Autism

He was a very mean man, yes, proud and mean.

Various reasons make him farther and farther away from his original gentle self. Although he always treats people he cares about much more gently, but for those he doesn't care about, it's like The useless pieces on the chessboard are thrown away at will, and even used as discarded pieces.

He bound himself up with chains, treated himself harsher than others, and demanded himself almost abusively.It's just that I'm afraid of releasing the beast in my body.

I don't hope that I will become like my parents in a political marriage, without emotion, respecting each other as guests, and living their own lives.I also don't want to become like my grandfather, trapped in the chess game I set for myself all my life, selfish and indifferent.I don't want to be like those relatives, ups and downs in the intrigue of the so-called big family.

There are too many dislikes, so I can only keep suppressing, suppressing... I can't change my surroundings, nor can I change myself.

The seven-year-old can only be regarded as the last sustenance.

So I try my best to show the self I want in front of her, and I don't want her to see my despicable appearance, and see the filth and filth in my heart.But he couldn't help approaching her again and again, wanting to monopolize, wanting to make those beautiful things that couldn't possibly belong to him his own.

So he tried his best to lead her by any means.

Can this be called liking?I don't know, I really don't know.

He wanted to ask seven years old many times, what would she do if she found out that Akashi Seijuro was no longer Akashi Seijuro?It's just that this question has been buried and cannot be asked.

However, as he always thought, Toda's seven-year-old was an accident.She is too different, whether it is for herself or for herself, all actions and thoughts are too different.

She said that she likes, no matter what, she likes Akashi Seijuro.

Really... Haha, why do you want to do this!He can't help it, really can't help it, Nana.

Is he obsessed with her, or is she obsessed with him?

Or rather, just because he was sick.

Akashi looked directly at the girl's face, so haggard, so tired... He just lowered his head, and said in the same tone as before, as if without any emotional fluctuations: "I'm leaving, see you on the field."

Seeing Akashi turn and leave, going further and further away, Vulcan couldn't help but said angrily: "What! Why is that person so cold-blooded! Obviously this woman is... really, really!"

"Are you okay?" Heizi walked over and looked at Seven Years old worriedly.

However, Seven Years Old only stared at the direction in which Akashi was gradually going away, and shook her head, "It's okay, as long as it is conveyed." Then, she finally turned her eyes on the members of the Generation of Miracles, Vulcan and Furuhata, and pulled away The corner of the mouth is smiling, very happy.

"Ah Zheng understands, but he's just a little shy. So it's okay! You all go back quickly, isn't there still a game today?"

shy? !

Kise let out a cry of surprise, turned his head and pushed his glasses, Aomine's face was distorted into big and small eyes, Ziyuan bit off the delicious stick in his mouth, Heizi blinked his eyes and stood there, Vulcan and Fuqi They all opened their mouths in complete disbelief.

Was Akashi's appearance just now called shyness? !It's really a special shy way... No!Is Akashi Seijuro really shy? !

It's all --- I can't imagine it!

Seeing them at the age of seven, he burst out laughing again, "Okay, okay, let's go! The opening ceremony is almost over!" Just as he was about to turn around, he quickly turned back: "Oh, that's right! Tetsuya, thank you !"

Thank you, my friends.

The girl waved her hand and ran away.

Several people from the Generation of Miracles looked at each other, probably a little embarrassed...how could it not be awkward!They witnessed the whole process of Akashi's confession!And according to the confessor, that guy is shy! !If Akashi realizes this one day... Oops!can not imagine!Will be stabbed to death with scissors! ! !

"I...I just passed by today." Hejian spoke first, then pushed his glasses, turned around and left quickly.

"Ah, if you don't go back to Wuyue, you will be nagging again... It's so annoying, just call us out to see if nothing happened..."

"Today's delicious stick is really delicious~ I'm not in the mood to pay attention to other things. I'm going to find Xiaoshi too."

"Mr. Vulcan, is your face okay? Really, I have been worrying about the wound all the time, Mr. Jiangqi, let's go too, or the coach will scold us again in a while."

Seeing everyone leaving one after another, Kise reacted belatedly: "Eh...?! Eh! Wait! I, I don't know anything either!!! I'm leaving too, don't leave me behind One!!"

For the Miracles, today was a bit of an ups and downs.But for the seven-year-old, today is a very happy day, a day worth celebrating.

That's right, she finally took one step closer to Akashi today.

Finally, I deeply discovered his affairs, his real side; finally mustered up the courage to speak out the swelling emotion in my heart, and conveyed my heart to the other party.

shy?Excuse me?Oh, no no no, she is very happy now!

In fact, she had already discovered that something was wrong with Akashi, and he became a little strange.But what I didn't expect was the change of the other party, it turned out to be like this... Using the words in Two-dimensional, is it considered sick?Even so, Seven Year Old was still very worried.

Because she didn't know why Akashi had changed so much, she was afraid that it would have a bad influence on him.And those eyes also made her very concerned. Akashi's illness must have been not simple... However, the other party didn't want to say it, and he must have his own considerations.

Akashi is not an emotional person, he is calm and rational.There is no need to worry too much at the age of seven.Someday, he'll tell her everything.Until then, just wait.

Shocked?Are you scared?Are you flustered?Yes, there are, but it doesn't matter anymore.Toda's seven-year-old liking is not that kind of meager and simple thing, it is mixed with too many other, various emotions, so complicated that it is difficult to dissipate.

Liking is not something that can be said casually, she has always believed so firmly.

ah!By the way, speaking of it, there are still coloring pages to be drawn! !

The seven-year-old suddenly remembered this incident, and quickly ran to the subway station.But after only a few steps, when she exerted herself, she felt pain in her lower right abdomen, and she stopped for a while, thinking she was just running in a hurry.

However, the pain became more severe and sharper, so she had to squat down.

Then tremblingly took out the phone—————

"Hey...brother, brother Alu...it hurts, my stomach..."