the one who lives in my body

With the experience of answering An Jingtong's call last time, Yuemo must be guilty of guilt. This time, I really want to avoid Xie Dongrong's sight and go to another place.

But obviously, there's no place for me to hide here.

Xie Dongrong sat on the edge of the bed, and glanced over.

Of course, eventually I got through.

The old man's voice sounded from the receiver, with a rough voice, the opening remark as always, followed by some homely words, which sounded ordinary and nothing special.

My first reaction was to tell him that today I went to the Mecha Manufacturing Center in the capital and met Mr. Zhao.

But, did Yue Mo hear the subtle changes in his tone, or was it a sixth sense? "By the way, did something happen over there? That boy An Jingtong, he won't contact me after he's having fun with you guys, haha..."

At this time, on the other end of the phone, the old man's tone paused, "Ashu." He said, "Jing Tong left today with some people, who said he came from the capital."

I froze on the spot, as if the blood in my body was suddenly condensed into ice, the dual emotions of "really so" and "how could this be so" urged me, and for a moment, I couldn't feel anything.

"Why don't you tell me..." I muttered, I only said these words, my voice was a little dry, I suddenly realized that this might not be an accident, maybe there was a warning, but I didn't Spotted... or rather, didn't have the energy to notice?

What flashed through my mind quickly was that I was intoxicated in the communication with Xie Dongrong on this day but completely forgot all the connections with An Jingtong.

"He said he came from the capital city, so I thought it was you at first." The old man paused, "When he left, he also packed his things normally, and left after saying goodbye to us... There was something wrong with his expression, I only thought about it later stand up."

I was speechless for a while, according to the old man's description, did An Jingtong actually want to leave?

Recalling the words he cried and said goodbye earlier, I felt numb for a while. At that time, I was afraid that my mind was full of Xie Dongrong. An Jingtong obviously had many things that were different from usual, and I also I did notice it, but I didn't communicate with him in time due to unreasonable reasons...

Maybe a person's energy is really limited, maybe from the moment I started entangled with Xie Dongrong again, An Jingtong has been farther and farther away from me.

"He left a letter for you, and I sent it to your mother's house..." The old man's voice gradually drifted away, and my brain began to be in a state of emptiness, and my eyes drifted involuntarily, and my eyes glanced at what I could in front of me one by one. everything I saw—

A familiar room, this is Namin, the opened storage box, which should have contained the ring I made by myself, the original bookshelf has been refurbished, and there are some newly bought books related to the making of mechs on display. There is a new type of robotic arm in the cabinet, which is the one I stayed up all night to grab but never bought. There are all kinds of green plants on the small balcony of the bay window, and there are even drops of water on the leaves. There is an exquisite small lamp on the bedside table, and the incense next to it is said to have a calming effect.

I just started to look at this room carefully. Indeed, at first glance, it is still the most familiar appearance to me. However, when you pay attention, you will find that it has completely changed unconsciously. Sophisticated...

According to the princess, she should have bought it with Xie Dongrong.

Xie Dongrong?Yes, Xie Dongrong is sitting on the bed I used to sleep on. The mattress in the past was not as soft as it is now. I used to lie on it, doing things he despises, sweat and fuzzy voices. Knowing, time and time again, that has become his weapon to sting me.

I don't know why my thoughts suddenly drifted away. After a few seconds of absence, I started to think slowly——

So, how did the First Prince know of An Jingtong's whereabouts?

I had to turn my doubtful eyes to the person in the room with me in front of me, he was looking at him without any scruples, his expression was so pure and straightforward, even when I looked at him, he avoided his eyes, Is that a guilty conscience?

"I see, I will read it when I go back..."

"Well, I'll be back soon."

"Hang up, bye."

I lowered my hands, my thoughts were still stagnant, I stood in front of Xie Dongrong, staring at him straightly, so long that even he noticed something was wrong, he looked at me with suspicious eyes, I tried to get out of his Find something in the expression, but in the end nothing.

Calm down Tao Shu, maybe An Jingtong just went out to play with a certain friend?

"An Jingtong was taken away, do you know about this?" I asked Xie Dongrong like this.

Xie Dongrong sat up straight, thought for a while, and then casually said, "Oh, his brother picked him up."

"You know?" I asked back.

Yuemo was because my expression was too serious. Finally, Xie Dongrong also became serious. He didn't make unnecessary explanations, but said: "I have a good relationship with An Boyan."

"It is reasonable to say that An Boyan should not know where he is, so how did he find him?" I couldn't help asking again, although it was very inappropriate, but at this moment I could no longer speak kindly.

Xie Dongrong naturally also noticed my displeasure, "Are you questioning me?" He raised his eyes, and there was a bit of indifference in his eyes.

"I'm thinking, you're not going to be with the First Prince, we...how can we be considered friends?"

"Friend? A group?" Xie Dongrong smiled, "If your An Jingtong really liked you that much, he wouldn't be dragged away by someone. It wasn't held hostage by others, but he got into the car by himself. .”

So he still knows the details, I almost want to laugh, I don't understand why he can still act so calm and composed in front of me at this moment, without even a little bit of guilt.

With a feverish head and almost uncontrollable, I stepped forward and squinted slightly, "You know all these things? So how far have you been involved?"

"Participate? Not at all." Xie Dongrong has never been subdued, "Just because of that An Jingtong, you think I'm a sinner?" His tone was a little sarcastic, as if he had just heard a joke, "You really doubt it Don't hesitate, it turns out that the relationship between us is so fragile."

When he said this, it seemed that I was really guilty. It is undeniable that I was shaken, but soon, I felt that this was just Xie Dongrong's one-sided words. He can always do it, turning black and white, right and wrong no matter-

"Are you making friends with me? But the fact is that you know what the eldest prince is going to do, right? When we meet that day, you can tell me even a little bit..."

Xie Dongrong suddenly grinned, "Reveal? If I told you, how would you know that the two of you are vulnerable?" He smiled and reached out to grab my neckline, "Tao Shu, it's not good to be thrown away. Does it feel good? When you left the mothership, did you think that you would have this day?"

Looking at Xie Dongrong's face, I only knew that his expression was malicious, as if he was gloating at my current situation.

Vulnerable?Was thrown away?The few words that came out of Xie Dongrong's mouth made me feel chills. I didn't hear a single word of what he said next, and I didn't know where the anger came from. I raised my hand and beat Xie Dongrong hard. Pushed hard on the bed.

"Why do you even laugh at me? Why do you have it?" Pressing down on Xie Dongrong, his hands were trembling, and his fists were clenched. I really wanted to find a place to vent, but looking at this face, I just couldn't help it. Feel sad, "Why!"

I questioned him loudly.

Abandoned by others, hurt by loved ones, and finding that everything I maintain is so fragile... I know that I am just an ordinary person, these may be the inevitable process of life, of course I understand these truths .

But I don't want everything to be said in such a tone by the person in front of me.

It makes people feel that I am just a joke?

So, am I embarrassed in front of Xie Dongrong again?

So, again, I almost couldn't hold back my tears again in front of the person I didn't want to lose.

I didn't cry, as if trying to maintain my self-esteem, I opened my eyes wide.

I can't see Xie Dongrong clearly, I don't know what kind of expression Xie Dongrong is, a joke?ridicule?unexpected?Anyway, he achieved his goal.

Finally, Xie Dongrong moved.

He hugged me, and only then did I realize that when I held him down just now, I was directly straddling him.

I felt a dampness in the pinna of my ear—"I'm sorry." Almost imperceptibly.

"Shushu, don't cry, I'm sorry, I was wrong." Xie Dongrong kissed my cheek again and again, he hugged me so tightly that I almost suffocated.

Why should he apologize?I pondered this question.

Maybe from the moment I met Xie Dongrong again, everything went off the rails...

His palm was on the back of my head, and his cheek was pressed against me, gently rubbing against me like a lingering way.

Finally, he left me.

From a very close distance, his blue eyes stared at me, he was a little absent-minded, and he seemed a little sad, maybe he wasn't happy for his victory?Who knows?

Slowly, Xie Dongrong closed his eyes, turned his head slightly, and I felt his breathing gradually approaching.

kiss.

This is a sign of the reconciliation between Xie Dongrong and me. I tried to induce him to kiss me countless times, but it always failed. He always wanted me to stick to him and rub him gently like a puppy to please him.

So what is it now?

"Ashu."

Fortunately, before I backed away, the voice of my mother calling my name was accompanied by a knock on the door.

"...I'm going to open the door." I retreated quickly and got up successfully...

Blocking my mother out of the door, I smiled as if nothing had happened. Fortunately, my mother didn't mean to force her in. She just asked me if Xie Dongrong and Xie Dongrong had a good time.

"Of course, I haven't seen you for a long time, it's good." With a smile, I heard myself say, "Are we going home?"

Indeed, we are going home.

After that, everything was quite normal. In front of the parents, Xie Dongrong quickly entered the scene, as if he had forgotten everything just now, and even stayed beside the princess, saying goodbye to me and my mother with a smile.

I fled away from Namin, forcing myself to forget what had just happened.

Xie Dongrong is like a goblin, as if with just a little spell, he can easily break all my concentration and set off huge waves in my peaceful life.

Where is An Jingtong now?I think I have to find a way to find him. Although Xie Dongrong may indeed be a channel, I think talking to him will only bring me more trouble.

Surprisingly, when we left Namin, there was actually a brand-name car to pick up my mother.

I knew from my mother's expression that this was the car specially sent by her new boyfriend to pick her up.

The difference from usual is that this time my mother didn't intend to explain too much to me. She sat in the car and just greeted Mr. Driver politely. Talked to me in a nonchalant manner and started asking me how I was doing.

The driver is still ahead, and my affairs are relatively sensitive. To be cautious, I only told my mother that it was a long story, and then started to spy on her life during the time I left.

From the conversation, I learned that even after I left, my mother was doing well, because no one was watching her, and she could go to banquets and meet people from all walks of life in high society without any scruples.

And the man who sent the driver to pick her up right now had a relationship with her that he had established with her just a few months ago, so far, it seems that he treats her pretty well.

Maybe, we will get married at the end of the year.

I didn't have time to ask "Is this a bit premature"?Because I looked at my mother's expression, I knew that she was immersed in her love again.

I suddenly understood that maybe everything I imagined and arranged for her was not what she wanted, and she wanted her to leave the capital and leave this circle where she worked so hard to manage contacts?That might really be worse than killing her.

Sure enough, things often don't develop in the direction you expected. Recalling everything I planned for granted before, now I just find it ridiculous.

An Jingtong is nowhere to be seen now, and her mother has a new man.

Suddenly, I found that I seemed to be a loner. The gap between the ideal and the reality made me feel cold all over my body. Of course, the most despairing thing was that I found that I could not change all this at all.

We were sent to the community where my mother lives now. Although I knew in advance that it was no longer the original location, but when I got closer, I realized that now, my mother’s residence has become larger, brighter, and closer to the wealthy area. More like her ideal look.

This was probably a gift from that man to her.

She really does seem to be getting closer to the path she's been pursuing all along.

And I began to feel that only the small and simple rental house at the beginning was the real home, our home.

The author says:

Today is very thick and long, tomorrow rest~

I was not in a good state before, but now I have regained my strength, and I will work hard to write well in the future.

I feel that the progress is a bit slow, but when I write again, I feel that I am not writing fast. Try to correct it.