the one who lives in my body

Yes, that's right, once again very happy to hear and see, I have a cold war with Xie Dongrong again.

I've seen this happen all the time over the years, and since I'm pretty sure this level of friction won't bring about any real change in our relationship, I'm pretty cool.

No, the next day I got permission to go to the training ground with these students.

This time, the vehicle carrying the students turned into a large military vehicle, and a group of people sat in the back seat of the vehicle. I have to say that this seat is a bit "weird".

From left to right are - Qiu Xingwen - me - Xie Dongrong - Xie Ningbai.

Xie Ningbai seems to have recovered from the last blow, and he talked to Xie Dongrong enthusiastically along the way, because last night, there was a lot of coldness between me and Xie Dongrong, I really couldn't bear to turn around and look for him Therefore, he only talked to Qiu Xingwen from the beginning to the end.

Passing by yesterday's pile of discarded mechs, the chief instructor specially asked the driver to stop, and let the students get off the car to visit this cemetery that belongs to mechas alone in the long yellow sand.

"Some of our classmates have been here yesterday, have you seen the largest mech? Its cabin, yes, that's where we found them, although their courage to climb is admirable , but I still have to say that when the mecha is not activated, such behavior is extremely dangerous..."

Following the direction indicated by the instructor, Xie Dongrong and I raised our heads at the same time and looked towards the highest place.

The body of that mecha even covered the sun.

I can't imagine it at all, and I can't imagine how I did it.

When he turned his head to look at Xie Dongrong, he was also looking there, as if in a trance, wondering if he felt similar to me in his mind.

Xie Ningbai is a king of cheers, walking beside Xie Dongrong, she stroked her chest: "Oh my god, it's so scary, I really don't know how you did it, but luckily you're fine."

Indeed, if something happened to the princess and the general's son here...it's hard to imagine the uproar it would cause.

At a certain moment, I really wanted to talk to Xie Dongrong, but when I turned my face and was about to speak, I found that he was also staring at him, as if he wanted to say something.

For a moment, I forgot everything in my mind. I stared blankly at him, waiting quietly for him to speak, but in the end he didn't say anything, just turned around and left, because it was already time to assemble.

This time, although I was able to go to the gate of the training ground with the big troops, in the end, I was still not allowed to enter formally. Undoubtedly, it was the same reason as before.

Obviously, I have already seen towering mechas standing upright in the long yellow sand.

But still, I can only watch from a distance at the resting place.

Although it is rare to be able to see the outlines of the mechas in motion, the "cruelty" of reality still hit me a little bit because of the high expectations.

Waiting and watching at the rest area is undoubtedly more boring than at the base, because the instructors here are older, and they don't bother to say anything to me, "Xie Dongrong's accessory".

When Xie Dongrong returned to the resting place for the first time, sweat was running down his chin. I saw his footsteps began to flutter, and I couldn't help but went forward to help him, but he avoided him, so I could only watch him. Go back to the direction of the bench.

I don’t know if it’s my illusion, but I found that after the training, he would reject me more than usual, sometimes he approached me to the point of being unbearable, once, when he staggered and almost fell to the ground When I was about to help him up, he yelled at me.

For Xie Ningbai, he didn't have this kind of rejection, he would acquiesce in her approaching, even once, I saw her carefully wipe his sweat with a towel.

I'm at a loss, I simply don't know what the meaning of my following is, so whenever this happens, I can only bury my head and put more energy into the armor in my hand. I have to say here, even if it's just far away. It took a few glances, but the real mecha still provided a lot of inspiration for my mecha creation.

Once, the old instructor sat next to me for a long time, and I didn't notice it until the work in hand was finished. He stretched out his hand and said to me: "Young man, can you show me?"

I was very nervous, because although the old instructor is not a professional person, but a person like him who has been dealing with real mechs all the year round...maybe my gadgets are similar to the models played by children to him.

I was very afraid of hearing bad comments from him. For a few minutes, I sat in a panic until he patted me on the shoulder and told me: "Young man, work hard and have a future."

I am very happy, of course, this is one of the few happy moments I am in this place, this happy mood will soon be diluted, because every time I see Xie Dongrong returning with vain footsteps, my heart will be cold half.

Xie Dongrong's training seems to be much more rigorous than other students. I only found out a few days later that the training ground he was in seemed to be somewhat different from other students, and once, I overheard a conversation between the instructors. I forgot, but it roughly means——

"As the most valuable candidate, he should certainly bear more."

When I mentioned this to Xie Dongrong afterwards, he smiled casually, as if he was not surprised by this. I always tried to explain to him the matter of being extremely indifferent to me on the training ground, but it was always the same. He just avoided answering, until one time I was very dissatisfied and asked why he rejected me, and he said whatever to Xie Ningbai, then he said:

"I was so tired at that time, I didn't notice that much."

I didn't know how to react to this.

Another thing that is very strange is that no matter how tired you are after the training, when you visit the training ground again the next day, Xie Dongrong must have a relaxed face, as if all the fatigue from yesterday has disappeared.

I once doubted the role of my follow-up every time. A comrade in the base comforted me like this: "Anyway, after you go, Xie Dongrong's condition is very stable, there is no doubt about it."

However, Xie Dongrong himself sneered at this: "What does this have to do with you?"

Gradually, I discovered that I am quite jealous.

Although Xie Dongrong explained the situation between him and Xie Ningbai, it didn't stop me from seeing them upset. I even said to Xie Dongrong: "I don't want to see you walking with her," I pointed at his neck "I don't want you to say 'who do you think you are', I just don't like it, and, you need me, don't you?"

Yes, that was another fight.

My attitude caused Xie Dongrong great dissatisfaction, but he didn't say anything, the only response he gave me was...

He took off the belongings I gave him around his neck.

It reminds me of what he did to rebel against me three years ago when he first woke up.

I have to say, when he did that, I panicked.

But dignity does not allow me to react too violently to this, and in a sense... this is proof that he is partial to Xie Ningbai.

Anyway, there are only the last three days left, and I will follow each time, it's okay, I think.

The next day, whether it was a coincidence or not, when he came back, Xie Ningbai did not follow him as usual.

I saw a cut on his forehead, bleeding out.

Almost involuntarily, I went up to him.

But he showed impatience, and said to me in an extremely ferocious tone: "Get out!"

There were so many people present, Qiu Xingwen even yelled at him: "What the hell do you mean?"

I'm not that fragile, because I'm used to it every time.

But that night, Qiu Xingwen invited me to rest in his bedroom.

Because I didn't know how to face Xie Dongrong when I went back, I agreed.

When he was simply packing up, he was in the room, sitting on the bed and reading a book in silence, without saying anything, and he didn't even glance over here.

I'm going back to the capital soon, and I really don't want this situation to be the result of our trip, but often, reality cannot be controlled by others.

Before going to the training ground on the last day, Xie Dongrong walked up to me and said to me in a very indifferent tone: "You don't need to come."

But the rest of the staff didn't intend to stop me.

Considering that he didn't wear the belongings I gave him, I finally followed him shamelessly.

Xie Dongrong's complexion was very bad, even when Xie Ningbai talked to him, he ignored him.

This was really the worst possible ending to the trip.

Why do I want things to be like this?I realize that this seems to be the worst fight I've ever had with Xie Dongrong, but I can't help it, I don't even know how to mend my relationship with him this time.

I thought, it’s okay, we’ll be fine when we go to the capital later, when the princess invites us to have dinner together, I take advantage of the opportunity to express our intimacy to him, then there should be no problem.

It's okay, I thought.

I was wrong.

This is not the worst ending of the trip.

I also didn't expect Xie Dongrong to fall ill during the most intense training period, in the tall mech cabin.

This time he didn't go crazy, but was hit in the head by the mechanical arm that slammed down due to a control error, bleeding all over the ground, and passed out directly.

I was almost dumbfounded, I didn't even know what was going on when he was carried out on a stretcher by a huge crowd.

Returning to the base as quickly as possible, he was transferred to the infirmary, and many tests were done to ensure that his brain was not subjected to severe collisions.

The next day, when everyone returned to the capital together, he was urgently transferred to the intensive care unit of the local hospital.

There seems to be something special about him, which makes it difficult to deal with his wounds. Of course, this "specialness" is beyond my knowledge.

Even because of this, I couldn't go into the ward to see him.

I tried to explain it to the instructors and doctors, but they excluded me on the grounds of "major confidentiality".

I wandered outside the ward for a whole day, but I couldn't even see him.

By the way, I forgot to mention that Xie Ningbai didn't leave either. As the person who stayed behind to take care of Xie Dongrong, she was able to pass through without hindrance.

Every time she went in and out of the ward, she would give me a little glance, and finally she seemed to be moved by my tragedy. She came up and said to me: "He's okay, he just keeps fainting, don't worry, the instructor told me Having said that, you can apply to go back, and the base will arrange a car for you."

I said no, I told her that Xie Dongrong needed me, but she stared at me with an inexplicable look. I went to the doctor and tried to explain my relationship with Xie Dongrong to them, but they thought it was a fantasy. .

Obviously, it is something that everyone knows in the capital, but it has become a myth here.

I asked them why Xie Ningbai could go in, and it was still as a family member.

They answered me: "Because she is his fiancée."