I Lost My Memory Before the Divorce Was Agreed

"What did you say?"

"I said" Lu Yuan repeated again while clutching the hem of his clothes with his white hands, "You just treat it as a joke for the past three months."

Duan Yu stared at Lu Yuanbai with a pair of dark pupils, as if he didn't know what the other party was talking about.

Just for fun...

This is more like a joke than ruthless, as if the past of the two people in the past three months is as ridiculous and absurd as a joke, even the parties are unwilling to admit its existence.

These words hit Duan Yu's heart hard, and his heart hurt as if it had been dug out.

When I was young, Duan Yu often heard similar words. The young Duan Yu was burdened with the huge expectations and hopes of the family. The burden on his body was overwhelming, as if it could kill people. Yudu slowly digested himself internally.

Once there was a car accident in a subject competition across the country, but luckily the driver reacted quickly at the time, and Duan Yu only suffered some slight skin trauma on his forehead.

Although the injury was relatively minor, the psychological shadow could not be wiped away in a short time.

Because of the car accident, he did not reach the scene of the game but went to the hospital. At that time, his father rushed over after receiving the news.

It was the first time Duan Yu saw his father since his father went out to work for nearly five months. Duan Yu, who was only nine years old at the time, could no longer suppress his emotions after seeing his father, and threw himself into his father's arms and cried out loudly. , it is also rare to see the timidity and fragility of children in Duan Yu.

Duan's father was also quite anxious when he entered the door, but after seeing Duan Yu's injury, he gradually calmed down.

Duan's father sat with Duan Yu for a while, but the father, who hadn't been with the child for a long time, soon became tired of the child's crying.

"It's just a small injury and it's enough to cry."

Duan Yu, who was still crying because of panic at that time, froze instantly.

There are always such irresponsible fathers in the world. They rarely appear during the child's upbringing and growing up. They give little or no emotion, but when the child makes a mistake, they start to blame and say The whole story is full of tedious and tasteless principles, as if this can highlight their majesty as an unqualified father.

They have an instinctive affection for their children, but they are stingy and indifferent, only noticing when their children shine and taking credit for their success.

Because I am your father, there will be you only with me.

"What do you look like crying? There is no one like you in the Duan family."

"Now when you encounter such a little difficulty and start to shrink back, what should you do? Look at your current appearance."

"Because of such a small injury, you are so weak that you don't compete like this. You don't know how to weigh the pros and cons. I have forgiven you for your karma and pursuit before!

Duan's father stayed with Duan Yu for a long time that day, but his words were too indifferent, and it was Duan Yu's heart that lacked emotion when he was a child.

What's worse is that he is surrounded by people like father Duan all the time.

"so so."

"It's just a small injury."

"Just a little setback."

"Others can, why can't you."

"Don't be too proud of just getting these results."

Those indifferent words echoing in Duan Yu's mind were the gray part of his whole childhood.

However, Lu Yuanbai's words just now made Duan Yu's dusty memory slowly open a small box.

Lu Yuanbai's figure overlapped with those people at this time, and the man with a cold face stood up abruptly.

"Lu Yuanbai!" The veins on the man's neck were bulging, he couldn't believe what he heard, and his patience was now at its peak.

Lu Yuanbai looked up at him, speaking slowly,

"Everyone is an adult, Mr. Duan, and there should be no loss in the interests of the two of us in the past three months." Lu Yuanbai breathed out lightly, imperceptibly, "Of course I know that the feelings you have given in the past three months are also There must have been, and I am the same. Although I don’t remember it now, it doesn’t mean that it didn’t happen and we are both clear.”

Two clear...

It's a good settlement.

The man's face became more and more ugly after hearing Lu Yuanbai's words, and his bony hands unconsciously clenched into fists.

A few days ago, the two were talking on the phone, and the young man on the phone said that he missed him and wanted to see him.

I thought it would be joyful and wonderful for the two to meet again after a month. Duan Yu even started to process a large number of work documents two weeks in advance in order to be able to spend a few more days with Lu Yuanbai and see him more.

However, everything in the end only ushered in the "clearance" from the other party's mouth.

Duan Yu has never been so embarrassed as he is now.

Lu Yuanbai lowered his eyebrows: "Mr. Duan, you are also a smart person, and you should also know that it is a good thing to stop losses in time."

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai coldly, there was no way to keep things clear between them.

"We can't be clear about each other." Duan Yu's eyes were dangerous, as if he wanted to eat Lu Yuanbai, "I don't like the way you call me now either."

Lu Yuanbai: "Mr. Duan, I think you have misunderstood it. I have always been like this."

The current him is the same as before, what has changed is Lu Yuanbai after he has no memory.

In the past five years of the agreed marriage, Lu Yuanbai has always called Duan Yu like this and never crossed the distance. Compared with his wife in those few months, the title Mr. Duan should be more familiar to Duan Yu.

But Duan Yu was very disgusted after hearing this.

The meaning in the words obviously became not Lu Yuanbai, but Duan Yu, and now Lu Yuanbai doesn't have the memory of the previous three months, it is reasonable and reasonable to call him that way.

After all, Duan Yu has no way to ask Lu Yuanbai, who has no memory at all, to accept his feelings.

That's despicable and selfish... But he, Duan Yu, has never been a good person either.

"Lu Yuan is in vain thanks to your words."

The man's deep and hoarse voice sounded in the empty ward, "In the agreement, you and I are of different classes and unequal, but now you use the three months you have no memory to settle with me, Lu Yuanbai..."

Duan Yu leaned down and approached the young man dangerously, "Are you thinking too highly of yourself?"

Lu Yuanbai's heart skipped a beat. The man's sudden attack made him lean back and swallowed slightly.

It may be that the memory of these three months is too deep, and he has completely forgotten how dangerous the man in front of him was.

It was because he had nowhere to go when he agreed to get married at the beginning, so he bit the bullet and agreed.

After all, the rear is a dead end. Although there is a huge danger in going there, he is already barefoot, so there is nothing to be afraid of.

At worst, this dilapidated life will be ruined along with it.

After waking up today, he also forgot that he and Duan Yu were originally unequal.

Duan Yu looked down at Lu Yuanbai's tightly pursed lips, and raised his hand to pinch Lu Yuanbai's jaw so that he could look directly at him.

The originally cold person was a little flustered at this moment, and his peach blossom eyes even avoided looking at him.

These eyes were full of his shadow a month ago, as if they couldn't hold others at all.

Duan Yu knew that Lu Yuanbai was afraid at this time, it was a little habit of Lu Yuanbai, when he was afraid and uneasy, he would blink a few times at a time, but after only a moment, he would return to normal.

Duan Yu's cold fingers crushed Lu Yuanbai's lips with a sense of punishment, forcing people to look at him, but his gaze did not meet Lu Yuanbai's eyes.

This was a kind of coercion, which made Lu Yuanbai's chest ache, and his breathing became a lot heavier for a while.

"You also mentioned benefits before, and you should also know that I am a businessman." Duan Yu touched Lu Yuanbai's lips, "Never do business at a loss, everything is based on profit."

Then Duan Yu narrowed the distance between the two of them again, Lu Yuanbai was forced to press on Duan Yu's shoulder, Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai's white and slender side neck.

The next moment the man's hot breath came to his ears, Lu Yuanbai trembled and then wanted to dodge backwards, but Duan Yu tightly circled Lu Yuanbai's waist and did not give him this chance at all.

The man's voice was hoarse and dangerous, like a wolf about to prey, "You are my greatest interest now, why do you think I will let you go."

Lu Yuanbai's pupils opened slightly, but he couldn't say a word for a while.

It took a long time to say, "Mr. Duan, it's too despicable for you to persecute a person who has no emotional memory with you like this."

Duan Yu was not annoyed when he heard it. Compared with the previous sentence just for fun, these sentences are relatively plain and have no offensive power.

Duan Yu let go of the restraint on Lu Yuanbai, and said indifferently: "Everything is based on interests."

"In the eyes of Mr. Duan, feelings are also a kind of interest?"

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai's expression, he knew that the two had mixed interests from the beginning, these factors that could completely tarnish their emotions, even the trouble of Lu Yuanbai after he lost his memory was Duan Yu's trouble with Lu Yuanbai at that time. I saw benefits.

Duan Yu admits his previous mistakes, but this is not a reason to question the relationship between the two.

The relationship between him and Lu Yuanbai has cast aside all the impurities from the outside world since the day he started serious.

Lu Yuanbai was worried in his heart, but his face was still calm and calm as before, "If one day Duan always doesn't see the benefits he wants in me, won't he be as persistent as he is now."

"President Duan is just a profit-seeking person."

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai and laughed angrily for a while, "I didn't realize that you can speak so well before."

Every word seems to choke to death.

Lu Yuanbai also laughed, "Mr. Duan has a lot of unexpected things, and you didn't find it just because you don't know me."

For a moment, the ward fell into a dead silence, Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai coldly but was reluctant to say another harsh word to him.

His actions just now made the other party feel scared. He could feel Lu Yuanbai's fear just now. At that moment, he instantly regretted what he said to Lu Yuanbai. Irrational, but reluctant to kill him.

He has seen Lu Yuanbai's past experience, and the other party's vigilance against him is also out of self-protection.

Fearing that Lu Yuanbai would say something hurtful again with his mouth in the next moment, Duan Yu turned around, "I'll come and see you in the afternoon."

He needs to be calm and calm now, the relationship between the two of them is not suitable for the current state of getting along.

It shouldn't be like this between them.

Duan Yu originally thought that Lu Yuanbai would come to hug him after he came here, talk to him sweetly, and tell him what he missed during the past month, but now it is completely opposite to what he thought.

Not to mention hugging, Lu Yuanbai doesn't even want to give him a look now.

It shouldn't be like this between them.

Duan Yu turned around and took a step forward, wanting to calm down first and regain some sanity.

Just when the man was about to leave the ward, the young man's cold voice came from behind, "Mr. Duan, you don't need to come this afternoon."

Then her thin lips were tightly pursed, and a pair of peach blossom eyes looked at the tall back of the man in front of the door. For some reason, the tip of her nose also became slightly sore, "I won't use it in the future."

There was an imperceptible tremor in Lu Yuanbai's voice, as if his heart was tightly clenched.

Duan Yu stopped and stood in front of the door, his ears filled with those indifferent words of Lu Yuanbai.

"Mr. Duan, I am not Lu Yuanbai." Lu Yuanbai paused, "I don't love you."

Just as Lu Yuanbai said the second half of the sentence, the man stepped out of the room first.

The man seemed to know what Lu Yuanbai was going to say, and he left with an unwillingness to face before leaving.

He was afraid of hearing Lu Yuanbai say that he didn't love him, so he left before the other party finished speaking.

It seems like this can be regarded as Lu Yuanbai didn't say it, and this sentence doesn't exist.

The door was slammed on the door frame vigorously, making a loud noise.

It was the man's dissatisfaction and anger, but he didn't say another harsh word to Lu Yuanbai when he left.

Lu Yuanbai stared at the closed door for a long time, and then leaned on the sofa a little bit exhausted. The rainy summer day rarely brought some coolness to the scorching heat, but the clothes on Lu Yuanbai's back were covered with Wet with sweat.

The man did not come that afternoon.

It wasn't Duan Yu who came the next day, but a nurse. For the next three days, Duan Yu seemed to have completely disappeared in Lu Yuanbai's world and never appeared again.

After receiving Lu Yuanbai's call, manager Lin Mu began to coordinate work urgently in the studio, trying to arrange everything within two days so that he could fly to see Lu Yuanbai.

In their eyes, Lu Yuanbai's recovery of memory is a big event.

Although Lu Yuanbai is cheerful and sunny, he is innocent and very friendly and humane.

But what their employees and studios need is a boss who is calm and calm.

The 25-year-old Lu Yuanbai is their career hope and their leader.

Obviously, the two need the 25-year-old Lu Yuanbai more than they do.

However, due to the accident that Lu Yuanbai was injured while filming, and the work that the studio was transferring and handling, the staff of the studio were very busy for a while, and Lin Mu couldn't leave for a while.

It wasn't until three days later that Lin Mu arranged the assignment and got on the plane to the small county.

He was a little nervous when he walked to the door where Lu Yuanbai was. After all, he had been following Lu Yuanbai at work before, and it was a long time since they lost their memory for three months.

For a moment, I couldn't tell whether I was excited or apprehensive.

Lin Mu took a breath and pushed open the door, the goal was Lu Yuanbai who was sitting on the sofa watching TV news.

After Lin Mu came in, Lu Yuanbai looked away from the TV and glanced at Lin Mu lightly, "You're here."

The plain words made Lin Mu feel reassured and familiar.

The moment Lin Mu saw Lu Yuanbai again, the burden on Lin Mu seemed to relax a lot.

Lin Mu: "Brother Yuan."

Lu Yuanbai looked at him, and then smiled lightly on his cold face, not as bright as Lu Yuanbai's scorching sun, but as light as daffodils.

But this is not a kind of comfort to Lin Mu. Lu Yuanbai usually doesn't express much emotion to others, and he rarely smiles.

"You've worked so hard this time."

Lu Yuanbai's words were very soft, and Lin Mu choked his throat when he heard it. He knew that the period Lu Yuanbai was talking about was not the period when Lu Yuanbai was injured in recent days.

It was the three months when Lu Yuanbai lost his memory.

From the accidental car accident that everyone blamed until now, Lin Mu has been holding up all the responsibilities. Everyone can collapse, but he can't. When the studio employees are desperate, he can only suppress everything.

All this is because their former brother Yuan is gone.

But seeing the familiar Lu Yuanbai at this time, Lin Mu's heart calmed down.

Lu Yuanbai looked at him, the other party was much thinner than before his car accident, "During this time, I have given you a lot of trouble."

Lu Yuanbai remembered everything that happened in the past three months. He remembered Lin Mu's work day and night, taking him to class, exercising, and imparting a lot of industry knowledge and experience.

But Lu Yuanbai didn't intend to reveal to Lin Mu what he remembered over the past few months, it wasn't that he couldn't trust Lin Mu, it was just that the fewer people who knew about it, the better.

Lin Mu shook his head with acid in his heart, "Without Brother Yuan, you are not troublesome."

After hearing this, Lu Yuanbai got up and patted Lin Mu on the shoulder, "Good job."

Lin Mu's eyes were sore for a while.

Then Lu Yuan subtly revealed in his white words that he didn't remember what he remembered in the past three months. Lin Mu was very surprised when he found out.

But if you think about it, you don’t remember it, it doesn’t seem to affect anything.

After all, now Lu Yuanbai's previous memories are complete, and everything has returned to its original appearance.

Lin Mu looked at the injury in the back of Lu Yuanbai's head, "Brother Yuan has suspended the filming at the moment, and our studio has also contacted the crew. If we start filming again, we will ask Brother Yuan for his opinion. If Brother Yuan doesn't want to Director Zhang who participated in the filming will not say anything."

After all, it was Lu Yuanbai who had an accident on the set. Although it was an accident, it also caused harm to Lu Yuanbai's personal safety.

Even if Lu Yuanbai no longer participates, it is reasonable. Director Zhang and Lu Yuanbai are old friends, and this time I really feel sorry for Lu Yuanbai. If the other party no longer participates, although the film will be shelved, it will not be. Go blame Lu Yuanbai.

Just like the fans who complained about Lu Yuanbai on the official movie blog, this time it was indeed Lu Yuanbai who was wronged and hurt.

"You tell Director Zhang that I will continue to shoot this film in the future."

This time was originally an unintentional accident, and Lu Yuanbai didn't mean to blame anyone.

But before Lin Mu could answer, Lu Yuanbai continued with a calm expression: "But I also hope that the crew can pass the hard-core training of the two leading actors. The crew."

"Otherwise..." Lu Yuanbai said, "Either change people or stop filming."

Lu Yuanbai's substitution obviously did not refer to himself, but to the two leading actors.

He, Lu Yuanbai, doesn't have the generosity to swallow his anger sometimes.

Lin Mu nodded after listening, "I will contact Director Zhang later."

Lin Mu stayed until the evening, Lu Yuanbai: "It's late, go back to the hotel and rest, I'm recovering from my injury now, and there's nothing inconvenient about it, I can be alone at night."

Lin Mu obviously hesitated when he heard it, "Brother Yuan..."

Lu Yuanbai said coldly: "Even if you are here, you can't do anything, not to mention there are nurses guarding outside the ward, so it's a waste of time if you go back here."

After Lin Mu heard this, he left in a little embarrassment, "Brother Yuan, I'll come back tomorrow morning."

Lu Yuanbai: "Come back when you are free. If there is anything, I will call you."

Lin Mu now has a lot of things to negotiate with the crew face to face, and it is obviously too much to run at both ends.

After hearing this, Lin Mu nodded and left.

At night, Lu Yuanbai lay on the hospital bed and looked at the ceiling above his head. He was obviously sleepy and had a slight headache, but he couldn't fall asleep when he closed his eyes.

Lu Yuanbai suffered from insomnia, which was also his old problem.

Since Duan Yu left, Lu Yuanbai has never fallen asleep as usual at night, and can only squint for two or three hours a day, but as long as there is a slight sound, his brain will wake up instantly.

He had also been taking sleeping pills to stabilize his sleep before, otherwise, if he was busy day and night like an actor, even if Lu Yuanbai was an iron man, he would not be able to bear it.

Lu Yuanbai's thin body tossed and turned on the hospital bed. He had not fallen asleep normally for four days, which made his body, which had been working and resting regularly for several months, very uncomfortable.

Lu Yuanbai got up the next morning and went to the doctor's examination room after changing the medicine with the help of the nurse.

"Mr. Lu, do you want me to prescribe you some sleeping pills?"

Lu Yuanbai nodded.

After hearing this, the doctor asked carefully, "What happened to Mr. Lu's sleep?"

There are no such things as sleeping pills in pharmacies, and hospitals will not easily prescribe them to patients. After all, there are not a few people who take sleeping pills to commit suicide, so we must be cautious.

After hearing this, Lu Yuanbai said calmly: "I can't fall asleep at night these days, and I will take a nap during the day, but the time is not more than an hour."

After listening to the doctor, the doctor recorded one by one. Lu Yuanbai's hospitalization due to accidental injury may leave a shadow. The doctor even sent someone to find a psychiatrist.

After the psychiatrist came, he looked at Lu Yuanbai's situation, and then took Lu Yuanbai into the diagnosis room for one-on-one questioning.

"Has Mr. Lu ever been in a situation like this before?"

Lu Yuanbai nodded, "Yes."

"How long did the symptoms last?"

Lu Yuanbai was silent for a while, and then said indifferently, "It's been four or five years."

The doctor was very surprised when he heard this, "Have you prescribed sleeping pills in the local hospital before?"

"Have."

"Did you also rely on drugs to fall asleep during the previous period?"

Lu Yuanbai: "Yes."

"Is the diagnosis at the hospital psychological or pathological?"

"Both." Lu Yuanbai paused for a moment, and continued: "But psychology takes the main part."

The doctor nodded after hearing this, "Mr. Lu is such a sleeping pill that the hospital won't just prescribe it to patients. After all, there are some safety hazards, so I need your real answer now to diagnose your current situation."

"May I ask what happened to you before?"