Still tide

Chen Chao didn't let go of his hand all the way, even in the elevator.

There was also a girl in the elevator, and Miao Jiayan wanted to withdraw her hand a little guiltyly, but Chen Chao felt it, and didn't turn his head, but just held him tighter.

After getting out of the elevator and walking through the long corridor, Chen Chao took the key to open the door.They didn't talk to each other all the way, Miao Jiayan just followed Chen Chao obediently, looking at Chen Chao's profile from half a step behind.

The side face is very handsome, especially the jaw line.

Chen Chao pushed open the door, took Miao Jiayan's hand and walked forward, letting Miao Jiayan enter the door first.

The one-person apartment is not big and can be seen at a glance.Before Miao Jiayan could see clearly, Chen Chao had already entered and closed the door with his backhand.

"Chao..." Miao Jiayan said "Brother Chao" and was interrupted as soon as she started.

——Chen Chao hugged him.

Chen Chao didn't say anything, buried his face on Miao Jiayan's shoulder, and took a deep breath.

Miao Jia was dumbfounded, and stood still.

"...What's wrong?" Miao Jiayan raised her hand, touched Chen Chao's back, and asked softly.

Chen Chao's nose was full of Miao Jiayan's orange-flavored shampoo, and he whispered, "I'll hold you for a while."

Miao Jiayan didn't say a word, Chen Chao tightened his arms again, and asked, "Is it okay?"

"..." Miao Jiayan replied, "Okay, okay..."

Miao Jiayan refused to come forward, and it would be inappropriate for Chen Chao to do any more intimate actions.So from Chen Chao's muddle-headed "Let's be okay" to now, there are only these two times of over-the-top moves.One was when Chen Chao hugged him before school started, and the other was today.

Chen Chao is a very measured person in essence, and will not make Miao Jiayan feel disrespected.No matter who likes it first, and no matter what the reason is, if you reject it, you reject it.

Chen Chao has never made Miao Jiayan think that he is aggressive in his actions, and he will not be unruly. Miao Jiayan always feels safe when he is by his side.

Even if he is holding him now, he is still holding him firmly, with both hands resting on his back without moving.

Some of Miao Jiayan's hair was pressed by Chen Chao, and some were lightly brushed on the back of Chen Chao's hands, gently stroking his fingers with Miao Jiayan's breathing.

"Why did you come here?" Chen Chao lowered his head and spoke in such a muffled voice, it sounded a little bit aggrieved.

Miao Jiayan raised her head, leaving the space around her neck to Chen Chao, and said softly, "I don't want you to torment...you have been working so hard recently."

Chen Chao took a deep breath, and when he spoke, his lips could touch Miao Jiayan's hair: "What if I just sleep until tomorrow morning?"

"Should...can't?" Miao Jiayan thought for a while, "You will wake up."

"why?"

Chen Chao asked why, but Miao Jiayan didn't have the nerve to answer directly.They talk on the phone every night now, and Chen Chao will always tell him that he has fallen asleep, no matter how soundly he sleeps, he won't stay awake all night.

Miao Jiayan is very thin, hugging him through the clothes like this, can vaguely feel the small bones on his back.

Chen Chao hugged him for a while, took a long breath, and then let him go.

Miao Jiayan was hugged for a long time, but now her eyes are quite calm, as gentle and gentle as usual.

"Have you not eaten today, Brother Chao?" Miao Jiayan asked.

"Eat it in the morning." Chen Chao didn't have any extra slippers here, there were only two pairs in total, one was his and the other was brought by Zou Yu himself.Chen Chao gave Miao Jiayan his slippers to wear, bent down and took a pair of sports slippers from the shoe cabinet, and went barefoot to the bathroom to brush the soles of his shoes.

Miao Jiayan looked at the pair of slippers next to her and asked, "Can't I wear these?"

"My roommate's." Chen Chao said.

Miao Jiayan said "Oh", took off her backpack and put it on the small sofa, walked over and stood at the door of the bathroom to look at Chen Chao.

Chen Chao looked at him in the mirror, and Miao Jiayan felt it, and also looked in the mirror.

The eyes of the two people met in the mirror, Miao Jiayan couldn't help smiling at him, and felt a little embarrassed after laughing.

"What do you want to eat?" Chen Chao asked him.

"I can do it." Miao Jiayan saw that Chen Chao had washed the soles of his shoes, and handed over the paper towels, and Chen Chao took a few to absorb water.

"I'm hungry." Chen Chao wasn't hungry at first, but just now he went out for a run and hugged him for a while, and now he felt all his nerves woke up, so he turned around and said to Miao Jiayan, "Hungry."

"Let's go and eat." Miao Jiayan touched his arm comfortingly.

Miao Jiayan basically didn't eat anything all day, so the two ate nearby and even went to the supermarket.

Chen Chao doesn't have much of his own stuff, let alone someone else's spares.On the way back, Chen Chao was carrying his things and left one hand free.

Miao Jiayan kept both hands free, swaying there with her footsteps.

It was a straight man's brain that got hooked before, but now the time is gone, and they can't hook up even if they have idle hands.

"Can I help you get some?" Miao Jiayan asked.

"No need." Chen Chao put his other hand in his pocket and turned to him and said, "Look at the road."

"I'm watching..." Miao Jiayan whispered.

It was a little late, and there were no people on the street, and the street lights made the shadows of the two of them a little longer.

Miao Jiayan is always used to walking a little behind Chen Chao, and Chen Chao has to look back at him from time to time.

When he reached the intersection, Chen Chao blocked him with his arm, motioning him to hide from the car.

Miao Jiayan didn't understand what he meant, thought that he would still hold her, hesitated for a while, and even glanced at Chen Chao.

Just as Chen Chao was about to speak, Miao Jiayan raised her hand and grabbed Chen Chao's hand.

Chen Chao: "..."

Miao Jiayan: "..."

Now that it was all like this, Chen Chao took advantage of the situation and led him away.

"The lock on the bathroom door doesn't work well. If you can't lock it, just go in and close the door." Chen Chao put toothbrushes and towels on the sink and said to him, "Adjust the water temperature first."

"Ok."

"Will you wash your hair?" Chen Chao asked him.

Miao Jiayan nodded: "I want to wash, but I've been outside all day."

"Let's wash it." Chen Chao went to the table and brought over the hair dryer, "I just use it to blow through the material, not the hair, and the temperature is quite high."

"Okay," Miao Jiayan asked, "is it okay to dry my hair so late?"

"Why not?" Chen Chao asked.

Miao Jiayan pointed to the wall and said, "Next door."

Chen Chao smiled, pressed Miao Jiayan's head, and went out: "Fuck you, it's all right, no one lives nearby."

It was the first night in a long time without calls or video calls.

Miao Jiayan's hair was half-dried after taking a shower, and Chen Chao had already changed into new sheets and pillowcases, and was sitting by the bed looking at his mobile phone.Miao Jiayan came over, Chen Chao stood up to take a bath, and said, "If you are tired, you can lie down and sleep."

Miao Jiayan was a bit tired after tossing around all day, but she didn't want to sleep yet.

When Chen Chao came out of the shower, he saw Miao Jiayan lying down on the bed, covered with a quilt, and yawning.Chen Chao put a bottle of water beside his bed and asked, "Turn off the light for you?"

Miao Jiayan said: "I can do it, if you are not sleepy, you don't need to turn it off."

After he yawned, his eyes were moist, and the way he lay down and talked was very obedient, which made people feel soft.

"Go to sleep." Chen Chao looked at him and said.

Miao Jiayan said "hmm" first, then asked: "What about you?"

Chen Chao leaned forward and picked up the empty pillow, tilted his chin outward, and said, "I sleep on the sofa."

Miao Jiayan was stunned, sat up and asked, "Why?"

This question is impossible to answer.

If it weren't for their current relationship, it would be no problem for them to sleep in the same bed, and they have slept like this since they were young.But with the current ambiguous relationship, Chen Chao is no longer as frank as before.

Miao Jiayan looked at the bed next to her: "Isn't this... enough to sleep?"

"No," Chen Chao said, "you sleep by yourself."

Miao Jiayan didn't expect this to happen, he never thought about it at all.Seeing that Chen Chao was really about to leave holding the pillow, he grabbed him and said, "The sofa is too short, Brother Chao."

Chen Chao looked down at him pulling his hand, feeling a little funny.

"You can sleep here, or I'll go to the sofa," Miao Jiayan said as she was about to get off the ground, "I'll go."

Chen Chao said "Hey", stretched out his arms to stop him, and laughed: "Did we let our little Internet celebrity sleep on the sofa all the way?"

Miao Jiayan looked up at him, was silent for a few seconds, and said in a low voice, "Brother Chao, I don't care that much... If I cared, I wouldn't have come."

Chen Chao held the pillow and waited for him to continue.

Miao Jiayan lowered her head, touched her ears, and said, "There's no need to be so pretentious."

When the two were lying on the double bed with one side occupied, Chen Chao was swept across by Miao Jiayan's hair.

Miao Jiayan tied her hair on top of her head with a small rubber band on her wrist, and Chen Chao could clearly smell the shampoo.They used the same ones this time. Chen Chao didn't think it smelled good before, but today he felt something different.

Chen Chao had slept during the day, so he wasn't sleepy at all right now.

Moreover, the two of them were lying down like this, and Chen Chao's heart was not that big, so he could fall asleep as soon as he said it.

"Brother Chao, have you refunded your ticket?" Miao Jiayan suddenly remembered.

"No, I forgot." Chen Chao said.

"Return quickly, can I refund?" Miao Jiayan felt sorry for the money after a while, "How much is your refund?"

"I don't know, and I didn't think about refunding it when I bought it." Chen Chao touched the phone and opened the software to refund the ticket.

Half of the cancellation fee will be deducted. Chen Chao is here to apply for a refund, and Miao Jiayan leans over to look at it together.

"That's a lot!" Miao Jiayan said with a frown.

"What were you thinking before you came here?" Chen Chao asked him.

Miao Jiayan said: "Then I will come too."

The two of them are quite close now, the hair on Miao Jiayan's head can cover Chen Chao's face.

Miao Jiayan was still counting the money ignorantly, until Chen Chao suddenly cleared his throat and said, "Go back to your place and lie down."

Only then did he regain his senses and found that he had crossed the boundary.The main reason is that they used to be too familiar, and this level of closeness is nothing at all.

Miao Jiayan then lay back upright on her side.

"Miao Jiayan." Chen Chao called him.

"...Hey." Miao Jiayan responded.

Chen Chao paused for a few seconds, and then opened his mouth again. Once he opened his mouth, he came straight to the ruthless.

"I want to kiss you now, and also want to hug you." Chen Chao looked at him sideways, and continued, "It's not my dirty, it's instinct. I don't know if you are like this, but I am anyway."

Miao Jiayan even forgot to breathe, and looked straight at him.

"I know that even if I kiss you now, you won't say anything, you'll just look at me like this, and our business will be settled." Chen Chao said slowly, "But I won't, I can't treat you and me like this."

Miao Jiayan's heart was beating thumpingly, wondering if the sound of the heartbeat would be heard outside.

Chen Chao paused for a while, and when he spoke again, he changed his tone, sounding helpless and at a loss: "But don't seduce me too much."