Autism

Akashi thought about it many times, where would that girl go if she wasn't by his side.

Maybe she will become an excellent manga artist. After going through labor pains, she will meet someone who supports her wholeheartedly, fall in love, get married, forget herself, and live her life happily.

Will go very far, far away, a place that is beyond reach in other lifetimes.

Then he will probably be like his parents for the sake of the family business, find a woman who is beneficial to him to marry, and when they meet again in the end, they just look at each other and smile.

It's not that he didn't imagine that the two would walk together, but he suppressed it in the end.

Can't think, dare not think.

However, when he really saw this scene, he realized that the beast in his heart was not actually chained by him—he had been subconsciously wanting to get it.

He never really gave up.Even if he let go of the hand holding the kite, he has been following the kite all the way, always ready to hold it again.

Maybe he couldn't even show the last trace of tenderness to the girl.

Rage, anger, desire/thoughts burst forth when he saw the young girl and the young man looking at each other and smiling, they were about to tear his own body in half, and his mind was filled with sinful thoughts.

Huang SE was wrong, that person didn't come to him.Yes, Akashi Seijuro, what are you waiting for?It was he himself who refused so decisively back then.

All the regrets that Akashi Seijuro has done in this life have something to do with her.

All.

"So, what did Nana-chan come to Kyoto for?"

"Me?" Seven-year-old smiled and looked at an unknown place, with a slightly dazed expression, as if remembering something: "Come to meet someone I want to meet but dare not meet."

"Oh———" the new wife Eiji looked at the seven-year-old, feeling a little depressed, but in the end she returned to her usual smile, "Is it to make a break?"

"probably."

She shook her head, not very clear.At this moment, a man ran over from the street, panting and said to his new wife Eiji, "New... new wife teacher... why didn't you just... run away..."

"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry~ It's boring to stay in there. Let's come out and play~~~"

"Eiji, if you're busy, go quickly, I'm leaving too."

The other party was probably someone from the office. Seeing that Eiji had something to do, seven years old pushed him over there and told him to hurry up.When leaving, the new wife Eiji looked at her seriously and said, "Well, no matter what, I will always be by Nana-chan's side! So, you must work hard!"

"I know, I know, you're leaving!!"

Knowing that the other party didn't understand what he meant, but the new wife Eiji thought about it and let it go.He really still has things to do... There are still comics, and there are many unfinished things, just wait a little longer.

It's just that I didn't expect that this kind of laissez-faire attitude is actually the worst way for a dull person like seven years old.Thinking about it after a long time, the new wife Eiji could only shake his head and smile helplessly.

Perhaps some things were preordained long ago.No matter how many times you go back to the past, it's meaningless. Some people are destined to meet each other, and they cannot be together.

After Eiji left, she raised her hand to look at the darkened sky, and hurriedly took out her mobile phone to check the time———————Oops!I accidentally wasted so much time!Luoshan must have closed the school, right?Really... so today is already a waste of time?

Probably God is telling her that the relationship between herself and Akashi is really impossible, right?

They always seem to be missing out like this.

She just wanted to have a good talk with the other party, maybe she just wanted to confirm something.As long as Akashi still has a little bit of emotion and liking for her, she won't give up.

But what if the other party is really exactly as he said, and it is impossible to like him for the rest of his life?

impossible.Seven years old tilted his head and smiled uncertainly. When he was in the hospital, he heard from the nurse that it was Akashi who carried him from the ambulance to the hospital when he fainted. After that, he was busy with everything in the hospital. Afterwards, the family members also went to notify him...

"You look very anxious. You two are a couple, right? That boy has been wearing a jersey all the time, but only a school uniform jacket. He is still busy running up and down in such cold weather... I'm so envious!"

If he really said that because he didn't want to work so hard anymore, he planned to give him a punch after confirming it today.

Call him out?Rush into the school?Just ask for leave tomorrow!

In fact, if she really wants to find Akashi, there are many, many ways, not completely impossible.

But, she was really tired.Just like when he was abandoned by him.The current seven-year-old Toda has no comics, no serialization, no inspiration, and nothing to prove to the other party and himself. He is just an ordinary seven-year-old Toda.

Falling into a trough in the true sense, it may be difficult to get up, right?No matter how hard you try, you still can't get serialized, and no matter how hard you try, the boy is still unwilling to respond.

If you take the initiative for a long time, you will always get tired.

Putting down his hands decadently, Seven Years Old took one last look at the stop sign and at an approaching car heading for Luoshan University, pursed his lips, turned around and left the platform.

She took a few steps forward, still immersed in an unwarranted sadness.

Until a sudden hand grabbed her.

"Are you ready to leave?"

That voice is too familiar, so familiar that no matter where seven years old is, as long as it sounds, he will put down everything to find it.Her scalp went numb, her lips trembled and she turned around, and she saw the boy who was thinking day and night.

"I...it's time to go back. Otherwise, or it will be late and there will be no trams, so... um!"

It's not like the description in the novel, the head is blank, or very shocked.At this moment, Toda Seven-year-old looked at the face that was close at hand, and there were many flashes of images of the two of them in the past in his mind.

The remaining flowers in the ward, the violence at the top of the stairs, the silent but warm winter night, the incomprehensible park during the New Year, the boy's deliberate abandonment, the strange-colored pupils against the light... everything is constantly going back and forth. ... until she stopped at the beginning, she swept away the bushes in front of her, and saw a little boy kneeling in front of the chessboard on the porch in the dusk, with a focused and serious look.

He spotted her behind the bushes and said with a smile, "Hello."

The other party's dark red eyes were scorching hot by the setting sun.

According to the overlapping heat on the lips.

Who is in whose prison.