overdue love

The company had another day to compete for the same project. When I saw Cheng Shuxin at the wine table, I was more joyful than shocked, but the joy didn't last long, and it all turned into worry about Cheng Shuxin.

The boss of the project likes to drink. I am allergic to alcohol, so I ask my subordinates to drink with me. The boss is not happy, and I don’t want to embarrass my subordinates in front of me, so I can only turn around and attack Cheng Shuxin, drinking him cup after cup .

Cheng Shuxin didn't know how much he drank, he couldn't hold it anymore, and after saying something to go to the toilet, he walked out, walking so fast that he couldn't hold back.

I frowned, I couldn't say I was angry, but I felt uncomfortable, like a blunt knife was sharpening my heart, it didn't hurt, but I couldn't feel at ease.

I couldn't figure out what was going on, but to make me feel better, I picked up the unused wine glass on the table and had a drink with the project manager, saying that we were in a hurry and it would be better to make a quick decision.

The unexpected wine bureau had the expected result——

I'm allergic.

It's not a big deal, it's just itching and rashes all over my body. I was about to get medicine from the cabinet to apply when I heard the doorbell ring.

Cheng Shuxin came in from the outside with a serious face and didn't say a word. First, he wiped the medicine for me. He heard that I hadn't eaten and then came into my kitchen on his own initiative. I had never seen him like this before. His eye circles are a little red.

I suddenly realized that he probably knew that I was drinking for his sake.

But I did it voluntarily. I didn't expect him to know about it, nor did I expect him to show such an expression.

I pretended to be pitiful and posted it to coax him, saying, don’t be angry, if you really sympathize with me, then consider having a relationship with me, right?

When I said it, it was just to ease the atmosphere. After all, I had said this many times, and every time Cheng Shuxin acted as if he didn't hear it.

But this time it was different, Cheng Shuxin stretched out his hand and hugged me, he told me, okay, then let's fall in love.

The sudden joy made me dizzy, I didn't know where to put my hands and feet, and the only thought in my mind was that this glass of wine was too worth it.

Falling in love is a sweet chore. Both of us are not idlers. We often work overtime outside of serious work, and we always have to sneak in to see each other and have a few words.

Cheng Shuxin quickly moved to my house to live with me in order to prevent me from running between his house and ours. He cooked breakfast for me every day, and no matter how late I came home from dinner parties, the bedroom lights were always on for me.

This feeling is amazing. It gave me a different experience in my life, which has been manipulated for more than 20 years. For the first time, I felt that it was a good thing for someone to arrange my life for me.

We have been in love for a while, one day Chen Sheng suddenly asked me, when will you bring someone home?

I was stunned for a moment and then understood what he meant——

He was asking me when I was going to make the shield work.

However, I was at a loss, am I using Cheng Shuxin as a shield?

It seems to be like this at the beginning, I think that if there must be someone who hates me, then Cheng Shu must be the one to choose, but why should I let Cheng Shu hate me?

Isn't it good that the two of us are like this now?

I'm a little confused, what position does Cheng Shuxin occupy with me?The first time I saw Cheng Shu, I couldn't help but want to get close to him. Is it really because of Chen Sheng's bad idea?

I'm not sure anymore.

I started to reduce the time and frequency of going home, I wanted to free up some time, stay away from Cheng Shuxin, and see what I was thinking.

But emotionally, I am always a poor student who can't reach the passing line, can't see my heart clearly, don't understand if I made a wrong start, fell in love with Cheng Shuxin for a long time, or fell in love at first sight , happened to hit that confusing time node.

Until Chen Sheng and a group of them came to my company.

I have been very busy recently and have done a lot of work. Not only did I not go home, but I also had no time to get together with them, so they came to my company conference room to chat uninvited.

The group of them spoke freely, they talked about everything, and it didn't sound good at all. I didn't want to hear them talk about Cheng Shuxin, so I had to change the subject. Seeing me like this, Chen Sheng asked very insightfully. Am I in love with Cheng Shuxin?

He said with a bit of self-blame that it was because of his bad idea that he got me into it.

I hurriedly said no, cats and dogs still have feelings after being together for a long time, not to mention people, but in fact, I knew in my heart that this was just a scene to comfort Chen Sheng and tell him not to take it to heart. It's different.

It's not the same if you can't figure it out, and I should have figured this out a long time ago.

The group of people laughed and said something again. I didn't pay attention to it, but I knew it was not a good thing by looking at them. I cursed and told them to be serious, but I was still thinking about Cheng Shuxin.

I can't hear others saying Cheng Shuxin's bad words, and I can't bear to let Cheng Shuxin accept the pressure from my father. I told Chen Sheng that I would think about it again, but in fact, there was a kind of suddenness in my heart. I know Yes, I just like Cheng Shuxin, I like his beautiful skin, I like his tenderness, I have liked him for a long time, but I am stupid, I only discovered this at this moment.

I talked to them again, and I couldn't wait to rush home. I've been very busy recently and pretended to be busy. It's been a long time since I had a good meal with Cheng Shuxin.

Cheng Shuxin's cooking skills are still so good, a bowl of ordinary noodles can make me taste like a thousand dollars, I was eating happily, when I heard a very faint voice, "Let's break up".

Cheng Shuxin's voice was really low, so small that I thought I was hallucinating, and I was stunned for a while, until I saw the expression on his face before I realized that he really said that sentence.

But why?

I don't understand, aren't we two fine?Why do you want to break up?

Cheng Shuxin said that because we are not suitable, the two of us are not suitable.

How could it be inappropriate? We are obviously very suitable. I leaned forward to kiss him, and suddenly thought that maybe I was too busy this time, we couldn't see each other all day, or maybe my attitude was not good and I was too cold recently. No matter how good-tempered Cheng Shuxin is, he can't help getting angry with me.

I carried him back to our bedroom, and I told him that we are suitable, suitable, I will correct my mistakes, don't break up so easily, how could it be inappropriate, we are the most suitable.

Cheng Shuxin heard me say that we are suitable, so he also took the initiative to kiss me. I thought he should not be angry anymore, as long as he is not angry, I leaned down again, we are good, and we don't quarrel.

The next morning, Cheng Shuxin didn't wake up early. I thought last night was a bit late, so I took his mobile phone and asked him for leave. I tidied it up and went to work.

But when I got to the office, I still felt uneasy. I didn’t ask Cheng Shuxin carefully why he was angry yesterday. Looking back, I realized that no matter what the reason was, the breakup was a bit abrupt. I took out my phone to send a message, and then I noticed the phone It's already turned off.

I charged the battery, opened WeChat, and found that Cheng Shuxin said he would pick me up yesterday, but he was already downstairs, but I didn't see him yesterday, maybe he knew I was busy and left without waiting for a reply, his stubbornness Son, I don't know how long I waited before leaving.

Joy and chagrin came together, blissful to have someone to pick me up and annoyed that I missed the news, but reinvigorated by the thought of many more nights to come home together .

I sent him a message saying, let him wait for me to go back, no matter what we can talk about, but I didn't receive a reply, maybe he is still awake.

But during the lunch break at noon, I still didn't receive a reply, and I felt a little uneasy, so I decided to go home and have a look.

The house is as clean and tidy as ever, but there are fewer clothes in the closet, and a pair of shoes at the entrance are missing. The most eye-catching thing is the car key on the coffee table. I am a little panicked, a little unbelievable. Shu Xin sent messages and made calls, only to find that she had been blocked.

Only then did I realize that Cheng Shuxin's kiss last night was not a response, but a farewell.

I figured I'd have to go to him, for whatever reason, he'd give me one, couldn't throw me a broad, perfunctory inappropriateness, and just walk away.

I went out to light up the ignition and was about to go on the road, but the car beeped twice, indicating that the fuel level was low, so I hurried to the garage and changed a car. The car was driven by Cheng Shuxin, and the key was left for me now. In the car, a cake box was placed on the co-pilot.

I was stunned for a moment, and Cheng Shuxin's WeChat message suddenly came to my mind. He said that he was waiting for me downstairs in my company and took me home.

What if, what if he left without waiting for me?

What if he went up to find me?

Trembling, I reached for the cake box and opened it, revealing the cake inside which I mentioned twice to Cheng Shuxin. The cake shop has always been crowded with people since it opened, how long did Cheng Shuxin wait in line to buy it? cake?And why was it not given to me, not even mentioned?

The cake, which was kept fresh for a limited time, stayed in the car overnight, and the cream became a little sour, which was frighteningly not even one ten thousandth of Cheng Shu's sour mood.

Thinking of the ambiguous and evasive answers in the conference room last night, I lost the courage to even see Cheng Shuxin.

"Look at the surveillance video at seven o'clock yesterday, is there anyone in the meeting room..." I called my assistant, but I couldn't even utter a complete sentence.

"President Qi, there is someone outside, it seems...