the one who lives in my body

I don't know how effective my words were, but Pan Shi was very serious when negotiating with me.

The next day, the seniors sent another message. They told me that the human army has reached the outskirts of the forest where we are, and I believe they will be able to attack in the near future.

They also said that because I didn't go back, the people above lost their temper.

Who this "man above" was, they did not elaborate.

They have met Xie Dongrong before, and I think they probably have vaguely guessed the relationship between me and Xie Dongrong. It is natural to mention it like this, but they probably don't know that Xie Dongrong and I have broken up... thinking has fallen into a stagnation, this I couldn't help laughing secretly, because I didn't go back, did Xie Dongrong lose his temper?

In fact, this is not surprising, after all, even if there is no "lover" relationship, he and I should be regarded as companions since childhood.

After thinking about all this, I finally realized that subconsciously, I no longer consider Xie Dongrong as a lover. It would be great if I never had that kind of relationship with him. Corner, I laughed, if only we had been getting along like brothers all this time.

But obviously, in the face of things that have passed, it is impossible to change.

It’s better to think more about how to deal with the present moment—turning your eyes out of the window, under the call of the soldiers sent by the king, many Amut people have already walked out of their homes and began to gather in the central square not far away.

I have never been able to understand the language of the Amut people, but I can clearly see the expressions on their faces, the uneasiness in the surprise, with a little embarrassment, permeated the air, they looked at each other, as if still Still don't know what's going to happen.

In the next few days, the migration began. Those old, weak and young Amut people, carrying the furniture they used to live on their backs, began to line up and rush in one direction.

The Amuts are indeed quite different from humans, I thought, looking at the remaining fighters.

Probably because the physical strength of female Amuts is almost the same as that of male Amuts. Almost all young and vigorous lives are left behind. They hold weapons made of plants, which are similar to spears. Standing in a row in the center of the square with their heads held high, this is the army used by the Amuts to resist humans. Looking down from my room, I can just see the whole picture.

To be honest, I find it ridiculous.

This is no different from primitive people fighting modern humans, although the bodies of primitive people may be much stronger.

It was like watching them die for nothing.

run away!How I want to stand in front of them and say something like this to them.

But if you think about it carefully, maybe even if they knew the strength of human beings, they would not run away.

Because what stands behind them and is supported under their feet belongs to their homeland, and human beings will not stop their trampling footsteps, even if the people in front of them are the Amut people who are helpless, because they To build a spaceship, the purpose of coming here after traveling thousands of miles is to destroy and trample on it.

I think maybe the reality is cruel.

Not long after, the seniors asked me to send the coordinates of where I am at the moment, because the Amut people living in the jungle are too "cunning", they hide very secretly, and this jungle is so mysterious, So much so that it is difficult for human beings to use their own technology to accurately explore where the Amut people built in the jungle are located.

And looking at this message, I can only laugh.

wry smile.

This is trying to trap me in injustice.

Although it may be seen by human beings, it is simply a fantasy to talk about loyalty to the Amut people.

So I choose not to answer for now.

But I can escape for a while, but I cannot escape forever.

Only then did I realize that what Pan Shi said, "Humans may not be able to find this place for the time being" is not a fantasy.

But there is such a me among human beings.

If I ignored that message, I would have betrayed my kind, and there is no excuse for it.

But if I expose the location of these Amuts to humans, I will be tantamount to betraying the Amuts who have always treated me as friends.

Anyway, in this matter, I feel that no matter how I do it, I can't escape a typo.

That night, when Pan Shi returned to the house, his body was still slightly sweaty. These days he has been actively participating in the drills against the Amut soldiers. It's still the same, and I even feel that he has regarded me as his tribe, not some alien from other races.

At this moment, he took out the brush from the cabinet, pulled me, and led me to the bathroom.

I know what's in there. During this time, I have to experience it almost every once in a while. I call it a bath, although at this moment, the traditional "bath water" has been replaced by dyes full of medicinal smell.

Since living here, I have never felt that my body is clean for a day. Although the dye does not cause any discomfort to my body after it dries, the color of the skin reminds me all the time—you This is not the case, no matter how much the Amut people recognize you, you are still a human being.

Of course, even though I don't like it in my heart, I still won't resist when Pan Shi paints my body with dye.

The only thing I can rely on here is the rock. He is the only one other than the small and cold communicator that can make me realize that I am originally a human being. I don’t want my resistance to bring discomfort to each other. Of course, I also clearly know that this is just to escape here more conveniently in the future.

As if seeing my absent-mindedness, Pan Shi purposely moved his face in front of me for a while to ensure that my attention was focused on him, and then he continued with his previous actions.

It is true that I cannot tell Pan Shi the messages sent by my predecessors. If I do that, in all likelihood, he will let me choose between humans and Amut people immediately, and maybe I will Destroy that piece of communication equipment.

However, out of morality, I can't immediately report my real coordinates to the human side. After all, this is Panshi's hometown, and Panshi can be regarded as my friend no matter what. I can't do this kind of thing.

So in the end, I chose to cheat.

It's best to lie to both sides, keep both ends safe, and finally achieve my goal.

Before that, I always felt that I was a person who was not good at lying.

But the facts have proved that there is no actor who cannot be trained, only those who have not been honed by life.

After "taking a bath", Pan Shi changed into the new clothes he had prepared for me. The style was very strange, and I felt that it was a bit similar to those worn by ancient statues in human society.

In fact, after living with Panshi in this way, I don't understand some of his habits.

Maybe he regards me as a dress-up doll. No matter how busy he is, he likes to buy me clothes and hair accessories. It looks like the stinky owner who just put new clothes on his cat.This seems to be one of the few hobbies he has after dinner and dinner. Although I was a little shy, seeing his earnest appearance, I still reluctantly satisfied him.

Cough, then again, after changing clothes, I started trying to communicate with Panshi.

Every time I express my desire to communicate with him, he will come to listen very seriously. His sincere appearance reminds me of a loyal and cute puppy every time, although judging from the current situation, it may be this The analogy is not appropriate.

What I expressed to Pan Shi was that because a small tracking device was implanted in my body during the physical examination, human beings may already know my location, and they may chase over at any time and drive the soldiers to death. Go out and put me anywhere, anyway, human beings will not do anything to me after all.

Pan Shi seemed to understand what I meant. He realized that what I told him this time was very important. He said that he would discuss with the people above him before making a decision.

I know that Panshi is not willing to let me go, maybe this is the only way for me to say goodbye to him logically and with the least harm.

The next day, Pan Shi went out.

Soon, my reply to the seniors was also edited.

"Sorry, the accident happened suddenly, and I didn't reply in time. Because the human army is getting closer, the Amut people seem to think that I am the source of their misfortune, so they decided to take me to a place to abandon, but presumably this place is far away from the Amut The special people's base is not too far away, I think, if possible, can you stop by and save me?"

If Panshi's news is within my expectation, then I will send this news immediately.

Deep down, I think I'm pretty selfish. In fact, I choose to do this partly because I don't want to put myself into injustice. Although cheating itself is not a righteous act, after all, it is better than betraying any party. , I still chose the former.

That night, Pan Shi came back very late.

He stood at the door, and when I looked at him, I already knew the result.

Without expressing much, Pan Shi stepped forward, grabbed me with one hand, and took me two steps forward. I stood in front of him like that, and he looked at me. I was wearing the clothes he let last night. The new clothes I put on, in fact, there are many, many clothes that he hasn't had time to let me try on.

But after all, there is no way.

I lied to Pan Shi, and Pan Shi believed me without reservation. He was so serious that he went to discuss this matter with Wang and the others...

Am I actually such a trustworthy person?For a while, I didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

That night, the Rock led me away from the Amut settlement.

In the distance is an endless dark jungle. With him on his back, I don't know how long the road ahead is.

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