the one who lives in my body

When I moved away from Namin, the princess was very reluctant. She always hoped that my mother and I could live in Namin forever. I don't think so in my heart.

At that time, looking into the eyes of the princess, I couldn't say some words after all, so I kept some things and put them in the appearance that I might live here at any time, but the things in the cabinet were empty, and for me In other words, that room was just an empty shell of illusion designed to make the princess happy.

I didn't expect that after so many years, the princess has been taking care of that room, which made me feel an unprecedented sense of guilt, and I began to regret some of my previous thoughts - I was really too selfish gone?

The princess also said that after hearing Xie Dongrong mention that I came back, she made a special trip to buy some accessories for my room, together with Xie Dongrong.

"Many things were chosen by Dongrong!" Turning her eyes to Xie Dongrong, the princess said in a proud tone: "Shushu and Dongrong have known each other for so many years, and they know each other very well."

When the princess said this, I couldn't help turning my eyes to Xie Dongrong.

In this way, I inevitably met Xie Dongrong's eyes.

I can't tell what kind of expression he has on his face, because it's an awkward expression I've never seen before.

He didn't speak, just as if he was waiting for me to speak first, but I was really at a loss for words, and I didn't know what to do for a while.

"I can't see it." In the end, I bumped him with my elbow, "Why didn't you know you cared about me so much before?" With a pretentious voice, Xie Dongrong remained silent, as if he was watching my performance.

The atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.

Don't let the atmosphere drop to freezing point, you guy!I'm already screaming in my head.

"Isn't this a normal thing?" Fortunately, Xie Dongrong finally snorted, which was my response.

Even though our "cooperation" was not subtle, the princess still didn't find anything wrong, "It should be the first time before, Dongrong went to Shushu's room and put in a lot of thought, we dressed up really well, wait a minute Let Dongrong take Shushu to have a look..."

My mother was helping, and her relationship with the princess was still the same as usual. These two women who were coaxed by the children looked so gentle at the moment, which even made me feel unbearable.

During the meal, my mother and I didn't have much verbal communication. We never needed to talk too much. She should be able to understand me just by looking at each other.

However, according to what the princess said, is it inevitable that I have to be alone with Xie Dongrong again?

Maybe I should have a good talk with him about what happened today, but because of the awkwardness between us, I didn't know how to speak for a while.

The existence of Naming, mother, and princess made me understand that it is almost impossible for me to break contact with Xie Dongrong. We have grown up together since we were young, and there are many things that are related to each other. contacts.

Do I have to act with Xie Dongrong from now on?If it was me in the past, I might secretly be happy, but now... I suddenly realized the pain of Xie Dongrong.

I wonder if Xie Dongrong has the same feeling as me...

"Let's go, I'll take you there." After the meal, I chatted with the two ladies at the dining table for a while, and soon, it was time for the boys to leave.

Xie Dongrong got up and turned his head slightly, as if he was waiting for me.

I could only get up, and under the watchful eyes of the princess and my mother, I slowly walked towards the road I was most familiar with.

If I were allowed to go and see it alone, I think I would be very happy, after all, it is the place where I lived when I was a child, and it is also the heart of the princess... and Xie Dongrong...

"I haven't been here for so long, it's quite unexpected, the princess's heart..." In order not to make getting along awkward, I tried my best to find a topic.

"My mother asked me for my opinion on a lot of things." Xie Dongrong glanced at me, paused, and said, "Sometimes I think you are quite heartless."

Xie Dongrong's words made me freeze for a moment. At this time, we were walking through the promenade in the garden, and the moonlight was hazy.

"I actually didn't expect...you help me pick things..." When I walked into the room again, I suddenly felt helpless and ridiculous for my fantasy. It seemed that the romance was not as expected, because everyone grew up. ?

"By the way, we didn't play in the garden just now when we were young." Suddenly, I said this sentence.

Xie Dongrong stopped slightly and looked back at me. I don't know if he sensed my emotions.

He was silent for a moment, "You can play anytime."

Maybe I shouldn't have told him so much.

Looking at the road ahead, I knew that the former room was getting closer, Xie Dongrong stopped in front of the door first, and looked at me strangely, "What are you thinking?" His voice was very soft, and his gaze was direct.

Of course I wouldn't tell him that I was reminded of the way I had felt the first day I saw him.

"It feels like nothing has changed here, and people can't help but recall some things from the past."

Xie Dongrong pushed open the door and stepped back slightly to make way for me, allowing me to enter the door first.

"What happened in the past?" With a click, the door closed gently, "What?"

Staring at the inside of the room, indeed, it seems that I still maintain the appearance when I left, as if traveling through time and space for a while, this bed, this cabinet... and I am still the boy I used to be.

When I turned around, I found Xie Dongrong standing not far behind me, staring at me who was almost in a daze, half smiling.

No, Xie Dongrong has grown up now, and the relationship between us has also changed... In fact, looking carefully, many places in this room have changed.

For example, the shelf on the side of the table for parts is indeed a style I would buy, but after all, I have no impression of buying it.

And, here...

"It feels like I could live in anytime," I said.

"If you want, you can." Xie Dongrong's voice was already very close, his hands were lightly placed on my shoulders, the scorching heat in his palms seemed to burn my flesh, "But it's too far away from the main hall. Far away." I heard Xie Dongrong say that.

He probably has forgotten that he specially arranged me here because he disgusted me. Before, every time I tried my best to find him, I had to go through the whole of Namin, which took a lot of time.

"It's quite far away. Do you remember the time before? It was also when I arranged the dormitory." Smiling, I shook my shoulders and shook off Xie Dongrong's hand. I approached the table and carefully observed the furnishings on it. I found that, indeed, I left a lot of things behind, some of which I wanted to take away with all my might, but after thinking about it, I still kept them.

For example, the storage box on the corner of the table.

"...that happened a long time ago... are you blaming me?" Xie Dongrong's words were as thorny as ever, but this time there was a little bit more subtle grievance.

"I can't forget it, I just mentioned it, it's a bit of a disappointment, sorry..." Probing, I reached out and tried to open the top layer of the storage box.

"There's nothing to apologize for." Xie Dongrong approached from behind, his body almost covering me, "Are you angry?"

It's just stating the facts, why do you say I'm angry?I thought it was a little funny, "There's nothing to be angry about." As I said that, I tried my best to push him outward with my elbows, because I found that this was no longer a normal social distance.

Because Yue Mo closed the door, Xie Dongrong gradually began to take off his armor, revealing his true face, "If you have anything to say, just say it, I will listen..." I felt his breath warm Hitting me on the back of the neck, this almost coquettish tone... He only uses it when our relationship is at its best.

It's not appropriate at all, thinking, I opened the small drawer of the storage box.

The top floor is empty,

"It's a bit hot." I turned to look at him, under the gaze of those beautiful blue eyes, I felt it was difficult to breathe, "It's just... In this box, did you pick up anything?"

"Are you just talking about this?" Xie Dongrong straightened up, turned his eyes to one side, and frowned, as if he was a little upset.

He is like this, as long as there is something slightly out of line with his mind, he will frown and show such an expression.

"It's all over anyway, so it's meaningless to mention it again." Of course I knew what he wanted me to say.

"If there is a problem, just solve it, why is it boring?" Xie Dongrong approached, and I could only support the table and retreat slightly.

No, why did it get involved here?Didn't I come here today to discuss work matters with him?

"And what about my ring?" But eventually I asked.

In Xie Dongrong's year, I taught myself to make a ring for him.

Because he rejected it, I didn't know what to do with it in my hand. Although I had already left Namin at that time, I made a special trip back. I put him on the bookcase at first, but later I was afraid of being cleaned. The aunt swept it away, and then stuffed it into the storage box in this room when she came to Naming for the second time.

I don't want to take it away. I think letting it stay in Namin is an explanation for it.

However, after such a long time, it is normal to lose it.

"I'm here." Xie Dongrong walked aside, with an awkward expression, "My ring." He said, and took out a delicate and small ring from his pocket.

It's mine.

"How did it become yours?" I felt a little funny, walked up to him, and asked him like this.

"You gave it to me."

The man had a good memory in unexpected places.

"You didn't want it at the time." Staring at the shiny gadget in his hand, I suddenly recalled how I prepared for his birthday with high hopes, and how he trampled all of it... Finally, we seemed Still fighting?

I suddenly became angry. At this moment, I was very unwilling to hand over the things to him, so I reached out to him, "Bring it."

Like a child who was threatened by his parents not to ask for toys, Xie Dongrong's eyes flickered for a moment, but soon, he returned to his usual self-willed and natural look. He held the ring up, with a contemptuous expression, "Give it all, why, think again?" Are you coming back?"

"You didn't want it at the time, it was mine." I said.

"I want it now."

"Do you think you can take and throw everything you want?" I clenched my fists and asked him with extreme restraint.

"Otherwise?" Xie Dongrong's expression also turned cold, and he said these three words directly.

Being so provoked by him, I was so angry that I reached out to reach for it, but he avoided it again, "Xie Dongrong, don't be unreasonable!" It's like two elementary school students, one wants to get back his own things, One defends desperately for fear of being robbed.

"Are you trying to rob me?" Xie Dongrong asked with a half smile.

In fact, I also think it is quite ridiculous, both of them are adults, and they still do this.

But Xie Dongrong always wins.

Jumping like this, after a while, even I gradually noticed the subtlety of the atmosphere.

He looked at me, and opened his thin lips lightly: "Tao Shu, is it appropriate for you to rub on me like this?"

But it's because the distance to hold things is a little closer...

I originally wanted to ask you what it meant to induce me to reach you, to pounce on you.

In addition to anger.I think I have to stop, I didn't find him so shameless before.

"Then you can take it." Wearily, I said.

There was a moment of silence in the room.

Xie Dongrong paused for a while, "Tao Shu..."

Before he finished speaking, the optical brain rang. When he opened it, it was an emergency contact from the old man.

The author says:

I bought the wrong train ticket, you guys...

Fate always likes to tease me.