cold jade blue

Lin Xian, who knew the real reason, fell silent, even his eyes darkened, but Li Qingyu then called out: "Brother Lin."

"What?" The moment he looked up at him, Lin Xian's eyes returned to the usual tenderness.

Li Qingyu thought about it seriously for a while, and smiled at Lin Xian: "I have reflected on myself, and I have always complained to you about everything, and I am too dependent on you. Now that I have grown up, some things should be You need to learn to figure it out yourself.”

But this is the only value I have for you now. Thinking of this, Lin Xian turned his head dejectedly and said: "It's okay."

He likes Li Qingyu's straightforwardness and innocence, which is the most endearing, but also the most hurtful.

You're the only one who can reveal your heart to me, but what about me?At the end of the day, I still hide my feelings.As a friend and elder brother, my sincerity in expressing your willingness to treat me as your closest friend is to not give you any embarrassment.Even if this relationship is fruitless, I still want to be your best friend, Qingyu, because I will never meet someone who is more heart-to-heart than you in the future.

Speaking of it, Lin Xian wanted to laugh again, if I could sort out my feelings so simply and clearly, it wouldn't be so hard.

While speaking, Leng Yi had already walked out of the arena, Li Qingyu saw it at a glance, stood up hurriedly and greeted him: "How is it?"

"Won."

Li Qingyu grabbed his arm and said anxiously: "I'm asking how you are, are you injured?"

"This level is nothing." Leng Yi replied with a smile, and then saluted Lin Xian: "Master Lin?"

"Just pass." Lin Xian said lightly, Leng Yi was just a few simple and clear words, but Li Qingyu was obviously relieved, which made him both gratified and sad.

Leng Yi nodded, but he was still a little worried. He frowned and said, "This is just the first match, and more difficult ones will come in the future."

"Then let's go back and have a rest now." Li Qingyu pulled him back, walked two steps and turned around and asked, "Brother Lin, come and sit with us?"

"No, no need..." Lin Xian was startled, then turned around and left: "Go back, I'll go first."

What's the point of that?I want to be by his side, even if I am left alone in the end, even if my heart is more lonely and embarrassing.

Quickly went back to the house, grabbed the book and wanted to read it, but found that I didn't know where my mind was wandering, and I couldn't read it at all.He was restless and didn't know what to do. Fortunately, not long after, his mother, Mrs. Lin, opened the door and came in.

He hurriedly got up and saluted: "What's the matter, mother?"

"It's all right, it's just that you don't come home very often, and you're here a little more these days. I want to see you more." His mother said very carefully, and came in the door.

Lin Xian felt a little sad when he said it in one sentence. The second sister who cared a little bit for her mother had already married, and the elder brother was not up to date. He didn't often go home and run around.She is also getting old, and her father entertains a lot as an official in court, so it is really lonely to be alone in such a big house.

He sighed and helped Mrs. Lin to sit down. Mrs. Lin was a little surprised. After sitting down, she looked at Lin Xian quietly for a while, and said hesitantly: "Xian'er, your father has been an official for decades, and now that he is old, he is about to I can't do it anymore. You know that your elder brother is not up to date. He is now working in the Ministry of Civil Affairs and has no future. But he said that the one in his family is pregnant. I just hope that he will have a child earlier. The Lin family will It depends on you, although you have great ambitions, which is a good thing, but you can't never have a family, you have to find someone to live with."

To her surprise, this time Lin Xian didn't dodge the topic or get impatient, but said obediently: "I see, please help me watch, elders always have a good eye."

Mrs. Lin was overjoyed, but she didn't know that for a person like Lin Xian, since he couldn't get what he wanted the most, everything else would be left to chance, and it didn't matter who he was.

"Okay, just open your mouth." Mrs. Lin smiled happily, her eyes narrowed into two slits.Her precious son is finally willing to nod to get married. Although it was for career in the past, the elders still hoped that the descendants would let her hug their grandson.Now that she is successful in her career, she should get married as soon as possible, but she dared not say this, for fear that Lin Jinquan would say that she is a woman who doesn't know how to be polite.

"It's also good to have a good wife. I think the daughter of the Minister of the Household Department Qi's family is good. She is well-educated and reasonable, and she is also beautiful." Speaking of this, Mrs. Lin smiled and talked more. So reserved.

"I know mother." Lin Xian nodded following his mother's intention: "If father and mother agree, I have no objection."

Mrs. Lin was too excited to say bad things, but she still tried to calm herself down: "Although it is very suitable, but... I will stay for two days to introduce you to meet people, you must like it, let's make a decision."

Lin Xian didn't say anything more, he knew that if it was a bad girl, his mother wouldn't bring it up, but...

Sure enough, I still can't let go of that person...

The next day Lin Xian went to Li Qingyu's and told him about it. Although it was a happy event, he was indifferent when he said it, without any sense of joy.

Li Qingyu didn't notice Lin Xian's strangeness, but she was a little excited and said: "I'm going to get married so soon? That's right, Brother Lin is not young. But I remember Brother Lin said that if you want to find someone you like to spend your life with, Then this person must be brother Lin that you like very much, right?"

"No."

After hesitating again and again, Lin Xian finally decided to tell his truth. He hoped to be honest with Li Qingyu, even if it was just as a friend.And in this matter, he really couldn't go against his will.

"What?" As expected, Li Qingyu was surprised: "Why? Didn't you say..."

Although he knew that Li Qingyu was a person with the utmost affection and nature, Lin Xian was even more annoyed at being questioned like this already.

Lin Xian interrupted him very anxiously: "At my age, whether you like it or not is not so important, as long as it is useful. And do you know how old I am this year? I am twenty! My brother is here with me. At this age, there are already two concubines."

"How could this be?" Li Qingyu also stood up excitedly: "How can you compare yourself with your brother? That's at your own price! Besides, you told me back then, you didn't want your whole life to be tied up in In the so-called marriage, you said that you only want to have one person who will never leave, so you would rather spend your sweat and blood in the desert wilderness than waste your life in the so-called warmth!"

"That's all in the past. People have to grow up." Lin Xian softened his tone, lowered his head and looked away.

Li Qingyu didn't know what to say, she was angry and anxious: "I, I can't understand, how can a person like you just find someone and get married?"

Lin Xian looked up at him amusedly: "A person like me? Qingyu, who am I in your eyes?"

"A person who is respected like a god." Li Qingyu replied firmly without thinking.

How ironic is it that a god who is high above never gets what he wants?Lin Xian suddenly thought of the poem that Li Qingyu taught Li Qingyu when he was a child, "A husband's ambition should be lofty, admire the virtuous, and be devoid of lust..."

Sure enough, it was destined!

Seeing that Lin Xian seemed to have made up his mind, Li Qingyu was short of breath, turned around and left.

Lin Xian didn't keep him either, if he should go, he couldn't keep him after all.He doesn't understand you, no matter how many words he says, it's useless.

After leaving Lin Xian, Li Qingyu went to the Qinlou Chu Pavilion alone.It was originally planned to let Lin Xian accompany him, but now it seems that it will not work.

He didn't forget about Ran Chi, but her ransom fee was not low, and even Li Qingyu's level of business, which had been in business for a year, couldn't fully support it.During this period of time, he tried to raise money, but he didn't know how hard it took to get enough.And Leng Yi has been working hard for the imperial examination, Li Qingyu didn't want him to be distracted by this matter, and tried his best to hide it from him.

Li Qingyu, who was very melancholy, stepped into the Chu Pavilion of Qinlou, directly went to Ranchi and said straight to the point: "Ranchi, I brought all the money, I will take you out of here, you don't want to marry that person."

She was startled when she saw Li Qingyu, and she was also worried all the time. In fact, she didn't want to marry such a person, but she didn't want to stay in this kind of place even more.

Hearing Li Qingyu's words, she was stunned for a long time and cried. She could only repeat two words intermittently: "Thank you...Thank you..."

"It's okay, it's over." Li Qingyu gently hugged her and comforted her.He understands that although Ran Chi seems to be indifferent on the surface, he is actually embarrassed and panicked in his heart.

"Obviously you are a child, but every time you turn to comfort others, Qingyu, you..." Ran Chi shook his head lightly and let out a sigh.

Li Qingyu didn't speak, and left this place with Ran Chi.

He paid a high price to redeem the body of Ran Chi, who had already made a betrothal, and this matter spread out somehow.

Li Qingyu was very afraid that Leng Yi would be distracted after knowing this, but with his ability, it was not enough to quell those rumors.When he was at a loss, these rumors finally subsided slowly.

Feeling relieved, he couldn't figure it out, but he didn't know that it was actually Lin Xian who helped him secretly, and he even decided to find Ran Chi and send her to another place.People only saw Li Qingyu but not the beautiful singer. At first they thought it was a girl in the golden house, but firstly, Li Qingyu was still young, and secondly, there was no clue about the two of them, so the rumors disappeared in the end.

Only Leng Yi, ignorant of other things around him, just desperately rushing forward.Time passed quickly unknowingly, at first no one cared about him, and he became the dark horse and the focus in everyone's eyes.He entered the top ten, top five, and even the top three.

With the urgency of the competition, Li Qingyu became more and more worried, and didn't have much time to think about other things. He only thought about Leng Yi every day, and even forgot to take care of Lin Xian's affairs.

The martial arts examination soon came to the final game.