her situation.

She said: "Doctor, it's not that I'm sick, it's my son..."

Xu Zhiwei looked behind her, but there was no one following her.

The woman quickly turned on her mobile phone and showed Xu Zhiwei photos and videos. Xu Xu mentioned that her son didn't want to go to school and often didn't speak at home for several days.She checked it online and suspected it was depression, but she didn't know what to do. Could she prescribe some medicine for him?

Xu Zhiwei couldn't think about it, he could see the anxiety of the parents, so he could only try his best to gently persuade her to bring the child as soon as possible so that he could make a diagnosis, otherwise it would be impossible to prescribe him medicine.

On the way home from get off work, Xu Zhiwei saw the window decorations of the shops on the street, and then remembered that today is Valentine's Day.

But Jiang Hongyu was on duty today, so they "celebrated" ahead of time last night.It is too difficult to force two doctors not to miss the Valentine's Day anniversary.They have been together for three years, and they don't seem to care much about it.

When Xu Zhiwei got home, he picked up the courier—some daily necessities, and the chocolates that Jiang Hongyu bought for him.

Because Jiang Hongyu was not at home, it was easy for Xu Zhiwei to have dinner alone, so he could handle it by ordering a bowl of noodles.

Many people in the circle of friends showed affection, flowers, gifts, and food that night.

Xu Zhiwei looked at it casually, and politely gave a thumbs up to his friends.

As soon as he refreshed, he saw Xiaoan posted a photo, which was also a show of affection.However, the composition of the photo is not the same as other painting styles in Moments. Other people's painting styles - pick a filter you like, whether it is exquisite or literary, but it's the same after seeing too much.

The photo of Xiao An was through the mirror, a man was holding him, he raised his head, and kissed that man's chin.The face of the person being kissed was not shown, but just looking at the arms and jaw line, it was already confirmed that this person was an out-and-out handsome guy.

The photo seems to be taken casually, but it is very arresting. Xiao An is also photographed with a frightening youthful innocence.

Xu Zhiwei recognized that arm - there was a tattoo on it, it was the "bit" that he accompanied Gu Heng to get tattooed back then.After so many years, Gu Heng still kept this tattoo.

It seems that Xiaoan and Gu Heng's relationship has not been affected, at least in the circle of friends.

Xu Zhiwei didn't like Xiao An, he thought it's better to keep a low profile and pretend he didn't see it.

Just as he was thinking this way, Xiao An suddenly sent a message: "Doctor Xu, what was Gu Heng like in high school? I really want to know!"

Xu Zhiwei replied to him: "Very nice person, very nice."

He brushed it off.

Xiaoan didn't send him any more messages.

Looking at the reply of "very good person, very good", Xiao An just felt bored.Of course he knew about Gu Heng's "benefits", but not what Xu Zhiwei said.In his heart, Gu Heng is not something that can be summed up by a "good guy".

Thinking of this, Xiao An felt a little uneasy again.

He got up from the bed, wrapped his coat, and found Gu Heng on the balcony.

Gu Heng was smoking there, wondering what he was thinking in the dark.

Xiao An hugged him from behind, and complained softly: "Today's Valentine's Day, all my friends go to five-star hotels for dinner and room."

Gu Heng sneered: "Why, the beds in five-star hotels can cure their impotence?"

Xiao An hit his back with his forehead, he just couldn't do anything to a man like Gu Heng.This kind of Gu Heng is not a standard 24 filial boyfriend, but it is what attracts him.

But if Gu Heng can take him to a Michelin restaurant or a luxury hotel, it would be perfect.

"I'm about to enter the draft, at least I can enter the second round. The producer and the company have talked with me and asked me to prepare well." Xiaoan said.

Gu Heng turned around and leaned his back against the balcony. He looked at Xiao An and said, "Isn't that good? You always wanted to be an idol."

Xiao An also looked at him: "They want me to change my age by four years, and change it to 19 years old..."

Gu Heng just laughed.

"I still need...to listen to the company and cooperate with their hype." Xiaoan was a little distressed.

Gu Heng asked him: "Do you think it's worth it?"

He didn't really care much about Xiaoan's choice.We are all adults now, the choices we make, we bear with ourselves, and don't regret it, that's enough.

Xiao An acted like a baby again: "You help me choose? I'll listen to you."

Gu Heng glanced at him and walked into the room.

A week later, Xu Zhiwei and Jiang Hongyu went out to eat together.They have long wanted to eat at that very popular restaurant not far from their home, but they have never had time to go.

While waiting for the food to be served, Jiang Hongyu looked at his phone and told Xu Zhiwei a message: "

Mengmeng said, Xiaoan is going to debut.Great, we will have celebrity friends! "

Xu Zhiwei also smiled: "Why did you debut in the blink of an eye? It's too fast."

Jiang Hongyu added: "Oh, it's an internal decision. Mengmeng told me to keep it a secret, and it will take a few months to be on a show, and how many people will be in the top before I can officially debut."

Xu Zhiwei didn't quite understand this, but it sounded like a colorful and dazzling world.

He suddenly thought, since Xiao An is going to be an idol, can an idol have a boyfriend?

He turned on his phone and found that at some point, Xiao An had almost deleted all the photos in Moments.

At the end of March, Xu Zhiwei and Jiang Hongyu celebrated their third anniversary together.

However, they failed to celebrate the anniversary in the past two years. As a result, when talking about it this year, the two of them were not sure which day the anniversary was.

"Isn't it March 27?"

"No, I think it was March 26."

Neither of the two can convince the other.But in the past two days, one person has to be on duty and the other has to undergo surgery, so there is still no way to survive.

Xu Zhiwei was used to it.

Two days past the anniversary, Xu Zhiwei stopped by a cake shop when he got off work - he still ordered a cheesecake for them.Jiang Hongyu will come back for dinner tonight, he thought there is still steak in the refrigerator, should he buy something else?

The cheesecake here has a strong flavor, and Xu Zhiwei has their discount coupons, which is a good deal.

"Is this e-voucher still usable?" Xu Zhiwei asked the clerk.The clerk checked the date: "Yes, yes."

After Xu Zhiwei paid, he suddenly noticed a gaze.He turned his head - Gu Heng was on the side of the road outside the store, holding his helmet, leaning against a Harley, staring at him through the glass window, with a vague smile on his lips.

Xu Zhiwei held the cake and looked at him, then he recovered and wanted to leave through another door.

Gu Heng strode over and blocked Xu Zhiwei: "Let's talk."

The business of this store has always been good, and there is a peak flow of people during off-duty hours.Xu Zhiwei didn't want to argue with Gu Heng here, he said calmly, "Go to the second floor, there are few people there."

They sat down in the corner on the second floor of the cake shop and each ordered a cup of hot drink.

Xu Zhiwei looked at the time, he thought he could sit for 10 minutes at most.After 10 minutes, he left.

Gu Heng spoke first: "What is this?"

He pointed to the cake that Xu Zhiwei bought.

Because I asked for a gift from the clerk, in addition to the cake, there are also candles and candies, which are packed in bags and look very lively.

Xu Zhiwei said, "Celebrate the anniversary."

Gu Heng suddenly said: "Oh, the third anniversary."

They fell silent again.Xu Zhiwei looked at his phone again, and after 3 minutes passed, he finally said, "You..."

Just after he said this word, Gu Heng's eyes suddenly became sharp, staring at him, as if using all his strength to listen to what he wanted to ask.

Xu Zhi paused, and asked, "What have you been up to lately?" He tried to keep his tone as relaxed as possible, like an old man

Friends greeting.

Gu Heng seemed a little disappointed, he said slowly: "Aside from photography work, I am mainly busy with movies now. The one I mentioned when we had dinner together before. I rented a studio, and you are welcome to play anytime you want, although it is relatively Shabby."

Xu Zhiwei pretended to be joking: "Why can't Master Gu's family rent a better office?"

He actually wanted to ask, what happened to Gu Heng and his family?Why do you make yourself look like a poor Beijing Piao Wenqing?He secretly searched for Gu Changsheng, and found that the Gu family is well behaved, and Gu Changsheng and Bai Yang are still the same as before, even stronger than before.

Gu Heng has no reason to be so depressed.

Gu Heng said: "I have separated from the Gu family. Except for this surname, which was given by the Gu family, there is nothing else that the Gu family pays for me."

Xu Zhiwei's heart skipped a beat.Although he somewhat guessed that this would be the case, he still had an indescribable feeling when he heard Gu Heng say it.

He remembered that when he was in high school, Gu Heng was very resistant and said something like "The Gu family's money is the Gu family's money, not mine".But it has not been able to make such a decision now.

Xu Zhiwei stopped talking.

Gu Heng smiled and said, "Why don't you ask?"

Xu Zhiwei didn't fall for the trick, he and Gu Heng should go their separate ways.

He said: "It seems that you are sane. Since it is your own choice, you can bear it. Then I have nothing to comment on."

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感谢在2020-12-1318:50:49~2020-12-1421:17:24期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 paper drop;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: standard bun face, little star, 1 tree pear;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Evaporated Milk-0905, 10 bottles of flowers blooming and falling; Chaahcha, ===, 1 bottle of Luren No. [-];

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!