summer drowning

Sifu Biography", it feels like today is no different from yesterday, until the phone rang unexpectedly.

His first reaction was that it was haunted, because he didn't expect anyone to call him, but he saw the caller ID.

An unexpected person indeed.

Mo Ziyao.

"Hello." Zhou Ziming answered the phone with a bad tone.

Mo Ziyao paused there for a few seconds, then chuckled, "It should be okay to hear your voice."

Zhou Ziming turned his head impatiently: "Okay? Do I seem to be okay? Or do you not know that I have become a useless person?"

"...I'm sorry." He said in a heavy and solemn tone.

"Sorry for what?"

"...You have become like this, and I have to bear a large part of the responsibility."

"Then why didn't the police arrest you?" Zhou Ziming snapped back his words.

"I'm sorry." It didn't have any convincing power, as if Mo Ziyao couldn't say anything except these few words.

"..." Zhou Ziming sighed, "I will bear my own fate. I don't blame anyone for making it like this today. I'm just very angry. Why don't you come to see me." Speaking of this, he Almost choked.

In fact, he didn't just hate Mo Ziyao, during those years when no one cared about him, he hated everyone, but what he hated the most was also the one he dared not hate the most, and the one he had the least right to hate.

Mo Ziyao obviously didn't expect Zhou Ziming to say this, and he was stuck for six or seven seconds, "Not long after your accident, the store was raided, and the family let me hide for a while," he stopped, and said with some effort: " Another bad thing happened, and when I finished my work and went to the hospital to find you, you had already been discharged from the hospital."

"Of course I'm discharged from the hospital. Why stay in the hospital? My old man won't pay me, so I'll burn money lying there."

"..." There was another silence, "Then where are you now?"

"Where else can I be? Who else will take care of me?"

Mo Ziyao knew the Zhou family's attitude towards Zhou Ziming, so the answer was not difficult to guess, "Li Qian?"

Zhou Ziming also had mixed feelings: "...Yeah, who else could it be except him."

Mo Ziyao didn't know what to say for a moment, "He still likes you."

"Like it?" Zhou Ziming smiled mockingly, "It's not that simple. After all, I was the one who apologized to him first."

Speaking of this, Mo Ziyao said hesitantly: "I have thought about something for a long time, and I still think I should tell you."

"Well, what is it?" As long as Li Qian is not mentioned, Zhou Ziming will be very relaxed, and he doesn't care about Mo Ziyao's hesitation.

"...I don't think you know..." It was like a century of slowness and suffering: "Bai Lu died, it was suicide."

Zhou Ziming's hand could no longer hold the phone, and all sounds and pictures seemed meaningless.

He touched his head, felt his heart was hurting, and his tears couldn't stop flowing down. He wanted to cry out and ask why he took Bai Lu away that day. He fell from the wheelchair and wanted to beat this Why did you bury her.

Why……

Pain filled every blood vessel, every nerve, and spread throughout his body. He almost jumped up, just to escape the unspeakable sadness and despair.

Bailu...

……

Who is Bai Lu?

Let's put it this way, every boy has someone he loves for the first time, and Bailu is Zhou Ziming's dream, she entrusts all his beautiful fantasies, even though he never had her.

When Zhou Ziming met Bai Lu for the first time, he was only 5 years old. Bai Lu was the girlfriend of his brother Zhou Zihao. He was playing in the living room at the time, and he only remembered that she was wearing a white dress. It's a passing paper airplane.

Not long after, his brother died in a plane crash, and the shadows of his brother and Bai Lu faded away in his young heart together.

Until the age of 13, his family took him to visit Zhou Zihao's grave, and he saw Bailu standing under the green pines and green cypresses. At that time, she was 23 years old, which should be the best age for girls, but she was dressed like A widow, when she cries, trembles like a white flower in the wind.

This is probably where the initial goodwill originated.

That is, Bai Lu is different from all other girls.

She is probably made of flowers and moonlight, so fragile, so crying, but so beautiful that people feel pity.

Zhou Ziming and Sun Tianyi, two young admirers, ran to Bailu's flower shop all day long, using the excuse that they wanted to help, but in fact they just wanted to see her more.After a summer vacation, my academic performance did not improve much, but I learned a lot about flowers.

But how could she put her children's love in her heart and only regard them as younger brothers, besides, she still loves someone in her heart.

Neither of them got her, so they went to high school normally, went to college, quarreled with their parents, and sometimes met a few young and beautiful girls of the same age.

However, Bai Lu is still like the white moonlight, hanging in the window of their hearts, lingering, making them haunt their dreams.

Mo Ziyao was also one of Bai Lu's many suitors. Zhou Ziming and Sun Tianyi almost had a fight with him because of this, but the three became friends in the end, and they could form an alliance in the lovelorn camp.

When Zhou Ziming was 19 years old, Bai Lu got married.

The three of them were discussing in the bar whether to snatch the marriage. After discussing for a long time, there was no conclusion. When they went to the wedding scene, when they saw the groom, Zhou Ziming grabbed the two friends and took them away.

It's not because the groom, Gao Yue, is so rich, powerful and powerful that they feel ashamed and retreat.

Rather, his eyebrows and eyes are too much like Zhou Zihao.

This woman named Bai Lu will never forget her first love until she dies, even if she is wearing a wedding dress to marry a dead person, she will not hesitate to marry a dead person. This is extremely romantic and crazy.

They didn't lose to Gao Yue, but to Bai Lu and Zhou Zihao.

Who can win a dead man.

In all fairness, at least Zhou Ziming couldn't.

So, he let go of Bai Lu, met Li Qian, and accepted Li Qian.

However, the story did not end there.

The reason for his marriage with Li Qian was that one day, Mo Ziyao told him that Bai Lu had returned to China.

The young love came back to life again, and Bai Yueguang surfaced. Although he intended to stay awake, he still accepted the flirting of a woman who looked like Bai Lu half-heartedly when he went out to play.

The most tragic thing was that this scene was completely watched by Li Qian.

Li Qian went to grab Zhou Ziming's hand, and even hit Mo Ziyao who came up to persuade him. Zhou Ziming suddenly changed from a person who was so ashamed to a person who protected his friends.

"What is marriage to you? What am I?" Li Qian left with a sneer.

This is the first break in their relationship.

The second time was still caused by Bai Lu. Although she never intentionally got involved in the situation, she just affected everyone.

At that time, the relationship between Li Qian and Zhou Ziming had just eased. The two made an appointment to hang out together during the holidays. Zhou Ziming missed the appointment because he received a call from Sun Tianyi, and Bai Lu was raped by Gao Yue, a scumbag. , he was going to kill him.

Zhou Ziming went to stop Sun Tianyi, but fortunately no major disaster was caused, but he was accused of committing murder with a knife and intentionally hurting others.

It was also on that day that Zhou Ziming saw complete disappointment in Li Qian's eyes.

"Why did you lie to me?"

"It happened so suddenly that I didn't have time to discuss it with you."

"...You found out the route early in the morning and prepared the tools. Did it happen suddenly?"

"...Li Qian, I don't want to talk about this anymore."

"Then what do you want to say?" Li Qian was aggressive, "Do you love her?"

His eyes were frosty, unable to tolerate any dirt of lies: "...loved before."

"what about now?"

Zhou Ziming just felt tired and didn't want to say again: "...Don't force me."

"Do you love her?" Li Qian insisted on asking a result.

Truth or lie, what is truth and what is lie, Zhou Ziming's heart is very sad: "I... can't tell, she is a dream I have had since I was a child, I don't know, Li Qian, really .”

He wanted to show weakness to get Li Qian's understanding, but Li Qian took it as an affirmative answer: "Then why did you marry me? Is it just a whim?"

"No." Zhou Ziming shouted out.

Li Qian smiled wryly and shook his head: "Zhou Ziming, don't you think you are too shameless? What is your heart like? How many shares have you distributed and how many people have you given them to?"

"Why do you miss me so much?"

He closed his eyes, not to face Zhou Ziming's desolate gaze, "All the facts are in front of me, what do you want me to think of you."

Zhou Ziming hated his indifference, hated him for not understanding himself, "Since you no longer trust me, then get a divorce!"

Li Qian looked at him, tried his best to suppress his pain, and minimized the vibration of his body. It took him a long time to make up his mind and give an answer, "Okay, I can't keep your bird in this cage, let's separate."

In this way, the incident of showing up for Bai finally turned into a vicious conspiracy, which led to the divorce of Li Qian and Zhou Ziming, Bai Lu and Gao Yue.It's just that at that time, he still thought that at least one person could be happy.It can't be him, it should be Bai Lu.

……

Back to the present.

He lay on the ground and heard Mo Ziyao's anxious voice from the phone.

"Zhou Ziming, are you okay! Zhou Ziming?"

"..." Suppressing the sound of crying, he asked, "Bai Lu..." Even the mention of this name felt heartbreaking, "How did she die?"

"... Swallowing sleeping pills at your brother's grave." Mo Ziyao intentionally ended the topic, "Zhou Ziming, listen to me, don't be too sad, this may be the best ending for her. The one she likes Man, never coming back, she has no way of getting out of that