Still tide

A few words from Chen Chao completely silenced Miao Jiayan.

Words such as "kiss you" and "hug you", even though he said them now without any provocative or ambiguous words, each word still has small thorns sweeping over the eardrums.

Miao Jiayan didn't speak, Chen Chao felt that what he had said was too much.

The two of them have always followed the pure line, and have never intuitively talked about these topics about intimacy.Lying on a bed like this in the middle of the night, the atmosphere made Chen Chao's mind so dizzy, otherwise he wouldn't have said this.

Chen Chao stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Miao Jiayan's head, but the top of his head was tied up in a mess, Chen Chao had nowhere to rest his hands, and finally he just curled up his fingers, and rubbed the back of his fingers lightly on his face.

"Go to sleep." Chen Chao said, scratching his face with his thumb.

Miao Jiayan uses a lot of facial masks in summer to keep from getting dark. I don’t know if it’s because of this, but the skin on his face is soft and slippery. It’s still a bit cold with the air conditioner blowing, and it’s very comfortable to touch with fingertips.

Chen Chao had already taken it back, thinking that Miao Jiayan had frightened him, and was about to say something to remedy it when he suddenly heard Miao Jiayan speak.

"Brother Chao." Although his voice was soft, he sounded calm and didn't panic.

Chen Chao: "Huh?"

Miao Jiayan turned her head sideways and looked at Chen Chao in the not so dark night.

Since when did he like Chen Chao?

Miao Jiayan had thought about this question many, many times over the years, but she couldn't come up with a result.Every time I think of a node, I feel that I have liked him since then.

Chen Chao had been there when Miao Jiayan hadn't entered puberty, and was firmly by his side when Miao Jiayan hadn't started working.Chen Chao gave Miao Jiayan all the feelings that no one else could give.

In those frightening years when he was young, Miao Jiayan was like a seed that could not sprout, and Chen Chao was like his soil, and also like a small tree next to him.

Miao Jiayan looked at his outline, and it matched the original him in memory.For Miao Jiayan, he is stability, safety, a warm and healing dream.

"You..." Miao Jiayan spoke with a little breath, "You can do whatever you want."

Chen Chao's eyelids twitched, he didn't expect Miao Jiayan to say this.

Miao Jiayan's eyes were very serious, trying to express herself: "I like it too."

He really dared to speak today, Chen Chao looked at him unexpectedly.

"I'm not afraid of anything you do to me."

He paused here for a while, Chen Chao could see his eyes, but couldn't see his emotions so clearly because of the darkness.

When Miao Jiayan spoke again, her voice was not so steady: "I never thought that you would like me, I never even had such a dream, Brother Chao."

Miao Jiayan gently rubbed the fabric of the bed sheet with her fingers, and said slowly: "I'm a little nervous, I don't know why you like me.

"I always thought that you would like a very beautiful and excellent girl, you fall in love, and then get married.

"You will always be there, neither far nor near to me. I can see you every time you come back. It doesn't matter if you don't see me, you are always there."

His voice was trembling, and his words were full of emotion, which made Chen Chao frown.

"Now that we are like this, I feel like I'm dreaming every day..." Miao Jiayan kept looking at Chen Chao, all the emotions were conveyed from her eyes, "I want to be with you, I want to do very... intimate things with you. But in that case..."

Miao Jiayan breathed quietly, before continuing after a few seconds: "But when I wake up one day, I won't have you at all."

He buried half of his face in the pillow, closed his eyes and said, "...you won't be there anymore."

Miao Jiayan was really promising today, she said so many things at once, and expressed herself clearly.

He said all the deepest words in his heart. While longing for Chen Chao, he dared not touch him.

Chen Chao listened quietly to what he said, and Miao Jiayan shrank there without looking up. Chen Chao watched him for a long time, and Miao Jiayan became sluggish after exhausting all her energy, and she didn't dare to face Chen Chao Eyes look back.

If you dare to say it, you will feel distressed.

Miao Jiayan looked pitiful and sad, Chen Chao's heart, which had never been opened before, was rubbed to pieces.

"I just said that I won't move you." Chen Chao sighed.

Miao Jiayan was startled when he turned over suddenly, and opened her eyes to look at him.

Chen Chao was lying next to Miao Jiayan, and Miao Jiayan happened to meet his gaze when she opened her eyes.This way the two are very close, arm to arm.

Miao Jiayan didn't know what he was going to do, she was a little nervous, her eyes blinked.

Chen Chaozhu stood there with a little smile on his face: "You like me so much?"

Miao Jiayan was honest and said "I like it".

Chen Chao squeezed his face with both hands and rubbed it back and forth. Miao Jiayan was so rubbed that he went "uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"

"A lifetime is so long, don't worry about tomorrow's affairs in advance." Chen Chao still clasped his face, exposing only a small strip of Miao Jiayan's face, "Maybe one day you will find that I am not that worthy of your liking." .”

"I... um..." Miao Jiayan wanted to speak, but Chen Chao held her mouth down.

"You have a little confidence in us." Chen Chao deliberately threatened him, "You think about it."

Miao Jiayan was gagged and couldn't speak, so she could only blink her eyes to show that she understood.

Chen Chao squeezed him again before letting go, and didn't go back, he just turned over and lay next to Miao Jiayan, squeezed on a pillow.

Miao Jiayan wanted to make room for him, but was picked up by Chen Chao.When I got it back, I grabbed it and didn't let it go, and buckled it.

"If I remember correctly, you also like what you said just now." Chen Chao hugged him and confirmed it again, "Then I won't restrain myself."

Miao Jiayan was honestly being held by Chen Chao's arm, and only after realizing it did she start to feel embarrassed by some of the words just now.

"I can't take it back." Chen Chao shook his hand and said, "I remember it all."

Miao Jiayan nodded and said "Yes".

Chen Chao put his chin on his shoulder and said, "Go to sleep."

Like the little couple, they hugged and slept all night, and never let go.Chen Chao has so many things to do when he sleeps, and sometimes he finds it hot and sometimes crowded, but that's okay.At dawn in the morning, he got up and drew the curtains, darkened the room, and went back to sleep.

It was already very late when they went to bed last night, and it took a long time before they fell asleep, and they both slept quite deeply this time.With the curtains in the room, no light could come in, and they slept without any sense of time. They both woke up at the same time when the door lock rang outside.

Miao Jiayan stared at Chen Chao in a daze, flustered as she couldn't figure out the situation.

Chen Chao was also stunned for two seconds before suddenly turning over from the bed and jumping down on the edge of the bed with Miao Jiayan's knee in between.

It was already noon, and Zou Yu came over after lunch to continue making models, thinking that Chen Chao should have left early.

When the door opened, he saw someone on the bed in a trance, and the curtains were blocked. Zou Yu was startled, thinking that Chen Chao had overslept and forgot the time.

Chen Chao got off the bed, and Zou Yu opened his mouth to ask him if he forgot to catch the plane, when he saw someone else on the bed.

"Oh my God..." Zou Yu's jaw almost dropped from shock, he stared at Chen Chao and asked, "Who is Brother Chao..."

Chen Chao pushed him out: "Don't look, you go out first."

"What's the situation?" Zou Yu asked.

"Don't come these two days, I'm not leaving." Chen Chao opened the door and pushed Zou Yu out so he wouldn't see it.

"Ah?" Zou Yu was also confused after being pushed out, "But what about my model!"

Chen Chao looked back and saw that there was a pile of messy materials that couldn't fit in the boxes.Chen Chao said: "You have two days left, and you can do it later."

"Then I can't finish it!" Zou Yu was still puzzled.

Chen Chao said, "I'll help you do it together."

"That's fine!" Zou Yu readily agreed, and asked in a low voice before leaving, "Brother Chao, who is that?"

Chen Chao whispered, "My wife."

"Damn..." Zou Yu's jaw dropped again in shock.

Before closing the door, Chen Chao said, "The key."

Zou Yu hurriedly handed it in: "Help me bring it to my sister-in-law, I'm offended! The fish didn't do it on purpose!"

Whether it was intentional or not, Yu interrupted the sound sleep of the two of them.

Chen Chao casually threw the key on the shoe cabinet, and Miao Jiayan sat up when she came back, her hair was messed up in sleep.Chen Chao explained: "My roommate."

Miao Jiayan smiled and said, "Scare me."

"What are you afraid of?" Chen Chao rubbed his chin, "I'm not a puppy crush."

Miao Jiayan was a little itchy from being carried around by him, and shrank her neck. He would be embarrassed if he couldn't adapt to these small intimate actions without changing his face.

"That's not too good," Miao Jiayan sat there and asked, "Is my roommate coming? Shall I go out and live?"

Chen Chao raised his eyebrows.

Miao Jiayan quickly changed her words: "Then let's go out and live?"

Only then did Chen Chao laugh: "Can I use you to make room for others?"

Miao Jiayan knew that her roommate would sometimes come over to make models, so there was nothing more to say, so Chen Chao lay back and fished Miao Jiayan down as well.

"Sleep a little longer." Chen Chao closed his eyes and said.

In fact, Miao Jiayan was not sleepy anymore, but it was very comfortable, so she moved down and adjusted her posture slightly, wanting to lie down with Chen Chao for a while.

When he moved, Chen Chao retreated a little to the side without touching him.

Miao Jiayan didn't realize it at first, thinking that Chen Chao was moving a place for him.

When he understood, his face turned red.

With his eyes closed, Chen Chao didn't know Miao Jiayan's mental activities. He held Miao Jiayan's hand, and all he wanted was to simply sleep.

His breath sprayed on Miao Jiayan's neck and shoulders, it was damp and hot, and even a small piece of Miao Jiayan's skin became hot.

"Sleep for another half an hour, and then I'll take you to eat." Chen Chao said.

Miao Jiayan said "Yes" first, then asked: "Are you still sleepy?"

"Not very sleepy," Chen Chao muttered, "I just don't remember."

"Then can I check my phone?" Miao Jiayan asked.

Chen Chao refused and said, "You can't, you sleep with me."

"Okay." Miao Jiayan didn't insist, and said obediently, "Then don't watch it."

Not knowing where such an obedient child came from, Chen Chao tightened his arms a bit.

"Lie with me for another 10 minutes and I'll let you check your phone." Chen Chao said.

"I don't care if I don't watch it," Miao Jiayan said proactively, "If you have something to do, just call."

Chen Chao was just teasing him, but he laughed himself, squeezed his palm and said, "Don't be so obedient."