the one who lives in my body

The air froze for a moment, Xie Dongrong put his arm on my shoulder, and his face was like a joke between friends.

"Hahahaha, it makes sense to say that!" As the main force in the hot spot, Tao Wenyan was the first to laugh hypocritically, "But is Tao Shu interested in men? I don't think I've ever heard of him having such an orientation. .”

It can’t be blamed that he doesn’t understand me, because my orientation is often only shown in front of Xie Dongrong all the year round. It makes sense that others can’t see me. Although my mother lives with me all the year round, I rarely share it with her. It's not surprising that they don't know about my emotional problems.

"Okay." Patted Xie Dongrong's hand on my shoulder, squinted at him with a warning look, met my gaze, Xie Dongrong's expression remained unchanged, but hinted at something, and squeezed my cheek Shoulder.

Enough is enough...

"However, it would be great if that's the case." The princess spoke at the right time, and she smiled, "The two children have been together since childhood, and they have such a tacit understanding with each other. I used to think that there would be no such thing in this world. There's no one else who understands each other as well as they do."

The princess said it easily, and the words were put on the dinner table, and in the eyes of everyone at that time, it was just a joke to enliven the atmosphere.

Maybe only the person involved knows, that is an undoubted fact.

There is no other person in this world who understands each other as well as he and I do.

·

When the door was closed, there was a messy sound, a thud, the sound of a hard collision between the back and the wardrobe.

I took Xie Dongrong by the collar and pressed him hard against the closet. He didn't resist, but just looked at me with smiling eyes, slightly curled his hands, and held my body vainly. "What's the matter?" Facing my serious and ruthless expression, he was probably the only one who could still deal with it calmly.

"Why do you say that?" I think my tone was a little violent, "With our current relationship, you should know that it is not appropriate."

Staring at me, as if absent-minded, Xie Dongrong's eyes were gloomy for a moment, but the next moment he laughed again, "It's just a matter of fact, isn't that true? Besides, we have already been together."

He is really a person who is very good at throwing problems back to the original point. Maybe he is right. No one present except my mother took that joke seriously.

"To be honest, Tao Wenyan's cleverness makes me feel quite funny," Xie Dongrong raised the corners of his lips slightly, "I want to 'kiss each other more', and also to keep Na Ming, of course I understand, but this matter itself is all about you I would like to, rather than let Tao Xinguang come over to please me, it is better to directly become an adult."

His face darkened, and I don't understand why Xie Dongrong can still say such a thing, "I don't think I and you can be regarded as your love and my wish."

"..." Xie Dongrong was silent, and finally, he put his warm palm on my waist, and gradually lowered it like a caress. After a long while, he chuckled, "How could it be? Today, you must be jealous. "

His strength was not strong, but he had a trembling sense of illusion. After a short while, he passed over the cloth and touched the skin directly. It was self-evident what he was going to do.

"I don't understand what you're talking about." I pulled his wrist hard, trying to stop his movement, I said coldly.

"...You don't want to see me sitting with Tao Xinguang and help you drive him away. You smiled. When I kissed you, your eyes were gentle. Do you think I can't see your little thoughts? You Obviously...you don't hate me that much, but you still have to pretend to hate me, you just want to make me feel bad, don't you?" He leaned over, breathing weakly by his ears, with a little excitement, or perhaps Delighted smile.

I should have refuted sharply, but I couldn't say a word. His eyes were like deep oceans. The next moment, he closed his eyes and kissed him.

He observed me so carefully and watched my every move. The feeling of being spied on made me a little scared, and I put my hands on his shoulders, but he regarded this as a response and stuck closer to him.

Staring at his bright lips, the tip of my tongue that I just retracted was still stained with whose body fluid, I turned my eyes away, "Don't talk about him, I didn't talk about this with you originally."

The skirt was pulled open, Xie Dongrong leaned close, and stroked it unceremoniously, "Ashu, I'm hungry." He looked down at me, with a smile on his mouth, "I want to eat."

Well, I'm afraid at this moment, his mind has been occupied by other emotions, and he has completely forgotten what I want to talk to him.

That's right, anyway, I can't talk to this person.

I gave up struggling.

"Just do it."

Lying on the bed, gently stroking the hairy head on his chest, I don't understand why he looks so happy, is it because of the "jealous" he insisted on?

Yes, maybe I'm jealous, but is that worth his joy?After all, before, he simply dismissed these emotions of mine.

"Fuck..." When I was bitten and grinded by my teeth, I beat him lightly, looked into his eyes, and I knew he was dissatisfied with my distraction.

His technique is also pretty good...

I was probably also obsessed with ghosts, recalling the feeling of that night, I had a little thought, and Xie Dongrong also wanted it, and I couldn't refuse it, so I did it so logically.

Xie Dongrong is very vengeful, he probably can only use his body to whip my indifference, very hard, and merciless, but every time he finds a certain point that can make me happy.

I knew that he wasn't really technically incompetent.

The previous him... How should I put it, maybe he was too proud, or maybe he was too confident at that time, thinking that I would be infinitely tolerant and love him forever.

No, maybe he still believes so firmly now, it's just that he may have added some conditions.

Then we kissed again.

To be honest, inexplicably, I am somewhat repulsed by his kissing movements, but his pursuit makes me sink.

I don't think I can understand myself anymore, all I think is that when I wake up the next morning, I don't want to face Xie Dongrong who is looking at me with a happy face.

I know that would soften my heart and make me feel guilty.

So enduring the discomfort in the rear, I greeted the princess early the next morning, and I fled.

Not long after, Xie Dongrong asked for a communication, but I didn't dare to answer.

He also sent me a message -

"Where have you been?"

"why do not you answer?"

"Tao Shu, don't do this, okay?"

"I originally thought that I would take you to see something today, and you agreed last night."

What did you promise?I can't remember at all, he asked me to say a lot, but the pleasure of the flesh made it impossible for me to discern so much.

Every time after doing it, his attitude towards me will naturally become much closer, and sometimes even I faintly start to forget what we said before.

Of course not.

·

In the end, the wedding between Tao Wenyan and Shen Yi was still held. In order to avoid the national funeral, it was a little later than the original holiday.

I didn't want to go, but An Jingtong approached me with an invitation card full of excitement and said many congratulatory words.

Looking at those clear eyes, for a while, I was too embarrassed to tell him that my relationship with Tao Wenyan was actually extremely bad.

If you take An Jingtong with you, you might be happier.

Then I received a call from Qiu Xingwen. His tone was full of flattery, and he asked me, "Did you send me the invitation?"

No, I think it is very likely that Tao Wenyan is playing tricks again. Of course, it is also possible for my mother to cut first and play later.

So, in the end, I had no choice but to open the message list. After the message from Shen Yi, please tell me the time and place, I replied——I will go, as a guest.

I am too lazy to think about my mother’s mood. Maybe she will cry when she wears the wedding dress because of this sentence, but she is "happy" after all. I am just a small episode that disturbs her emotions, nothing more.

It has to be said that the Tao family had a great ostentation, and the guests invited to the banquet were all famous people from all walks of life.

When An Jingtong walked between them holding his arm, many people looked sideways. I thought they might have recognized us. What would they say?I don't know and don't want to know.

Among the peers I met in the Tao family, there was a man of the same level as me. I vaguely remembered that I had a little contact with him in the past. At this moment, he stood in front of me with a red face and told me that my mother was fixing her makeup in the courtyard. Want to see me very much, he came to show me the way.

For a moment, I didn't know what mood I was in. Everyone seemed to think that today was a great day, except me.

Of course, I followed in the end. Although I may not experience the feeling of "marrying a daughter" in this life, it must be similar to "marrying a mother". I want to hear what she wants to say to me in the end.

At my mother's place, I met Shen Fan who had been away for a long time, and... An Guo.

Shen Fan was leaning on a cane, and An Guo was standing beside him. After a few years, she had grown a lot taller, and she had lost all her raw childishness at the beginning, and she had become a big girl.

I feel a little guilty, because I seldom think of her these years.

She obviously recognized me, "Brother Shu!" She happily took two steps towards me, then lowered her head with a blushing face, and stepped back slightly.

She has really grown up.

"Our little Anguo has grown up." Walking in front of her, I wanted to touch her head, but suddenly felt that it was inappropriate, so I finally just said this.

"Hmph, you didn't think of me at all!" Stomped slightly, but the girl's complaining voice just rightly enlivened the atmosphere, and I couldn't help laughing.

Later, I learned that not long after I left, An Guo was brought back to live in that small village by my uncle. She got good grades and was successfully admitted to Maodian. She also majored in armor manufacturing.

"This is what you see and hear." Smiling, Shen Fan said.

Looking at these familiar and kind people, after a long absence, I saw an expression similar to mine on my mother's face, and perhaps touched for a moment, I walked up to her and sat down beside her.

She is very beautiful today, although her cheeks are not as plump and crystal clear as that of a young girl, but she can vaguely see the pure beauty in her eyes.

"Ashu." She held my hand, with such a complicated expression on her face, but in the end she only said these two words.

At least for now, she is happy.

"Mom, come here."

There are few unoccupied corners, not to mention that as a bride, she is so eye-catching.

"I know the Tao family is a good family, but to be honest, I have never liked Tao Wenyan."

Slightly stunned, my mother opened her eyes slightly. I think maybe she was confused in her heart, why on this day when everyone was happy for her, only her son was saying these depressing words.

"He's not a single-minded man, nor can he be called affectionate...I mean..."

As if guessing what I would say, in the end my mother actually laughed, "Ah Shu wants to say, what should I do if he has close contact with other women in the future?"

It's hard to imagine that when such words came out of my mother's mouth, I still didn't hear any malice. On the contrary, there was only... helplessness.