Sir, I'm not good

On the second day after Shu Xian came back from Gu Yinian's company, he asked Xu Zhi to accompany him to the hospital.

He was very tired of the hospital at first, and really didn't want to go there anymore. When the estrous period came, he would be given an injection of inhibitors.

But when Gu Yinian asked Xu Zhi to accompany him, Shu Xian understood that this was not only Gu Yinian showing weakness, but also a threat.

What Gu Yinian said behind his back was, I agree with Xu Zhi going with you, if you don't go, you won't know what to do.

Fortunately, Xu Zhi did not refuse, and asked him eagerly what disease he had.

This gave him a sense of relief that a silly child suddenly knows how to care about his parents.

On the morning of going to the hospital, after Xu Zhi packed up the dormitory, he made an excuse, saying that he was going out to be a math tutor, and ran out the door excitedly.

The few brothers in the rest of the dormitory looked at each other, feeling something was wrong but couldn't tell what was wrong.

"Isn't Cicada frigid? Why are you so excited recently?"

"I don't know. I often heard him giggle suddenly in the past two nights. I don't know what I'm looking at."

"Don't fall in love, how about chatting with your partner?"

"It's possible." Shao Ze was thoughtful, and then concluded, "I know, I must have gone on a date! With his grades, which parent would ask him to be a math tutor!"

Just like that, the roommates started discussing what kind of boyfriend Cicada, who had been widowed for three and a half years, had.

But no matter how they guessed, they would never guess that the person Xu Zhi was going to meet was Shu Xian.

Xu Zhi was dressed like a ball, but he ran fast, his cheeks were flushed by the wind, and the corner of his mouth couldn't stop smiling.

When he ran out of the school gate, he originally planned to ask where Shu Xian was, but before he opened his phone, he saw a pink Land Rover.

Think of the WeChat message that Shu Xian sent him - you will know when you come out.

Xu Zhi immediately realized that this was Shu Xian's car, but he resisted for a while, not wanting to go that way.

Pink?Or Land Rover?This is too flamboyant, right?Does Shu Xian still have this hobby?

Just as he was hesitating, he saw the rear window of that car rolled down, revealing a face tightly covered by a mask, hat and sunglasses.

Although it was tightly blocked, Xu Zhi recognized it at a glance, it was Shu Xian.

Shu Xian rolled down the car window, but didn't get down, but it seems that it meant to let him pass.

So Xu Zhi had no choice but to resist the resistance in his heart, and walked towards the pink Land Rover under the eyes of the students at the school gate.

"elder brother."

"Be quiet, come up quickly."

"...You also think this car is embarrassing, so don't drive here!"

"This car wasn't originally this color, and I didn't expect it..."

Shu Xian was so angry that his teeth itch, he asked You Haozhe to drive out from Shu's house, and then found a driver for him.

And this car was given by his parents after he got his driver's license. It turned out to be serious black!How to change it to pink!

Xu Zhi didn't dare to stand outside the car for a long time, for fear that some classmates would recognize him, it would be deadly, so he quickly got in.

The interior of the car is very spacious, Shu Xian doesn't want to get close to him deliberately, there is a distance between the two of them.

"Go to the Third City Hospital."

"Brother who knows, Brother Hao gave me instructions yesterday." The driver in front said, stepped on the accelerator, and the big pink car sped out.

Shu Xian didn't wear a coat because he was in the car all the time, and he also took off his mask and sunglasses at this time, leaning on his cheeks and looking at Xu Zhi calmly.

Xu Zhi was a little embarrassed by Shu Xian's gaze, and he didn't know whether to look back or continue to pretend that he didn't notice.

"What excuse?"

After embarrassing Xu Zhi for a while, Shu Xian broke the silence.

"That, a part-time math tutor."

"...You really dare to say it." Shu Xian couldn't help admiring when he thought of Xu Zhi's report card that You Haozhe gave him.

In fact, Xu Zhi's overall grades are very good, with high scores of more than 90, and only one subject of high mathematics is extremely underwhelming.

However, relying on other achievements, Xu Zhi can still rank in the majors.

So this child's part-time tutoring of any subject is credible, but only mathematics is really...creative.

Xu Zhi was also a little embarrassed, and after thinking for a while, he still mumbled the truth: "Because you made up my high math, you accidentally said that I was easy to talk about."

The corners of Shu Xian's mouth raised slightly, how could this child be naive and stupid.

There was silence in the car for a while, Xu Zhi's face was flushed with heat, he sneaked a glance at Shu Xian, and asked, "By the way, brother, what's wrong with you? Why are you going to the Third Hospital?"

"What happened to the Third Hospital?" Shu Xian didn't answer him directly.

"The third hospital...isn't the psychiatry department more famous?"

Seeing Xu Zhi's faltering, Shu Xian moved his gaze out of the window.

"Psychiatry is famous, and it's not just psychiatry. It's just losing an inhibitor. Any hospital can lose. The third hospital is close to the school."

He didn't want to lie to Xu Zhi, so it was fine to speak halfway through.

He didn't go to the Second Hospital. In fact, besides the reason of Bai Yu's car accident, most of the doctors in the Second Hospital were from the Shu family and the Bai family. Xu Zhi was easy to be discovered.

In contrast, the Third Academy has many of his classmates and friends, so the secrecy is obviously much better.

And there is Gu Yinian.

Gu Yinian wanted him to make a mental report, the second hospital is not easy to make fakes, but he can use his friends to manipulate the third hospital.

Soon, the car stopped at the gate of the Third Courtyard.

Shu Xian put on a mask and hat and got out of the car, and Xu Zhi also got out on the other side.

"Brother Shu, I'm going to the parking lot. Call me when you come out. I'll wait for you at the door."

"it is good."

After the big fan car drove away, both Shu Xian and Xu Zhi heaved a sigh of relief, they finally didn't need to be noticed.

Shu Xian was about to take Xu Zhi inside, but Xu Zhi stopped.

"what happened?"

"Brother, it's cold outside." After saying that, Xu Zhi pulled his clothes off, took them off, and put them on for Shu Xian.

Shu Xian was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head, grabbed Xu Zhi's clothes and wrapped them around his body, with the warmth of a teenager and the milky scent of body milk.

"what happened?"

"No, it's quite warm." Shu Xian raised his head and smiled at Xu Zhi, turned around and walked inside without saying anything.

Xu Zhi followed Shu Xian, seeing Shu Xian wearing his own clothes, his heart was beating non-stop.

While Shu Xian was walking, he suddenly felt his hands sinking. He looked down and saw that it was Xu Zhi who was holding his sleeve, but it was just pulling the sleeve.

This kind of youthfulness between intimacy and reserve made Shu Xian feel pain for a moment, and a trace of guilt rose from the bottom of his heart.

He can give Xu Zhi many things, but he may not be able to give him anything.

To drag innocent people into the mess of one's own life is a sin no matter how one thinks about it.

Shu Xian has never felt so guilty since meeting Xu Zhi.

This cautious feeling is really similar to when he liked Gu Yinian back then.

He thought that if he reined in the precipice now, it might still be too late.

Why don't you tell Xu Zhi now and let him go back, the pain for a while is worse than getting deeper and deeper in the future.

Thinking of this, Shu Xian stopped.

Xu Zhi noticed that Shu Xian had stopped, and he also stopped, a trace of puzzlement and panic flashed in his eyes, thinking that Shu Xian didn't like his small movements.

Shu Xian pursed his lips and looked up at Xu Zhi.

When he saw Xu Zhi's eyes, all the words stuck in his mouth.

"What's wrong brother?"

"...No, you gave me the clothes, aren't you cold?"

"I'm not cold. I'm wearing thick clothes, but you, why did you go out in such thin clothes?"

Shu Xian shook his head, smiled unnaturally, took Xu Zhi's hand, said nothing, turned and walked towards the consulting room.

I'm sorry Xu Zhi, I can't let you go, I'm really sorry, my life is already so dilapidated, but I still want to drag you in.

Your clean and clear eyes may shed tears for me in the future.

From early morning to halfway through the sun, the big powder truck stopped at the gate of the Third Courtyard again.

In addition to the infusion, there are also some physical examinations. Shu Xian told Xu Zhi that they are just ordinary examinations.

After the inspection, it was three o'clock in the afternoon. Shu Xian took the test report written by his friend and bid farewell to him at the door.

"Brother Shu, you... Take care."

"It's not like I'm going to die."

"...Well, live a good life with your little boyfriend." The man smiled at Xu Zhi, which made Xu Zhi feel a little embarrassed, and hurriedly looked away.

When the man looked at Shu Xian again, his eyes became more serious.

Some words are difficult to say, and in the end they can only be turned into a sigh and a sentence of "take care".

After bidding farewell to their friends, Shu Xian and Xu Zhi got into the car.

"Sorry, I didn't expect to come out so late, are you hungry? What do you want to eat?" Shu Xian asked.

"Isn't it late for lunch at this time?"

"Go eat when you're hungry. You can eat later in the evening. I'll take you to have supper."

"……Um."

When Shu Xian spoke, there was always a sense of parental acquaintance, with inexplicable pampering, which made Xu Zhi unable to adapt for a while, but he was still happy.

Shu Xian looked at the time and thought about where to eat now.

Ordinary restaurants are closed at this time, and Su Jinju is the territory of the Bai family, so it's not good to take Xu Zhi there, after all, Grandpa Bai's attitude is hard to say.

"Go home and eat?"

"……Go to your home?"

"It's just for eating, I don't want to touch you." Shu Xian joked, but in fact he just didn't want to touch Xu Zhi.

Although he wanted to see Xu Zhi's face resembling Bai Yu's, he couldn't bring him into Bai Yu's body, so he didn't really want to have too close physical contact with Xu Zhi.

This cannot be told to Xu Zhi, so he can only use this kind of teasing and joking attitude to get over it.

And Xu Zhi was just as Shu Xian thought, a trace of embarrassment flashed across his face, and then he whispered: "Who is afraid of you."

Shu Xian laughed when he heard it, and leaned towards Xu Zhi, staring at Xu Zhi's eyes, Xu Zhi retreated subconsciously.

"If you're not afraid, don't hide from me."

"……whispering sound."

Xu Zhiqiang held on to the apprehension in his heart, so he had no choice but to return to his original position.

"Going home for the New Year's Eve holiday?"

"My home is far away, so I can't go back."

"Why don't you come and spend New Year's Eve with me?"

Shu Xian's voice sounds a little gritty, without the vicissitudes of a smoky voice, just as nice as a guitar string.

Such Shu Xian was too difficult to refuse, Xu Zhi subconsciously wanted to nod and say "yes".

Fortunately, Xu Zhi came to his senses and realized that he couldn't be so frivolous, so he coughed twice, turned his head and pretended to be thinking: "Let me think about it."