Thousands suspect that cannon fodder has been reborn

"Don't mess yourself up."

Shi Qian put the fully packed insulated box on the table and sent it to Shi Deming.

Shi Deming is only under investigation now, and needs to stay here for a day or two, but in such a short period of time, Shi Deming's face has aged a lot, and his eyes are as if frozen, without light.

Shi Qian also understands that Shi Deming's psychological quality is not very good, and the police officer who was interrogating him may have broken his psychological defense.

Shi Qian said seriously: "You didn't say anything, did you?"

Only then did Shi Deming's eyeballs move, showing a bit of life.

"No."

Only then did Shi Qian let go of the stone in his heart. If Shi Deming hammered himself to death, even the Heavenly King and Lao Tzu would not be able to save him.

Then he was confused again, if not, then why is he like this?

As if seeing Shi Qian's doubts, Shi Deming opened his mouth a few times, but it was awkward, and he found it difficult to speak.

Seeing him hesitate, Shi Qian frowned and said, "If you have something to say, just say it, don't hide it."

Shi Deming shook his head, but he didn't say anything in the end, he just asked, "When can I leave?"

Shi Qian thought for a moment, and replied: "Tomorrow afternoon, I will come to pick you up."

Shi Deming nodded, with no relaxed expression on his face, and quickly lowered his head, wondering what he was thinking.

Shi Qian thought it was caused by his high nervousness, so he comforted him: "Don't worry, I have already found the best lawyer to defend you, as long as you don't talk nonsense inside."

Shi Deming lowered his eyes and didn't reply.

Today's Shi Deming was abnormal, Shi Qian felt weird, but couldn't ask anything, so he left angrily, and before leaving, he said: "Remember what to say and what not to say."

But until Shi Qian left, Shi Deming didn't raise his lowered head.

……

The progress was very smooth, Shi Qian came to pick up Shi Deming the next day, and there was also a man in a suit in the car.

The car had just started, Shi Qian observed the road conditions, and casually said: "Attorney Xu is in the back seat of the car, let's discuss it after we get back."

Lawyer Xu's face was reflected in the rear mirror of the car. He was fair and refined, with a smile on his face.

Shi Deming was silent, and while waiting for a traffic light at an intersection, he spoke.

"Xiaoqian, let's go to the cemetery first." Shi Deming's voice was a little vague, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time, and his throat was hoarse.

Shi Qian was taken aback.

There are many cemeteries in Nanting City.

But he still knew what Shi Deming was talking about.

The young man in the driver's seat pursed his lips, turned the steering wheel to the right, and entered the right lane.

He didn't ask Shi Deming why he suddenly wanted to go to that cemetery.

Speechless all the way.

After arriving, Shi Deming got off the car.

Seeing that Shi Qian didn't seem to want to come down, he went to his car window and knocked again.

"Come down."

Shi Qian was a little impatient, and finally unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car. When he closed the car door, he said apologetically to Lawyer Xu in the back seat: "Sorry, Lawyer Xu, wait for us, soon, there will still be driving in the car." air conditioner."

Lawyer Xu glanced at the several gilded plaques hanging on the gate next to him, and nodded clearly.

It's not a secret that the mistress of the Shi family passed away a few years ago.

Shi Deming couldn't wait to come to this place as soon as he got out of the police station. He seemed to miss his deceased wife very much. If Lawyer Xu didn't have a general understanding of the case, he would have thought he was a big lover.

The ridicule in Lawyer Xu's eyes flashed past.

The fiery sun has already lost a lot of heat, and there is only a slight warmth when it hits people's bodies.

Shi Qian followed Shi Deming into the cemetery.

Shi Deming was in front, walking slowly, completely different from his usual brisk pace.

I don't know if it's because the closer he gets to the tombstone, the more timid he gets, or what, he walked slower and slower.

But no matter how slow it is, the road is so long, and it will always come to an end.

Shi Deming came to one of the tombstones and stood still.

He lowered his eyes, looked at the photo on the tombstone and said nothing for a long time.

Shi Qian behind him frowned, he felt a little uncomfortable in the sun all the time, so he wanted to find a shady place to stay.

"Aren't you going to talk to your mother?"

Shi Deming spoke suddenly.

Shi Qian sneered silently: "Let me tell you, why are you crazy? Have you forgotten why you stayed in the police station? Before you talk about me, don't you ask yourself, what do you want to say to my mother?" Is it?"

Shi Qian's words were barbed, and the irony almost overflowed from his words.

His affection for Elsie was as thin as that of a stranger.

Shi Huai was born after he was three years old. Less than three years after his birth, he was thrown to Shi Qian in China, while Elsie continued to stay in country Y to continue her career.

It can be said that as long as Shi Qian can remember, he has hardly seen Elsie.

Before high school, he had never received any concern from Elsie, not even a few words of greeting, not even congratulations on Chinese New Year.

No.

nothing.

When he needed maternal love the most, Elsie was far away in Country Y.

In Shi Qian's childhood, he only cried and begged for Elsie before he entered elementary school, and he was just a tearful little crying bag.

But Elsie never came back.

Although Shi Deming didn't accompany him all the time, he would go home occasionally and bring him gifts.

A child grows up in such a situation without father's love and mother's love.

Even at that time, there was not even Aunt Song.

Shi Qian was at home with only temporary workers, and the temporary workers hadn't been working for a long time, so Shi Qian didn't remember any of his faces.

He grew up in solitude.

Also grew up in silence.

In fact, Shi Huai's situation was similar to his, but Shi Huai's older brother, Shi Qian, accompanied him and was taken care of by Aunt Song who was recruited later.

Back then, Shi Qian had nothing.

The most ridiculous thing is that Shi Qian helped bring up Shi Huai, and Elsie could only see Shi Huai but not him.

His childhood lacked maternal love, and as time passed, his character became silent and perverted in perennial loneliness.

When he learned that Shi Deming had cheated, his first reaction was not to be at a loss.

Rather surprise.

Yes, surprise.

He felt that Elsie, a woman who cared only about her life and didn't care about her support, finally got her retribution.

Shi Deming didn't even know that Shi Qian knew that he was cheating, and Shi Deming only found out when Shi Qian took the initiative to help him hide it.

Even after Elsie committed suicide in depression, Shi Qian didn't feel sad at all when she attended her mother's funeral.

All he has is—

Great.

The woman finally died.

So now, standing in front of Elsie's tombstone, Shi Qian doesn't feel anything at all, only disgust and resentment, and an inexplicable sense of emptiness.

Shi Deming seemed to have guessed that he would say such words, he squatted halfway, and reached out to touch the tombstone that was warmed by the warm sun.

He said softly, "I dreamed of Elsie the day before yesterday."

A silence.

Shi Qian didn't answer.

Shi Deming was dazed, and continued: "Actually, if you give me another chance to do it all over again, I still don't know if I will cheat."

It is clear that his infidelity to the marriage is the chief culprit that caused the chain reaction of so many bad things now, but Shi Deming still looks at a loss.

Everything he said was sincere.

He really didn't know if he would cheat again.

His ideal lover, in fact, Elsie was very satisfied in the early days.

Elsie is beautiful, intellectual, charming, talented, and her family background is quite good.

She was the best candidate Shi Deming fantasized about since he was a child to hold the princess home, but after getting along for a long time, he realized that Elsie was combative, calm, professional, and independent, and she was not at all like Shi Deming. She imagined the appearance of a tamed little bird after she got married, but her marriage made her more free, killing and killing in the mall without any scruples.

But the life Shi Deming wants is not like this.

However, at this time, Shi Deming asked himself what kind of life he wanted, but he couldn't answer it himself.

he does not know.

He is running away.

But just the night before, he dreamed of Elsie's appearance. That was the scene when they first met. Elsie was wearing a beach hat and big sunglasses, smiling wildly and beautifully.

He admitted that even if the situation has reached this point now, he still has no resistance to Elsie when he first met.

No matter how many times he does it again, he will choose to marry Elsie.

But after getting married, he didn't know if it would become like this.

The answer is probably no.

Over the years, these things have disturbed him physically and mentally. Now he just wants to live the rest of his life in peace and stability. He doesn't need a partner. He just wants to see him and Elsie's children be happy.

Maybe it's really hypocritical to say that when he just got out of the police station, but he really thought so.

He is a vile man.

But even so, he still selfishly hopes that if there is an afterlife, Elsie can continue to choose him.

After a long time, Shi Deming wiped the edge of the tombstone with the back of his hand, stood up and left.

-

In the west of the evening sun, the warm orange twilight hits the kapok on the kapok tree, and the light makes the outline of the petals into a delicate halo.

Yu Hanming raised his head by chance, and saw such a beautiful scene.

He held a small red bag in his hand and tightened it tightly.

back home.

Yu's house was a little deserted, and his parents hadn't come back yet. It was only around six o'clock, and they hadn't left work yet.

Yu Hanming closed the door, entered his room, put warm water in the bathroom, and put the amulet in the bathtub.

The bag was a hollow bag, with bluish-brown lines flowing out of the water. As more and more water was added, the bluish-brown color slowly stained the bathtub, turning into a light gray.

Yu Hanming took off his clothes and sat in.

The gray water didn't have any unpleasant smell, but it had a light smell of plant ash, which was quite pleasant.

Yu Hanming lowered his eyelashes, washing his body little by little.

I don't know if it was due to his psychological effect, but he felt that the pain in his body had eased a little.

Yu Hanming thought it was amazing.

He usually only washes for 15 minutes, but this time he took a full 25 minutes.

Yu Hanming covered his head with a towel, wiped it, and squinted to dry his hair.

For some reason, he couldn't open his eyes.

sleepy.

Very sleepy.

Yu Hanming turned on the hair dryer, planning to go to bed after blowing.

Unexpectedly, in the comfortable feeling of the warm wind, Yu Hanming fell asleep like this, and forgot to turn off the hair dryer.

He dreamed again.

This time, he dreamed of himself again.

In the dream, he had a sad pleading face on his face, as if he was talking about something.

Yu Hanming listened carefully, but couldn't hear clearly.

But his heart kept sinking.

He couldn't hear, but he felt what he meant in the dream.

In the dream he was begging him not to bathe with that amulet again.

Yu Hanming felt his body getting lighter and lighter, so light that he had no strength.

He opened his mouth and asked, "Why?"

He didn't get an answer for a long time, only endless crying.

Just when he thought it was impossible to know, a word came in a very low voice.

"I don't want to lose him."

The author has something to say: in paving the way for the fate of the villain——

Timed to a 6, I'm speechless to myself