After transferring to another school, I was stared at by the student god

A tall ginkgo tree was planted at the entrance of the boys' dormitory. It is said that a feng shui master was paid a lot of money to see it. Planting a tree here can bring wealth and wisdom. The only effect so far is to attract mosquitoes.

The street lamps on the campus were lit up in rows, and it was past school time.

Bai Ji was sitting on a stone bench under a tree, a straw was cut into sections by him, his fingertips were dyed green, and three small lumps were bitten off his wrist, but he didn't notice it.

Can't find out who sent the letter.

I questioned the overhaul master, he lost his temper when he was questioned, picked up the ladder and ran away, Bai Ji was already in a state of oversensitivity, so he followed the master when he ran away.He ran all the way from the fifth floor to the lobby on the first floor before he woke up and could check the surveillance.

In order to protect the privacy of the students, especially in the male dormitories, there are many people wandering around shirtless and unkempt, so only the lobby on the first floor is equipped with surveillance cameras.He watched the surveillance with his aunt's suspicious eyes, and it was already dark outside.

I don't know if it's a coincidence or deliberate, but there are a lot of foreigners coming and going in the dormitory building today. Just five or six masters came to check the air conditioner, and hurriedly carried tools to and from the corridor, even if Bai Ji pulled the progress bar back and forth. No one has a problem.

And then Bai Ji was already sitting on the stone bench outside the house, his pupils were originally a light and warm color, but now they were hidden in a shadow, swirling a dark and hollow mist.

An envelope with square corners was printed in the pocket, and Bai Ji had already opened it and read it.

Bai Wuhui's letters must go through strict inspection before they are sent out, so every time he writes a letter, the content is full of hypocritical concern and affection, like a wolf in human skin is cold and unkind, and every word is pretentious and disgusting.

Every word speaks of "love", but under the ink color is a bloody curse——

【To my favorite son, another me in the world】

Xiaoji, I don't like you running around, from the south of the city to Xie's house and then to Dan Yu, you are slow to get started, and a more stable life would be more suitable for you.Since you transferred to another school, Dad has been concerned about your life all the time.

The matter of Ying Mingyou is very serious. I also heard that you were calmer than others when you were a teenager, but I can see that you have a fiery temper and love to uphold justice, which makes you prefer to use "Spontaneous combustion" way to punish evil and promote good, just like you did to me.It's just that I didn't expect that you still grew up and finally learned to ask for help. That kid named Qi Xiang, is he your new friend?

Son, the crimes I have committed often wake me up on rainy nights. Prison is not a good place. I have always missed you in the past few years. You are the only hope for my father to persist in living. I have reformed very well, and maybe soon I can come to see you, and I want to meet Qi Xiang if I have the chance, thank you for changing you and softening you.

In the end, I still want to say, Xiao Ji, we are connected by blood, which will never be cut off. Dad loves you forever. You are the kindling that I stay in this world, and you are me.

Bai Ji has a good memory, especially for Bai Wuhui. He only needs to read Bai Wuhui's letter once, and the content will be deeply imprinted in his brain. The demonized images from years ago are still vivid in my mind.

Frame by frame, blood and darkness, gorgeous fireworks and cold blades, the human skin fades away, leaving behind the naked malice and hatred, fighting each other like ghosts venting their anger without fear of pain.

Bai Ji subconsciously took out a cigarette from his pocket, and after a while he realized that he had been forced to quit smoking, and now the only thing that could relieve his anxiety was the riddled weed in his hand.

Bai Wuhui's letter was disgusting enough, but what he wanted to express was that nothing was lost.

- I'm watching you

—You have become weaker.

- I'm coming out, I've been hating you

"Heh." A vague laugh came out of his throat, Bai Ji put his arms on his side, closed his eyes to close his trembling pupils, and also blocked the bloody scene like a flood, he murmured, "Come out quickly, beast .”

After four years of absurd drama, it's time for the curtain call.

These ghosts who should have vanished should entangle each other until they are wiped out.

Bai Ji took a quick breath, clasped the edge of the stool with his fingertips, the rough and uneven stone surface cut the skin bluntly, he wanted to use the pain to relieve his fear, the black shadow in front of him kept shrinking to the size of a black bean.

Bai Wuhui was right about one thing, he became weak, like a hammer in a dream, dispelling all the illusions of joy, leaving only a dark corridor with no fingers, that is where Bai Ji should go.

It's not about candy, grades, or comfort being cared for and protected.

He put the cart before the horse, obviously there are more important things.

"Waiting for me?"

Suddenly, a clear and smiling voice passed through the long and mottled tunnel, waking Bai Ji up.

Bai Ji opened his eyes, Qi Xiang was looking down at him.The warm yellow light casts between his eyebrows and eyes, shining like carefully carved jade in the dark, Qi Xiang looks at him with soft and indulgent eyes, the whole portrait is coated with an unreal halo, from Bai Ji's point of view , he is the only bright color between heaven and earth.

The tip of the nose suddenly became sour, and the monstrous grievances suddenly gathered in the eye sockets, and the tears that had just condensed were restrained and held back forcefully. It seemed that the defense line built just now had a hole, and a trickle leaked out.

Bai Ji thought, I'm really a fucking piece of shit, I've really become weaker.We've only known each other for a short time, why... I feel so wronged when I see him?Why do I... trust him so much?

Should not be ah.

"what happened?"

Qi Xiang bent down to pull him, but stopped just as he approached, as if he was waiting for Bai Ji to speak.

It took a long time until a flying insect flew past the eyes of the two of them.

Bai Ji finally spoke, throwing away his helmet and armor, and said in a hoarse voice, "Leg hurts, carry me on your back."

Leg pain is real.

Tiejiu need not rust, not to mention his legs, after all, he really had a chasing battle with the uncle.At that time, Bai Ji's adrenaline soared, and when his emotions were at a tight threshold, he naturally didn't feel pain.

Now that he was being carried on his back, with his calves hanging down, the piercing pain came slowly.

"If you say it later, I'll carry you away." Qi Xiang opened the door with his knee, and said in a low voice, "Don't squeeze your fists, you can hurt yourself by sitting on a stool?"

"..." Bai Ji choked, and slowly spread his palms, "Keep your voice down."

After all, in the dormitory, even though most of the people are studying by themselves at night, and in the dormitory, the dormitory auntie is eating melon seeds and playing earthy videos, but Bai Ji still feels...these two big men, you carry me, I Hugging you is so weird.

Moreover, he is now emotionally unstable. Although his condition is barely under control under Bai Wuhui's constant "desensitization stimulation", if you look carefully, Bai Ji's face is pale, and his fingertips are trembling slightly. Qi Xiang needs to slow down when he says a word. to give feedback.

"I'm carrying you on my back, and I'm carrying a bag in my hand, which contains your dinner." Qi Xiang nodded to the aunt in charge of the dormitory, and asked the aunt to press the elevator for her. Someone believed it."

"..."

Bai Ji closed his eyes and pretended to be deaf.

When he returned to the dormitory, Qi Xiang put him on the chair to check his ankle. Bai Ji avoided it, but was held down by his legs. He pulled off his socks and saw that his ankle was already swollen. There was no frown.

"What happened?" Qi Xiang asked.

He could actually guess it, and he was also prepared that Bai Ji would not tell him.

The little hedgehog is too defensive, and he will form a group if he asks a question.

The first time he entered the dormitory area, he saw Bai Ji sitting there with a blank expression on his face, his eyes were blank, but focused as if he was really "relishing" watching something, he was about to fall off a cliff Absolutely and sadly.

As long as you have seen Bai Ji's illness, you can probably know how ruthless and cruel mental illness can be to a person.

The sick person couldn't control himself, and Qi Xiang was even more uncertain whether Bai Ji would reject him like the previous two times, so he waited for a while before slowly approaching.

Fortunately, Bai Ji accepted him this time.

That sentence was so pitiful when it came out, like a teddy bear thrown into the garbage dump, riddled with holes and drenched in the rain.

So will he confess to me this time?

Qi Xiang insatiably longs for Bai Ji to open up to himself more.

He looked at Bai Ji without blinking, docile and harmless.He still has a piece of chocolate in his pocket, if Bai Ji doesn't want to talk about it, he can also use "low blood sugar" to help smooth things over, this is the second plan.

And Bai Ji was lowering his head and fiddling with his fingers. After applying iodophor, six of his ten fingers were covered with bandages, and the skin was scratched without pain.

He dawdled for a long time, and took out a crumpled letter from his pocket.

"There is a letter." Bai Jiweng said in a low voice, "Suddenly it is at the door of the dormitory."

He had promised Qi Xiang that he would not be a mute when he had questions or answers. Although he had thought about this answer for a long time, the moment he said it, Bai Ji felt a lot lighter, as if a few catties of the burdens he was carrying were suddenly lifted off his back. It's all straight.

Bai Ji also knew that Qi Xiang was so smart, and he was by his side when he received letters twice. Although he didn't say it, he had guessed it in his heart. He...is a little different.

When he really heard the answer, Qi Xiang was flattered, and just as his gaze fell on the envelope, Bai Ji withdrew his hand again, squeezed the letter into a ball and stuffed it back into his pocket, and said sleepily, "I want to take a bath and sleep."

"it is good."

Qi Xiang helped him up, but Bai Ji didn't push back, his condition seemed to be okay, but Qi Xiang was still a little worried, so he gave Bai Ji a piece of chocolate at the bathroom door.

Bai Ji was puzzled, he held the sugar ball between his lips, and didn't bite it into pieces for a moment.

"It's your reward." Qi Xiang said, "Wash it away, and call me if you can't stand still."

At night, the curtains in the room were closed tightly, and the night light was left in the corner and left unturned.

Bai Ji washed his clothes sloppily and slept in a hurry.He didn't even wipe his hair after taking a shower, and lay down on the bed with a quilt on a cloth to rest.

While the waking state is fine, dreams are a manifestation of the subconscious mind.

Bai Ji's nightmare.

He was too physically and mentally exhausted, so he automatically skipped the step of insomnia, this time the nightmare came violently, maybe because of falling asleep with wet hair, Bai Ji dreamed about that day four years ago again.

It's an incredibly clear, immersive dream.

On New Year's Eve, Bai Ji will be 14 years old in half an hour.

Fireworks outside the house were blooming in the night sky, and when there were sounds of beating and cursing outside the house, red and white fireworks were just set off. The red was like blood, and the white was like a funeral cloth, which was very ironic and appropriate for the occasion.

The color of the fireworks was reflected in Bai Ji's empty eyes, he turned his eyes away and kicked a hole in the locked door.

Outside the house, Bai Wuhui pinched Zhou Yawen's neck drunkenly. The ground was full of broken wine bottle shards, and Zhou Yawen knelt on these shards.

Bai Ji broke open the door and came out to interrupt the evil.

"Go back! Even you don't even think about having a good year!"

Bai Wuhui shouted to Bai Ji that he was well-educated, had been in the upper class for more than ten years and had been influenced by a set of Wen Zou Zou's behavior style.

In comparison, Bai Ji is a rough person.

He picked up the wine bottle and smashed it directly on the back of Bai Wuhui's head, "Go to hell!"

Bai Wuhui's body softened, and Bai Ji thought that everything was liberated. He just wanted to pull Zhou Yawen, but he heard a "puchi" and was stabbed in the back.

It was the pain of dying. The sharp and cold iron was embedded in the soft and hot flesh. Bai Ji couldn't bear the pain. He saw Zhou Yawen rushing towards him in panic, so desperate that he couldn't even cry for help. Let yourself thump and kneel on the ground.

It's not over yet, but...

Everything in the dream turned into an inextricable blackness, he could only feel——

pain

It hurts.

"Ah!!" Bai Ji opened his eyes suddenly, his chest heaved, and his breath was thicker than that, blurred in the night, and the room was pitch black, just like the last scene in a dream.

At this time, Bai Ji was extremely fragile. He opened his eyes wide, as if he had seen Shura Hell, his eyes were red, and two streams of tears gathered at the corners of his eyes, streaming down uncontrollably.

"Good-- good--"

In the darkness, Qi Xiang hummed softly, and then Bai Ji vaguely saw a shadow half-kneeling beside his bed, patting his shoulder lightly.

"You..." Bai Ji mumbled.

Qi Xiang: "I'm afraid you'll kick your feet badly if you move around in nightmares."

At the beginning, he also thought that Bai Ji's problem was not serious this time, until he heard the sound of rolling around beside him after lying down, Qi Xiang was sure that tonight would be difficult, he was worried about Bai Ji, and he couldn't sleep, so he came to watch the night .

"..." Bai Ji heard this answer with mixed feelings, and Qi Xiang made him very comfortable, just like a baby being put to sleep in a swaddle, with a different kind of comforting power.

Bai Ji asked, "Do you want to sleep with me?"

The author has something to say: Bai Ji: Do you want to sleep in my bed?My bed is quite big~

I declare that the little white bird will never be wronged again! ! ! !