the one who lives in my body

My mother and I found an apartment building with a remote location but a relatively bright environment.

Housing prices in the capital are very expensive. She originally wanted to live closer to the aristocratic circle in the middle of the country, but the economic base determines the superstructure. I believe that the empty cheap apartment is enough to make my mother realize the cruelty of the real world.

After all, she had spent 12 years in her dream, and it was reasonable for her to accept such a huge gap, which she was not yet mentally prepared to accept for a while.

Helping my mother tidy up her dresses, jewelry, and cosmetics that are used to support the scene. Since I have moved out of the princess mansion, most of these things should be useless. I am constantly thinking about how to persuade my old man Mom sold most of the luxuries, leaving only some necessities, which should be enough.

After all, she has no job now, and my tuition fee for the next semester has not yet been paid.

"But Ah Shu." My mother found an invitation card from nowhere, and looking at the lines on it, I knew it must be another invitation letter from a countess's family, "Madam Ning invited me last time, I have to go... ..."

I knew that she was obliquely rejecting my unreasonable request to sell some of her jewelry. I really couldn't bear to tell her that maybe Mrs. Ning reluctantly agreed with her just for the sake of the princess.

"Shen Yi, can you be more sober?" Picking up her skirts one by one from the bed, I turned my head to look at her, "Perhaps you want your son to drop out of school and work to support you, a fake nobleman?"

What I said obviously hit her sore spot. She stood there helplessly for a while, looking like she was about to cry. Obviously, she couldn't refute.

When I walked in front of her, it was different from when I was a child. At this moment, I can completely look down on her, "I have found a job, you should also find a way to make some money. Now we are not the same as before, but we still have to live of."

For a long time, my mother didn't speak. I knew that she was crying.

Perhaps for her, the reality is really too cruel.

Unfortunately, because my heart was too heavy, I couldn't empathize with her smoothly in the end.

He gently hugged her and comforted her, but what he was thinking in his heart was——

In fact, if she was willing to save money well, the two of us would not be so embarrassed. In the past years, her salary was not low at the princess's house every month, but she couldn't bear it and she liked to go out with the princess. In order to support herself, She never misses new models of various famous brands.

I never paid attention to the nobles she talked about all the year round, but I vaguely knew that my mother might have become a joke in their circle.

It's not that the princess has never mentioned such things to her, but my mother has always been a face-saving person. She is used to pretending to be very rich. I once suspected that the princess was cheated by her. Of course, I didn't either. I survived the disaster. In fact, I didn't know about the fact that there was no savings at home until I moved out of the Princess Mansion.

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The next day, standing in front of the "Mid-mountain" gate, I sincerely thanked myself for my foresight. This is a newly opened armor shop. The decoration of the store is quite like cyberpunk. When I saw it recruiting armor The assembler went to occupy a pit in advance. At that time, the original intention was to earn pocket money, but now when he came to its door, he showed the posture of supporting his family.

The owner of the store is a fiery woman, surnamed Wang. She received me very warmly, and asked when the little classmate who was with me a few days ago would come.

Guessing that she was talking about Sun Yuze, I took out my cell phone and called him.

"Hey, Ah Shu... what's the matter?" Sun Yuze's tone was very excited at the moment. I guessed that this guy must have encountered something good, so I didn't talk nonsense to him, "I'm in Mid-Levels, are you coming?"

"I won't come," Sun Yuze didn't hesitate much, and the free and easy words between words are simply enviable, "Something happened at home recently... It's too complicated, I'll tell you when I get to school."

"Okay, then I'll hang up first." Without further ado, I hung up the phone at the right time. In fact, something happened to my family, and I haven't told anyone about it yet. It's not a good thing after all.

Regarding Sun Yuze's absence, the proprietress just waved her hand knowingly, "It's okay, as long as you are here." She led me to sit in front of the workbench, and briefly told me what I needed to do. Eye, "Do it well, genius brother."

If I were a straight man, I would lose my soul if I was praised by such an extremely charming woman. Fortunately, I like men. After all, I am still so young, and I don’t want to become a workaholic who lingers in the workplace early.

When I hold the parts in my hand, time will pass extremely fast, and the mecha in my hand is gradually taking shape. At this time, I can't help but rejoice that I have a little talent for assembling mecha. This mecha club is based on the number of pieces of mecha assembled It’s for billing, that is to say, as long as I assemble enough and fast enough, I don’t have to worry about food and tuition. Fortunately, the proprietress is not a person who only cares about academic qualifications and schools, otherwise I really don’t know what to do .

In fact, I wish I had learned more about mechs than anything I've learned in school these days.

It's a pity that mech-related courses are only available at the Maodian Academy located in the middle of the capital, where almost all the nobles go to school, not only because of the high tuition fees, but also because...

It has an invisible threshold.

Enrollment requires the introduction of a certain nobleman, and this nobleman must be a character who can speak in the empire.

When the work was finished, it was nearly dusk. Before I left, I had a few words with the proprietress, and finally got permission to take some parts back to continue working.

Yue Mo saw the tiredness on my face, and the proprietress patted my shoulder, "Don't be so downcast, genius brother."

She always called me genius brother, walking on the bridge in the capital city, looking at the river water dyed red by the setting sun, recalling what the proprietress said, I couldn't help laughing, what kind of genius am I?The proprietress is really, it's strange to flatter people.

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When I got home, I saw my mother standing in the middle of the living room. She was wearing an evening gown, and she was observing herself with the shadow reflected by the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room.

I am very familiar with this kind of scene. In the past, whenever she was going to attend a certain dinner party the next day, she would do this. The princess’s house has a large cloakroom filled with all kinds of dresses, Her clothes often occupy only a small corner.

She didn't even notice that I'd come home, she just danced to the rhythm of nothingness, mesmerized.

She danced beautifully, even better than a princess, but what was the use of that?

"What are you doing?" I tried my best not to let my voice cool down.

Shen Yi turned around and stared at me with bewildered eyes. Three seconds later, she smiled and said, "The princess called today. The invitation letter from Mrs. Ning a few days ago, you know, she called me go with her."

There was a sigh of relief in my chest. For a while, I just stood there and stared at her. I suddenly felt that it was meaningless for me to go out to make money so hard today, but in the end, I just said: "You shouldn't go."

"But An Zhen called me." She is like a little girl, I dare say her heart has never grown up for a moment, I even feel that I am the parent and she is a disobedient daughter.

"If you go, it will definitely bring trouble to the princess's family. Didn't you personally propose to leave Naming? Shen Yi, I really don't understand your thoughts. Have you considered our future? Or, Even for a moment, have you considered me?" At that moment, my emotions suddenly exploded, deep down, I knew it shouldn't be, but I just couldn't control myself.

Sometimes, I complain in my heart that my mother is selfish, but at this moment, I suddenly realize very clearly that maybe I am the most selfish person.

Mom didn't question my anger, she just lowered her head, which she would do every time she felt she had done something wrong, and the room fell into endless silence, because the room was so empty, I even had the illusion that I could still I heard waves of echoes that belonged to me.

"Today I went out to look for a job," my mother's voice was very thin, "A family I met before needed a nanny." She said the last two words very lightly, as if she was ashamed to speak.

In fact, the moment she said the first sentence, I already softened my heart, and I couldn't say harsh words anymore, because I knew she was very fragile.

"I also bought some of my jewelry...they have depreciated a bit, but your school money and your living expenses must be enough."

This time I was completely speechless. I sat down on the sofa and stared at my hands. Naturally, it was impossible for me to apologize to her.

"Shushu, I want you to go to Maodian." She sat next to me, her voice was as soft as ever.

I turned away, not even knowing what she was saying, "Do you know how much that would cost?"

Mom just put her hand on mine, and only at that moment did I see the word "mother" on her face.

"I know you have always wanted to learn about mechs, we can ask the princess..."

Before she finished speaking, I got up and interrupted her, "Impossible, we shouldn't have contact with the princess and her family now, don't think about what you have, I'm going to sleep."

Back in my room, I closed my eyes slightly, although I have to admit that when she said that she would let me go to Maodian, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated a lot.

However, I know and understand her. Many times, she doesn't think too much about her words, and sometimes she makes inappropriate decisions. She is fine at work, especially in life...

Besides, at such a moment, how can you bother the princess and their family?Sometimes I really don't understand the way my mother thinks, if she does, then what's the point of us moving out of their house?

Not to mention whether my mother would be embarrassed, anyway, during the 12 years of living in that mansion, almost every day, I was troubled by the psychology that I could not live in peace of mind.

At this time, very inexplicably, I thought of Xie Dongrong.

If possible, I really want to touch his face again. In my imagination, the temperature of his skin is slightly lower than that of ordinary people, but it is extremely elastic, white and smooth...I don’t know if he has opened his eyes now .