Brother Christine

On the moonlit night of the third day of the Lunar New Year, at ten o'clock in the evening in Xiaopinglong Town, the old long street was lit up with lights.

In the corners beside the road, the snow and soil condensed into hard black ice, the temperature dropped below zero, and the icy air rubbed against the face, making the skin stiff and the lips and teeth cold.

With the mouth slightly opened by the cold, the hot air exhaled dissipates into a thinning white mist, which sinks and dissipates, and is then wiped by the corners of the clothes lifted by the wind.The hard boots walked quietly across the red brick floor, Jiang Xiao and Shen Qing walked side by side on the side of the road, the cold wind blowing against their faces, both of them shrank their necks in unison.

This year coincides with Valentine’s Day, and the fluorescent lights at the entrance of the open restaurants are flickering, decorated with balloons and fake flowers, and there are large signs of powder blue promotions. People come out in pairs, mostly young couples.

There are only a handful of restaurants and restaurants with exquisite and luxurious decoration, and it takes a long time to meet a gorgeous one. In a small town where the material is not enough to support romance, there are few young people, few flower shops, and the service industry is underdeveloped.

The two people walking have been gone for a while, neither of them spoke, the time flowed slowly, the road was gradually deserted, and the uninterrupted silence was also a kind of tacit understanding.

The road was long, and when passing an ugly snowman with a leg on the side of the road, Shen let out a sigh of relief.

The white mist diffused and blinded his eyes, and he took the opportunity to put his hand into his brother's pocket.

With a lot of preoccupations, his thoughts kept drifting away, when his frozen fingers touched him, Jiang Xiao was so excited that he came back to his senses, and turned his head to look at him.

"Brother." Shen looked at him lightly, his blinking eyes sparkled with hope.

"Well," Jiang Xiao twitched the corners of his mouth, forced a smile, interlocked his fingers in his pockets, leaned forward and kissed Shen Qing's forehead, and said softly, "Happy Valentine's Day, baby."

Shen lightly lowered his head, arched his head and rubbed his brother's neck.

Her short black hair exuded a faint fragrance, and she rubbed against herself obediently and flatteringly, making her feel soft and comfortable.

Jiang Xiao closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly, he rested his chin on Shen Qing's hair, half-embracing him, embracing the whole world.

In the silence, a faint sigh floated out.

If possible, he hopes to freeze his life in this moment, without any worries, without worrying about the world, all he wants is romance, love, and infatuation. He only wants to hug him warmly in the long river of time, and then be silent in the snowy night Become ice, annihilate into ashes...

……

The hand rotates in seconds, the speed of light flows backwards, and the time returns to today's noon.

In the morning, I visited an old man who had supported his father in the early years. It was quite far away. After driving for a long time, the father and son had dinner at the old man's house.

His father has always been grateful to this old man who has been kind to him, and he has never met a Bole in ten thousand years. If it is not an old man, Jiang Xiao also feels that with his father's meek temperament of being honest and fearful, and always guarding his own place, Even if you retire, you won't be able to take the position of supervisor.

The old man was kind and earnest, but he was sick and could only replace wine with tea. His father was very emotional during the dinner and drank a lot. When he left, the old man brought two boxes of Moutai to his father and forced Jiang Xiao One thousand red envelopes.

Before Jiang Xiaolin went out, he put the red envelope back on the washstand in the old man's bathroom under the pretext of going to the toilet, and then helped the man who was too drunk to get into the car, let his father lie on the back seat to rest, and drove him to the afternoon. dinner.

His father was quite drunk, in his impression, this was the first time Jiang Xiao had seen his father so drunk.

Maybe it's because he knows he will slip up, his dad never drinks too much in front of him.

The man was muttering, Jiang Xiao was holding the steering wheel in front, turned on the heater, and vaguely heard his father complaining about his mother.

Some, dirty words.

His father hated his mother, he knew that his father, an honest man, had been bullied by his mother to the point of falling into a psychological shadow, Jiang Xiao had always sympathized with his father.

But he doesn't know one thing.

It's like when he's drunk and tired, he'll call his mother.

His father would get angry and scold her when he was drunk.

A bitch, a bitch who rides thousands of people... a bitch.

When Jiang Xiao finally understood this sentence, his expression was astonished as if he had been struck by lightning, with great fear and shock, his brain froze almost instantly, his hand slipped and almost sent the car down the 30-meter suspended viaduct, almost dying.

He doesn't understand.

he does not know.

No one ever told him.

The hot stream burst out from his eye sockets almost instantly, flowing crazily and recklessly on his face, he clenched his teeth, sobbed and dared not make a sound, he didn't know whether he should be sad, in pain, scream, or go to bed again Once over the viaduct, drive straight down and die!

He never cried aloud, he dared not, because his father would abandon him.

Tears were running down, the hand holding the steering wheel was shaking all the time, Jiang Xiao's mind went blank, he didn't even know how to stop to question.

In fact, he didn't have to ask, his dad had already answered him...

……

"A bitch doesn't learn to be serious...she's a bitch..."

"Grassing her head and making a show...Hooking up with a bunch of men to fool around outside..."

"She...is just a slut...hasn't graduated yet...I don't know how many times she has been beaten..."

"Jiang Xiao...Jiang Xiao, look...you see, she is your mother...your own mother...hahahahaha...do you still...hahaha still dare to think about her...you still want to hug her Is it... Hahahaha, are you going to find your brothers and sisters who were strangled to pieces..."

"Do you know... If it wasn't for me... If it wasn't for me, I promised to marry her! No one would dare to take her broken shoe!"

"You fucking know shit! You bastard! How hard it is for me to raise you, I don't know how to be grateful! You, you...fuck...I want...5 yuan...I'm not willing to give it ...I ran away when I grew up, and in the future...what else can I expect from you..."

"Xiao Xiao, Xiao Xiao... Son... Dad just said... Don't go... Don't be angry... You are Dad's good son... Dad knows it..."

"She came back... She came back... She said she would take you away after making money... How could Dad have the heart to let you follow such a woman... Dad will also make money, Dad can support you... Dad will treat you well That's enough...I'll give you whatever you want...You are Dad's son..."

"Xiaojing...Xiaojing...she is very good...the past...she is not willing...she is cleaner than your mother...you know, we are going to be a family...you have a new brother... ...What a good boy...why don't you understand..."

"Xiaoxiao... Xiaoxiao, Dad wants to give you a home, do you understand, do you know how hard it is for Dad...Dad's life...is so difficult...you can't understand...understand me? "

"Xiaoxiao...don't think about your mother anymore...she's just a woman who loves vanity...with high eyes but low hands...I don't like to wear extravagant...luxury famous brands to become the upper class...we...we are just ordinary people ...and she is not in the same world..."

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The people in the back seat kept complaining, the navigation voice in front of the car broadcast a female voice that was shrill and piercing, the cells in his body were repeatedly shredded, exploded, and reorganized, his mind was swollen, the hot water stains on the steering wheel ticked, Jiang Xiao mechanically repeated the voice command , sitting on the seat with a numb face, listening to his father stabbing the knife into his heart, tears blurred over and over again...

He couldn't remember at all how he parked the car at the door of the restaurant, how he entered the box full of strangers, and how he got next to a strange girl.

He just sat blankly on his seat, seeing the man who had completely lost his memory after washing his face and waking up from alcohol, returning to the appearance he had always respected.

He saw him holding a teacup in a gentle voice, wearing the Pixiu bracelet he bought on his wrist, he saw men sitting in a crowd chatting with them, introducing him to his uncle's daughter, talking about getting married and having children in the future, Tell someone about his new house downtown.

His father smiled kindly and told him that it would be his wedding room.

In a flash,

Withered eyes are bloodshot, and the internal organs are shattered!

Big deception! !

What does it feel like to sit there silently breaking down?

The golden Pixiu shone with dazzling yellow light, and the black beaded bracelet reflected countless faces of his astonished face. He looked at his father in puzzlement. He thought of his mother who was eating leftovers at home, and the man who had been trembling for more than ten years. The vicissitudes of life woman who dared to say the wrong sentence to him, he thought of his ignorant younger brother, and the mute white-faced doll who once chased after him.

He also remembered that when the mother and son first entered the house, his father also had such a gentle and kind expression, and told him with a smile: Those will be his mother and brother.

He thought of the long nights he had cried all night, and the countless times he had justified everything his father had done.

He is respectful, amiable and kind, no matter how many mistakes he says and how many times he hurts his heart, he will still forgive his filial, honest father.

Suddenly he didn't understand.

Staggered and overlapping unfamiliar faces, indistinct under the dazzling white light, laughing and praising his middle-aged male voice, shyly and timidly sitting next to him and talking about making friends on WeChat, the wine bottles slammed into each other, he didn't know who it was He made a contract with someone again, poured the spicy and pungent wine into the porcelain cup in front of him one by one, the adults who made fun of him, the girl who laughed crisply... In the chaotic world, noisy and noisy, he sat in the cold In the position, I suddenly miss his quiet and lightness very much.

Liquor can warm the body, but he is so lonely that he is cold.

So he broke the contract again.

He raised his head and downed his throat countless times with glasses of white wine. His throat was like a needle prick, and the pungent choking pierced through the top of his head. His gastric juices were sore and swollen. His fingers wrinkled the tablecloth. When he felt the pain, he almost toppled the whole table. .

Drunk and in a daze, he leaned on the table, wanting to send a message to the person he really missed, asking him to pick him up and go home.

A pair of soft and fragrant hands came over to hold him, and the long armor, which was so sharp that it was about to cut through the flesh, scratched his palm intentionally or unintentionally.

The person who came close to his arm did not have the neatly trimmed and smooth nails in memory, did not have the fresh smell of bamboo leaves, and his body temperature was not as warm as he was familiar with, so he slapped that person away in disgust.

The lively people at the table were silenced by his slap, the girl covered her face with tears, and ran out the door, not forgetting to turn her head and angrily accuse him of having a girlfriend!

She saw someone on his wechat called "My Ancestor". His scalp hurt from her sharp cries, and he fell headlong and fainted on the table.

The wrong message sent in a daze, reached Huo Ye's hand, the other party called immediately, and was picked up by the man who was approaching him to touch his phone.

The sentence "Honey, who are you calling husband? Where are you asking me to pick you up? Huh?", successfully made his father furious, and immediately made a video call with the other party, which made him jump in fright.

The big red silk pajamas were half-naked and hung diagonally on the body. The half-white monster lying on the big bed opposite the video stared at the old man in front of the video with a face full of astonishment. The mask fell off, revealing a male-female face. ...

Knowing that it was Jiang Xiao's father, Huo Ye immediately put on his clothes, suppressed the playful smile on his face, stood up respectfully, and nodded in apology.

Jiang Xiao woke up when he heard the voice of the third child. After seeing his father's polite response, he hung up the phone. He lowered his head and went to search for something. When he came to his senses, he rushed over and took back the phone, staring unhappily. with him.

His father lost face in front of others, and a group of old classmates laughed and shouted, telling him to just announce his girlfriend to them, and save his father's wish.

His father looked at him with displeasure, and the hand that was about to put it down began to move again.

The girl's father who wiped away his tears and left took the lead to ask, with malicious intentions, whether that strange man who was neither male nor female on the phone just now was what he called "my ancestor"?

Jiang Xiao stared at him coldly and didn't return.

So the group laughed and booed, "confess your girlfriend" became "confess your boyfriend", and some people suddenly called out the word "communication", joking that men and men can naturally "communicate", old bastards play The obscene jokes with homonyms made him feel nauseous for no reason.

His dad, an honest man, stood in the crowd, only knowing that his smiling face echoed with an apologetic smile.

The stomach was being cut, and even the internal organs felt uncomfortable. Every cell in his body was filled with endless disgust for the smoky environment. Jiang Xiao broke into a cold sweat and ran to the bathroom to vomit.

Retching, physical nausea, vomited out the food he ate in the morning, vomited out bursts of stinking wine, scavenged his intestines, and after the stomach was empty, the acid surged again and again. He buried his head under the cold water and directed at himself With a constant coughing throat, looking up and seeing the clown in the mirror, tears flowed down my face.

Exhaustion, mania, and the anger that came out forced the brain to flow backwards.

He went back in a rage, smashed half of the wine table with the bottle, splashed the soup all over the floor, and pointed his nose at all the old things who made fun of him, Huo Ye, and Shen lightly. Over and over again!

Because of his old disrespect, he had ulterior motives, and sincerely made things difficult for him, and he no longer expected his father to say anything. His father was already furious just because of his embarrassing behavior that resembled his mother's funeral at that year's funeral. No longer trying to explain anything, there is nothing to explain!

He is cranky!He just vents his anger!He just doesn't like everyone!

If he had had a knife at the time, he would have even wanted to commit a crime!

After committing a crime and then committing suicide, with a knife stabbed in his heart, he will never be merciless!

He would rather give himself a good time than suffer from this intermittent despair.

No one can understand his pain.

In this world, no one can understand him...

……

The breeze blows, cool and cold, and the night is still silent.

Jiang Xiao hugged Shen Qing, closed his eyes and breathed evenly, two lines of hot tears fell silently from the corners of his eyes.

The author has something to say:

About that house, if you don’t understand, you can go back to Chapter 5 and Chapter 52

Combining the views of the two brothers, it can be seen that the name (name) when buying the house was for his parents to provide for the elderly, and it will be the nest of their parents' future two-person world (mainly thought it was bought for Shen Jing, this woman before) The fate of her life was very bitter, and after more than ten years of hard work for the family, everyone thought it was Jiang Jifeng's compensation for her)

Jiang Xiao collapsed because he didn't expect his father to lie to Shen Jing and Shen Qing, and what happened in the morning, he couldn't accept it

About Jiang Xiao's Birth Mother

Just imagine, a proud, beautiful, bright and charming high-profile woman, and an honest and honest little man who can't make a fart, a man and a woman with such a big difference in image and three views, since they can get together in the first place, get married It is one thing to be old, but on the other hand, there must be its unspeakable secrets

This chapter can be regarded as the chapter where Jiang Xiao's three views collapsed, otherwise he would never be able to do it

Hurry up, just bear with these few chapters

Also, there is no charge for writing, some things will be too fragmented if you analyze too much in the article, if you don’t like my explanation, please deduct 1 from the comment area~ (I’ll go to another place to babble)

Otherwise I can't help it...

Thank you for your comments and support~

(I can’t find out the life and death of the nutrient solution in the background in the past two days. I will study it later. Thanks to the little angel who contributed the nutrient solution~)