the one who lives in my body

Both of my mother’s parents died, and she is getting older. Her wedding process is somewhat different from traditional marriages. This difference will inevitably cause people to discuss a bit more. lively voice--

"I never thought there would be such a woman in this world..."

"She can be considered over the top."

"I know, the former Shen family."

"What are you waiting for infatuatedly? Didn't there be rumors about her and the Ning family's scandal before? And the one above..."

"Have some morals!"

"This span is too big. From a declining nobleman to the eldest wife of the Tao family, all these years of suffering are worth it. If you want me, I will do it."

"...Then what happened to that little one? Tao Xinguang? It doesn't seem to be her child."

"..."

No matter what the outside world says, at this moment, looking at my mother's smiling face, I know she is happy.

This is enough for me.

The lengthy ceremony process is followed by meal time.

During this period, a small episode occurred.

An unpleasant episode.

This episode happened secretly, if An Jingtong and I hadn't paid special attention to it, we might not have discovered it.

It is very simple to summarize, that is, the Queen's fork accidentally dropped on the ground.

Then she asked the princess to help her pick it up.

Anyway, the princess can be considered a noble woman, and she is still the younger sister of the former king. According to her status, she should not agree to the queen's rude request.

After staring at the princess for a moment, the queen did not back down.

In the end, the princess still lowered her body and picked it up for her.

Then the queen helped the princess with food.

She caught a lot, and she wanted the princess to eat them all.

Without much resistance, the princess had an elegant posture and stuffed all those things into her stomach.

It was the first time I saw such an uncomfortable expression on the princess's face.

Several times, I couldn't stand An Jing and wanted to get up, but An Jingtong held me back and shook his head.

Yes, if I go now, in my capacity, I may actually harm the princess...or the people around me.

The queen kept laughing. We didn't hear what she said to the princess.

Just when the banquet was coming to an end and the queen was about to get up, the goblet on the table fell down.

Her moonlight long dress was stained and dirty in an instant.

Then I heard the princess say, "Oh, really, why are you so careless?"

There was no deliberately suppressed voice. The princess smiled and looked at the queen with a bit of ridicule on her face, but no malice could be seen.

Someone followed the queen, and not long after, an attendant took out a piece of gauze material similar in color to her skirt to cover up the wine stain. The princess sat quietly on the spot, watching their panic, and chewed the wine in her mouth calmly. She seemed to have noticed my gaze at this time, her eyes widened slightly in surprise, and then she waved at me lightly, as usual.

As a junior, I naturally couldn't run to the princess and say indignantly, "The queen is bullying you", and so on. After everyone left the table one after another, I took An Jingtong to the princess.

"There was a small episode." The princess laughed, "Don't laugh at me."

An elegant and funny woman, I gave her a slight forehead, and formally introduced An Jingtong beside me to the princess.

"Jingtong came to Naming before, but he didn't talk much," the princess smiled, staring at An Jingtong's face, "Shushu and Jingtong are innocent children, no wonder they can play together."

As if embarrassed by the princess' praise, An Jingtong lowered his head and blushed.

"I thought Dongrong was looking for you, so you're not by your side?" The princess's words made me a little surprised, recalling what Xie Dongrong said in my ear before, I couldn't help feeling guilty.

"I just met him, but he made an appointment with some other friends of his, so he left." I explained.

There is no doubt about him, the princess believed it.

In fact, the focus of this wedding is not only the couple who are no longer young, Tao Xinguang is also a big topic of conversation among those who love gossip in the capital.

"The son of his ex-wife?"

"Little San?"

"I heard that she will marry Namin."

"Then this doesn't mean flying up a branch and turning into a phoenix!"

"Isn't it? In fact, if it weren't for the current situation, the one from the Princess' family, tsk, is the flower of Gaoling, how could it be his turn?"

I felt uncomfortable listening to some words, so I dragged An Jingtong to the outfield and played with Qiu Xingwen.

In the past when I was a student, I acted as a middleman so that the two of them could call each other "acquaintances." , it can be regarded as happy.

I think I'm pretty lucky. Without them, I'm afraid I'd be even more at a loss as to what to do at this wedding.

After the wedding, my mother sent a message, hoping that I could see her again.

From a distance, I saw her gently nestled in Tao Wenyan's arms, beside Tao Xinguang who was smiling, there was no room for me to set foot in that place, so I replied: "There is a gate control in the park. Friends go back first."

My mother didn't reply again, but Tao Wenyan sent a message not long after——just became a family, why don't we have a meal together at night or have a family gathering?The Tao family really wants to see you.

Look at me?What do you see me doing?Going to be a monkey for people to watch?

Turning the communication device to Do Not Disturb, Qiu Xingwen and I first sent An Jingtong back to the palace, and then at Qiu Xingwen's suggestion, we went to have a little bit of a skewer and drank two bottles of wine, not as drunk as last time. To the point of being slightly drunk.

When I got back to the dormitory, I lay down, covered my body with the quilt, and turned off the Do Not Disturb mode, only to see that Xie Dongrong had sent me several messages and made several phone calls.

In fact, he didn't forget what he said, but... subconsciously escaped, the inexplicable guilt in his heart didn't know what was going on, and he was hesitating whether to call, Xie Dongrong called again.

"Hey."

"I'm outside your bedroom."

"Oh, right away..." Why did you go out so obediently?Just because of what the doctor said, that agreement that was close to a "hook-up"?

Qiu Xingwen obviously didn't understand what I was going to do at this time. He asked, but I could only make nonsense and said, "Mom told me to go over."

"Do you want me to take you?"

"Hey, don't forget that you're still drinking, I'll just find a substitute driver."

I don't want Qiu Xingwen to know that I am still mixed up with Xie Dongrong. The bond between me and him can't be explained clearly in a few words. This kind of weird relationship may be incomprehensible to others.

Xie Dongrong's car was indeed parked not far from the door, very conspicuous.

Looking at him in a light-colored suit from the car window, I think that if he was driving a white horse instead of a car, it would be more in line with his current appearance.

Like a prince.

"Why are you in a daze? Get in the car." Xie Dongrong said.

Where are you going?The river view at night fascinates me, and the beauty of the night view of the capital lies in the beauty of this bustling atmosphere.

Will you go to his house?That would be far away, I originally thought it would be fine to solve it directly in the school hotel, but I dare not tell Xie Dongrong.

"Did you have fun today?" Finally, Xie Dongrong asked.

"It's okay." I said.

"Looking at your bright smile, I thought you must be very happy." Xie Dongrong's tone didn't look like he was happy for me.

"Why, could it be that you are observing me in secret?" This is a bit shameless to say the truth, if it was in the past, Xie Dongrong's cynicism would be unavoidable.

"Yes, I'm looking at you, but you don't seem to notice where I am at all, and you haven't looked for me at all." Xie Dongrong's self-deprecating words made me suffocate slightly, and the feeling of falling pain was my own. They all feel strange.

"I thought you were out with your friends." Why explain?Actually, I don't need to explain at all.

"Friends?" After a pause, Xie Dongrong said, "I'm not like you, I have so many good friends."

Yeah?But those noble sons obviously treat you like a brother, and treat you very well.

"I have only one... 'friend'."

Are you willing to call me a friend at this time?

Oh, yes, for a person like Xie Dongrong who is good at disguising, even if he is very close to him, it is difficult to know his true face. Just being a "friend" is not enough for him to let go of everything.

The car stopped, and the moon was printed on the water by the deserted river. It was beautiful, but it was probably because it was getting late, so no one else appreciated it except me and Xie Dongrong.

"Tao Shu." Turning his head slightly, Xie Dongrong said, "Come here."

It seems he wants to be here.

I didn't go there, I just punched my body to the front row and kissed him on the cheek, "Can I go indoors?"

"No." Under the night, Xie Dongrong's blue eyes seemed seductive, "It's right here."

Well, the distance here is also short, and it saves money, which is not incomprehensible.

Before long, the air in the car became very hot.

Xie Dongrong opened the skylight, and I lay on my back, and I happened to be able to see the moon in the sky.

Xie Dongrong's eyes were like the sea, for a moment, I seemed to be lying on a small boat in the sea, the ripples pushed the boat to sway, and I hummed meaninglessly.

I heard Xie Dongrong calling my name.

He said, "Can you marry me, Shu?"

How can you believe what a man says in bed?

I didn't answer, he kept asking, from gentle to fierce, I began to wonder if Xiaozhou was about to encounter a tsunami.

Xie Dongrong seemed to force me to submit.

"Let's get married, Ah Shu." After he finished speaking, he kissed me and didn't let me answer.

"I want to be with you all the time, okay?" He made me sit up, and I could no longer see the moon, so I could only hold his shoulders with both hands and bear his strength, his hands gently wrapped around the back of my head, Another deep kiss.

"You can only call like that." Narrowing his eyes, Xie Dongrong frowned, "Speak."

I had a fever and didn't know what to say, so I just called his name.

He called me only the last two words.

I am obedient.

Later, as if he was satisfied with this, his movements softened again.

He said that the posture of me sitting in his arms is called tenderness.

I felt very uncomfortable because there was something in my body that didn't belong to me, and it was very hot, and I had to be kissed by him every now and then.

"I feel that I'm in a good state recently," Xie Dongrong began to tell me the truth, "Look, as long as you don't reject me, we will be fine."

"Stable? Physical condition?" I asked him.

"Well," Xie Dongrong put his chin on my shoulder, "it's good...it would be better if you were more active."

Why?I don't understand, I don't think I have any interest at all, does he think it's "good" in this kind of cold treatment?

It's strange, because of this, I feel very sad. In my impression, Xie Dongrong should not be like this.

So I made a wrong decision.

I turned around and kissed his lips.

I don't know what he took this for, anyway, he became agitated or violent in an instant.

When I got out of the car with trembling legs, I realized that being kind to Xie Dongrong was a big mistake.

He drove me to his house and wanted to go into the bathroom and clean it up with me.

A fool would agree.