Confess to you in early summer

Yan Wei felt embarrassed from hair to little toe, almost exploded.

She turned her eyes away and didn't dare to look at Jiang Youyi, and said hello to the person inside the door without saying anything: "I'm done washing, did you take the hair dryer back?"

Jiang Youyi noticed that Yan Wei had changed her clothes, and her fair-skinned neck and collarbone could be seen in her eyes. She didn't dare to take a closer look, and hurriedly lowered her head, tightening and loosening the five fingers holding the doorknob uneasily: "Not yet, just put it on the bedside table. Come in, I'll get a glass of water."

She turned sideways to let Yan Wei enter the room, and then ran away as if fleeing.

Yan Wei walked into the bedroom, with a dazed expression, and spread out on the bed without any image.

A few seconds later, she tore off the towel in frustration, and frantically rubbed it on her head, making her hair a mess.

Why are you so nervous?She was not as nervous as she was defending her graduation thesis. Does love make people lose their minds?But she obviously hasn't reaped love yet.

Thinking that the opportunity to share a room with Jiang Youyi tonight was not easy to come by, but she acted as if she lost her mind, Yan Wei was very depressed.

Jiang Youyi's glass of water had been poured for a while, and when she came back, Yan Wei had already dried her hair roots, and was combing her shoulder-length hair with a comb. The ends of her hair were still a little moist, and they were casually scattered on her shoulders, covering part of her soft white skin. .

"Would you like some water?" Jiang Youyi handed over a glass of water, her eyes wandered, she looked left and right, up and down, but she didn't look at Yan Wei.

Before the window paper was punctured, they got along quite naturally, but since Jiang Youyi's birthday, the two always had their own thoughts when they were alone, and they were afraid that they would not be able to cope with the subtle embarrassment when they were quiet.

Yan Wei took the water glass, took a sip to moisten his throat, and asked her, "What time do you usually go to bed?"

Jiang Youyi walked to the other side of the bed, picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table, and checked the time. It was only less than nine o'clock, saying that it was too early to go to bed, but other than that, there seemed to be nothing else to do.

"Eleven o'clock." Jiang Youyi replied, the last word was very spiritual.

Yan Wei laughed, all restraint gone: "The school turns off the lights at [-]:[-], and you said you went to bed at [-], so I reluctantly believed it. What about the weekend? You go to bed so early? Don't you play on your phone? Don't read comics? ? Why do you still doze off when you study early?"

"Occasionally I go to bed later." Jiang Youyi blushed.

Yan Wei asked her again: "How late? Do you often stay up all night?"

"Not often, only once or twice a month." Jiang Youyi broke off the phone case with her thumb, opened it and pressed it back, throwing the topic back, "What about you? Are you still reading ten books every night like last semester? two points?"

"Ah? Am I working so hard?" Yan Wei was surprised.

Thinking back carefully, when she was first divided into subjects, she was afraid that she would not be able to keep up with mathematics, physics and chemistry, so she did study until late every night.

After graduating from high school, she seldom pushed herself so hard, and almost forgot the hard days of staying up late to prepare for the college entrance examination.

Jiang Youyi was soured by Yan Wei's flirtatious tone, and she twitched at her: "Aren't you working hard? If you didn't work hard, there wouldn't be many hard-working students in our class. Hey, don't the top students feel that they are Not trying hard enough?"

"Then work hard." Yan Wei smiled, "Isn't it because you're afraid of failing in the college entrance examination? If you don't accumulate steps, you can go a thousand miles. Study hard now, and you will be financially independent in the future!"

It's a pity that she failed the exam in the end, and it didn't matter whether she worked hard or not. At that time, she didn't even know the meaning of persistence.

Jiang Youyi seems to understand what Yan Wei said, or she doesn't have such a long-term plan, and she has no yardstick to measure how to live a good life.

Maybe she once had something she wanted to do, but she was vulnerable to reality.

"Do you have to go to university to have a future?" Jiang Youyi sat on the edge of the bed and looked down at her toes.

"Of course not." Yan Wei answered her affirmatively, "Many people think that the results of the college entrance examination determine a person's life. If you pass the exam, you will be superior in the future, and if you fail the exam, you will be ruined for the rest of your life."

"But how many students take the college entrance examination every year? How many can be admitted to key colleges? For those students who failed the college entrance examination, do they have no other choice but to repeat the exam?"

Yan Wei was recalled by this topic, thought a lot, and expressed his feelings: "I don't think so." Although she chose to repeat the exam after failing the college entrance examination, it was because she wanted to engage in legal work and had to obtain a relevant certificate. qualifications.

Jiang Youyi raised her head at some point, and looked at Yan Wei with a focused expression.

Yan Wei didn't avoid her gaze: "Even if a person only lives 70 years on average, taking the college entrance examination is just the beginning of life, and the remaining [-] years will be defined because of a failed college entrance examination, isn't it ridiculous?"

"Maybe the college entrance examination can be regarded as a shortcut to the future. Thousands of troops cross the single-plank bridge, but people live not just to live, to know themselves and to keep learning and thinking, to draw strength from trusted people, and to use their strengths to get out of trouble. It is a lifetime thing to grow, gain and be touched in life.”

These words were from Yan Wei's heart, but they were somewhat selfish. She hoped that Jiang Youyi could understand, stop wronging herself, and stop hiding her sadness in a dark corner.

In her previous life, after Jiang Youyi's death, Yan Wei really recognized herself and what she wanted, but it was too late by then.

There are many possibilities in life, and she should not be locked in a cage. Since fate gave her another chance to choose, even if it was just a dream in the end, she would like to work hard once again and convey her thoughts seriously.

Jiang Youyi was silent for a long time, so long that Yan Wei felt a little uncomfortable, and couldn't help but reflect on whether what she said just now was too self-righteous.

The atmosphere started to become awkward, Yan Wei wanted to say something to break the silence, but Jiang Youyi smiled at her at this moment: "You were like Teacher Xu just now, I was overwhelmed by a single sentence and a bowl of chicken soup, it was too scary Yes, I really don't know anything about the power of Xueba."

Yan Wei didn't know if she listened to it, but she was amused by Jiang Youyi's words: "When we talk about this topic, I will express my opinion, it may not be right, just listen to it, anyway, everyone has their own way of life, Either way, be happy."

This is her greatest wish.

She hoped that Jiang Youyi could live happily and healthily.

"It's not easy to be happy." Jiang Youyi sighed with emotion. After speaking, she felt that this was not like herself, so she leaned against the head of the bed and put a pillow behind her back, picked up her mobile phone, "It's better to have fun in time and play two more games."

Yan Wei was noncommittal, and stood up with a towel and hair dryer: "I'll go to my sister to borrow a book."

The game in Jiang Youyi's hands has already started, and she said yes when she heard the words.

Su Ci arrived home around ten o'clock, brought some supper, and several people gathered around the living room to watch TV for a while, and then went back to their rooms.

Jiang Youyi ended a round and won a complete victory. She put down her mobile phone, put it on the bedside to charge it, rolled up the quilt and lay down.

Yan Wei turned a page of the book in his hand, when he heard the movement, he turned to look at her: "What time is it?"

Jiang Youyi stretched out her arms from under the quilt to let Yan Wei look at her watch.

eleven o'clock?So fast?

Yan Wei was a little surprised, and then realized it later.

No, does Jiang Youyi really go to bed at eleven o'clock?

Xiao Jiang has closed his eyes and adjusted the position of the pillow. It seems that he is really going to sleep.

Yan Wei closed the book, turned off the lamp by the bed, and lay down too.

She was not used to choosing a bed, and now Jiang Youyi was lying next to her.

The darkness hides unspeakable emotions, and at the same time enhances the ambiguous atmosphere, amplifying the heartbeat infinitely, and worrying that the other party will hear it.

"Yan Wei." Jiang Youyi's voice was very low, as if she was testing whether Yan Wei had fallen asleep.

Yan Wei opened his eyes and turned his head: "Huh?"

Jiang Youyi: "I want to ask you a question."

"You said."

"Your sister and..."

"It's a couple." Yan Wei gave her an affirmative answer.

The author has something to say: The companion article "My Sister is 11 Years Older than Me" is already open for pre-acquisition, and I haven't thought about the copy for the time being. If you are interested, you can move to the column to bookmark in advance