the one who lives in my body

According to the known information now, I already have a rough prototype of the past in my mind.

The following is my guess. Although it may not be accurate, it should be pretty close.

In my impression, the king at that time, that is, An Guo's father, was not a man with a strong personality and means. Now, as his younger brother, seeing how few heirs he has, he should have been eyeing his position.

If he wanted to win the throne from his brother, he needed an opportunity.

According to the old man's description, after the incident of the prince, the situation in the court was turbulent. Because of some events that the common people could not know, the king at that time lost his trust and became a puppet of power.

This "event unknown to the public", I reckon, should be related to the Amut people or the Amut star.

At that time, Wang's younger brother seized this opportunity, took advantage of Wang's loss of power, and used his own identity to successfully become the trader behind the scenes.

And my father and my deceased uncle are probably supporters of the old king, and they are the kind of people who oppose the new king's meddling of government affairs.

Now it seems that they are nothing more than victims of political struggles. History has already given the answer to the ending of people like them.

The old king was gone, and even while he was still in power, he couldn't keep his wings.

Therefore, the Shen family did not investigate and deal with it. My father left his hometown and his life and death are unknown.

The new king probably thought my father was dead, but many years later, when he was dating a woman, he suddenly discovered that someone who should have disappeared might still be alive?

So what happened next.

That's why my little uncle was arrested and interrogated.

My little uncle didn't tell me these words clearly, but after he reminded me, I should understand.

Of course, my mother knew nothing about the turmoil of the situation, she only knew that the man who often came to the house as a guest finally abandoned her, and today, several years later, another accident, her originally sparse family once again was murdered.

I can't restore the things of the older generation even in detail.

What will happen later, I don't know very well, I can only vaguely guess that maybe the Amut people and the Amut star will become the conditions to change everything again.

Just like the prince many years ago, the rock today...

For some reason, since I heard the doctor's story that day, the image of the prince has unconsciously formed in my mind.

Although the version of him I created is largely based on my imagination rather than reality as I have never met him or even seen a single picture of him.

It was a very strange feeling. When I recalled that story, thoughts poured into my mind continuously, and my hands moved involuntarily. I thought, maybe this is the so-called desire to create, Because there was never a moment when the urge to make mechs in my heart reached such a strong point.

The reason for it, if I have to say it, I think it may be because of Xie Dongrong.

Maybe it's because of half of the prince's genes?For no reason, I think Xie Dongrong is very similar to him, and I even think that if they were in the same situation, the two of them might make the same choice.

Sometimes, how I wish I could abandon the color of love to understand Xie Dongrong, even if it is impossible.

Of course, I never intend to tell anyone about these thoughts. Holding the little prince in my hand, I think it is a concrete manifestation of my inner thoughts. Sometimes I stare at it, and I will be in a daze for a long time.

Rock will be with me. I think he may think that the little man in my hand is himself. Once I handed him the mech, he held it in his hand and played with it, as if he loved this little thing very much. .

The relationship between me and Panshi... can be said to be strange, we can't communicate with each other, most of the time we just accompany each other quietly, just like this, we can also feel a kind of peaceful beauty.

Compared to this, Xie Dongrong's side was much more depressed when it was also silent.

That's right, after that day, Xie Dongrong and I fell into a protracted cold war again. I no longer deliberately went to him to say anything, but just watched him secretly. I found that when I was with me, he always liked to be in a daze. I thought, Maybe he was thinking about something.

And sometimes, after recovering from the immersion in making mechs, the moment he raised his head, he would stare at him abruptly.

I knew he seemed to be looking at me, but I never knew how long he was looking at me, because when I looked up, he always looked away very keenly, as if he didn't want me to find out.

And what I said before, about the fact that I no longer like Xie Dongrong, I am not joking, and I have really tried to work hard.

Qiu Xingwen was a great help for me on this road. After learning what kind of person I like, he started to prepare very actively, looking for someone for me every now and then. Soon, several people were added to my friend list. But it is a pity that Xie Dongrong seems to have exhausted all my enthusiasm.

Sometimes I feel as if, apart from him, no one else has ever been able to arouse my enthusiasm.

But it's probably cheap, I quite like chatting with these people recommended by Qiu Xingwen in front of Xie Dongrong, but after leaving Xie Dongrong, I unconsciously became indifferent.

Xie Dongrong expressed disdain for my behavior, as if he had seen me clearly, his eyes repeatedly reminded me how cheap the things I am doing now are.

He seems to be very sure that I will not move on in a short time, but the fact is that it is really difficult for me to be interested in people other than him.

Wanting to use others to exchange Xie Dongrong's jealousy, this idea has undoubtedly failed, just like the last place in a long-distance race, I am trying my best now, it seems that it is just in exchange for a well-known disappointing ending.

For my loss, Qiu Xingwen had his own way of comforting me. He patted my shoulder and said that he would take me out to play tonight.

Yes, those netizens chatting, it's time to meet in real life.

After meeting with Xie Dongrong at noon, I went back to the dormitory, and under the guidance of Qiu Xingwen, I took a good care of myself.

It turns out that I'm not too bad, as long as I put a little effort into it, there is basically nothing wrong with dressing up as a handsome guy.

I made an appointment with Qiu Xingwen. After the last outdoor class, we headed towards the center of the capital together.

The reason for the appointment is that I rarely dress up like this seriously. When I arrived at work in the afternoon, An Jingtong's eyes widened first.

He looked me up and down, then ran over, hugged me in front of the whole class, raised his eyes, and said to me in a very serious tone: "Brother Shu, you are so handsome today!"

I:"……"

This afternoon, An Jingtong was very clingy to me. He is a person who has everything written on his face. When he says he likes it, he really likes it. This kind of simple flattery makes me very happy. His head, he then grinned at me, not to mention, it's pretty cute.

There have been rumors in the class that I am gay with An Jingtong. Although I am really gay, in fact, An Jingtong and I are really pure. I have no idea about him. In other words, what ordinary people probably can't understand is that An Jingtong's little brain may really not have those romantic things, he just can't think of those romantic things, he is largely attached to me, and Not like a lover.

These years with him, I know this all too well.

I didn't expect that our class would bump into Xie Dongrong's class in the last outdoor class.

In fact, it is not very accurate to say that they collided. It was just because of the class adjustment that the two classes happened to be in the same playground.

I'm fine, but An Jingtong next to me is a guy with a lot of drama. The moment he saw Xie Dongrong, he grabbed my arm like an enemy, as if he was afraid that Xie Dongrong would kill me I snatch it.

And what about Xie Dongrong?He acted as if he didn't see us. When the queue of his class passed by us, he didn't look sideways, and he didn't even stop for a moment.

But Qiu Xingwen, even in the middle of the team, still waved at us as a greeting.

I have always heard that the training conditions of their class are difficult and harsh all year round, but today it seems that they deliberately arranged for the students to relax and relax. Uncharacteristically, their class was disbanded very quickly, and Qiu Xingwen also ran towards me in a bouncing manner.

"This festival is here to let us relax, it's only once a month! I have to cherish it..." Sitting next to us, Qiu Xingwen stretched comfortably, then raised his eyebrows at An Jingtong: " Hey, little brother Jingtong, do you like our tree brother?"

I laughed in my heart, thinking that this guy is neither old nor young, although An Jingtong looks a little younger, but he is really the same age as him.

An Jingtong is a serious kid, after thinking for a moment, he replied to Qiu Xingwen with a serious face: "I like it."

Qiu Xingwen whistled, and then pushed me towards An Jingtong, "I don't think you should go tonight, how about staying with our little Jingtong? Hey, Jingtong, do you want to go?" Falling in love with your tree brother?"

My God, I can't wait to cover the stinky mouth of Qiu Xingwen, a filthy person. I finally have a child who looks like pure water by my side, how can I be polluted by him with just a few words?

After a moment of silence, An Jingtong stared at me with disbelief on his face: "Where are you going tonight? Aren't you going to Shitou with me?"

Well, luckily I missed the point.

But it was true that I forgot to tell him.

I scratched my head, "Well...something..." Facing An Jingtong's clean eyes, the truth became hard to tell.

However, before I started to explain, An Jingtong hung on my arm again with a face full of dissatisfaction, and said repeatedly: "I want to go too! Take me! I want to go with you!"

That posture is like a three-year-old child chasing after his parents and crying.

I was so quarreled that I directly rejected his request without even thinking about it.

Qiu Xingwen was amused by us, and he was still on the sidelines: "Still protecting it? How old are you? Let's go see the world together. What's there to hide?"

While gritting my teeth, I told Qiu Xingwen to stop making trouble, and at the same time softly persuaded An Jingtong to give up this dangerous idea.

However, this "happy" atmosphere did not last long.

When Xie Dongrong stood in front of us, it could be seen that the faces of everyone present were somewhat stiff.

In fact, I noticed him early in the morning. It can be said that as long as he is within my sight range, my focus is on him, but I didn't show it at the moment.

The first one to react was An Jingtong, he hugged my arm even tighter, staring at Xie Dongrong like a chick trying to beat an eagle.

Facing Xie Dongrong, Qiu Xingwen had nothing to say, he just turned his face away and chose to remain silent without saying a word.

Any fool can see the anomaly.

However, Xie Dongrong was unmoved.

He just stared at me and said to me, "Come here."

It is obviously a polite wording, but it is impossible to refuse. No matter how strong An Jingtong hugs my arm, he can't resist Xie Dongrong's words.

I patted An Jingtong's head first, and I could only temporarily agree to his request in exchange for his letting go.

An Jingtong looked very reluctant. When I left my seat, the way he looked at me reminded me of a puppy that was temporarily left at home by its owner.

so cute.

Compared with him, Xie Dongrong was as cold as a stone.

"Tonight, you have to go to Namin with me."

"...I told you before, I have to go tonight..."

"Are those insignificant things more important?" Xie Dongrong's tone was not very good.

I took a deep breath, forced myself to calm down, and only asked, "What's the matter?"

"I'll tell you later."

"Why can't you tell me now?" My words were a little impatient, although I tried my best to reduce the intensity of my tone.

"...Being so happy in front of them, is this the attitude when it comes to me?" Xie Dongrong's voice was very deep, standing in front of me, oppressing me invisible.

"That's not what I meant..." I closed my eyes, "I mean, I've already promised them, and I can't break my word."

"So, is this your attitude?" Xie Dongrong looked down at me with his blue eyes.

"I will go, but I have to accompany them first." I straightened my attitude and finally promised like this.

At this point, Xie Dongrong could no longer argue.

I'm waiting for him to leave first.

However, after a moment of silence, he said, "You don't understand the relationship between An Jingtong and the eldest prince, do you?"

"An Jingtong's attitude towards you is obvious to all."

"Are you planning to rob someone from the First Prince? Tao Shu."

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