unconfessed love

Recently, Deng Daping started to act as Liu Yuxian's "exclusive housekeeper" with the attitude of being who I am - calling her to have dinner in the morning, no matter whether he is in class together in the morning or not, he will definitely invite Liu Yuxian to have dinner at noon, and the same is true for dinner.What makes Liu Yuxian the most unbearable is that as long as she goes to the library by herself, she will definitely meet Deng Daping. He will always appear opposite or next to her within ten minutes of Liu Yuxian sitting down.Liu Yuxian was very annoyed by Deng Daping's enthusiasm and unilateral display of familiarity beyond the ordinary level.

At first, Liu Yuxian still answered his calls, but soon she found that it seemed that because she answered his calls herself, the number of times he called when he had nothing to do had increased significantly.So she adopted a passive resistance method - not answering the phone.Of course, not answering the phone doesn't mean hanging up the other party's phone, but simply putting it there and not answering it like she did today.Because Liu Yuxian hung up the other party's phone once before, and Deng Daping asked her why.Liu Yuxian was afraid of the feeling of being confronted face to face, so she learned her lesson and adopted this slightly roundabout way.

But things are not so easy to settle, just like today, if she doesn't answer the other party's phone, the phone in the dormitory will ring immediately.Lin Yuanyuan, who had conveyed the message for Liu Yuxian several times in succession, was becoming more and more impatient, and every time she received a phone call from Deng Daping asking for Liu Yuxian in the dormitory, she would put on a straight face.

"Are you guys quarreling? There is something that can't be resolved in private. I can't bear to call you every time and pretend to be someone who has nothing to do with it." As soon as Liu Yuxian put down the phone, Lin Yuanyuan said.

Liu Yuxian was taken aback, and replayed Lin Yuanyuan's words in her head before chewing out the meaning behind what she said.Angry and ashamed, Liu Yuxian couldn't help but glanced at He Yan who was packing up her things by herself, pursed her lips and said softly, "What...what's the trouble...I have nothing to do with him..."

"Didn't you call to check the post every day? You don't need to be so strict when you are in a relationship, do you want everyone to know how much you love each other?" Lin Yuanyuan smiled eccentrically.

"What are you talking about? Who is in love with him! If he wants to call, there is nothing I can do..." Liu Yuxian, who was so pissed off by Lin Yuanyuan's words, felt blood rushing to his forehead.

"Not in a relationship? Who would believe it? People care about love for the sake of it. You still refuse to admit it. This is too unfeeling. If he knows that you say this behind his back, he will not be sad. Die!" Lin Yuanyuan looked at Yu Zhu and He Yan as if she was looking for a partner on the same front.Yu Zhu smiled cooperatively, but didn't answer, while He Yan didn't bother at all, and continued to organize the things on the table.

Lin Yuanyuan's lips trembled twice, but she didn't say anything, she just stared at Lin Yuanyuan who spoke and acted freely to express her protest.

"No matter how sweet it is, we can't bear to call here every day, don't you have a mobile phone, and you always let us pass on the news, you can't post happiness like this, it makes us single people how to live Oh──oh, Singles' Day is coming soon, we haven't 'taken off' yet, hehehe!" Lin Yuanyuan, who patted some lotion on her face for an unknown number of times, smiled coquettishly.

"Show... What is happiness, we don't have anything at all! It's just ordinary classmates..."

"Yuxian, even if you are in love, there is nothing to hide. We will bless you." Yu Zhu, who seemed to stay out of things all this time, finally spoke, and glanced at Liu Yuxian with the iconic smile of a confidant sister on her face, "But If you really don't like him, tell him that you can't let others waste time just to satisfy your own vanity... Oh, of course, I'm not saying that you have a strong vanity, just an example, don't worry about it Oh. After all, if you like it, you like it. If you don’t like it, it’s better to reject it clearly. You won’t lose anything by dragging you like this. It’s just giving others hope and not acknowledging him. I think you are frivolous. Of course, I don’t mean you are frivolous. I just mean that some people think so. You see, we are all in the same dormitory, and the relationship is the closest. Honest advice is harsh. If we don’t say this, whoever will say it What? I am also for your own good."

"Let me unknowingly satisfy the vanity of being loved..." Lin Yuanyuan sang at the right time and giggled.

Listening to Yu Zhu's high-sounding words and Lin Yuanyuan's teasing singing, Liu Yuxian was really going to explode with anger.

What vanity... This has nothing to do with vanity at all!When it comes to rejection, she has always held the attitude of rejection. She has always believed that Deng Daping knows her attitude.Moreover, until now Deng Daping has not confessed his love to her clearly, how could she refuse?He didn't say anything, and didn't even make it clear what he likes and pursues. If she took the initiative to say something to refuse, wouldn't she be too affectionate if she made a mistake?Taking a step back, she always refuses to answer the phone in order to let the other party not misunderstand her attitude, and she always shirks the other party's invitations in various ways, and she has never accepted the gift given by the other party with excuses. Isn't it obvious enough to this extent?

But what makes Liu Yuxian really angry is not Lin Yuanyuan and Yu Zhu's wild speculations. Although she sometimes cares about other people's opinions, to her, what they think of her is not the most important thing. What she really cares about is He Yan's eyes - she was afraid that she would misunderstand, she was afraid that she would take it seriously, thinking that she was really in love with Deng Daping.Lin Yuanyuan, especially Yu Zhu, spoke clearly and well-founded, she couldn't even defend herself well, because the fear of being misunderstood by He Yan was too strong, she didn't know how to defend most effectively.

Suddenly, he thought of the situation when he met He Yan with Deng Daping during the National Day holiday, and then related to the current situation... Could it be that he and Deng Daping are really a couple in the eyes of others?Thinking of this, Liu Yuxian felt nauseated in her heart.

Why did it become like this?

She hated Deng Daping talking to herself and following her, hating Lin Yuanyuan and Yuzhu talking self-righteously, and considering that He Yan might also think that Deng Daping was her boyfriend, she fell into deep self-loathing.

Why didn't I reject Deng Daping's invitation from the very beginning?Why step by step towards the path of misunderstanding by others?Why can't you express your attitude more clearly?Why why?It is because of my cowardly and worrying character, and because I can't always express my thoughts and opinions openly, that caused the current situation.Why do I have to be like this myself?Hate, hate myself like this!