the one who lives in my body

That night, again, I did it with Xie Dongrong.

To be honest, through some of his actions these few times, I know that he is completely different from his previous state. Perhaps because of what he said, his physical condition has gradually stabilized by now.

His movements were very gentle, and I felt that I was being cared for by him. Sitting on him, he gently stroked my hair and said some extremely soft and dreamy love words.

"I haven't been able to sleep well recently, and I keep dreaming about things from the past, only to realize...the me in the past was really bad to you. You don't forgive me, and you are indifferent to me. It is understandable." Kissed lightly On my cheek, his voice was very soft, "Sometimes I really want to let you go, but every time I meet you, I can't help but want to get close to you, I will force you to stay in the capital, you have Didn't blame me?"

How should I answer?In fact, what I want to say most at this moment is to do what you want, and don't babble here, but in the end, I still say: "To be honest, I can't ignore you. Your body needs me, so I have to Leave."

"Body?" Xie Dongrong repeated the word, I thought maybe he misunderstood me, but I don't bother to argue at the moment.

Sure enough, his hairy head came close to my shoulder, "Do you think I did so many stupid things just because of my body?" There was a bit of sarcasm in his tone, and sure enough, even if he tried his best to put away his edge, he is, Occasionally, I still can't help but raise the spikes.

I lowered my eyes and chose not to answer.

He didn't speak anymore, but gradually accelerated his strength.

"Tao Shu..."

I shuddered, being watched deeply by him.

He said: "Actually, I have been working hard. At least these few times... it is not because of animal nature."

It turned out that he knew that everything he did was due to animal nature.

"I tried my best to restrain myself, and I also thought about asking you to leave to avoid the limelight." As he said, he gradually tightened his arms around me, "But I always feel that as long as I say that, you won't turn back gone."

This man is so strange, he clearly speaks such serious and sad words, but his actions are so obscene.

"I'm healed now, believe it or not, I can bear not having sex with you for a long time, until you say you are willing?"

I do not believe.

"But whether you can and whether you want to or not are two different things."

I couldn't respond to his words, I was just barking, teased by the movement of his hands, wrapped up in his aggression.

"Ashu..."

how to say?Maybe I also like the love with him, and I am happy to see his changes, but I can't convince myself to care about him and love him as much as before. If he needs, I can stay by his side, but If I can stay away, I can also leave without nostalgia.

Honestly, even I can't see through myself.

When I woke up the next morning, I mentioned to Xie Dongrong the mecha that was about to be completed.

He paused for a moment and said that he would go to see it when he had time.

This makes me a little bit upset, because it always gives me a feeling that he doesn't care much about the results of my labor in the past few months, and besides, without his acceptance, I will not be able to check out smoothly and then leave the mech manufacturing park. leave.

The moment Xie Dongrong looked at me, he seemed to see the emotion in my eyes. He came over and kissed my forehead, "When this time passes, let's go and see it together, shall we?"

The tenderness in his words made me feel numb all over, and I was at a loss as to what to do.

The finishing work of the mecha is still in progress. During this period, I gradually heard some rumors, saying that the imperial edict that Wang named An Hexuan as the heir was actually a fake, and the real one was destroyed by the queen. .

Of course, I also went to see the princess, and I have to say that a personal visit is wonderful. The princess pulled me and talked a lot in a soft voice. I asked her why she didn’t look well recently, and if she was sick. After a moment of silence, she told me: "A friend of mine could be in danger and there's nothing I can do about it."

Is it Mr. Meng?Maybe for a moment, the princess and I agreed, "It's okay, a lucky man has his own destiny, since he is innocent, he won't be..." I couldn't help but feel a little guilty when I said this, because I realized that these chicken soup It can be said that it is useless in the face of the pressure of power.

"I asked my husband and Dongrong before, hoping that they would try their best to keep that friend of mine, but now I'm afraid again, will my request harm them in turn?" The princess smiled sheepishly, "Although this kind of worry is really naive, I still can't help thinking about it sometimes, although I won't change my mind because of it."

"It doesn't matter." Gently, I put my hand on the back of the princess's hand, "Since that person is the key, then in itself, co-existence is a necessary condition. Don't worry, they will be fine."

The princess gave me a faint smile, "Shushu is right, I think so too."

I know that the status of the Naming family is no longer what it used to be, and it is very likely that it will be precarious. For a while, I don't know how to comfort the princess. I really want to tell the princess that if something happens The big deal is that your family will all go to Nancheng, and I will find a way to arrange everything for you.

Of course, I know that such thinking is naive, maybe I can only say: "I will do my best and do everything I can."

·

Before meeting Xie Dongrong again, I received a call from the old man.

He told me that Mr. Fang's daughter was getting married, and asked if I would like to come back to celebrate.

"Also, I heard that there is not much peace in the capital recently. It just so happens that your mecha is about to be completed. Take this opportunity and come back."

I know that the old man is implying that I will leave the capital as soon as possible. In my capacity, the consequences of being involved in some political struggles will be as conceivable as tragic.

I agreed.

Looking at the towering tree-shaped mecha in the monitor, I feel proud but at the same time feel a little bit reluctant.

Then, I asked Xie Dongrong to meet.

He seems to be very busy, but he agreed to my invitation right away. This time, it is the location I decided on. It is an affordable but high-end restaurant. I have chosen for a long time before I found this restaurant that is within my knowledge and economic range. Nei can be worthy of his restaurant.

He seemed a little haggard, holding the cutlery, he looked up at me, when I cast a questioning look, he smiled and said: "This seems to be the first time you have asked me out to meet after I came back. "

Yeah?I didn't expect him to remember these things, and I couldn't help but feel a little emotional. I asked him, "You don't seem to be very energetic. Didn't you sleep well recently?"

"It's okay." Through the reflection of the glass window, Xie Dongrong glanced at his side face, he raised his eyebrows slightly: "Is it because of dark circles?"

Before I could answer, the waiter came to our table with a bottle of wine, "Sir, this is the wine you ordered." When I took a closer look, I was dumbfounded, and a flower was tied on the side of the bottle. Exquisite little roses, if you take a closer look, there are flower patterns around the bottle that are different from those in the past.

"This is a special offer for Valentine's Day. I wish you a happy meal." After speaking, the waiter gave us a sweet smile, then turned and left.

What...so today is Valentine's Day?Almost no one talks about this kind of lover-related topic at work. It seems that I really picked a good day.

Xie Dongrong smiled, took the time to pick up the wine bottle, carefully looked at the pattern on it, and then commented after a long time: "So there is such a gaudy thing."

He seemed in a good mood.

"Yeah." Not wanting to spoil the harmonious atmosphere at the moment, "I haven't drank it either, try it."

Gently took off the rose from the mouth of the bottle, Xie Dongrong inserted it in the center of the decorative vase.

After taking a sip, I, having already drank the wine in the palace, instantly realized that to Xie Dongrong, this wine was probably nothing more than a street stall that can be seen everywhere on the roadside.

"Not bad." Putting down the wine glass, Xie Dongrong gave me an unexpected comment, "Although it's a bit too sweet, but I like it very much." He pursed his lips lightly, and I saw his bright red lips. The tip of the tongue, and then turned his face in a daze.

When walking side by side on the street, Xie Dongrong said: "Suddenly remembered that you used to buy me presents, I thought you forgot, why, now remember?"

I smiled, feeling guilty and sad, "You didn't give me a gift before, so let's take it as a gift in return."

"You didn't ask for it, so what kind of gift is that?" Xie Dongrong said, "Some time ago, the mecha model assembly device has the latest model, do you like it?"

I do not like!This "exchange" of unequal value made me even more guilty. It was just a meal. Staring at Xie Dongrong's raised eyebrows, I suddenly didn't know how to speak.

That night, I didn't intend to have sex with him, but it ended up like that, really...

Xie Dongrong was very active, this time he slowed down his pace, and still teased in my ear, saying: "I want to prove myself."

Just saw it and I didn't understand what he was trying to do until he kissed my belly button and down...

I never thought that Xie Dongrong would do this kind of thing for me. Although I have done it for him many times in the past, and in a kneeling position, when all this is reversed, the impact on my heart is nothing but is another shock.

He raised his face to observe my expression, then slanted the corners of his mouth and smiled, and then continued.

A shiver, I didn't expect that I would confess so soon.

his face...

I was almost panicked, but he just stared at me observingly, without any impurity.

"Do you still want it?" After wiping it clean for him, this was the first sentence he said.

I have forgotten whether I agreed or not, but he continued anyway.

It turns out that this is the feeling from top to bottom, staring at Xie Dongrong's face, I gently stroked his eyelashes.

He seemed to expand without me even realizing it.

Anyway, in the end, all the benefits he gave were taken back.

There are marks on the chest, so that it is a bit shameful to wear a T-shirt to go out.

It hurts when I sit up.

It is not surprising that Xie Dongrong is not here, I thought he left because he was busy.

But while I was washing up, he walked in with breakfast.

The moment I looked at him, I felt a little guilty for no reason.

After breakfast, I sat opposite him, and after a little deliberation, I said, "Xie Dongrong, your mecha has been completed, and I plan to go back to Nancheng."

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