the one who lives in my body

That's right, this is actually an escape. I made this decision, maybe just to escape the reality that I can't change anyway. My heart doesn't allow myself to just watch this cruel scene like this. The massacre happened, but in fact I was powerless to change all of this.

So, my only option is to escape.

When I told the seniors that I was leaving, the seniors were silent for a moment, and after a brief congratulation, they began to say farewell words earnestly.

"Actually, we have also discovered that you, Ashu, are not in good condition recently." That night, the senior sat across from me and talked with me, "There are better medical equipment and facilities on the earth. In fact, you have to believe that no matter you No matter how the Amut people ruined your body, your spirit cannot be defeated, so go back, forget everything that happened on this planet, and start a new life!"

I think this may be a draft prepared by the seniors early on. I was quite surprised that they thought that I was hurt on Amut and wanted to escape here.

But in the end, their original intentions are good. Although I can't face what they are doing at this moment, their concern for me is sincere.

I thank them.

I then communicated my decision to Dr.

The doctor said that he was not surprised. In his words, he praised me as "a child can be taught", and also listed various benefits after I was physically separated from Xie Dongrong.

Listening to the doctor's eloquent talk, after a long absence, a warm helplessness emerged in my heart.

The doctor realized the meaning of this departure to me earlier than I did.

I don't think I will live up to Dr.'s expectations.

The doctor also said, in fact, I don’t have to worry about Xie Dongrong, because for human beings, this action can’t even be called a war, because the opponent is the Amut who has no power to fight back.

Especially the commanders like Xie Dongrong who are driving the steel giant will hardly face any danger. Perhaps all they have to do is find the Amut people and kill them.

Of course I know what the doctor said.

I know that Xie Dongrong will not die, he will definitely live well, he must be looking down on all the creatures below with an attitude of disdain.

He will definitely come back and see this letter I wrote him.

Of course, for me, leaving the mothership cannot be said to be a complete reluctance. After all, everything that happened here is so unforgettable, especially when I walked to the door of Xie Dongrong's room and stuffed the letter under the door. When it was in the receiving bag, everything that happened inside broke into my mind again like a nightmare, and I could only walk out staggeringly, trying my best to make myself forget everything that happened inside.

·

Before leaving, by chance, I met Xie Ningbai.

She's here to do it for the Doctor, and she's one of the few people who knows about our operation.

My relationship with her was a bit awkward. When I stood in front of her, I let my mind go and thought jokingly, maybe soon, my relationship with her will be the relationship between Xie Dongrong's ex-boyfriend and his current girlfriend.

"Doctor, did you tell Dongrong about your departure?" Xie Ningbai pronounced the word "Dongrong" very skillfully, and I stood aside, blank-minded, not knowing what mood I was in.

"He will know when he comes back." For the lovely girl, the doctor's face showed the kindness and kindness of an old man looking at his granddaughter.

"Oh, that's good, I will be responsible for telling him!" Xie Ningbai smiled and turned around, I can understand her mood, so she has a legitimate reason to talk to Xie Dongrong.

When I was in a daze, Xie Ningbai flashed to me like an elf, "Hello." She called me, "You are leaving with the doctor, does Dong Rong know?"

I smiled at her, "He doesn't need to know."

·

On the day of departure, I arrived at the place agreed with the doctor as scheduled. There were small spaceships parked there, which were full of cargo. In the small cabin, there were not many places for people to stretch their fists.

Looking at all this in front of me, I can almost predict how difficult we will be in the next journey.

Different from the mothership, the interior of these small spaceships full of cargo is narrow and closed, which leads me and the doctor to have close contact almost every day. It can be said that what I said to him these days is better than the years we have known each other. The sum of all exchanges in China is even more.

Our relationship has "bettered" rapidly. The doctor has a wide range of knowledge, and told me a lot about his views on the world and some areas he knows that I haven't touched. He said more, but every time the doctor would say that the armor in my hand is more important.

Watching my hand flicking the mech, the doctor would often remain silent for a long time. Once he picked up one of my semi-finished products and looked at it carefully in his hand. , this is the reward."

He put his hands on my shoulders with a smile, frowned, and told me: "At first, I thought you were pitiful, and you were a patient young man, but I changed my mind and wanted to arrange a job for you to work under me, but now I think it might be better for you to go out on your own."

Me: "..." No, doctor, I think you can still think about it, after all, I'm just a little chick who hasn't fully stepped into society yet!

"I received a message from your master some time ago." Looking at the scenery outside the spaceship, the doctor said, "It seems that he is not in the capital now, and he has finally started to do his own business again, and now he is worried that his subordinates are not with you. The same good seedling, I told him, maybe you can go find him."

my master?Father?He actually said I was a good seed?Doesn't he often scold me?Thinking of the frizzy old man who was nagging, I suddenly felt a very cordial sense of nostalgia.

Can't go back to the capital.Not being able to go to the place where I have always grown up means not being able to see my mother.

Thinking of her perennially bewildered face, I put my hands on my forehead and suddenly wanted to cry.

But I finally decided not to see her, and I didn't intend to tell her that I was back.

It would be great if I could meet her in a brand-new, perfect posture, not as embarrassed as I am now.

I stared at my palms, which were covered with calluses from touching parts for a long time. Undoubtedly, this is no longer a pair of beautiful hands that were praised by others as when I was a child.

Now I want to use it to create a future that only belongs to me.

·

The earth seems to always maintain the appearance when I left. The buildings inside are as tall and cold as usual, the crowds are always so crowded, the voices are always so noisy, and the distance between people can be very close or not. Far away, sometimes as cold as ice, and sometimes as hot as fire.

In the country where I live, after I came back, the government has unconsciously become more urgent day by day, perhaps because the government has caused too much dissatisfaction because of too many times of saying nothing, so the government has begun to use more powerful measures. Instead of using more gentle means to appease these restless ordinary people.

This is the government of the new king Andrei after the abdication of King Marlon.

Perhaps it is really hard to see the injustice of the world in the capital where the streets are full of nobles. When I arrived in Nancheng, a place where the machinery industry is extremely developed, but it is completely different from the luxurious and lustful capital, I was deeply shocked. .

The doctor sent me to the door of the old man's studio, and he galloped away without even having a sip of tea.

I had already contacted him in advance. When the old man was standing in front of the door leaning on crutches and staring at me with his usual staring expression, a feeling of emotion suddenly flooded my heart. I walked over and hugged him tightly.

The smell of the old man on his body is getting stronger and stronger. Before I left, he had not had time to grow so much hair that symbolizes old age. It seems that only his eyes are still telling me that he is still strong and young. of.

The old man has no son, and I have no father, maybe that's why we like each other.

Maybe for a moment, I secretly recognized him as my father in my heart, but of course, I would never tell him this personally anyway.

The old man and I went to have dinner, with a lively look, as if telling someone else's story, I told him my experience.

Oh, of course, I didn't have the face to tell the old man about the shitty things about me and Xie Dongrong, but judging by my expression, he probably guessed something, and just snorted softly the moment I mentioned Xie Dongrong, not much say what.

Then he asked me to assemble a simple armor model for him on the spot. This was the homework he often assigned me when I was by his side. After stopping the work in my hand, the technology of assembling mechs has now coexisted with me as if it had grown in my mind.

After seeing the finished product, the old man chuckled, "Fortunately, it's not too bad." After he finished speaking, he checked out and left the dining table, and I hurriedly followed behind him. I knew that this was already the best evaluation he could give me. .

I was still thinking when I got out of the restaurant, today is really rare, this iron rooster actually plucked my feathers and invited me to a meal, at this moment I saw him take out a small book, and put away the dish just now After putting the money in the account, he turned his head and said, "Repay me when you get paid!" Then he walked forward lonely.

At that moment, I didn't know whether I should be thankful or not. Some people seem to never change after all.

Later, the old man took me to the place where I will work and study in the future. I have to say that the living conditions in this place seem to be really bad. Looking at the interior decoration, I have a feeling that I am here to do hard work, but Later, I checked it with my brain. Although this place looks a bit miserable, there is no doubt that this is indeed the headquarters of the largest mecha factory in Nancheng.

The technicians here are divided into grades, and they each perform their duties to manufacture the parts of the mecha. Only the most senior masters can have their own studios and are responsible for customizing mechas for large customers.

If we compare this place to a pyramid, then there is no doubt that the old man is the one closest to the top of the pyramid, and I start from the bottom, probably at the base of the pyramid.

After all, as a newcomer, it would be nice to have a job with enough food and clothing, and I am already very content.

Anyway, that's it, back on Earth, I'm settled.

Naturally, I will not stop making mechs. It is another field related to mechas but not the same. It is more artistic. It is another spiritual haven for me.

At a fixed time every week, I will mail my mecha works to the major review committees or exhibitions.

Of course, not in the name of "I", "Tao Shu".

I have a stage name for myself called "Ammut".

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