Sir, I'm not good

It was already late at night when Shu Xian woke up.

Because the lights were off, Shu Xian couldn't tell what night it was and what night it was.

Because of the long-term sleep disorder, every time Shu Xian wakes up, he will feel dizzy and dizzy, his memory will be blank, and when he recalls what happened, his brain will be in a mess again.

Now Shu Xian sat up from the bed with his sore body, and was in the stage where his memory was blank, his expression was a little dull.

"Finally woke up? You have slept from six o'clock in the afternoon to eleven o'clock now. After sleeping for so long, are you hungry?"

A voice came from behind him, hoarse and deep, every word made people feel numb from the back of the neck to the toes.

Shu Xian looked back subconsciously, and saw a face, which was not very clear in the darkness, but it could vaguely arouse part of his memory.

So, relying on the instinct in memory, Shu Xian stared at the person who came, and murmured: "Sir, you are back."

For an instant, Gu Yinian was stunned.

Every night during the three years of their marriage, Shu Xian would sit on the bay window of the bedroom, and when he pushed the door in, he would say "Sir, you're back" with a smile to him.

But now... why did Shu Xian say this to him?

"Shu Xian, are you uncomfortable?" After struggling for a moment, Gu Yinian asked with concern although he couldn't bear to break the current silence.

The man on the sofa was stunned when he heard the sound, then frowned, raised his hands and hugged his head.

Severe dizziness hit, and Shu Xian had a severe headache.

He seems to have understood that this is not his home, and Gu Yinian is not his husband anymore.

But he didn't understand the current situation for a while, where is this place?What happened between him and Gu Yinian?

"Shu Xian, what's wrong with you?"

"Can you hear me, Shu Xian?"

"Does your head hurt?"

"I'll take you to the hospital."

Gu Yinian squatted in front of Shu Xian, hugged his shoulders and asked anxiously, and finally wanted to hug Shu Xian and take him away.

But Shu Xian pushed Gu Yinian away the moment Gu Yinian stretched out his hand.

He breathed heavily, as if he was about to drown, and the child who had just got air was blushing hot.

After a while, he replied in a low voice: "...No, I'm fine."

Hearing Shu Xian's hoarse voice, Gu Yinian was stunned for a moment, and immediately rushed forward: "Is it okay? Look at yourself, does it seem to be okay?"

"Don't touch me." Shu Xian shook Gu Yinian's hand away, and frowned in disgust, "I'm not going to the hospital! Whatever you say."

"Shu Xian, treat yourself when you are sick, is it difficult to treat yourself well?"

"What does it have to do with you!" Shu Xian hoarsely shouted at Gu Yinian.

Gu Yinian seemed to be frightened by his voice, but it was only for a few seconds, and then his eyes immediately turned cold, giving people a deterrent force that cannot be refused.

Before Shu Xian could react, Gu Yinian came over, lifted him up from the sofa, put his arms around his legs and hugged him, got up and was about to go out.

"You let go..."

Shu Xian realized that Gu Yinian wanted to take him away by force, and struggled desperately in Gu Yinian's arms, but his own strength was outmatched, and because he had just woken up and his body was weak, there was no way to shake Gu Yinian.

Gu Yinian let Shu Xian beat him without saying a word, and walked to the door with Shu Xian in his arms.

When he put his hand on the doorknob and tried to open the door, a low sob suddenly came from his shoulder.

Gu Yinian was stunned and stopped moving.

Shu Xian put his arms around Gu Yinian's neck, buried his head in Gu Yinian's shoulder, his body trembled slightly as he sobbed.

Originally, he had just woken up, his whole body was drenched with sweat, and he had an argument with Gu Yinian just now, and now his whole body was wet, as if he was about to melt into Gu Yinian's arms.

Gu Yinian didn't know what happened, but when the person in his arms cried, all the hostility in his eyebrows and eyes dissipated instantly, replaced by panic and panic.

Shu Xian cried softly, crying until Gu Yinian's heart broke, but he neither dared to touch nor asked.

I don't know how long it has passed, but Gu Yinian begged with tears on his shoulder, "I don't want to go to the hospital anymore, I really don't want to..."

Shu Xian's voice was viscous and trembling, making one's bones go limp.

When Gu Yinian heard this, his heart was twisted into a ball, and he suddenly understood Shu Xian's resistance to the hospital.

Actually, Shu Xian was just afraid of thinking about that car accident again.

For a moment, Gu Yinian was shaken and fell into a huge conflict.

With Shu Xian's appearance, he had no way to forcefully take Shu Xian away, but how could he let Shu Xian's illness go unnoticed?

He couldn't bring Shu Xian's illness to Li Su and Shu Shengkang, and tell Bai Jianguo that he was already taking a risk.

Once more people know about it, Shu Xian will face tremendous pressure and may not be able to hold on.

How to do……

After a long silence, Shu Xian's sobbing gradually stopped, leaving only imaginative gasps.

Gu Yinian finally sighed, full of helplessness, he turned around and walked back to the sofa with Shu Xian in his arms, and carefully put him on it again.

As soon as Shu Xian left Gu Yinian, he immediately shrank into a ball.

Gu Yinian pulled the quilt next to him and wrapped it up for Shu Xian.It's easy to catch cold after sweating so much.

Outside the window are the bright lights of Wanjia, which are clear and dazzling in the cold winter night, reflecting on Shu Xian's face, making his tear-stained face inexplicably charming.

Gu Yinian knelt down on one knee in front of Shu Xian, looking at Shu Xian's tear-stained face from bottom to top, his heart trembled violently.

"Sorry, I shouldn't force you."

Gu Yinian slowly raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Shu Xian's face.

Shu Xian's body trembled slightly the moment Gu Yinian touched it, and a trace of panic flashed in his eyes, causing heartache.

In fact, he is not a person who loves to cry, but in the past few months, he has been extremely fragile.

When Gu Yinian brought up the divorce, he cried and tried to persuade him to stay, and when Gu Yinian marked him outside the bar, he also cried.

Later, when Bai Yu was in a car accident, when he saw Bai Yu's real estate certificate with his name written on it, and when he was picked up by Gu Yinian just now, he couldn't help crying.

Shu Xian felt that all the tears in his life would be shed for these two people.

And the person at the bottom looked at Shu Xian's red eyes, full of despair, gritted his teeth, and finally said: "Let Xu Zhi accompany you to the examination, okay?"

"What did you say?"

Hearing the name "Xu Zhi" from Gu Yinian's mouth, Shu Xian was startled for a moment, but soon realized that something was wrong.

Gu Yinian clenched his fist, took Shu Xian's hand, and stroked his fingers.

After a long time, he pulled Shu Xian's hand to his lips and kissed it lightly, like a devout believer and a loyal servant.

He raised his head to meet Shu Xian's questioning gaze, and smiled, "Let Xu Zhi accompany you to the hospital for an examination, okay?"