little love

Zhu Chen's home was not far away. For Zhu Xiaowei and Song Yi, this road was familiar and couldn't be more familiar. Zhu Chen's home had often been a place for them to date.It takes only 10 minutes to ride a bicycle, and you can see his small two-story building from a distance.Before knocking on the door, Zhu Chen happened to open the door and come out.

"Yeah, you guys are here, let's go and take you to see some good things."

"What are you doing? It's so mysterious, where are you going?"

For Zhu Chen, Song Yi and the others believed unconditionally, just relying on how they helped them before.

"Don't ask, you'll find out later. Go to a friend's house and follow behind. I'm not responsible for finding you if you get lost."

Zhu Xiaowei punched him in the chest, Zhu Chen smiled and didn't fight back, got on his bike and walked ahead.

Soon, I arrived at a shop selling CDs. The owner was sitting in the middle of the CDs, and I couldn’t find them unless I looked carefully.

The shopkeeper's appearance, if Song Yi could describe it, was the middle-aged state of a decadent literary youth.Unshaven, wearing a peaked cap, lying there squinting, I don't know if he is sleeping or thinking.Zhu Chen greeted the shopkeeper familiarly, and without waiting for a response, he led the two of them through the middle of a side path and came to the front of the small building behind.

"Don't be surprised, that's my friend's father. In the early years, when he failed the college entrance examination, he went out to make music behind his back. I heard that he had been to Beijing, and he was stationed in some bars, and he was famous. Later, somehow Suddenly, he came back and brought back a son, who is my friend. No one asked the reason, and gradually no one asked.

Everyone guessed that when he was a little famous, some women followed him and had children. Later, he said that he might be lonely, and he left without a son. They all said that people in big cities are impersonal and only follow him. Money dear. "

Song Yi recalled the past and sighed, aren't big cities just so indifferent!

Zhu Chen turned around and urged,

"Don't ask questions about his mother later, or I won't be able to help you!"

Climbing up to the second floor along the wooden stairs on the left side of the small building, Zhu Chen knocked on the iron door, knocking continuously. Opened it, and came out with a more decadent image... Uh, student?youth?

Song Yi and Zhu Xiaowei couldn't define it.

Without waiting for the two of them to be dazed, Zhu Chen dragged them into the room, and immediately asked:

"Where is that movie you were talking about last time?"

Jiwotou obviously didn't wake up, and was confused:

"Which one are you talking about?......Oh, oh, I understand, just wait!"

After speaking, he rummaged through the CDs in the room. Song Yi wondered how he remembered where so many CDs were placed.

After a while, Jiwotou exclaimed:

"I found it, and it's all my fault that I hid it too closely. Let me tell you, this movie was just released in the United States last year. My dad and friend just brought it back from Beijing. It's not on the market yet. You guys are lucky today."

With that said, he stuffed the disc in his hand into the DVD player.

"Look for yourselves, I've seen it, and then go catch up on sleep."

After finishing speaking, he walked to the chicken coop-like bed, lifted the quilt and lay down again.

"Forget it, don't worry about him, he's just like that, he wakes up to watch DVDs, sleeps when he's sleepy, day and night upside down. We watch ours."

As soon as the subtitles came out, Song Yi immediately knew what the movie was. Unexpectedly, in 1997, this movie would be available in mainland China.

The film is "Brokeback Mountain" produced by Ang Lee in 1995, with Chinese subtitles. Although it is an American film, few people can understand it.

Song Yi had watched this film many times in his previous life. Although it was heartbreaking, he also appreciated the sincere and poignant love between the two in the film.

The movie played for a little while, before Zhu Chen and Zhu Xiaowei realized what the movie was about. They made a silent "scratch" and continued to watch. When they saw the two of them making love in the tent, their breathing became a little short of breath. But the final ending of two same-sex pure love is so unacceptable.

On the way back, Zhu Xiaowei was silent.

"what happened?"

The two of them were not riding bicycles, Zhu Xiaowei was pushing the bicycle, and Song Yi followed, walking slowly.

"Song Yi... Are you saying that there is really no good result between the same sex? Was that JACK killed in the end because his homosexuality was discovered? His method of death is the same as the homosexual killing that Ennis saw when he was a child. It's the same method, isn't it?"

"It's just a movie, it doesn't prove anything!"

"But... Zhu Chen's cousin was also forced to death because of homosexuality, wasn't he?"

Song Yi stopped and stared at Zhu Xiaowei's eyes:

"What do you mean by that?"

"Song Yi...I..."

Zhu Xiaowei hesitated to speak.

"Are you scared? Afraid of being discovered by others when you are with me?"

Song Yi's heart skipped a beat, he was afraid to see Zhu Xiaowei nodding his head.

"No, it's just that I feel that no one around agrees with this feeling, and I feel so scary!"

Zhu Xiaowei just felt inexplicable fear.

"At least Zhu Chen didn't discriminate against us, didn't he? As early as the beginning, I said that this road is difficult to walk. Now you feel that you have no courage?"

Song Yi's tone was very strong.

"Song Yi... We were too young back then, weren't we?"

Perhaps this question has long been held in Zhu Xiaowei's mind, and it is only today that he has the opportunity to raise it.

"I don't want to hear you talking nonsense. You go back and think about it for yourself. Is it important for others' approval or our relationship!"

Song Yi was a little sad, he was afraid that if the two of them continued to argue, they would really say something hurtful, so he almost ran away.

Looking at Song Yi's lonely back, Zhu Xiaowei's heart twitched fiercely. He wanted to catch up, but he recalled the horrific death of homosexuals in the movie just now. He looked around and found that no one was paying attention to them, so he rode on The car followed Song Yi far behind, but after all, no two of them went back together.