I Lost My Memory Before the Divorce Was Agreed

For a while, the diagnosis room fell into dead silence.

Psychiatrists also know that it is difficult to get patients to say something about psychological harm, and there will be inner struggles for a while, but it is also necessary.

Lu Yuanbai looked at the medical record on the table, "I have previous diagnosis records, can I use that to prescribe medicine?"

"It's not impossible, but it depends on the time of the last diagnosis."

Lu Yuanbai lowered his eyes, "The last time I went to the hospital for diagnosis was seven months ago."

The doctor looked embarrassed when he heard it, "Then how many doses of medicine were prescribed last time?"

"Three months' worth."

Although the doctor also knew from the question just now that Lu Yuanbai had suffered from insomnia for four or five years, he never thought that the local hospital would prescribe such a large dose of medicine for Lu Yuanbai. Obviously, the symptoms could not be completely resolved. The only way is to use drugs to help relieve sleep.

The human body mechanism is also balanced. If there is a lack of sleep, the health part will also be threatened by a large part.

The doctor looked at Lu Yuanbai, "Mr. Lu, because your previous diagnosis has been made for half a year, it is no longer beneficial. Now you have to re-diagnose before you can prescribe medicine."

Lu Yuanbai's long and slender fingers curled up slightly in his sleeves.

Those pasts made it hard for him to talk about it, and now letting him talk about it again is like tearing open a wound that has already been scarred, dripping with blood.

Knowing that Lu Yuanbai was unwilling to speak, the doctor tried to start a conversation with him, "Mr. Lu, you also said that the main cause of your insomnia is psychological factors. Have you seen a psychiatrist?"

"Yes" Lu Yuanbai nodded.

"How often do you go to see it?"

People like Lu Yuanbai who have professional psychological problems are no longer a minority, more or less they all need to see a psychiatrist.

"About four or five months."

Psychologist, "Then do you think your insomnia has improved after seeing it?"

Lu Yuanbai's eyes were faintly black and he was very tired, "No."

No matter how many times he went to see the symptoms, the symptoms would only increase, as if the disease had planted seeds in his body, and it had taken root and sprouted in the past five years, and now it has grown incomparably huge like a monster.

The psychiatrist looked ugly after hearing this, and then asked very seriously: "Mr. Lu, do you often have thoughts of committing suicide?"

Lu Yuanbai was silent for a while, "Occasionally."

The psychiatrist took a deep breath, "Is there anyone who Mr. Lu cares about?"

As soon as these words came out, the figure of the man flashed across Lu Yuanbai's mind, and then he smiled bitterly.

"Yes" Lu Yuanbai, "my mother."

Lu Yuanbai did not lie, all the spiritual pillars in the past five years are only Ms. Lu Wanfang.

If there is no mother waiting for him behind him, Lu Yuanbai feels that he will really not be able to hold on.

Even with many responsibilities on him, his employees and fans, who care about him as someone he relies on and relies on, Lu Yuanbai can't abandon them.

They are a kind of responsibility and a kind of pressure at the same time, so heavy that people can't breathe, but they can't give up.

Psychiatrist, "Did the hospital prescribe some other medicine for you before?"

Lu Yuanbai nodded, "But some medicines have side effects and conflicts with sleeping pills, so I don't take them often."

The psychiatrist sighed after hearing this, Lu Yuanbai's symptoms were more serious than he imagined.

"Mr. Lu, I will give you a period of self-soothing time, and then I will question you."

Now Lu Yuanbai is unwilling to talk about the past, the doctor gives the other party a space of his own, and waits for the other party to calm down to see if he can ask questions.

Saying that, the psychiatrist left the diagnosis room and went to the cubicle.

For a while, only Lu Yuanbai was left sitting on a chair in the diagnosis room.

Lu Yuanbai looked at his name on the medical record and did not move for a long time.

He didn't have so many problems before, but now he seems to have become a medicine jar.

He was not like this before, and Lu Yuanbai shouldn't be like this either.

When Lu Yuanbai first entered the entertainment industry that year, he was still the young master who was spoiled and raised in his heart. He had never seen any suffering in the world, but after entering the entertainment industry for two years, he had already seen all the suffering in the world I've felt it all over again.

Lu Yuanbai, who was 20 years old at the time, still believed in the relationship between people in this world.

At that time, Lu Yuanbai worked crazily to earn money, not just for the lawsuit. His mother suffered a lot because of the marriage. Both the man Shen Kangyong and his natal family were persecuting this poor woman.

Tell her not to bear it ignorantly, and gradually she has some physical problems.

At that time, Lu Yuanbai was physically and mentally exhausted and only hoped that he could earn money quickly and capable.

At that time, Lu Yuanbai had just finished filming a small role in Director Zhang's movie, but the movie hadn't been released yet and he hadn't become popular yet. It can be said that it was difficult to move forward in the entertainment circle of Vanity Fair.

Because of his mother's physical condition, he went to ask Lu's family. At first, Lu Wanfang accompanied Shen Kangyong, a poor boy, who started from scratch, suffered a lot. After getting rich, her mother's family also lived with her daughter, did a lot of business and made a small fortune. is rich.

However, when Lu Yuanbai wanted to ask for a loan, he was turned away.

"Yuanbai, you go, we don't have any money to lend you, and your mother's illness is not a serious illness and you don't need any money."

Looking at his uncle Lu Yuanbai with a dark face and indifferent tone, he felt strange for the first time. It was different from the past. They were not like this when Lu Yuanbai accompanied Lu Wanfang back to her mother's house.

They always looked at themselves with a smile, and it was always good to play with him.

"Uncle and my mother's illness is caused by heart disease, and the treatment can't be delayed. I hope you can..."

Just as Lu Yuanbai took a step forward and grabbed Lu Ci's arm, he was thrown away before he finished speaking, "What's wrong with you, I think she is delicate, isn't it just that the man has another nest outside?" , it’s not a big deal, you’re going to die every day and you’re going to get divorced, it’s really brain-destroyed!"

Lu Yuanbai couldn't believe what he heard for a moment.

"And you." Lu Ci turned his attention, "It's not my uncle talking about you, you are a big man and a little bitch, your mother is sick and you can make money yourself, don't you have to borrow money from others, and what you are doing now I would be ashamed to tell about those public affairs."

"Tell your mother later that she deserves to do what she is doing now, and tell her to figure it out and go back to Shen's house, don't be ashamed."

Lu Yuanbai looked at the person in front of him with scarlet peach eyes, and clenched his fists tightly, "How can you say that about my mother?"

Lu Yuanbai was so angry that he stepped forward and grabbed Lu Ci by the collar, "She is still your sister, how can you say that about her!"

He had never seen the face of the person in front of him before, as if the person standing in front of him was not a person at all, but a beast without emotion.

"You relied on my mother to live before, but now you say that about her, do you still have a conscience!"

Lu Wanfang accompanied Shen Kangyong to start a business from scratch, and then his career grew bigger and bigger. The Lu family also used Lu Wanfang's light to cling to the Shen family and live.

Before that, the Lu family was just a poor family living in a small town. Lu Wanfang had an older brother and a younger brother. Growing up in a patriarchal family, Lu Wanfang had a hard life.

And Lu Wanfang's brothers oppressed Lu Wanfang because of their gender, they got cheap and acted like a good boy since they were young, and it seemed natural that Lu Wanfang didn't have a share in anything.

However, they all depended on Lu Wanfang to get where they are today.

Lu Yuan's eyes turned red with anger, and the veins on his forehead and neck bulged, "You are here today because of my mother, you can live in the big house behind you because of my mother, your son can go to a noble school because my mother is looking for someone Help, how can you say that about her! How can you say that about her!"

Lu Ci disdainfully shook off Lu Yuanbai's hand holding his collar, "What does it mean to rely on her, isn't it all voluntary by her?"

Lu Yuanbai froze in place with his whole body icy cold.

"We have today and she did help a little bit, but shouldn't that be all right? Could it be that she is the only rich person living a good life, and we still live in a small town and do Dabai's job?"

Speaking of which, Lu Ci sneered, "She has been a fool since she was a child, and she hasn't changed since she was a child. Tell me what you can't figure out. Men aren't like that. You can see how she is dying now, and you don't know who she is disgusting. "

The Lu family is extremely dissatisfied with Lu Wanfang's divorce from Shen Kangyong.

The Lu family was attached to the Shen family, if Lu Wanfang divorced the Shen family, it would be impossible for them to cling to her again, and the loss of benefits would be unimaginable.

Maybe the Shen family will mess with them.

Looking at the unrecognizable relatives in front of him, Lu Yuanbai began to feel uncontrollably nauseous, sweated a lot on his forehead, and his face paled a lot.

"You go back and tell her to stop doing it, and hurry up if you are sensible... um..."

Before Lu Ci finished speaking, Lu Yuanbai punched him hard with a wave of his arm.

"Bastard..." Lu Yuanbai's eyes were scarlet, and his whole body was trembling with anger, "You bastard."

Lu Yuanbai scuffled with Lu Ci in an instant, and with some strength, he pinned Lu Ci to the ground and waved his fist desperately at people.

"Why do you say that about my mother! Why do you treat her like this!"

Lu Yuanbai roared, completely irrational.

The woman who had raised him for more than ten years was humiliated by such words.

Even if the people on the ground had been beaten to the point of blood by him, Lu Yuanbai didn't want to stop even once.

Because of Luci's resistance just now, Lu Yuanbai's cheek was also punched, and now the right chin has gradually turned blue.

The commotion between the two was not small, and the Lu family was quickly alarmed. In fact, they also knew that Lu Yuanbai came to borrow money today, but they stayed in the house because it was hot outside, and they did not let Lu Yuanbai in at all. the meaning of.

Seeing that Lu Temple was beaten, Mr. Lu and some people also rushed out, and quickly asked someone to pull Lu Yuanbai away.

At this time, Luci's nose was blue and his face was swollen, and one eye was swollen with only a slit left, and he couldn't see anything at all.

Seeing someone grab Lu Yuanbai's two arms and pull him away, he stepped forward and kicked Lu Yuanbai violently in the stomach.

"Damn it, you little bastard, I'm your fucking uncle!"

With all his strength on this kick, Lu Yuanbai suppressed a muffled groan, but after the person holding him left, Lu Yuanbai still fell to the place in pain, vomiting acid water uncontrollably.

Old man Lu frowned a little reluctantly when he saw this. He still has feelings for Lu Yuanbai, his grandson. No matter how old Lu Yuanbai is, he would always smile to see him and accompany this old guy to relieve his boredom.

But now even if Lu Yuanbai fell to the ground, Mr. Lu didn't intend to help him.

Now it's Lu Wanfang's mother and son who are obsessed with their obsession. After a little lesson and a little hardship, maybe they will figure it out.

I don't know whether this idea is convincing myself or deceiving myself so that I don't feel guilty.

Mr. Lu turned away from looking at Lu Yuanbai.

"Yuanbai, go back and tell your mother to think about it. It's not a big deal."

Lu Yuanbai fell to the ground and looked up at these people with a pale face.

He is a monster that eats people without spitting out bones, and a moth that sucks his daughter's blood.

Until now when he fell on the ground, Lu Yuanbai couldn't believe what happened before his eyes, it was like a nightmare.

They are blood relatives, but his mother is now suffering from illness, but the other party refuses to lend them a penny.

It was obvious that these people had become what they are today thanks to Lu Wanfang, and they were relatives who had been in love for more than ten years.

But Lu Yuanbai felt strange looking at them.

It seems that all the emotions in this world are like this, and they disappear when they are of no use value, or they no longer pretend.

The marriage love between parents is like this, and the current family relationship is also like this.

His mother supported the whole family, suffered so much in a patriarchal family, but now she was humiliated by blood relatives like this.

She accompanied Shen Kangyong through suffering for half a lifetime, but what did she gain in the end?

All emotions in this world are nothing but interests and greed

Lu Yuanbai even felt that he used to be like a clown, making people laugh.

But the surprise is that Lu Yuanbai didn't have a single tear this time, his eyes were sore but he didn't have a single tear, Lu Yuanbai fell to the ground in pain, his whole body was numb.

Just when Mr. Lu was about to say something, Lu Yuanbai said, "My mother is grandpa's daughter, she is a woman who has been wronged outside and can't go home."

Then he stood up with support, looked coldly at the people in front of him, "You..."

"Disgusting!"

"Why are you talking to your grandfather, kid!"

A young woman stepped forward, the wife of Lu Wanfang's younger brother.

Lu Yuanbai glanced at the woman, "Not only to him, but also to you..."

The woman immediately wanted to step forward angrily.

Lu Yuanbai glanced around, "You are all disgusting."

Mr. Lu's face turned ugly, "You..."

Lu Yuanbai: "This is my last visit to you, and I won't come here again."

After hearing this, Mr. Lu's heart tightened.

"At the same time, I also hope that you will stop looking for my mother. If you want to go back to Shen's house, you can go back by yourself. Anyway..."

Lu Yuanbai looked at Lu Wanfang's two brothers, "Shameless people can live anywhere."

Luci and Lu Kan's faces were ugly.

"My mother is a poor person, please let her go."

After saying that, he turned around and left the Lu family resolutely.

No matter how humble he is, Lu Yuanbai also knows that he cannot borrow this money.

After that, he went to the hospital to see Lu Wanfang.

Lu Wanfang was on an IV drip, and when she saw Lu Yuanbai coming, her originally sickly face burst into a smile.

She didn't want her son to feel uncomfortable seeing her.

Lu Yuanbai sat on the edge of the bed and looked at his mother, the grievance in his heart couldn't stop surging up.

"Bai Bai, what happened to your jaw?!"

Lu Yuanbai shook his head, "It's okay, I bumped into someone just now."

Lu Wanfang looked at the bruise on her son's chin with distress, "It's all purple, does it hurt?"

"It's okay." Lu Yuanbai held Lu Wanfang's hand that wanted to touch the wound, "Mom, I'm not a child."

After hearing this, Lu Yuanbai smiled and said, "What are you talking about, you will always be a child in Mom's eyes."

Lu Yuanbai's nasal cavity was sore, and Lu Wanfang also saw that her son was in a bad mood, but she didn't ask any further questions. She knew that Lu Yuanbai didn't want to talk about it.

Then he said: "Come here, mom hugs you, mom hasn't hugged you for a long time."

Lu Yuanbai stepped forward and embraced his mother's thin body due to illness, biting his lower lip and trembling uncontrollably, tears finally filled his eyes unstoppably.

Although Lu Wanfang can't see her son's face now, she also knows that Lu Yuanbai is feeling uncomfortable.

Stretching out his hand to caress Lu Yuanbai's head, "Baibai has grown so big, it seems like you were learning to walk while holding something up yesterday."

Lu Yuanbai gritted his teeth, tears fell silently and wet Lu Wanfang's shoulders.

Lu Wanfang didn't expose her son, but stroked Lu Yuanbai's hair over and over again.

The little child has grown up so much that he can already take care of her.

"Bai Bai, you will always be my mother's pride."

That night, Lu Yuanbai didn't leave until Lu Wanfang fell asleep.

He's going to work, and he needs money now.

At that time, Lu Yuanbai didn't have a studio, and he had only known Lin Mu for a year, and he still had an agent by his side.

This manager and Lu Yuanbai are also old acquaintances. Their classmates in high school were very business-minded because of their poor life. Lu Yuanbai took pity on him and asked someone to come over to help.

"Is this banquet reliable? Just let Brother Yuanbai go, what if something happens?!"

"It's not unexpected, it's just a banquet, what kind of troubles can you encounter? Many entertainers in domestic entertainment go, and there are second-line actors. Does Xianhan know that the starlet who suddenly exploded in the drama in a few months, he also go."

After hearing this, Lin Mu still felt unreliable, "I think it's better not to go, it's not good."

Chen You was dissatisfied when he heard this, and said: "What's wrong, I can still do harm to nothing, the purpose of going to this banquet is to show my face in front of those big bosses and let them know that there is a person like you who doesn't do anything. Why resist."

As he said that, he glanced at Lin Mu with disdain, "Besides, Yuanbai is in urgent need of money, why don't you tell him that you won't let him go and you will pay for it?"

Lin Mu was speechless for a while, but he was still very worried about the banquet that Chen You was talking about.

Chen You also saw it and stepped forward and said: "Yuanbai and I have known each other since high school, and our friendship for so many years is much deeper than yours. You will never harm Yuanbai. Don't worry, besides, I am not like that. If I am such a person, I still guard Yuanbai, an unknown [-]th-line artist? You don't have to think about it, this is also an opportunity."

The more Lin Mushi listened, the more disgusted he became. He could give any role as long as he showed his face at the banquet. Those who are serious need to audition the director and staff to be satisfied before they can get the role. Now Chen You said that Lin Mu doesn’t think so at all. Reliable.

But he couldn't say anything, after all, what Chen You said was that Lu Yuanbai was in urgent need of money, and he might get a role if he went to participate, but Lin Mu still couldn't help worrying.

When Lu Yuanbai came back, the two were still arguing.

After seeing Lu Yuanbai, Chen You didn't give Lin Mu a chance to speak, so he hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Yuanbai, I took a job for you. There are many bosses, directors and second-tier stars at a banquet. You will get paid a lot tomorrow." can have this number."

He said and raised his palm, "And if a director thinks you are suitable for acting, you don't have to worry about the next role. You can earn money soon, and your mother's illness can also be treated."

Lu Yuanbai didn't listen at all at first, but after hearing that Qian and his mother's illness could be cured, he agreed after hesitating for a while.

The hospital has already asked him for medical expenses for the second time. He gave out all the money he had but it was still not enough, so he could only trouble the hospital to give him a few more days.

Lu Wanfang's illness can't be delayed any longer, he needs money now, very much.

Lu Yuanbai finally said calmly: "I'll go."

It's just showing your face, which Chen You repeatedly emphasized.

After seeing Lu Yuanbai's promise, Chen You hurriedly smiled and said, "Okay, I'll make arrangements for you right away. Let's go there at seven o'clock tomorrow night."

Lu Yuanbai dragged his exhausted body back to the room, Lin Mu still wanted to go up and say something when he saw it, but Chen You stopped him, "Okay, it's just an ordinary banquet and it's not doing anything bad, Yuan Bai agreed What else do you want to say?"

Lin Mu gritted his teeth and looked at him, "It's best to have nothing to do, but don't let Brother Yuanbai suffer alone tomorrow."

It seemed to Chen You that he didn't say anything at a glance, and then called someone with a smile on his face.

"Yes, yes, it's really troublesome for Yuan Bai to go there tomorrow."

Lin Mu listened with a dark face, and Chen You gave him a dissatisfied look, "Go, go, what are you doing here, it's impolite to listen to other people calling, I don't know why Yuan Bai let you come as a broker."

Chen You has always been displeased with Lin Mu. Originally, he was supposed to be Lu Yuanbai's manager, but after Lin Mu came, he became an assistant.

But Chen You didn't take Lin Mu seriously, and still occupied the position of manager.

Lin Mu glanced at him, then turned and left in disdain.

On the second night, Lu Yuanbai and the others arrived at the banquet location on time.

As Chen You said, there are quite a lot of artists, and there are still many behind-the-scenes people in the circle.

"Yuanbai, you take this wine, and if you perform well in a while, maybe a director who likes it will ask you to play a role."

Chen You handed Lu Yuanbai a glass of wine for someone to hold, "Don't forget to toast later."

Lu Yuanbai's expression was indifferent, he only came here to pay Lu Wanfang's medical expenses as a reward for that palm.

This night, under Chen You's leadership, Lu Yuanbai drank a lot, but he couldn't remember exactly how many cups he drank.

He only remembered that he was in a daze trying to find water to drink, and when he woke up, he had already changed places and was not at the banquet.

Lu Yuanbai was dazzled by the light on the ceiling, and he felt extremely uncomfortable and couldn't exert any strength.

Then an unknown door opened with a sound.

Lu Yuanbai lay on the bed in a daze, with his hands clinging to his waist and began to untie his clothes.