the one who lives in my body

After the predecessors left me, how many days did I live in this small country exclusively for the Amut people?a month?two months?half a year?I don't know, because the cycle of the Amut star is very different from that of the earth, and the only optical brain left by the predecessors for emergency contact does not have the function of recording the earth's time.

Anyway, just like this, I stayed in this place for a long time, and my life became stable like that. Sometimes I even felt that, unconsciously, I might have become one of them, in another way. , not much of a human identity.

Although the seniors left me an optical brain for emergency contact when they left, in fact, I did not receive any news from them for a long time, and I would rather believe that it was from their side Couldn't get through to me, and I don't want to believe they forgot to contact me.

More often, I think of Xie Dongrong.

Even though we broke up, I still think of him repeatedly. To be honest, I think I’m quite useless, but missing him can’t fool anyone. Every possibility in my fantasy that he will drop me from the sky and take me out of this place makes my eyes sore.

I believe that I am not a princess longing for the prince to save me, but the fact is that I cannot escape from this place if I only rely on my own strength.

In fact, it is a bit absurd to say that fleeing, after all, the seniors have already taken away all the supplies. If I walk into the completely unfamiliar Amut star jungle alone, without any supplies, I am afraid it is difficult to survive.

All the time, I don't want to leave here.

But I have not revealed anything to the Rock or to any Amut I have known, I cannot and I dare not.

After all, the Amut people here seem to have given me the best life, and Panshi is also very kind to me. It can be said that my life here is not an exaggeration to describe it as "pampered and pampered", so I have no right to complain .

The optical computer used for emergency contact, I take good care of it all the time, and pay attention to its power level all the time, although it is reasonable to say that its power will not be used up even if it is used continuously for a year.

I'm waiting for news from my seniors, and I'm living like years.

By the time they sent the first message, an unknown amount of time had passed.

In fact, during that time, I also found that the current atmosphere was a little bit wrong, but because I couldn't understand the language of the Amut people, I didn't know what they were talking about. I only knew that some Ammut people in their prime began to gather together to practice. , some other Amut people who were not very capable of fighting also began to pack their bags and put their things into the cellar that had been dug earlier in the morning.

At first I thought it was the Amut people who were preparing for the winter, but then I thought about it carefully, it might be more appropriate to call it preparation before the station.

The predecessors' messages were brief: "We have declared war on the Amut."

For a moment, I didn't know what mood to be in. I thought, maybe deep down in my heart, I hoped that our army would come over as soon as possible. After all, we are both human beings. They might be able to pull me out of this imprisoned vanity. Let me become an ordinary human being with a pure identity.

Still, the thought that they might fight the Amut here filled me with unending pain.

Pan Shi takes me out almost every day. I have seen the smiles on the faces of these hard-working Amuts. I can even pronounce their names in an accent similar to that of the Amuts. They are so kind to me. , without any offensive power, just an ordinary individual with a simple life and no desire to fight.

They should not participate in the battle with humans. Originally, they could live the most simple and ordinary life...if...if humans hadn't visited here.

Panshi seems to be the instructor of these soldiers. Maybe it started from the moment the war started. He became very busy, and he could only come back to the mansion every night. He has always been as obedient and gentle to me as usual. Would not believe such a swagger on the outside.When a character similar to a general comes to his home, he will show a pitiful and cute look like a dog to his "pet".

Although I know that his weakness is just a superficial appearance, but I can't bear it, I will always have a feeling of love and affection, and I don't know what's wrong with me, but I just can't refuse the rock to me The fluffy head in your arms is like your own dog acting like a spoiled child, you can't help pampering him.

Little Shizier always comes to me. He likes to wear the armor worn by adult Amut men during combat drills. Looking at his expression, I think he is probably full of yearning for the battlefield. This reminds me of For any man who is eager to make a career after fighting the enemy bravely on the battlefield.

And I, seeing them like this, have nothing but worry in my heart.

I'm not a warlike person, I don't even understand what the meaning of this war is, killing, burning and looting in the name of justice?Or is it simply loyal to the king who is dreaming and dying in the capital?As a predator who comes to other people's territory to show off his power, I don't know why human beings can proceed with such behavior so confidently.

It's not that I don't love the empire I'm in, it's just that I saw these creatures who lived peacefully in the past, and it was our arrival that destroyed all of them and made them all stained blood red.

But obviously, there are only a small number of people who think like me, and my strength is extremely small, and I can hardly do anything.

The king here is really old. Every day, he has to bend over to watch the soldiers' drills. According to Xiao Shizi'er's drawing, if this place really becomes a battlefield, his father will be the last People who leave the city.

Yes, that’s right, although in my opinion this is just a cage with a unique shape, but for the Amut people, this is the land they live on, and there is no doubt that they will fight to defend their homeland .

Later, the frequency of the seniors sending me messages was slightly higher——

"Our team has marched to the second center of the Amut people, and we are planning to go to your side."

"Don't worry, Ah Shu, you will be saved soon."

"A leader of the Amut people was captured today."

"Their strength is indeed not as good as that of humans. You can rest assured that it will be soon."

"It's getting closer, Ah Shu hold on."

"..."

If the news of the seniors at the beginning could reassure me for a while, but now, their news is no different from a time bomb to me, with overwhelming guilt. I know that the human team is gradually heading here near.

I realized that maybe on my side, these Amut people may not know this, some people are still slowly weaving coats made of fine rattan in order to have a gorgeous appearance, and the soldiers are also lazy, and they don’t seem to care. Unaware of the approaching danger.

Originally, the Amut people who lived here were lazy in character, and their traits seemed to persist even before the war.

Seeing them like this, I suddenly became very irritable, because I knew very well what human beings have, but the Amut people have nothing.

No matter how strong your body is, you can't stop the hail of bullets. Although I know that these young Amut people will still join the battle without hesitation, but... I don't want them to die so easily, so... It's meaningless .

However, if I tell the Amuts all the weapons and guns used by humans, will the Amuts harm innocent human soldiers in turn?Their claws are so sharp, their movements are so sensitive and quick, and their strength is strong enough to tear off human flesh in one fell swoop...

At this point, I seem to be in endless and meaningless pain. I don't know, am I being too obvious?Anyway, Pan Shi easily noticed my depression, and he comforted me clumsily. At that time, I thought of the scene where human soldiers shot him to death...

Using Xiao Shizi'er's drawing book, I asked Pan Shi why the soldiers who were practicing didn't seem so impatient?Aren't they afraid that their homeland will be breached?

After a moment of silence, what Pan Shi told me with pictures is that—because the area where they live is very hidden, and there is a jungle shelter, there is a high probability that humans will not find them.

I can't believe it, how can these Amut people underestimate human search technology so much?Moreover, have they forgotten that three or four humans were released from here, and they are very likely to tell the headquarters of the base of the Amut people!

Faced with my questioning, Pan Shi expressed doubts. He didn't seem to understand, because he had already let the seniors go away very kindly. The behavior of the seniors to repay their kindness and bring the enemy into this place is extremely disrespectful to him. reasonable.

At this moment, I can’t help but be amazed again at the innocence of the Amut people. It seems that their genes are filled with seeds of morality, and they have always treated their own people and any other species in the same way.

They may indeed have a similar IQ level to humans, but in terms of treachery and cunning, they will probably never be able to beat humans.

At this moment, I really want to scold myself for being overflowing with the heart of the Virgin Mary. As a human being, shouldn't I help my own race?

But damn it, I want to save the Amut here.

Yes, I don't have the ability to reverse everything that I think is wrong, but anyway, I want to do what I think is right.

I estimated how long it would take for the human army to arrive here, and told Pan Shi.

The harm that human beings may bring is what they must know.

They can't beat humans, and I tried my best to express that.

"Run away!"

The Amut people were not told about the attack methods of humans, the strength and power of ammunition.

I think this may be the most fundamental selfishness in my human genes, and the greatest shame to the group I originally belonged to.