I'm with the white moonlight of the mackerel

A long time ago, Osamu Dazai never made any plans for himself.

His life is just living, boring and numb living in this world, always looking for a way to die.

It's just that this plan got farther and farther away from him after he boarded Mori Ogai's pirate ship when he was 14 years old.

The doctor who kept saying that he would help him find a way to die without pain has actually been saving him and treating him with his own medical skills, showing a rare kindness in him.

Fortunately, Osamu Dazai was glad that Dr. Mori was not just a doctor, he became even busier after he succeeded in becoming the leader of the organization and took control of the entire mafia.

The guardian is not in Dazai, and he is free to find some fun for himself, such as trying the taste of the mixture of two medicines, or going to touch fish in the Tsurumi River.

It's just that these attempts all failed, which made Osamu Dazai a little depressed.

This boring world has changed a year later, and a ray of light shines into Osamu Dazai's world.

When he came to Radium Street according to Mr. Mori's order, Osamu Dazai didn't know that his mission target would be so bright.

The orange-haired, blue-eyed boy bumped into him with all his vitality, smashing the glass that separated Dazai Osamu from the world so that he would never forget it forever.

According to Mr. Mori's plan, he abducted people into the organization for him, but Osamu Dazai did not get the reward Mr. Mori promised.

But this is not important anymore, Osamu Dazai has been persuaded by the boy who shines like the sun, and he has found the meaning of living.

Perhaps, this is love at first sight.

That boy's name was Chuya Nakahara, and Osamu Dazai remembered his name firmly in his heart.

However, under the gaze of his blue eyes, it was difficult to pronounce his name. The moment he met his gaze, Osamu Dazai blurted out: "Chuya will be my dog."

Maybe, being a dog for the person you like is the way to pursue your lover, instead of trying to make him a dog and be the master yourself.

But at this moment Osamu Dazai still didn't understand this simple truth, he just did it brutally, and naturally found a way to reject it.

Nakahara was also very repulsed by him, but Osamu Dazai wanted to show his presence in front of him.

However, even after knowing that Zhong also wanted to make meritorious service to check his own information for the cadre, Osamu Dazai provoked him more than once, wanting to become a cadre first and then burn the information.

But in fact, not only did Osamu Dazai not deliberately embarrass him, but he gave up the market he had worked so hard to open up.

Let his favorite object become the dazzling jewel king.

Why do you want to do this, probably to make him more dazzling, but also still focus on yourself.

Occasionally, when I heard Nakahara Nakaya privately sighed that the former pioneer was very powerful and showed admiration, I originally wanted to show it in front of him, and let him admit that the predecessor was the powerful Osamu Dazai, but it was a bit shy.

This incident has been kept a secret until Verlaine came to Yokohama and made a big commotion.

Osamu Dazai couldn't help but tell this matter as if offering a treasure.

Under Zhong Yuanzhong's unbelievable gaze, only Dazai Osamu's unspoken confession remained.

Don't be angry, and don't leave with Verlaine, please stay with the Port Mafia and my side.

Fortunately, they won, and Chuya's Rage God defeated Verlaine.

In the end, that incident ended with the addition of a living dead in the basement who could never see anyone.

Without those friends in those flag clubs, Chuya became more dependent on him, which made Osamu Dazai feel happy.

Even later, their combination name Shuanghei also spread, and everything is developing in a good direction.

Originally, Osamu Dazai thought that this kind of happiness could last for a long time, until Chuya finally got the hang of it, and after understanding his mind, they got together smoothly.

But he got the book and mastered the world's biggest secret.

Seeing countless futures of himself and even the whole world, the huge amount of information overloaded Osamu Dazai's brain, and he just wanted to soak in the water until he was scooped up by Nakahara.

On a certain day, Osamu Dazai saw a red-haired man who had just been released from prison and was looking for a job with the port mafia.

In those countless timelines, Osamu Dazai would meet his friend Sakunosuke Oda a few days later.

His lifelong best friend led him to the light, but he lost his child and died in the darkness with his hands re-stained with blood.

Osamu Dazai pulled out his and Sakaguchi Ango's documents from the personnel file.

Osamu Dazai thought he wanted to change all this.Oda Sakunosuke liked the bright side so much, so he let him leave the organization and go to the bright world.

Everything went smoothly as planned by Osamu Dazai.

Oda works in the Armed Detective Agency, Ango left the Supernatural Secret Service Division, they all have a bright future, and Dazai Osamu...

He hugged his partner who had just used filth, and while Chuya was asleep, he quietly leaned over and kissed him on the face.

In short, everything seems to be developing in a good direction, until Osamu Dazai, who has made great achievements, became the youngest cadre.

But Mr. Mori was full of suspicion towards him, so Osamu Dazai hesitated and decided to act first, and occasionally the leader could be replaced by someone else.

Even those who come back will be angry, but people who are close to death always have the right to be willful.

Yes, after giving up on death and only occasionally taking it as a joke to seek death and wait for his partner to save his life, Osamu Dazai, who got the book, already clearly knew the date of his own death.

There should be no more than three people who have touched the book and learned its information, otherwise the fragile pages of this world will be in danger of being unstable.

The abilities of Ryunosuke Akutagawa and Atsushi Nakajima are both needed by the future and the book, so Osamu Dazai can only choose to die by himself.

This is the beginning, when Osamu Dazai got the book and learned about the future.

Osamu Dazai felt that he had made money by being able to exchange his life for his friends to live on and continue to write books, but it was a bit unfair to do so.

Of course Osamu Dazai knew this, so the relationship between him and Chuya has remained ambiguous over the years.

As long as you don't confess, Zhong should be fine, right?

Osamu Dazai thinks so, after all, according to the records in the book, no matter whether he exists or not, he can live a good life.

With this conclusion, Osamu Dazai felt that he could feel at ease.

However, Chuya was the first to get closer, even though Dazai's plan should alienate Chuu, he couldn't do it.

After all, many things can be hidden without trying to cover up, whether it is sneezing or love.

It was also the year when he just became the leader, and Dazai Osamu and Zhong also became lovers after all.

In order to make Chuya happy, and to make Chuu a better life after he left, Osamu Dazai worked hard.

There are countless timelines cheating in the future, this little effort is enough to organize the darkness covering most of Japan in four years, and it also allowed Osamu Dazai to successfully gain the expression of adoring lovers.

Chuya, who really looks at people like a puppy, can't make people fall in love.

Therefore, in the past four years, in addition to developing the organization, Osamu Dazai also used the name of the leader to get a lot of benefits from his lover.

When hugging Chuya, Osamu Dazai even thought about letting the world and the book be destroyed together, anyway, he is already with the one he loves.

But he still couldn't bear it. In this world, there are Chuya, Mr. Mori, and Oda Tsukuru who is writing a book...

In the end, Osamu Dazai used the task to lure Chuya away, implemented his plan, and went to see Odasaku for the last time.

Deciding what to face tomorrow, I wanted to talk to my friends but was rejected and pointed at with □.

Seeing Oda Tsukuru like this, and thinking of Ango who had re-entered the Supernatural Secret Service Division, Osamu Dazai suddenly had a bad idea in his heart.

Although I am sorry to my friend, his life may be threatened, but if Zhong also feels that he has changed his mind, then he can at least live.

By the time Odasaku is found, Mr. Mori should be by Nakaya's side too.

In the middle, even if the attack is extremely angry, Odasaku can also avoid it seamlessly.

As long as you avoid the first attack, the rest can be handed over to Mr. Sen.

Osamu Dazai knew his importance to the organization, and he also knew what the organization might face after his death.

At that time, Mr. Mori will definitely stop Chuya and prevent him from turning against the Armed Detective Agency.

Osamu Dazai, who let go of everything, met Atsushi Nakajima and Ryunosuke Akutagawa on the rooftop. They are the future written in the book and necessary to maintain this world.

If you can keep the world line from falling out of the book by killing them, and protect the world and Chuya together, Osamu Dazai will actually do it.

But no, all the gifts given by fate have already been secretly priced, and the book does not give Osamu Dazai any other choice.

These were also Dazai Osamu's plans. In the end, thinking of Ango's ability, he still didn't say Chuya's name.

The only thing that can prove this relationship is a little arrangement secretly made by Osamu Dazai in order to prevent Chuya from dying in battle due to filth.

Things happened as Osamu Dazai thought, the only problem was that Osamu Dazai found that although his body was broken after jumping off the building, his soul was standing there.

Day after day, he became an earth-bound spirit, repeating the process of dying.

Within two days, Osamu Dazai began to regret that he should find a more reliable way to die.

It wasn't until Chuya Nakahara returned to Yokohama that Osamu Dazai understood why Arabato was called a god.

The barbaric spit of gravity attracts wandering souls and annihilates them.

Osamu Dazai thought he would disappear like this, but unexpectedly, he was unscathed.

Probably due to the effect of disqualification in the world, or something else, Huangba's power just pulled him to Chuya's side.

Seeing Chuya's loss and pain, Osamu Dazai was silent, maybe he shouldn't make such an arrangement, but should speak his heart frankly.

The author has something to say: the next chapter is Zhizhong going out for a trip, and I will write about Buteizai first in the order that the ROLL arrived in the group.

感谢在2021-09-1010:46:11~2021-09-1021:57:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Jian Sheng 1 piece;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Abyss;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!