little love

In the days that followed, Zhu Xiaowei and Song Yi would always get together whenever they had the chance. They hid in the woods during the big class break, and hid behind the room where the sports equipment was kept during free activities in physical education class. Even Song Yi When going to the office to hold homework books in the evening self-study, Zhu Xiaowei would drag him into the dark and hold them for a while, whispering, acting like an underground party. Song Yi was helpless, but also felt a strong stimulation. Enjoy Zhu Xiaowei's possession all the time?

However, when the two of them were making out, they would meet Zhu Chen a few times. Sometimes when the two of them were talking about each other, they didn't notice people passing by, and Zhu Chen would make some noises to remind the pair of mandarin ducks.I didn't care about it once or twice, but the more times, Zhu Xiaowei and Song Yi had doubts:

Does Zhu Chen know something?Why cover them up.

"See you in the woods after school!"

Looking at the note that suddenly flew onto his desk, and looking at Song Yi's serious eyes, Zhu Chen felt hesitant.

After the bell rang, Zhu Chen came to the grove as agreed.Before Zhu Xiaowei and the others could ask questions, Zhu Chen immediately said:

"Are you two together?"

So much so that they were both caught off guard.

"How do you know..." Zhu Xiaowei panicked, and Song Yi squeezed his hands tightly.

Glancing at the hands held together by the two of them, and looking around, Zhu Chenyu said angrily:

"How do I know? The two of you are like this now, because I'm afraid that no one will know! When it's between classes and breaks, we don't see each other. After a long time, what do you think other students will think? You are too brave. They dared to kiss together in the corridor, last time, if I hadn't stopped the teacher from Class 2, we'll see what you guys would do!"

It turned out that the two of them had already revealed a lot of traces before they knew it, but fortunately they thought they covered it up very well.

After a while of silence, Song Yi asked:

"Why help us?"

This is their biggest doubt.

Zhu Chen sighed:

"Because of my cousin."

Zhu Xiaowei and Song Yi were stunned at the same time: We have nothing to do with your uncle, okay.

As if knowing their doubts, Zhu Chen looked around and pulled the two of them into the depths of the forest to make sure that no one was there before he spoke:

"Let me tell you a story! After listening, you will understand!"

Zhu Chen leaned back on a tree, his eyes were very lonely, he was silent for a long time before he spoke:

"My cousin is 7 years older than me, and he is the son of my second uncle's family. My aunt ran away with another man when he was 13 years old, and my uncle took him alone. Sometimes, when he was busy with work, he I didn’t care much about putting my cousin in our house. My mother took good care of my cousin who lost his mother. My cousin took me to play with me in my childhood. Later, when I grew up, my cousin went to other places When we were in junior college, we rarely saw each other.

I remember one winter vacation, when my cousin came back, he was out of his mind, lost his mind, sometimes he was giggling alone, and sometimes he was in a daze. My cousin told me quietly that he fell in love with a man who promised him to date him after returning to school. Cousin was very happy, but he was also afraid that others would think he was a pervert, so he dared not tell his classmates anything.He also repeatedly asked me not to tell anyone. "

At that time, I was only 11 years old, and I was ignorant of what he said. I don’t know why it’s crazy to like men. He also likes dad, cousin and so on, so I didn’t care. "

Before the summer vacation of the second year, my cousin was escorted back from school by his uncle, locked up at home, and not allowed to go anywhere. My cousin resisted fiercely, but the more he resisted, the harder his uncle beat him. I heard that my cousin and the man were absent from class and were doing errands in the dormitory. They happened to be caught by the school picket team. They had a great influence on the school. Both of them should have been expelled, but the man's family has some background However, despite the relationship, he only recorded the major demerits and was still studying at school, while his cousin was fired mercilessly. "

Once I went to visit him at his home, and he secretly told me that the man just let him come back temporarily, and when the rumors passed, he would find another school, and he could go in because of Toto’s relationship. Go to the new school with him. "

During the summer vacation, the other two people who were in the same school as him in the town came back. My cousin slept with a man, and the news of his expulsion spread. During that time, when my cousin went out to buy soy sauce, he would always be chased by others. Asking, how does it feel to sleep with a man, whether it is good or not, and some people will sarcastically and secretly sarcasm when they meet, the cousin is unbearable, and the man is like a stone sinking into the sea, and there is no news, the cousin is heartbroken. It was so cold, and once again, under the sarcasm of others, I jumped from the top of the 5-storey building, but I couldn't save it. The people who followed me that day regretted:

Why can't I think about it so much, didn't I just say a few words, why did I jump down, what a pity!

The face of the rumorer can be seen.

What's ridiculous is that just a month after my cousin died, the man excitedly took the admission notice from another school, intending to come and beg his uncle to let his cousin go to school. After learning the bad news, he cried on his cousin's grave Two days later, I burned the admission notice, leaned on the tombstone, cut my wrist, and chased my cousin. "

"It turned out that the man was locked up for a month after the school notified his family. He didn't dare to come out. He secretly asked the fathers of a few good friends to help him with the admission notice. This time, he came here secretly. I never thought about it, my dearest one has been driven to death by rumors and panic."

After the story was told, the atmosphere in the grove was desolate. Zhu Xiaowei broke out in a cold sweat from the back. He couldn't imagine that if he and Song Yi were discovered, they would be pointed at by others. He thought it was too simple before. .He hugged Song Yi even tighter, as if to gain courage.

Zhu Chen wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and waited for his mood to calm down:

"I believe that there is true love between men, but other people may not understand. I will help you, but I don't want you to follow in my cousin's footsteps."

Song Yi recovered from the silence. As someone who has experienced it, he must know how much criticism two men have to endure when they are together. It is not uncommon for such things to happen in previous lives, but it is always unacceptable to happen to him.

"Thank you, Zhu Chen, we will remember your love!"

What Song Yi said was very honest. Zhu Chen was the first person who didn't wear colored glasses to look at them and spared no effort to help them. No matter what, Song Yi was grateful from the bottom of his heart.

"It's okay, just be careful in the future. I can't help you every time, so be careful yourself. I'll go back first, and you should go early too."

Thinking about a lot of things about his cousin, Zhu Chen was very depressed. After taking two steps, he turned around and stared into the eyes of the two of them:

"The hardships you have to go through on this road are unimaginable. I hope you will be brave and don't be beaten easily, committing suicide, martyrdom, etc. Only by saving your life can you succeed. If you die, Then there's nothing left."

After speaking, without waiting for the two of them to answer, he turned and left.

Cousin and that man are already dead, so what's the use of uncle regretting, whether it's work or drinking, regretting that he shouldn't stop his cousin, but... what's the use?

Zhu Chen didn't know whether his cousin was born gay or changed it because of his mother's influence, he only knew that he was his dearest relative, no matter what choice he made, Zhu Chen would stand by his side instead of Force him to get pain.

Looking at the back of Zhu Chen going away, the people in the woods were relatively speechless, but silently hugged him even tighter.The cold wind in winter blows on their faces, but it cannot reach their hearts.