Still tide

This time Miao Jiayan completely pissed people off.

In fact, it is not easy to make the current Chen Chao angry like this, especially last night, when the two of them had just been intimate, when their hearts should have been the softest and warmest.

Miao Jiayan has always been like this since she was a child. He has never asked anyone, especially Chen Chao.He is always soft and passive.

You can go anywhere, you are always free.

But this is precisely what Chen Chao cares most about now.

Under Miao Jiayan's infinite tolerance and waiting, there is also an unobvious sense of detachment.Freedom is, after all, a two-way street.

Chen Chao later stroked his hair and asked him: "I won't come back, okay?"

Miao Jiayan had to say "No" if she was smarter at the time and used her brain.As long as he hugged Chen Chao and said these two words, the matter would be over. Chen Chao couldn't bear to be angry with him.

But Miao Jiayan just stood there and was serious, able to coax people and not lie, she bowed her head in silence for a long time, and finally said to Chen Chao: "Just do what you think is good."

Chen Chao glanced at him, turned around and left.

Chen Chao stayed in his own room, and Miao Jiayan couldn't leave. This was the first time that Chen Chao and the two of them slept separately after returning this time.

The gate was already locked, and Chen Chao didn't bother to reach in and touch it, so he stepped on and jumped in.

Grandma Chen still woke up and asked, "Who?"

Chen Chao said, "It's okay, grandma, me."

"Why are you back?" Grandma Chen sat up and put on her clothes, about to come out.

Chen Chao said to her at the door of the room: "Don't come out, it's cold."

"What's the matter?" Grandma Chen glanced at Grandpa Chen who was still asleep, and asked in a low voice, "Are you angry? Did you quarrel?"

"No, squeeze." Chen Chao said, "I went up?"

"I didn't even dry the quilt for you. I didn't know you came back." Grandma still got up and walked out wearing slippers. "The bed is wet."

"It's okay," Chen Chao patted her, "I'm used to it, go back to sleep."

After Chen Chao finished speaking, he went upstairs. Grandma Chen looked at him worriedly and walked back slowly.Grandpa Chen turned over, muttered and asked, "Who is angry, and who is he arguing with?"

"No one," Grandma Chen said hurriedly, "sleep with you."

Grandma Chen still kept the secret with her two children, and she didn't tell anyone.From time to time, he infiltrated Grandpa Chen, said something related, and looked at Grandpa Chen's expression.Grandpa Chen is not interested in other people's family affairs, so she doesn't talk to Grandpa Chen whatever she says.

Grandma Chen heard that Chen Chao went upstairs, she lay there thinking, there must be something wrong, otherwise she couldn't come back so late at night.

She was still thinking about what was going on, so she went upstairs to have a look when she got up in the morning.Chen Chao was still sleeping with his arms covering his face. Grandma Chen poked her head out of the door and watched quietly for a while. Seeing that she had no intention of waking up, she went downstairs to the next door with light steps.

Miao Jiayan slept piecemeal all night, and woke up very early in the morning. When she came down, she saw that Grandma Miao had put on her clothes and was walking slowly around the yard with Grandpa Miao.

Miao Jiayan pushed open the door, Grandma Miao saw him first, smiled and waved to him.

"Who put this on?" Miao Jiayan looked at the clothes on Grandma Miao and asked.

Grandma Miao patted herself: "I wore it myself."

"It's still beautiful," Miao Jiayan laughed, "This is all worn backwards."

"Is it reversed?" Grandma Miao raised her arms and looked back.

"Did you forget what you were wearing yesterday?" Miao Jiayan pointed to the embroidery on her chest and asked with a smile, "Isn't the flower on the back?"

Grandma Miao may have remembered it, first she said "Yo", and then laughed.

Grandpa Miao said beside him, "You have such a loud voice when you smile."

When Grandma Chen came over, Grandma Miao was still laughing, and patted the clothes on her chest and told her, "It's worn backwards."

"That's true," Grandma Chen also laughed, "The collar looks high, doesn't it strangle the neck?"

Grandma Miao smiled and walked slowly towards the house, wanting to go in and change by herself.It's not a problem for her to wear clothes now, she can lift her arm even though her hand is hard to use, Miao Jiayan usually lets her practice wearing it by herself.

"Miao'er?" Grandma Chen called him.

Miao Jiayan agreed, and asked in a low voice, "Grandma Chen... is brother Chao awake?"

"Not yet. I went upstairs to see that I was still asleep." Grandma Chen took a step closer and asked him, "Are you angry?"

Miao Jiayan didn't say anything.

Grandma Chen didn't want to ask too many questions, she just asked, "Have you had breakfast? Little Miaoer."

"No, grandma." Miao Jiayan replied.

"We've finished eating, how about you eat together when the tide rises?" Grandma Chen said, "My steamed brown sugar hair cake."

"Yeah," Miao Jiayan nodded repeatedly, "Then I'll pack up and go."

Miao Jiayan went upstairs to change her clothes. In the mirror, beside her collarbone was the teeth mark from Chen Chao's bite last night, and next to it was a round red mark.Bite and kiss, the bite hurts and coaxes.At that time, Chen Chao buried his head in the crescent of his neck, panting and humming a little bit aggrievedly.

Miao Jiayan misses him a little bit.

Chen Chao didn't fall asleep until dawn, and he was so angry that he couldn't fall asleep before, and Miao Jiayan choked on a word that made his brain jump.This time I slept until after nine o'clock, and when I opened my eyes, I fell asleep. I didn't get over it, and I didn't know why I was in my room.

Miao Jiayan stayed in his room for a while in the morning. Chen Chao didn't wake up. In the end, they couldn't have breakfast together. Miao Jiayan took a small hair cake and left. I have something to do with him in the flower shed. .Before leaving, I sent a message to Chen Chao, saying: I'm going to the flower shed, Brother Chao.

Chen Chao touched the phone and glanced at the message above, saw this message from Miao Jiayan, threw the phone aside, got up and went to the bathroom.

Once Chen Chao is really angry, Miao Jiayan will be hard to coax.

Normally, I would be reluctant to part with it, and when I was really angry, my aura was also very low when I cooled down.The key point is that Miao Jiayan is not coaxing, she usually looks soft, but at this time she is quite stubborn, and she goes to Chen Chao from time to time to show her presence, but she doesn't talk about key topics.

Seeing that Chen Chao was about to leave, the two of them were deadlocked.

"Miao'er is here?" Grandma Chen stood up and asked.

"Hey, grandma, it's me." Miao Jiayan agreed.

"Go up, Xiaochao hasn't slept yet." Grandma Chen said.

Miao Jiayan ran upstairs with a "hmmm", and just as Grandma Miao fell asleep, Miao Jiayan ran over in her pajamas.

When Chen Chao heard him coming up, he turned over and faced the wall.

Miao Jiayan walked over, she walked quietly in soft-soled slippers, came over and stood by the bed, leaning over to look at Chen Chao's face.

Chen Chao closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

"Brother Chao?" Miao Jiayan called him softly, "Are you asleep?"

Chen Chao didn't say a word, and didn't open his eyes.

Miao Jiayan reached out to touch his arm, and called again: "Brother Chao?"

Chen Chao thought that you knew "Brother Chao".

Miao Jiayan yelled twice but didn't wake up, and sat on the edge of Chen Chao's bed for a while.He can't stay here all the time, because he is afraid that grandma will be away at night if he has something to do, so he has to leave after sitting down for a while.

He looked back at Chen Chao, not knowing what to do.

Chen Chao turned over, from lying on his side with his back to lying on his back.Miao Jiayan leaned over and whispered as she got closer, "Brother Chao?"

Chen Chao frowned, and gave a signal to indicate that he was awake.

Seeing him frown, Miao Jiayan didn't dare to call him anymore.He sat there quietly for 2 minutes with his mouth closed, pulled off the quilt for Chen Chao, stood up, turned off the light and left.

"..."

Chen Chao turned over and faced the wall again, his brain ached.

This morning, the ceramic factory came to deliver the goods, and in the evening, the live broadcast of the flower pots to be placed, just the samples, spread a small box of goods.

"The quality is pretty good, it's so thick." Xiao Wang squatted there, picking up flower pots and looking at them.

This is their long-term cooperative ceramics factory. This batch was specially rushed out to prepare for Miao Jiayan's live broadcast. It was supposed to be delivered two days ago, but the workers in the factory prepared the wrong goods, and the samples were just assembled.

The live broadcast group was in a hurry to make a link, and a few people came over to take pictures, and the price was the price.

A little boy slipped his hand and missed it, and a large vase almost fell to the ground. Miao Jiayan squatted beside him and stretched out his hand, saying, "Be careful."

"Hey, I'm sorry!" The boy apologized and nodded at Miao Jiayan.

"You have some counts," the little girl next to him said to him, "one is quite expensive."

"It's okay, and it wasn't intentional." Miao Jiayan said.

When they were all gone, Miao Jiayan glanced at her hand, her little finger was smashed by the bottom of the vase just now, and now it was already a little swollen.

"Did you smash your hand?" Xiao Wang asked.

Miao Jiayan shook her hands and said, "It's okay."

Today's event is dedicated to flowerpots and vases, flower stands, and several kinds of ornamental flowers.Flowers are not available offline recently, not enough for the live broadcast.

Chen Chao's small flowers took up most of the space on the shelf in the live broadcast room. Miao Jiayan went over and watered it all over with a thin water pipe, and it was watering well.

Xiao Wang also knew that Miao Jiayan and Chen Chao had been having a quarrel these days, so he didn't ask Brother Chao where he was or why he didn't come.Miao Jiayan was watching the order of the evening live broadcast links typed out by the live broadcast team, and after watching it for a while, she leaned on her face and became dazed.

Xiao Wang waved the list in front of his eyes, said "ah", and said, "Fall asleep?"

Miao Jiayan regained her senses and continued to watch.

"You are just like when I was in school. I get sleepy when I study." Xiao Wang, a sports student, said this without any modesty, and said sincerely, "I want to sleep every class."

"I'm not sleepy..." Miao Jiayan really didn't want to have any common feelings with the sports students, so she retorted, "I'm thinking about something."

"Ah, then you are worried, and I am sleepy." Xiao Wang played Tetris with his mobile phone and said, "Anyway, I am in a daze."

Miao Jiayan lowered her head and pinched her fingers. There was nothing wrong in the morning, but now her little finger and ring finger were purple and a little swollen, which was the one where the bottom of the vase was smashed.

Opening this kind of live broadcast is not as easy as selling flowers in normal times. The goods in the factory are ready, so we have to try our best to upload the links, and we can’t just chat and sell casually like usual.

It was not convenient for Miao Jiayan to move around, so someone else moved it for him.Some expensive flower pots cost several hundred yuan, and the last one took a long time to talk about.The factory specially let the salesmen come over, otherwise Miao Jiayan's voice would be crippled from beginning to end like this.

"What should I do if the goods are broken... If it is broken, find a dealer and reissue a new one." The screen scrolled too fast, and Miao Jiayan read what she saw.

"White is better or green... It depends on what color of flowers you want to put, and where you want to put them. White is better."

"What about little brother..." Miao Jiayan paused and said, "Little brother is not here today, he is angry."

The little brother ignored people for a day, and Miao Jiayan didn't dare to take pictures of people with her mobile phone, and didn't dare to mention the updated short video, and the comments below were all asking.

"Why are you angry..." Miao Jiayan pursed her lips and said, "Because I have a bad personality."

During the live broadcast, Xiao Wang was sitting next to him, and he would help to deal with anything.

He sometimes made a noise, and when people heard that there was a man here, they would call "little brother".

Xiao Wang looked at the screen and quickly said, "I'm not, I'm Brother Wang, a strong man, and my brother is [-] catties thinner than me."

Someone asked, "Is my little brother handsome?"

Xiao Wang replied with a smile: "It must be handsome, not me."

When the younger brother came, Miao Jiayan was arranging flowers in a set of beautiful small vases.

"Don't cut the flowers so high on one side, it won't look good." Miao Jiayan held the scissors in her left hand, her little finger didn't dare to move, "Use a tall vase for the fresh flowers, otherwise you can just cut them so short, how about two cuts?" There is no need to cut the second root."

He didn't even know that Chen Chao was coming, Xiao Wang raised his arm to Chen Chao, and Chen Chao raised his chin to greet him.

"Isn't it pretty?" Miao Jiayan put down the scissors and held up the vase for the camera after finishing fiddling with the little flower. When she looked up, she saw Chen Chao.

"ch..." He reacted as soon as he opened his mouth, swallowed "Brother Chao", blinked and asked, "Why are you here?"

Chen Chao asked him, "What happened to your hand?"

Miao Jiayan looked down and said, "I smashed it."

Chen Chao stretched out his hand to him, Miao Jiayan put down the vase, and stretched out his hand.

"Does it hurt?" Chen Chao asked him holding his hand, pinching the base of his fingers.

Miao Jiayan shook her head.

Chen Chao stood behind the camera and couldn't get a picture of him, but he could hear his voice.In two sentences, the live broadcast room exploded, and it was full of "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh".

— oh my god why do I feel so good Sue!

—Show your face if you have the ability, little brother, let me see how handsome you are.

—Does it hurt? Does it hurt? Does it hurt?Mom is so beautiful, you are promising!

Miao Jiayan glanced at the screen, all to see the little brother.

Chen Chao moved a stool and sat in a place not far from them, Miao Jiayan continued to work, and Chen Chao was busy with his own.

It was already midnight by the time the broadcast was released, close to midnight.

They were clamoring to see him until before the broadcast, but Miao Jiayan could not show them, so she said "Let's go, he left early".

After getting off the pod, Xiao Wang was eating instant noodles and sausages next to him, and asked Miao Jiayan if he would eat it.

Miao Jiayan was actually hungry too, but she stopped eating so late, and couldn't sleep well after eating.Chen Chao was sitting on a chair with his arms folded, looking at him.

Miao Jiayan walked over and called "Brother Chao".

Chen Chao asked him, "How did you do it with your hands?"

Miao Jiayan made a "shh" at him, then looked back at the little boy in the live broadcast group, with his back turned to others, and mouthed to him, "Xiao Lin didn't hold the vase."

Chen Chao frowned, lowered his voice and asked, "Did it fall from your hand?"

"No," Miao Jiayan replied, "I'll reach out and take it."

"Do you use a hand pad?" Chen Chao squeezed his wrist, looking at the purple little finger and ring finger, "You are short-sighted? Don't you know that an inch of strength can break your bones?"

Miao Jiayan knelt down and said, "It's okay..."

The two of them chatted quietly here, which seemed quite intimate to others, and they didn't know they were holding hands and whispering something.

Later, Miao Jiayan dragged Chen Chao away, her fingers hurt and she dared not hold hands, so she hooked one of his fingers.

Chen Chao didn't hook up with him, and put his hands in his pockets.

Miao Jiayan didn't reach out any more, and just followed behind.

Normally, they should drive back, but neither of them mentioned it, so they walked back slowly along the road.There are small lights along the way. Walking back along the lights so slowly in the middle of the night is a kind of tired and comfortable comfort.

Chen Chao saw that Miao Jiayan's hands were not right after watching the live broadcast today. At first, he thought it was mud on his fingers, but after watching it for a while, he realized that it was purple.

"My first reaction was, I thought it wasn't hurt. You didn't tell me."

Chen Chao tilted his head, and said, "Then I thought about it and it was normal, anyway, you didn't say anything."

"I..." Miao Jiayan immediately looked up at him, but saw an obvious sense of powerlessness in Chen Chao's eyes, Miao Jiayan was startled.

"I'm used to it," Chen Chao said calmly, "I'm always the last to know about you, it's normal."

It's nothing to just hit your hand, it didn't hurt your bones, so it wouldn't be worthwhile to go out of your way to make a fool of Chen Chao.

When Chen Chao saw that his fingers were purple and wanted to find him, he thought that it was normal that he didn't know about Miao Jiayan.At that moment, Chen Chao suddenly felt that this idea was absurd, even a little ridiculous.

"I don't know why, whether it's me not being trusted or something." Chen Chao said.

"No," Miao Jiayan said immediately, "No."

Miao Jiayan was a little nervous, he looked at Chen Chao.The small street lights in this section were broken and it was a bit dark, Chen Chao stretched out his hand and grabbed Miao Jiayan's sleeve, and did not let him go until this section was over.

"In the past few days, I have been thinking about why our relationship is like this. Watch the road." Chen Chao pointed to the small hole next to him, "Don't look at me, take back your pitiful eyes."

Miao Jiayan still looked at him, wanting to hold his hand.

"I'm wondering whether it's because we've been in different places, making you feel unreliable, that I don't feel real, or because we were together too soon." Chen Chao asked him, "Is it because I suddenly said that I wanted to be with you, so you Have you always felt insecure in this relationship?"

"It's not like this..." Miao Jiayan was a little anxious to explain, "I'm not uneasy."

In fact, Miao Jiayan has not been idle these few days, and he has also thought about it.

"Aren't we always good before, Brother Chao?" He went to shake Chen Chao's hand, and Chen Chao put his hand in his pocket, so he put his hand on his arm and explained to him, "We never quarreled before."

The two of them are the most successful couple in the long-distance relationship among all the people around them. They rarely get awkward or quarrel, and they have always maintained a sweet and passionate love period.

"Well, it's fine when there's nothing wrong," Chen Chao said, "Just cover my ears if something happens, you are you and I am me."

Miao Jiayan clutched his sleeve, frowned and said "No".

"You have always separated us very clearly. I didn't find out before." Chen Chao smiled, "I also only found out in the past few days that our relationship is like online dating."

"You never let me reach out for your affairs, you don't even let me know, everyone can do it, except me." Chen Chao glanced at him and continued, "You don't touch my affairs, say you worry about it." I'm sorry. If I'm in a hurry, I don't care if I never come back, as long as I don't get involved with you."

Chen Chao spoke in a deep voice, and laughed again when he said this, and said with self-deprecation: "You are just a child, and I am like your kite. You let me fly as high as you want, as far as you want, just don't give me a string."

Miao Jiayan was flustered by Chen Chao's words. At that time, he couldn't say anything other than a pale "That's not the case".

He didn't think the way Chen Chao said, but he couldn't refute what Chen Chao said.The starting point of everything is different, but the result is the same.

Miao Jiayan didn't know how to figure it out, she clutched Chen Chao's sleeve so anxiously that her fingers hurt.

Chen Chao pulled out his hand, Miao Jiayan had no choice but to let go.Chen Chao held his hand and looked up again, and confirmed again: "Is the bone all right?"

How could Miao Jiayan care about it now, Chen Chao's tone and eyes really made him flustered.He nodded indiscriminately and said, "Brother Chao, we are not like that."

The two had already walked to the door of the house, and Miao Jiayan had been live broadcasting all night, so he had to go back to see grandma quickly, otherwise his heart would not rest.

Before Chen Chao left, he said to him: "I don't know why you think it's okay if I never come back, I can't understand."

He stared into Miao Jiayan's eyes, and finally asked him: "If I suddenly tell you to break up one day, will you be okay?"

Miao Jiayan's tears fell instantly, Chen Chao covered his eyes with his hands and said, "Don't look at me like that."

Chen Chao pushed his shoulder with the other hand, and pushed him into the yard: "Think about whether there is anything you can't do."

Chen Chao told him to think about it, and Miao Jiayan thought about it seriously for a long time, and in the morning, after making arrangements for grandma, she went to the yard next door.

However, no one listened to what he had planned, and Chen Chao left.