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Chapter 5 [It's Too Late]
After hearing Luo Qingqiu's words, Zhan Zhao felt at a loss.
This little girl actually said that she likes herself?
It's not that no girls have expressed their feelings to him, but that was about a long time ago.Probably...while she was still around.
At that time, I was young, and some girls said they liked me, but they just laughed it off.He never thought about starting a family, he thought that his whole life would be used to protect the people of the world.He never thought of giving anyone a special love, nor did he think of sharing his responsibilities with others.Alone, although lonely, but injured and poisoned, no one else is tired of caring.
When he met her later, he enjoyed being with her very much.She understands him, understands him.When he was tired, her cup of hot tea or a word of concern made him feel warm and cozy.But he never thought of taking one step closer. Sometimes he would be greedy for the warmth, but he only dared to keep warm from a distance, and he didn't dare to take the fire as his own.Because he is not a good destination, he will only run around and can't get home, only constant injuries make people worry-he is only suitable for one person, he can't give happiness to anyone.
He knew she liked him, and she even knew that she had told him.But he could only choose to refuse, and he knew it would hurt her heart.But he thought again, when she gets married, someone will accompany her and protect her every day, and she will gain true happiness. This past of her youth will naturally become a thing of the past.
But that fire devoured all the future.
At that moment, he suddenly realized how absurd it was to entrust his happiness to the future.All you can grasp is now.If you let yourself live well now, you may not be unhappy in the future, but the happiness in front of you is real; if you wrong yourself and your loved ones in front of you, and suffer now, you will surely be able to enjoy the pain in the future?Even though he rejected her, she still traded her life for her own, and when she left, she didn't bring any liking for her.Is this the result you want?If he could not be so timid at that time, but directly asked someone to propose marriage, at least...at least for a period of time, he could still hug her every day, rub her soft hair, scratch her nose, and eat her Meals specially prepared for him, distressed but happy watching her mend his clothes under the lamp, and chatting with her, talking and laughing at Yanyan...
At least, there is still a time.
But that kind of past was too extravagant for him now.He personally rejected all of this.
It is impossible for him not to regret it.
He already loved her very much.Because of regret, the love for her is deeper and more difficult to let go.
He even decided to live his life with only good memories.
Anyway, originally, he didn't plan to start a family.It's just that the reason has changed.
Therefore, he rejected all the girls, and solemnly stated that she will always be the only one in his heart.
Everyone saw his pain, everyone knew his feelings for her, and when the news spread, no one would persuade him to get married, and naturally no girl would say that he liked him anymore.
But I don't think it's been five years, and someone said that again.
Or... such a little girl?
The girl looked seventeen or eighteen years old, about ten years younger than him, Zhan Zhao suddenly thought of the past.
At that time, she was also at this age.
"Miss, do you mean that you met Zhan after 1000 years?" After a long time, Zhan Zhao came to his senses.
"Yes." Luo Qingqiu nodded, "After a long time of 1000 years, your name can no longer be found in the history books. But even if you only have an outline in the legend, I still like you."
Zhan Zhao shook his head and sighed: "Girl, Zhan...already has a heart."
"Ah?" Luo Qingqiu was taken aback, and lowered his head, "I see... I thought about it too. Then, when I go to Kaifeng, I must see what a lucky girl she is."
"..." Zhan Zhao was silent for a while, then said softly, "She's not here anymore."
Luo Qingqiu looked at him in astonishment, even though she couldn't see clearly, she clearly felt the deep sadness in his eyes.She hadn't thought about this situation and was caught off guard for a while.She once thought that maybe now he already has a sweetheart and even a family.She was lucky to be able to meet him, and it was extremely appropriate that he did not leave a place for her in his life.But she never thought that the Zhan Zhao she met would be a Zhan Zhao who had such a sad emotional past.
"...Sorry." Luo Qingqiu's voice was barely audible, "Don't be too sad, there will always be regrets in life."
Zhan Zhao nodded and said with a smile, "Zhan knows."
"Well... Now that's the case, Mr. Zhan, can we... be friends?"
Luo Qingqiu didn't know if Zhan Zhao had an unforgettable relationship with his sweetheart, but if Zhan Zhao really chose to leave his heart to her forever, Luo Qingqiu would choose to support him.But she likes Zhan Zhao, even if it's just for love and courtesy, she is still willing to spend more time with him, it's not too much to be a friend.
"The girl is straightforward, and Zhan is willing to make her a friend." Zhan Zhao said sincerely.
Luo Qingqiu smiled: "Okay. Mr. Zhan, when are you going back to Kaifeng?"
"The case is over, and we will start our journey in a few days."
"Okay, I'll pack up. I think I'll be leaving in two days. I should be slower than you guys. When I get to Kaifeng, I'll go find you."
"Girl... Are you going to Kaifeng now?"
Luo Qingqiu nodded of course.
"Miss, this case is over, and there is still some finishing work to be done when I return to Beijing. Miss Zhan is going to Kaifeng now, and I'm afraid Zhan won't be able to spare time to take her on a tour."
"Then it won't be too late to show your friendship as a landlord when you are free. Anyway, I will stay in Kaifeng for a long time."
Zhan Zhao was shocked: "The girl wants to live in Kaifeng? Why?"
Luo Qingqiu explained to him in detail: "Zhan Zhao, although you have your own heart, but it is undeniable that I have done my best to understand you after 1000 years. You are the person I am most familiar with in this era. Even if We are just friends with each other, but staying by the side of people we are relatively familiar with feels at ease. It is true that I also made friends in Shuzhou. But if you count from the "admiration" in modern times, I have liked you for six years. On the first day in Song Dynasty, I wanted to see what you look like, and figure out what the real Zhan Zhao looks like. Without you, I might have been living in a daze and panic for the past six months. Putting aside feelings, You are my spiritual pillar, so if you are in Kaifeng, then I must go to Kaifeng."
"..." Zhan Zhao was speechless for a while, he didn't quite know the role of "spiritual support" for people in another time and space.But he could feel Luo Qingqiu's sincerity and determination.Moreover, he has no right to interfere with where Luo Qingqiu wants to live.
"Girl, do you want to go alone?"
Luo Qingqiu looked at Feng Siyu, but saw that Feng Siyu seemed to have a strange expression: "Sisi, what's wrong with you?"
Feng Siyu shook his head, but didn't say anything.
Luo Qingqiu said to Zhan Zhao: "I should go with Sisi."
Zhan Zhao frowned, he felt that it was not reassuring for the two girls to go from Shuzhou to Kaifeng alone.
He thought about it and said: "Girl, we brought a little girl from the bitter master's family with us on this trip. It is a long way for you to go to Kaifeng, why not go with Kaifeng Mansion, one is safer and more care, and two, please also Girl, help take care of that girl, what do you think, girl?"
Luo Qingqiu laughed and looked at Feng Siyu: "Sisi, do you think it's okay?"
Feng Siyu frowned and said to Zhan Zhao: "Master Zhan, this matter... I want to discuss it with Qingqiu again, and I will reply to you later, okay?"
Zhan Zhao smiled and nodded.Although Luo Qingqiu didn't know what happened to Feng Siyu, he didn't say anything.
At this point, what Luo Qingqiu wanted to say has been said.Already planning to check out and leave, Zhan Zhao suddenly remembered something: "Girl, Zhan has one doubt."
"You said."
"According to what the girl said, the last time the girl and Zhanmou actually met for the first time?"
"Yes."
"Then... how did the girl recognize Zhan?"
As soon as these words came out, Luo Qingqiu was stunned.
Because she didn't know how to answer.
"...Master Zhan, I told you, I'm afraid you wouldn't believe it. When I saw you, I was certain that you were Zhan Zhao. I didn't know why, but I just thought you were Zhan Zhao, and Zhan Zhao was you. You Your eyes are Zhan Zhao’s eyes, and Zhan Zhao’s eyes are your eyes.” That kind of feeling is strange even thinking about it now.What kind of bond is it that can be recognized at a glance after 1000 years?If it didn't happen in real life, it should be a romantic love story from past life to present life.But for Luo Qingqiu, she just couldn't believe it herself, and she didn't know the reason.Now, she can only tell the truth.When Feng Siyu asked her before, she answered the same way.It's just... Feng Siyu believes in her, will Zhan Zhao also believe in her?
Sure enough, Zhan Zhao's face was full of doubts.
Luo Qingqiu was helpless: "I knew you wouldn't believe it. I couldn't believe it myself. All I know about you is only from the few words you left 1000 years later. How could I recognize you with just eyes? But the fact is that in this way."
Parting from Luo Qingqiu, Zhan Zhao's thoughts were confused.
He had too much to digest in this talk with Luo Qingqiu.
Since she said that she came from the future, he saw that her expression was honest and did not seem to be fake, but this story that no storyteller could make up made him vigilant.And later, he asked her why she recognized herself when they met for the first time, which was clearly impossible.If it is said that traveling through time and space is beyond the control of human beings, it is true that no one can recognize people.This made him more vigilant.Traveling through time and space and identifying people based on rumors, even if there is such a thing, will it happen to one person at the same time by such a coincidence?
But when he thought about it again, when he saw Luo Qingqiu, he also seemed to be terrified.Also, thinking about it carefully, he remembered that at that time... she seemed to be in tears?Is it a coincidence?Or is there a cause and effect in it?
He didn't think that Luo Qingqiu was a person with any conspiracy. On the contrary, he thought that this girl was sincere and cute, making people approachable.It's just that he has been in the arena and officialdom for many years, and he always thinks a lot.
Zhan Zhao's thoughts are difficult to clarify.
Luo Qingqiu still has to go to Kaifeng to settle down.This is also good, maybe by getting in touch with him slowly, he can know what is true and what is false and what the truth is.
This little girl actually said that she likes herself?
It's not that no girls have expressed their feelings to him, but that was about a long time ago.Probably...while she was still around.
At that time, I was young, and some girls said they liked me, but they just laughed it off.He never thought about starting a family, he thought that his whole life would be used to protect the people of the world.He never thought of giving anyone a special love, nor did he think of sharing his responsibilities with others.Alone, although lonely, but injured and poisoned, no one else is tired of caring.
When he met her later, he enjoyed being with her very much.She understands him, understands him.When he was tired, her cup of hot tea or a word of concern made him feel warm and cozy.But he never thought of taking one step closer. Sometimes he would be greedy for the warmth, but he only dared to keep warm from a distance, and he didn't dare to take the fire as his own.Because he is not a good destination, he will only run around and can't get home, only constant injuries make people worry-he is only suitable for one person, he can't give happiness to anyone.
He knew she liked him, and she even knew that she had told him.But he could only choose to refuse, and he knew it would hurt her heart.But he thought again, when she gets married, someone will accompany her and protect her every day, and she will gain true happiness. This past of her youth will naturally become a thing of the past.
But that fire devoured all the future.
At that moment, he suddenly realized how absurd it was to entrust his happiness to the future.All you can grasp is now.If you let yourself live well now, you may not be unhappy in the future, but the happiness in front of you is real; if you wrong yourself and your loved ones in front of you, and suffer now, you will surely be able to enjoy the pain in the future?Even though he rejected her, she still traded her life for her own, and when she left, she didn't bring any liking for her.Is this the result you want?If he could not be so timid at that time, but directly asked someone to propose marriage, at least...at least for a period of time, he could still hug her every day, rub her soft hair, scratch her nose, and eat her Meals specially prepared for him, distressed but happy watching her mend his clothes under the lamp, and chatting with her, talking and laughing at Yanyan...
At least, there is still a time.
But that kind of past was too extravagant for him now.He personally rejected all of this.
It is impossible for him not to regret it.
He already loved her very much.Because of regret, the love for her is deeper and more difficult to let go.
He even decided to live his life with only good memories.
Anyway, originally, he didn't plan to start a family.It's just that the reason has changed.
Therefore, he rejected all the girls, and solemnly stated that she will always be the only one in his heart.
Everyone saw his pain, everyone knew his feelings for her, and when the news spread, no one would persuade him to get married, and naturally no girl would say that he liked him anymore.
But I don't think it's been five years, and someone said that again.
Or... such a little girl?
The girl looked seventeen or eighteen years old, about ten years younger than him, Zhan Zhao suddenly thought of the past.
At that time, she was also at this age.
"Miss, do you mean that you met Zhan after 1000 years?" After a long time, Zhan Zhao came to his senses.
"Yes." Luo Qingqiu nodded, "After a long time of 1000 years, your name can no longer be found in the history books. But even if you only have an outline in the legend, I still like you."
Zhan Zhao shook his head and sighed: "Girl, Zhan...already has a heart."
"Ah?" Luo Qingqiu was taken aback, and lowered his head, "I see... I thought about it too. Then, when I go to Kaifeng, I must see what a lucky girl she is."
"..." Zhan Zhao was silent for a while, then said softly, "She's not here anymore."
Luo Qingqiu looked at him in astonishment, even though she couldn't see clearly, she clearly felt the deep sadness in his eyes.She hadn't thought about this situation and was caught off guard for a while.She once thought that maybe now he already has a sweetheart and even a family.She was lucky to be able to meet him, and it was extremely appropriate that he did not leave a place for her in his life.But she never thought that the Zhan Zhao she met would be a Zhan Zhao who had such a sad emotional past.
"...Sorry." Luo Qingqiu's voice was barely audible, "Don't be too sad, there will always be regrets in life."
Zhan Zhao nodded and said with a smile, "Zhan knows."
"Well... Now that's the case, Mr. Zhan, can we... be friends?"
Luo Qingqiu didn't know if Zhan Zhao had an unforgettable relationship with his sweetheart, but if Zhan Zhao really chose to leave his heart to her forever, Luo Qingqiu would choose to support him.But she likes Zhan Zhao, even if it's just for love and courtesy, she is still willing to spend more time with him, it's not too much to be a friend.
"The girl is straightforward, and Zhan is willing to make her a friend." Zhan Zhao said sincerely.
Luo Qingqiu smiled: "Okay. Mr. Zhan, when are you going back to Kaifeng?"
"The case is over, and we will start our journey in a few days."
"Okay, I'll pack up. I think I'll be leaving in two days. I should be slower than you guys. When I get to Kaifeng, I'll go find you."
"Girl... Are you going to Kaifeng now?"
Luo Qingqiu nodded of course.
"Miss, this case is over, and there is still some finishing work to be done when I return to Beijing. Miss Zhan is going to Kaifeng now, and I'm afraid Zhan won't be able to spare time to take her on a tour."
"Then it won't be too late to show your friendship as a landlord when you are free. Anyway, I will stay in Kaifeng for a long time."
Zhan Zhao was shocked: "The girl wants to live in Kaifeng? Why?"
Luo Qingqiu explained to him in detail: "Zhan Zhao, although you have your own heart, but it is undeniable that I have done my best to understand you after 1000 years. You are the person I am most familiar with in this era. Even if We are just friends with each other, but staying by the side of people we are relatively familiar with feels at ease. It is true that I also made friends in Shuzhou. But if you count from the "admiration" in modern times, I have liked you for six years. On the first day in Song Dynasty, I wanted to see what you look like, and figure out what the real Zhan Zhao looks like. Without you, I might have been living in a daze and panic for the past six months. Putting aside feelings, You are my spiritual pillar, so if you are in Kaifeng, then I must go to Kaifeng."
"..." Zhan Zhao was speechless for a while, he didn't quite know the role of "spiritual support" for people in another time and space.But he could feel Luo Qingqiu's sincerity and determination.Moreover, he has no right to interfere with where Luo Qingqiu wants to live.
"Girl, do you want to go alone?"
Luo Qingqiu looked at Feng Siyu, but saw that Feng Siyu seemed to have a strange expression: "Sisi, what's wrong with you?"
Feng Siyu shook his head, but didn't say anything.
Luo Qingqiu said to Zhan Zhao: "I should go with Sisi."
Zhan Zhao frowned, he felt that it was not reassuring for the two girls to go from Shuzhou to Kaifeng alone.
He thought about it and said: "Girl, we brought a little girl from the bitter master's family with us on this trip. It is a long way for you to go to Kaifeng, why not go with Kaifeng Mansion, one is safer and more care, and two, please also Girl, help take care of that girl, what do you think, girl?"
Luo Qingqiu laughed and looked at Feng Siyu: "Sisi, do you think it's okay?"
Feng Siyu frowned and said to Zhan Zhao: "Master Zhan, this matter... I want to discuss it with Qingqiu again, and I will reply to you later, okay?"
Zhan Zhao smiled and nodded.Although Luo Qingqiu didn't know what happened to Feng Siyu, he didn't say anything.
At this point, what Luo Qingqiu wanted to say has been said.Already planning to check out and leave, Zhan Zhao suddenly remembered something: "Girl, Zhan has one doubt."
"You said."
"According to what the girl said, the last time the girl and Zhanmou actually met for the first time?"
"Yes."
"Then... how did the girl recognize Zhan?"
As soon as these words came out, Luo Qingqiu was stunned.
Because she didn't know how to answer.
"...Master Zhan, I told you, I'm afraid you wouldn't believe it. When I saw you, I was certain that you were Zhan Zhao. I didn't know why, but I just thought you were Zhan Zhao, and Zhan Zhao was you. You Your eyes are Zhan Zhao’s eyes, and Zhan Zhao’s eyes are your eyes.” That kind of feeling is strange even thinking about it now.What kind of bond is it that can be recognized at a glance after 1000 years?If it didn't happen in real life, it should be a romantic love story from past life to present life.But for Luo Qingqiu, she just couldn't believe it herself, and she didn't know the reason.Now, she can only tell the truth.When Feng Siyu asked her before, she answered the same way.It's just... Feng Siyu believes in her, will Zhan Zhao also believe in her?
Sure enough, Zhan Zhao's face was full of doubts.
Luo Qingqiu was helpless: "I knew you wouldn't believe it. I couldn't believe it myself. All I know about you is only from the few words you left 1000 years later. How could I recognize you with just eyes? But the fact is that in this way."
Parting from Luo Qingqiu, Zhan Zhao's thoughts were confused.
He had too much to digest in this talk with Luo Qingqiu.
Since she said that she came from the future, he saw that her expression was honest and did not seem to be fake, but this story that no storyteller could make up made him vigilant.And later, he asked her why she recognized herself when they met for the first time, which was clearly impossible.If it is said that traveling through time and space is beyond the control of human beings, it is true that no one can recognize people.This made him more vigilant.Traveling through time and space and identifying people based on rumors, even if there is such a thing, will it happen to one person at the same time by such a coincidence?
But when he thought about it again, when he saw Luo Qingqiu, he also seemed to be terrified.Also, thinking about it carefully, he remembered that at that time... she seemed to be in tears?Is it a coincidence?Or is there a cause and effect in it?
He didn't think that Luo Qingqiu was a person with any conspiracy. On the contrary, he thought that this girl was sincere and cute, making people approachable.It's just that he has been in the arena and officialdom for many years, and he always thinks a lot.
Zhan Zhao's thoughts are difficult to clarify.
Luo Qingqiu still has to go to Kaifeng to settle down.This is also good, maybe by getting in touch with him slowly, he can know what is true and what is false and what the truth is.
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