Sir, I'm not good

Shu Xian once again confirmed the number of his fans, and found that it was indeed a million, and during the time he was counting, it had already reached 400 million.

After hesitating for a while, Shu Xian clicked on the private message page.

Originally, because of the bombardment by Xiang Qing's fans, he hadn't read the private message all day.

But now... Shu Xian's fingers quickly slid across the screen, quickly browsing the general appearance of the private message, with extremely complicated emotions.

Why is it so overwhelming that "Brother flies bravely, Beta will always be with you"?Did brother call him?What is beta?

Shu Xian's brows furrowed unconsciously, and there was nowhere to hide the confusion on his face.

——Brother Hei Lian Hua, I love him, backstabbing Bai Lian in the entertainment circle, he is so handsome!So let's debut brother!

——I saw the photo of you accepting the award on the official website of University A. Your appearance is a few blocks away from a certain underworld idol!I beg you to make your debut!

——Brother, we built a super chat for you, and the betas will always love you!

— Excuse me, Dad, do you have time to do an interview?We are the media that interviewed Xiang Qing, we promise to make you happy.

——Dad, I beg you, let's break the news slowly, the child is writing like crazy!By the way, can you give me a letter of approval for the next revelation?Children don't want to stay up late and work overtime to stare at hot searches!

After clicking in and reading a few, Shu Xian felt like his head was going to explode, what's going on?

This group of people not only paid attention to him, but also named themselves "Beta"?And built a super chat for him?

Just when Shu Xian was about to click into Chaochao to check the situation, suddenly a phone popped up with no notes.

Shu Xian hesitated for a moment, got connected, and asked "Who are you", but there was no reply from the other side.

He could hear the sound of breathing, so he should be listening to the phone, but he didn't speak.

Shu Xian got up from the bed, leaned his back against the soft cushion at the head of the bed, picked up the cigarette case on the bedside table unhurriedly, took out a cigarette case from it, put it in his mouth, and lit it.

"Xiang Qing, what can I do for you?"

Maybe it's because of smoking, Shu Xian's voice has a low voice that doesn't match his Omega status, which can make people fall into it easily.

The sound of breathing on the other side was visibly disordered.There was a smile on the corner of Shu Xian's mouth, but he guessed right.

"Are you satisfied?"

The young man's hoarse voice came along the electric current, every sound was obviously trembling, but the tone was inexplicably stubborn.

Xiang Qing's movements were the same as Shu Xian's, she was lying on the bed, leaning against the head of the bed and talking on the phone.

Even Xiang Qing's mood was similar to Shu Xian's.Xiang Qing was heartbroken, and so was Shu Xian.

It's just that Xiang Qing was because of this sudden change, this overwhelming denunciation, and this complete defeat.And Shu Xian's heart is like dead ashes, it's for nothing.

After Bai Yu's death, there was only darkness left in his world, and the air was filled with soot that had been years in the air, and one breath would choke people to tears.

Bai Yu was a boy he dared not think about, nor forget.

If it is said that when he is awake he is reality and when he is asleep he is illusion, then Bai Yu is wandering between his reality and illusion.

He didn't know that Bai Yu was dead when he was asleep, and he didn't know that Bai Yu was alive when he woke up.

too painful.

"Shu Xian, let me be abandoned by the company and scolded by everyone, are you satisfied?"

Xiang Qing couldn't hear Shu Xian's answer, her voice was torn a little, and she raised her voice to ask.

Shu Xian took a puff of the cigarette, his entire face was blurred by the smoke, and he couldn't see clearly.

He asked softly into the phone: "Are you in pain?"

Xiang Qing was stunned, he didn't know what Shu Xian meant, and he didn't know how to answer Shu Xian, but hearing Shu Xian's deep and quiet voice, Xiang Qing also gradually calmed down.

"What counts as pain?" He asked Shu Xian.

Shu Xian didn't answer him, but asked back flatly: "What do you think?"

Xiang Qing pondered for a while, then raised her head against the wall, looked at the overhead light on the ceiling, and murmured, "In an instant, I have nothing, and all my hard work is in vain."

This is Xiang Qing's pain, it's simple and direct, but it's deep into the bone marrow.

Falling from the top to the bottom, being spurned by others.Shu Xian thought, this kind of experience can be regarded as painful.

"Shu Xian, why are you doing this to me?"

"Then why are you treating me like this? Xiang Qing, I remember when we first met, we were not like this."

At that time, you came to me to demonstrate, with a bright and flamboyant smile, with both good intentions and malice on the surface, so I didn't hate you at all at that time.

You were originally standing in the sun, but you fell into the stinking sewers willingly, and your body was covered in mud.

"...I don't know why I became like this."

"You have no background, so you are cowardly and humble. But at the same time, you can't stop your ambition and vanity. You didn't have to deal with me. With Gu Yinian, I wasn't a threat to you."

Shu Xian said calmly.

Xiang Qing also listened quietly.

He thought, maybe Shu Xian is right, maybe it's just his humble self-esteem that made him want to smash Shu Xian to prove his own strength.

He, Shu Xian, Gu Yinian, including himself, didn't have to go this far.

But he is not reconciled...

Why did Shu Xian have so many when he was born?A strong family background, considerate and gentle parents, loyal and interesting friends, and enviable academic achievements.

He obviously gained his status and reputation through his own efforts, so why can't he compare to Shu Xian?

Thinking of this, Xiang Qing began to feel sour from the bottom of her heart.

His voice began to tremble, and he even wept slightly: "Shu Xian, why do you have so many? Why can't I compare to you?"

Shu Xian listened quietly, and was too lazy to argue with Xiang Qing, letting heart-piercing questions come from the phone.

When Xiang Qing's voice gradually subsided over the phone, the cigarette in Shu Xian's hand had also been burned out.

After a long silence, Xiang Qing's trembling voice came from the phone: "Shu Xian, are you satisfied? Let me go."

Shu Xian put out the cigarette butt, and his voice suddenly became lighter, even a little frivolous: "Are you begging me?"

Xiang Qing pursed her lips, lowered her eyes, her eyes were full of gloom: "Yes, please, Shu Xian, please let me go."

Shu Xian bit his lower lip with great interest, his eyes narrowed slightly, and a gentle smile hung on the corner of his mouth.

"The way you beg for help is quite cute."

If Jian Wan or Yu Jingcheng were present, they would definitely feel dazed, unable to tell whether it was Shu Xian who was talking or Bai Yu who was talking.

In short, this harsh attitude and gentle smile are exactly the same as Bai Yu's.

After hearing this, Xiang Qing's pupils shrank suddenly, panic rose from the bottom of her heart, overflowed from her eye sockets, and her whole body was immediately covered with goose bumps.

It's terrible, Shu Xian is really terrible.

At this moment, a strong sense of despair enveloped him, and he had a clear premonition that this matter was not over yet.