inherent gravity

If you can pass, the road to development in the future will be much smoother.If you can't pass, you can only disband on the spot, and you can't repay the money you borrowed.

In those days, Li Siyuan and Ao Feng talked about business with people day and night, especially when they met the bold Northeast boss, they were both happy and headache.The joy is that with the style of the local boss over there, this order will cost millions in all likelihood.The headache is that if you want to discuss business with the Northeast boss, you must first be able to drink.

Li Siyuan is not good at drinking, but for the sake of Ao Feng and their company, he would die as soon as he raised his wine glass at the dinner party, whether he was red, white or yellow, he kept pouring down, and ran to the toilet when he vomited He vomited up and went back to drink again. In this way, at the cost of being sent to the hospital to rescue the stomach bleeding, he won this big order of millions, which solved the financing crisis.

At that time, Ao Feng was tearfully holding his hand beside the hospital bed, and after almost gnashing his teeth, he made a solemn promise to him: I, Ao Feng, will never let you down in this life.

Li Siyuan just laughed, laughing so much that he was almost out of breath wearing an oxygen mask.

What a great time, he thought.

It's just that Li Siyuan doesn't know how people change.Is it because the two have been together for too long and have lost the freshness at that time, or Ao Feng thinks that since he is already with him, he will never leave him again?

After the company's development gradually stabilized, Li Siyuan suddenly discovered one day that the suit jacket that Ao Feng had replaced had a faint scent of perfume, sweet and greasy, not the cologne he sprayed on Ao Feng every morning when he tidied his clothes .

At that moment, he panicked, pointed at that place and questioned Ao Feng almost tremblingly: "What is this... what is this?!"

"Oh, this, the company held a summary meeting today. After the conclusion, I had a talk with the company's new finance manager. It must have happened by accident." Ao Feng said in a calm tone.

How could Li Siyuan believe it, when he slapped the table hard and was about to argue with him, Ao Feng frowned, with a sleepy expression on his face: "Okay, okay...I'm going I'm tired after a day's work, why can't you be considerate of me? Why do you, a big man, live more and more like a woman? You care about this and that."

Li Siyuan was stunned.Ao Feng also took the opportunity not to get entangled with him, just took a shower and went back to his room to lie down.

That night, Li Siyuan suffered from insomnia for the first time.Even if there was a financial crisis in the past, when the company might be gone as soon as he opened his eyes, he didn't toss and turn all night and couldn't sleep like he is now.

He endured and endured and turned over, and carefully looked at Ao Feng's peaceful sleeping face through the moonlight through the curtain.In the silence he shed tears.

He couldn't do without Ao Feng, he knew this better than anyone else.

But who can tell me... what should I do?

From then on, he chose to remain silent, and Ao Feng became even worse because of this. Not only did he not go home for various reasons, but the number of times the smell of perfume appeared on his clothes became more and more frequent. Even once after Li Siyuan got off work, he saw Ao Feng. He walked by with a young boy in his arms and a smile. He was familiar with the smile on his face, and it was a smile that would be shown to someone he liked.

It turns out that the person he has loved for so many years is a bastard who doesn't care about men and women.

That time Li Siyuan couldn't help but rushed to the nearest toilet and vomited, and when he looked up again, he found that he had another nosebleed.The number of nosebleeds seems to be a bit too much recently.He faced the mirror with a pale face, and slowly revealed a wry smile that was uglier than crying.

That year, Li Siyuan was 26 years old.

After he was diagnosed with leukemia in the hospital at the end of the year, he told Ao Feng that he would not go to the company.

"Why?" Ao Feng raised his eyebrows, and his tone was very casual: "Then I can only see you after get off work? Baby?"

In the past, when Ao Feng called him by such a sweet name, he would always feel shy, but now the only feeling he has left is to vomit.

Then he rushed to the toilet and vomited, his head was so painful that it was about to burst, but when he came out of the toilet, Ao Feng didn't notice his pale face at all, he just peeled the grapes and said: "The company's annual You can rest at home, don't go with me."

"...Why?" Li Siyuan said in a hoarse voice.

As soon as Ao Feng raised his head, he was startled by his face, and the half-peeled grapes also rolled to the ground: "Fuck...what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, I just have a cold." Li Siyuan endured a headache and sat down on the sofa, looked at him seriously and asked, "Why don't you use me to accompany you?"

"Uh..." Ao Feng, who has always been eloquent, suddenly got stuck. His eyes swept over Li Siyuan's face with some trepidation, and he picked another grape and continued to peel it. He said: "Isn't it going to welcome the new year... There are a lot of people... I'm afraid you won't get used to it."

Li Siyuan didn't speak, it took him a long time to say hello, then he went to the toilet and closed the door silently without waiting for Ao Feng to say anything.

He laughed and vomited into the toilet again, and the transparent mucus was still mixed with faint blood.

The honorable President Ao Da made him understand at just one glance. If he didn't take himself out, he probably wanted to meet someone on the day of the annual meeting, and he was afraid that an ugly monster like himself would embarrass him.

Li Siyuan smiled and poured a ladle of cold water on his face, then stared blankly at the scars of shame that could not be erased on his forehead.

He hates him so much, hates Ao Feng, and hates himself who is so naive as a fool.

"Xiaoyuan! What's the matter with you, Xiaoyuan?" Ao Feng stood at the door and knocked on the door, but this time Li Siyuan could no longer hear how much sincere concern he had in his words, he just paused, then He smiled and said, "I'm fine."

Li Siyuan was getting weaker and weaker, but he resisted going to the hospital, chemotherapy, and taking medicine, thinking that he would just lie on the sofa and die, and Ao Feng, who would not go home for a few days, pushed him away At the door, he was shocked by the tragic appearance of his corpse, and then knelt down and cried bitterly, begging himself not to turn into a ghost and come to him to ask for his life.

But Li Siyuan suddenly burst into tears after thinking about it.

...how could he bear it?

The turning point started with a news break.That day, Li Siyuan was sickly nestling on the sofa eating the rice that had been left for a few days. The rice was very hard and the dishes gave off bursts of not-so-good smells, but he didn't care. It will still spit out.

He chewed his food mechanically, staring straight at the TV, but he didn't know what it was talking about. It wasn't until the next news about rescue of children in drowning popped up that his eyes focused instantly. He turned over the food he was holding in his hand, and even sprinkled the soup with water on his leg, but he didn't feel it was hot.

It's him... really it's him!

Li Siyuan's hands were stained with vegetable juice, but he kept rubbing it on his face, but no matter how much he rubbed it on, his vision was still blurred.He finally squatted in the empty hall and cried bitterly.

After crying, Li Siyuan made a decisive decision, tidied up the living room and cleaned the whole family carefully, and finally bought a ticket for the nearest flight to the south without stopping, carrying a small suitcase.

Before leaving, he deliberately went to his mother's grave and burned a lot of paper money. He almost retched in grief under the dancing flames. He thought that his mother was right back then. How could there be a relationship between a man and a man? The results of it?

Li Siyuan, you are such a fool.

When the plane landed, he simply deleted the phone. Now that his mother is gone and Ao Feng doesn't love him anymore, he has been busy for most of his life, but in the end he is the only one left.But fortunately, before he died, he could finally see the mentor who had missed him for many years.

He couldn't remember the rest clearly, but when he was lying on the hospital bed dying, he saw that bastard again.

"Xiaoyuan...Xiaoyuan, I was wrong...I beg you, don't leave me..."

He opened his eyes with difficulty, looking at the man kneeling by the bed in a daze.

Ao Feng, is he crying?

He paused for a while, then turned his head in disgust.

Bastard, why did you come here?I'm going to die.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Ao Feng's face was full of tears, and he still wanted to hold his hand tremblingly, but was struggled away again.

Li Siyuan was very weak, but he still stared fiercely at this man who was crying so ugly at the moment. If he had the strength, he would definitely sit up, grab his collar and swear fiercely | Your mother's Aofeng, but he I couldn't even lift my hands up.

"You..." Li Siyuan took a breath, and explained some things to Ao Feng with difficulty, hoping that the bastard would not miss it at this time.

Ao Feng immediately came to his ear, listening to the intermittent voice through the oxygen mask, tears dripped onto the back of Li Siyuan's hand.

"I promise you... I promise you everything..." Ao Feng wiped away his tears, but he couldn't say anything except heartache: "I'm sorry... Xiaoyuan, let's treat your illness well, shall we? When you recover from illness, I...I will break up with those people outside...I only want you, I only want you... ..."

Li Siyuan just looked at him, his eyes began to