EKG Life's Mask

"Do you remember what I thought of you?"

The voice inside came again...

"All I can say is...even now, the way I look at you has never changed..."

"Eh?"

Until just now, I was still silent in my mind that he might still resent me, but the moment I heard his words, I even felt that my breathing stopped.

"Did you just... say something?"

I asked again as if I didn't hear anything.

"No...no! I didn't say anything!"

Saying so, the inside fell into silence again.This reminds me of Fengshik's mask when he first said those words to me.I originally thought that the real Feng Shuo would be a demon who could be seen everywhere, never smiling at me again, and would always just face me with indifference, but this kind of him reminded me of that time when he always Windshield Mask who smiled at me...

"only……"

After a while, he spoke again...

"At first, I didn't want to treat you so cruelly... Even though I still don't know what kind of face I should use when I meet you again, I never thought of doing that to you as soon as we met." things... But, you looked so weak in front of me, and even cried for others..."

Feng Shuo paused for a while as he said this...

"I don't want you to cry... Even if you cry, I want to... At least you are not crying for others. The only person who can make you cry is me..."

Although I always feel a little unclear, but I always feel that what he wants to express has been conveyed to me.Then, even though I still can't figure out what he wants to say, what he meant should be that, in fact, he is not still resenting me, right?

"That's my brother!" I said, "It would be even more strange if I heard about the death of my relatives and treated him indifferently, without even shedding a single tear..."

In the face of my answer, all he left me was the faint silence, which made me think that the communication between us could only end here.

"Even so... I can't stand it..."

After a while, the sound of Fengshuo came from inside again.

"Even if that person is your eldest brother, your only relative, even if you are sad because you lost your only relative, I don't want to see you cry for others. Also, you were bitten on the neck by that kind of demon... Although I know that the other party just wants to eat you, the feeling towards you is at best just your human attitude towards food, but even so, I still can't bear it... I don't want my things, my things People, especially the ones you like are touched by others a little bit, not to mention, he almost killed you. If possible, I would of course rush up at that time and beat Shen Xiao hard, but at that time But I can't do anything...except thinking, if I want to reply, I will have time in the future...I also feel very disgusted with such a powerless me..."

Having said that, Feng Shuo fell into silence again.

"That is to say, at that time, were you just venting your anger on me?" I asked.

Feng Shuo's silence continued, and after a while, he opened his mouth again, but that was not an explanation...

"Sorry……"

Even with such an apologetic voice, I could feel the tremor in his throat.I don't know whether it is the process of shedding his skin that makes him feel painful, or the current topic makes him feel painful.However, even though it is so painful, he still chooses to talk and stop like this to make it clear to me, I already feel very happy.

"Why did you tell me now?"

As if I was just annoyed with him, I asked.

"Eh?" This time, it was replaced by Fengshuo's questioning voice.

"Why did you say sorry to me now? Why didn't you tell me what you thought until now? Do you know how I feel these days? I really thought that I was still resented by you..."

"Feel sorry……"

Windshield says...

"Don't say sorry! I don't want to hear you say sorry!"

"..."

I can feel that he still wants to say something to me, but he didn't speak immediately, but after a slight pause...

"Although I have thought about telling you clearly... But I always feel that I can't speak if I just feel you outside... And, today is also... It was my plan at first, at least until this period has passed After that... But recently I always feel very uneasy, as if something is about to happen. Maybe, this time, I just can't make it through, so at least think about... before I disappear , to tell you clearly..."

Hearing this, I was silent for a while.Could it be that the uneasy factor was that the elder brother came in and he saw it?No, probably not... Then, is it really the same as what he said, just a pure feeling?

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but squeeze the flint in my hand.yes!Could it be the existence of this that made him feel uneasy?

"Chiyue? Are you still there?"

Feng Shuo's voice came again.

"Huh? Huh! Still..."

"Is that so..."

Saying this, the air between us seemed to freeze again, and the silence made people feel suffocating. The most important reason for this should be that I was still holding such a dangerous thing in my hand...

"Wind Flicker..."

"Ok?"

"I..." I said, "I'm a little tired! I want to go back and rest..."

"Huh? Oh! That's right! I just became a demon not long ago, so I'm not so used to the night. Then go back and rest!" Feng Shimmer said.

"Ok!"

I stood up in response, and went to the cave where I have been living for the past few days.

"Red Moon!"

"Ok?"

"Tomorrow night is the most important time... At that time, can you also talk to me at my door? I always feel that as long as you are by my side, even if there is only a voice, it will not be so uncomfortable ..."

I listened quietly, although I didn't speak right away, but it wasn't hesitating, but I felt like I didn't know how to answer...

"Ok!"

In response, I continued to walk towards the cave where I lived...