Zihan and Yijing

eleven

There are still two days left in the National Day holiday, and the parents have to delay their return until the last day.

I slept late in the morning, and when the phone rang, I answered the call in confusion. "Hello?" My brain was a little dizzy, and I struggled to recognize the voice of my friend from junior high school, "Hello Lin Mei, is there anything you want to call?"

"Xiaojing, I have to hand in a sketch this time. I'm really in a hurry. Can I ask you to be a model?"

Saying yes would mean giving up my restful sleep, getting dressed up, going out to catch a bus, and then not moving for hours, depending on how fast she draws.But I was very satisfied with the termination of Zihan yesterday. I felt that I should meet up with friends more on the eleventh day. Maybe it was because of this reason, so I agreed.

"Okay, I'm leaving now."

Compared with me and Zihan, who are purely bad at studying, Lin Mei is more social. She dresses more maturely and starts smoking very early. I still secretly light cigarettes at home, but then I gave up because it was too choking By the time it was over, she was already able to proficiently swallow.This is also a way for teenagers to express their pressure. In short, they do not cooperate with the requirements of teachers and parents.

After a hard journey, I finally saw her. Lin Mei looked even more beautiful, with heroic eyebrows on her slender face, and her hair was a little messy. "After I called you, I went back to sleep again."

She explained that the paintings and seats had already been arranged in the living room, and I sat down obediently while looking at the furnishings in the room.

There are many works on the wall, some are painted and some are studies.The decoration style is more elegant, and the artistic taste of the protagonist can be seen.

"Concentrate on it."

She reminded me that I looked in Lin Mei's direction.In junior high school, the two were in the same class, and they had a close relationship. Later, after they were assigned to different classes, there was no opportunity to communicate with each other, and they never saw her again.

She wouldn't stumble to see me like Zihan, she couldn't do this kind of procrastination.I also have absolutely no reason to go to her, I think interpersonal communication is a natural thing, people naturally get to know each other, naturally start to communicate, naturally have a connection, naturally deepen the relationship, and then for some reason, naturally alienate, if it takes effort To maintain or to maintain, I am afraid that internal friction will be quite severe, and I can't find the reason for doing so.

"Thanks for your hard work." The painting was finished.I walked over and took a look, and it didn't beautify me, and as a layman, I couldn't see its level.

"Get paid?" I joked.

"Yes, accompany me to see the light show tonight."

I didn't pay attention to the recent activities. Was there such a party?Hanging out with friends from junior high school is of course a good thing, Xiao Hua who regained her friendship.

"Okay. See you tonight"

I didn't stay at Lin Mei's house for too long, so I returned home.I can meet with friends twice in one November, and I feel that my itinerary is as fulfilling as that of national leaders.

The Lantern Festival is decorated with various lanterns, and people carry some small glowing objects in different shapes.There are carps and dragons.There are also many ancient poems engraved on the lights on the side of the road, which adds to the cultural heritage of this event. There is a stage not far away, and there are many food stalls. I noticed that there are foods that are not available on weekdays. Lin Mei bought sea bream ice cream and handed it to me, and sometimes bought different things to eat in exchange.

She is still proficient in the ring as always, although the first few hits just hit the head and ears of the doll, and she almost hit it once, and the fourth time she got it smoothly, I watched her take out the doll with admiration , it was a big Pikachu, and she stuffed it into me. "It's also counted in the salary."

After shopping for a while, the two went to the cafe to sit and chat, ordered some desserts, and sipped and ate.

"You're beautiful." I said

"Um, really? Not flattering?"

"No, I never flatter others."

"Xiao Jing, we haven't played together for a long time. After the class is divided, I was still angry at that time, because when I saw you later, you just greeted you briefly, as if you didn't feel sad about parting at all."

I bowed my head, "Why didn't you say it? That's because there really is no chance to play together."

"Then have you ever been sad? I haven't been able to recover for a long time."

To be honest, I don't.I used to hear people say that I look very close, but in fact I am cold in my bones, and I don't care about anyone.It seems that it does.

"have it."

Her mood eased, "We have a good day today."

"Well," I told myself, this is your friend from junior high school, why are you estranged from her, you are not sad at all, and now that we meet again, you can't feel the excitement and nostalgia of old friends reunion?I looked at her heroic eyebrows again, and told myself, I should cherish this moment, I don't know when the next time we meet.

Although I don't have any feelings of reluctance to say goodbye at all, her ups and downs of emotions infected me. It is happiness to be remembered by others. Her indifference to me just shows her feelings, which is moving.I must respond.

"In the future, let's meet again." I said from the bottom of my heart, not out of politeness.I will miss that time too.

Eleven finally came to an end. There was a clicking sound from the door lock. It was my parents who came back. Apart from the travel fatigue, they also had anger that couldn’t dissipate. The atmosphere was tense, they must have just had an argument.Sure enough, mother handed over a set of silk and said, "I bought it specially for you." Father snorted coldly.

"I bought some useless and expensive things again, like this every time." He said, I understood that the price exceeded the limit again this time, and then walked away knowingly, letting them make a noise freely.

The relationship between the parents is not always harmonious. There are scars accumulated over the years between them, enough to obliterate the greatest and deepest love, but even so, they are still not used to leaving each other's side, and they always go for a walk together Living together and raising me together, the power of habit is frightening.They have been together for a long time, but they don't understand each other at all, and they don't know how to tell each other what's on their minds.I think every family is like this. People like to find love templates from gorgeous legendary stories. Few of them use their parents as templates. Marriage is a responsibility and life is the naked reality. Facing a cruel life, can you It is already good to have someone who supports each other and does not separate from each other, and there is no need to expect too much.

People have no love but come together out of the idea of ​​cooperation, or like my parents, they can accompany each other even though they no longer have enthusiasm, or they have always loved each other but failed to be together. They can only miss each other spiritually and combine.It's all about how people get together.It's all about bonding with someone.

I didn't persuade them to fight, anyway, they will reconcile after a while, like children, they always play a kind of break-up game when they are young, if they are angry with someone, they will run to break up with that person, it is very ritual, and finally The majority will reconcile again.After all, if you don't care, why would you go to announce it on purpose? Of course, there are also people who really break up the relationship successfully, and they will feel a little heartbroken.

At the end of the holiday, I was still writing hard.I only completed a little homework last time, and then I made up half of it one after another, and there is still a full half left. People have procrastination, and so do I.When it was nearly nine o'clock, I realized that I couldn't finish writing. In principle, I would not copy my homework, but there are exceptions to everything. I called Zihan and wanted to ask her for an answer.

"Are you there? I haven't finished my homework, send me an answer."

"it is good."

"Well, how have you been these few days?"

"Okay."

Zihan was a little weak, and then her voice was far away.

"It's okay to hang up."

I want to say where did I offend her? Did I do something unpleasant when we met last time?I was apprehensive, but the predicament of homework left me with no time to think about other things. After taking the answer from Zihan, I started to copy, but my thoughts still couldn't help flying. I quickly reviewed the scene of the last meeting, and felt that she was fine. It's so unpleasant, maybe I'm overthinking.

I sent a heart on WeChat, and then asked, are you sleepy, it sounded empty just now

I waited for a long time and didn't see a reply. I finished my homework, turned off the lights, and put my phone aside. In the dark night, the screen suddenly lit up. I reached out and saw her send a good night message.

I was already too tired at this time, and fell asleep again before I could reply.