the one who lives in my body

It is unprecedented for Xie Dongrong to take the initiative to apologize. I will not be too demanding.

"You are avoiding me, and you don't talk usually, and you are in a bad mood." His voice was low, and the way he looked at me reminded me of some small animals. I almost suspected that he was possessed by some other creatures. How could Xie Dongrong Maybe look at me like that.

"A little bit, mainly because I really don't know how to face you. It would be very annoying to be fantasized like that." Taking a breath, I planned to tell him the real situation in my heart.

After a moment of silence, Xie Dongrong said: "It's okay." His expression was a little awkward, "When I first found out, I was really shocked and at a loss."

"Do you still remember the time when we were at the border?" Xie Dongrong looked at me, as if recalling some bad things, he slanted the corner of his mouth, and then raised his eyebrows, "Those scenes suddenly flashed into my mind during training gone."

At that time... Although it is already a thing of the past, it is indeed not a good memory.

"The doctor said that my body may develop later than ordinary people." Strangely, this is the first time Xie Dongrong talked to me so seriously and with such a good attitude. "At that time, my body suddenly became very hot, and my emotions lost control immediately. gone."

This is a topic that has never been touched between me and him. I paused for a moment, and then realized that he didn't know who to talk to about these things except me.

After all, they are such big people...

Then he fell silent, as if trying to piece together his words.

"You mean, your sudden behavior in those few days was unintentional?" I could only help him explain.

Xie Dongrong lowered his eyelashes, and only turned to say: "When I saw you, those pictures came to my mind."

"Because you're annoying, so you can't help but treat me badly?" With a little irony, I asked back.

Perhaps because of being punctured, Xie Dongrong turned his eyes to me, and after a moment of silence, he said, "It's different, I just find it very strange and difficult to adapt to."

Thinking of the words he said earlier, such as "the body is very hot" and "out of control", suddenly, I seemed to understand what he was talking to me.

Of course, I may be wrong, but... so to speak, until now, Xie Dongrong is still a child who has not received that kind of education!

No...Looking at this face, I felt as if I had been whipped for the past few days, which made me straighten my face.

Even if he is a child, this guy can only be regarded as a bad child.

"Xie Dongrong," with a half smile, I reminded him, "Why are you suddenly so nice, I'm not used to it."

As if stopped by my question, Xie Dongrong was silent for a moment, but instead of answering my question directly, he calmly said, "I'm not used to you suddenly becoming like that."

I suddenly wanted to laugh, but for a moment I didn't know how to answer, "You know what? During this time, I have thought about it, otherwise, I don't like you, forget it, let each other go, anyway, for you or For me, it's torture."

After saying this, I felt my chest beating violently, bang bang, as if it was going to break through my whole body. This was obviously not my real idea, but it was the first time that I had the courage to fight against Xie Dongrong. Say that in front of you.

"Is this something you can control?" Xie Dongrong asked me back, I felt like mocking, but the next moment I thought it might not be the case.

I tried my best to make myself laugh and not let the sadness in my expression, "Of course not, if I could control it, I would have disliked you a long time ago, but I can try, I want to make an effort, anyway, in the current form Come on, you don't like me, do you?"

Xie Dongrong didn't answer, but looked at my face seriously, as if he wanted to find any trace of lying on it.

I couldn't find a trace of wavering on his face, so I continued my efforts, "It happened that Qiu Xingwen invited me to a store some time ago, and I heard it was quite exciting." There was a voice in my heart asking me to stop, and I was desperately trying to stop me, asking me not to I went on, but I couldn't control it. Saying such words in front of Xie Dongrong gave me an almost self-destructive pleasure.

"You said, if I don't like you anymore, maybe our communication will be easier, right? Maybe if we work harder, we can really become a 'good buddy' like in front of the princess?"

Maybe my interpretation was a little too exaggerated, after all, Xie Dongrong on the opposite side couldn't bear to look directly at him, he frowned, and turned around, as if he didn't want to talk to me anymore.

"What I mean is..." So, I couldn't help it again, and I said the words to stay, "I like you, Xie Dongrong, I will give you one last chance, the chance to be my boyfriend...while I still..."

Before I finished speaking, Xie Dongrong interrupted me——

"You can go if you want, I won't stop you."

Okay, my last desperate attempt still failed. I chuckled lightly, obviously feeling sad in my heart, but at the same time feeling extremely relaxed.

This may also be my own ultimatum to myself.

Before he left my sight, I bit the bullet and added again: "If you accept me, I don't mind helping you solve the problems you mentioned."

There was a bang, the sound of closing the door, and Xie Dongrong returned to his room.

It's so annoying, obviously it's the first time, he tried to seriously confide his heart to me and tell his troubles, but what am I doing?

Perhaps this is the reason why my relationship with him has been stagnant.

But to my surprise, I didn't feel so uncomfortable inside.

When I returned to my mother, I asked her when she would be able to leave with her eyes. My mother showed embarrassment, and gave me a little face, and told me: "Your uncle is talking to the general..."

Combined with the recent series of events, I suddenly realized that this may be a very troublesome matter that ordinary people cannot get involved in.

But half an hour later, when my uncle went out on crutches, his expression was the same as usual.

On the car home, when his mother asked him about him, he just said: "It's nothing, just said some ordinary things, and some things that happened in the past few days when he was locked up." Putting it on the lap, looking out of the window, as if admiring the scenery outside, it is quite leisurely.

Mom scolded him, saying how he was so secretive.

"No, can't the general express condolences to civilians like me?"

Uncle decided to go home early tomorrow morning, so tonight he will stay in this little house with my mother and me.

So it goes without saying that he slept with me.

It was the first time that I was lying on the same bed with another big man, staring at the ceiling. I couldn't sleep, and I glanced at the old uncle beside me. He had already closed his eyes, and his expression could even be described as "peaceful".

"Is it because of my father?" I asked with the smallest voice.

There was no response, and it seemed that he was really asleep.

Ten seconds later.

"It turns out that Xiaoshu was really not stupid before, but he didn't want to think about it." The uncle's voice was soft, and he turned his face and stared at me calmly.

"I just asked about your father's real identity..." Shen Fan sighed, "It's something that even my sister doesn't know."

Before I had time to ask in detail, the old uncle said directly: "His real name is Tao Wenyan, and he is actually the Tao family in the capital. , My brother and I both know."

After a moment of silence, he went on to say: "Unfortunately, Mom and Dad, they have not had time to recover the daughter who eloped, and they have not had time to understand the whole thing, so they have also been dealt with. Of course, even the current king doesn't know what happened with me back then. The person who conspired and organized this matter is Tao Wenyan."

"These days of being locked up, I didn't let go, because I had to keep you, Ashu, and my sister."

"Ashu, I can see that you are a child who wants to live a simple life. I shouldn't have told you so much, but if you are simpler... I won't tell you." The uncle's voice was low , mixed in the night, like a little tune, "But if only I know it, it's really too dangerous. I tell you now, I hope that at the right time, you can protect yourself in the right way."

"The general's family knows about this now." Uncle's cold hand suddenly placed on my face, "If you don't report it, it's tantamount to rebellion, you know? Even if it's what Shen Yi doesn't want to see situation, but that’s the only way it can be.”

"The only good news now is that the king is ignorant of all this, and the eldest prince, who is the heir, is obviously dissatisfied with the king's decision now, and Dong Rong... you probably don't know, he is the first batch of people who have taken refuge in the eldest prince." The prince's people."

"Let you know this, not for you to do anything, on the contrary, try to be sober and natural, and do nothing, okay?"

Uncle's eyes are like crystals in the night. For a moment, I seemed to understand what he was talking about, but the next moment, I seemed to understand nothing.

I only came to one conclusion, that is, my mother and I have to survive until the day when the eldest prince officially becomes king.

No one knows how long that day will come...

no one knows...

It's ridiculous that An Boyan, the great prince whom An Jingtong and I avoided like a scourge three years ago, has now become our only hope.

Although I vaguely guessed that maybe it had something to do with my cheap father, I never expected it to be like this.

So, just because I ate with my mother once, did Wang realize something, and wanted to take this opportunity to drive our family to extinction?

I am chilled.

The next day, my uncle left early in the morning.

After seeing him off, I arrived at the old man's house in a familiar way. Everyone was there, and the smile I was familiar with was still on the face. It seemed that nothing had changed, but everything in my eyes had also changed.

Sitting in front of the rock and taking out the parts in his bag, the old man walked up behind me, looked at me for a while, and asked:

"Mech armor based on stone?" he asked.

"No," I shook my head and looked at Pan Shi, I smiled, "This is the prince."

Xie Dongrong has half of his genes, that prince.