EKG Life's Mask

I lifted the fire spell from the stone.Why didn't I think of it before?I just thought that no matter where I throw it, it seems inappropriate, but I forgot that although I can't cast a spell as a demon, I can still break it.

Maybe, it's not that I've forgotten or not. Maybe, I'm just hesitating. I'm hesitating. This may be the only thing that can hurt Fengshuo. Should I stay by my side?At the same time, I was also imagining that if he would live with resentment in the days to come, wouldn't it be better to stop everything at this moment now...

I don't want to hurt Feng Shuo, even if he is really resented by him all his life, I don't want to hurt him, I am very clear about my own psychology.However, even so, my heart still couldn't help feeling uneasy.Afraid of the days to come, afraid of Fengshuo's indifferent eyes when facing me.

No matter what he says or does to me, I think I should be able to bear it. Even if it is possible, his anger will torture me in the days to come. I even feel that I should bear it , or, maybe that way, I will feel that I can feel better in my heart.But staying here for the past few days, all I felt was his indifference towards me, and that was something I couldn't accept no matter what.

Perhaps, it is because of listening to his words that my restless heart will settle down a little bit, which is not necessarily the case.It is precisely because of what he said, knowing that he doesn't hate me anymore, and knowing that there will be a warm future between us, so I am determined to destroy this stone.

Although I have also considered whether all this is just a lie he told me for self-protection after knowing the conversation between my elder brother and me, and whether after that, he will seem to change completely Personally, leave me alone in pain.But even though it may be false, at this moment, I still want to believe it.

I don't want Fengshuo to die, whether it's the present, the past, or even the future, as long as it's something that can be solved alive, I don't want him to die to solve it...

Confirming this belief in my heart, I casually threw the flint stone that had turned into an ordinary stone aside, and walked towards the cave where Fengshuo was...

Today is the same, he can hear the restless figure conveyed from the cave where he is from far away... it seems to be crazy.But at this time, I heard those voices in my ears, and now I only feel uneasy...

"Wind Flicker..."

I softly shouted outside the stone gate...

"Ahhhhhhh!!!"

The roars were like silver needles piercing my heart. The moment I heard the movement inside, I even felt that my heart was being pulled violently.

If I can share this pain with him at this time, maybe on the contrary, my heart won't be so uncomfortable, but I just became a devil, but I can't even share this kind of thing with him... …

"Wind Flicker..."

He said that today is the most important day for him, that is to say, after today, all this can stop, right?Although it will not stop forever, at least, this situation should not happen again in the next ten years or so.Thinking about it this way, although today is a watershed, but at the same time, it is also a day to welcome hope, isn't it?

"Red... Chiyue..."

At first, I thought that he must be unable to say a word at this time, but when I calmed down and sat at the door of Shimen, his voice calling me came from inside...

"Wind Sparkle!"

I hurriedly let him know I was here.

"Wind Sparkle! I'm here! I'm here!"

I should be able to say something else, I don't want to talk about such a boring topic.However, even if he wanted to speak, his voice seemed to be out of his control at this time, and he couldn't say anything.I only hope that if the time can pass a little faster, it will be better to let tonight end earlier, and I can feel at ease...

"Chiyue... Chiyue..."

Same as me, Feng Shuo never said anything unnecessary, just calling me through the stone gate.

I could feel the breath behind the stone gate, the sound of his footsteps that left the bed where he was lying on, and stumbled to the stone gate, and then, finally, stopped in front of the stone gate...

"Wind Sparkle!"

"Red Moon..."

I could feel the palm of my hand sticking to Shimen, and I stretched out my hand towards Shimen. Even though I couldn't feel his warmth, I could still feel his breath...

"You let me in..."

Before I knew it, such a sentence came out of my mouth...

"Let me see you, I haven't seen you for several days...you seem to be in pain...can you let me take a look?"

"no!"

Obviously that voice seemed to be trembling, but this sentence seemed extraordinarily firm.

"I can't let you see me like this, I don't want you to see me so ugly..."

"ugly?"

I felt a slight smile on my face.I always feel that this kind of thinking is the same as mine, but he has seen my most downcast and ugliest appearance, but he has never shown me a little downcast in front of me.

"I want to see you...whether it's beautiful or ugly, I want to see you..." I said, "I want to be by your side when you are most uncomfortable...even if I can't share the pain for you, At least I can hold you and stay with you until dawn...I want to see your face...I haven't seen you for days. You always shut yourself in when it gets dark Painful, but at dawn, you never came to see me..."

"..."

He didn't say a word, just listened quietly.

"You said it! This time shedding makes you feel very uneasy. Maybe it's the last time. That's why you want to say what's in your heart. But, if it's true, isn't it true? Does it mean that I won't even be able to see your last side? Or, do you think I don't even have the right to watch you leave? "

What am I talking about?How can you say such a thing?Why would you want to embarrass him?Why do you have to be by his side?Isn't it like this now by his side?wrong!It is precisely because of this that it makes me more uneasy. Even after hearing so many words from him, if my actions are not confirmed, my heart will always be uneasy, even if I have already thrown the flint away...

"Wind Sparkle...I..."

"Crack..."

Before I could say the following words, there was a muffled sound from Shimen, and then, before I could react at all, the door opened...

"Wind Sparkle!"

I quickly stood up and looked inside, but the moment the door opened, I saw a black figure rushing towards me, and then hugged me...

That face was tightly attached to my side face, the fiery temperature was conveyed through the cheeks, the breath that seemed to be trembling, even more so, seemed to be directly breathed on the ear, with a hot feeling like steam... …

"Wind Flicker..."

I was frightened for a moment, and I couldn't help shouting like this...

"Don't move...don't move for now...the door is open...I don't know...what I will do...for now...just like this...stay for a while..."