Sir, I'm not good

When You Haozhe hurriedly pushed the door open, he saw Shu Xian crying on the bedside, while Gu Yinian was beside him constantly comforting him.

But after his loud knock on the door, the low sobs in the ward stopped.

Gu Yinian looked over here, and Shu Xian raised his head from his knees to look at him.

"……You guys continue."

Realizing that it was not the right time to come in, You Haozhe was about to take the door behind him and slip away without saying a word.

But Shu Xian stopped him: "Don't go yet."

"What's the matter, what's your order?"

You Haozhe stood still and asked, but actually he didn't want Shu Xian to leave him, especially he was afraid that Shu Xian would leave him and ask him what happened.

After all, it's too embarrassing to say something like being caught by Jian Wan.

Moreover, in the current atmosphere, it is not appropriate for him to stand here and shine.

Fortunately, Shu Xian didn't intend to keep him, but just ordered: "Go and find Jian Wan for me."

"Let me find her here? Brother, do you know how hard it took me to escape? I didn't bring anyone with me, so she brought a certain amount of money and was detained by her."

"It's okay, she has achieved her goal, and she won't bet on you anymore."

"...That's it."

You Haozhe looked at Gu Yinian's health, it didn't look like he had finished the operation, but Shu Xian looked weak, it seemed that Jian Wan arrived in time.

Now that Jian Wan's goal of preventing the operation has been achieved, it is estimated that he will not be detained again.

So You Haozhe took the order, took the door and went out, ran all the way to get there, and now he has to look for Jian Wan again, it's somewhat hard work.

There are two people left in the ward.

Being suddenly interrupted by You Haozhe, Shu Xian's tears also stopped, and he no longer has the interest to cry.

"Why do you cry so much?"

Seeing that he was well, Gu Yinian joked with him beside him.

Shu Xian leaned against the head of the bed, didn't bother to turn his head, so he glanced at Gu Yinian, looking a little displeased, but not really displeased.

"I'm pretty stable without you by my side."

"I didn't make you cry."

"But a lot of it is because of you. This time is an exception."

Cry for Xu Zhi.

It must have been cherished.

Shu Xian turned his eyes away from Gu Yinian's face, and looked at the TV hanging on the wall in front of him, his own blurry image was reflected on the TV screen.

As if feeling his depression, Gu Yinian quickly comforted him: "For him, this may be the best choice."

Without knowing Bai Yu, he chose to leave by himself.

In fact, Xu Zhi subconsciously chose the option that might cause the least harm for himself.

Shu Xian also understood that what Gu Yinian said was right, but this result was still beyond his expectation.

He imagined many outcomes, but he never imagined that he and Xu Zhi would be separated in this way.

He never thought that Xu Zhi would leave by himself.

After a long silence, Shu Xian lowered his head, bent his knees, and buried himself in the soft quilt.

"Am I wrong? But obviously I was kind to him, and I really wanted to give him everything... It's my fault that he left, right?"

After crying, my throat was a little sticky, and my voice was hot and soft. It came from under the quilt, whimpering, which made people feel distressed.

Gu Yinian's heart trembled when he heard it, and with the ups and downs of Shu Xian's words, he felt that his heart was also fluctuating up and down.

He wanted to comfort him, but he couldn't say it.

After thinking for a moment, he hesitantly stretched out his hand, hung in the air for two seconds, and then slowly landed on the back of Shu Xian's neck.

The body temperature was transmitted to each other, Shu Xian did not refuse, Gu Yinian was relieved, and rubbed the skin on the back of Shu Xian's neck with his fingers.

He could feel the touch of their glands.

This may calm Shu Xian's mood a little.

Starting with physical contact, strands of pheromones began to float in the air, connecting and intertwining, cedar and rosin gradually intermingling, clear and shallow, which can only be felt by each other.

Shu Xian could feel that his heart was at peace.

He knew that this was Gu Yinian's reliance on him, and the unbroken mark between them made him feel at ease at this moment, it was a physiological decision.

But whether this peace has anything to do with psychology, he doesn't know.

After the mood gradually stabilized, Shu Xian moved slightly and raised his head, Gu Yinian quickly withdrew his hand.

Sensing Gu Yinian's movements, Shu Xian felt an inexplicable irritability in his heart.

Gu Yinian's humble and cautious appearance reminded him of the past, his cruelty to Gu Yinian, and what Jian Wan yelled at him.

So, before Gu Yinian's hand was completely put down, Shu Xian suddenly grabbed his hand.

"...Give me a little more."

"……what?"

It was very difficult for Shu Xian to say this.

And because Gu Yinian didn't dare to think about it, it was also difficult for him to listen.

Now it's even more difficult, Shu Xian doesn't want to say it again, and doesn't want to explain further.

So he took Gu Yinian's hand, pulled it up, and put it on his neck silently.

Gu Yinian was stunned.

But soon, his eyes darkened, and under Shu Xian's eyes, he moved closer inch by inch.

His movements were gentle and slow, giving Shu Xian enough chance to back down.

And Shu Xian was puzzled for a moment at first, but he immediately realized that he was a little entangled in realizing what Gu Yinian was going to do.

After struggling for a moment, he couldn't help but shrink back.

But as soon as he stepped back an inch, the hand on his neck tightened suddenly, touched the back of his ear, and pressed it hard.

"Well……"

What is this, where is it gentle?all fake.

Gu Yinian also touched his other hand, pressing the back of his head with one hand and stroking his cheek with the other.

Gu Yinian's lips rolled over, Shu Xian wanted to hide, but was held down by Gu Yinian's hand, and he didn't want to really fight with Gu Yinian, so he could only accept it compulsively, and his reason was extremely Fast rate drain.

When the soft tip of her tongue touched his lips, Shu Xian trembled uncontrollably.

The back of the neck is hot, and the smell of white galbanum is in the air, intertwined with the coolness of cedar.

Shu Xian began to feel restless, his mind was in a mess, burning from the inside out, scalding hot and fiery.

In a blur of consciousness, he felt that Gu Yinian had stood up, but instinctively, he still wanted it.

So while being pulled by Gu Yinian, Shu Xian rubbed upwards along Gu Yinian's lips.

In the end, he knelt down on the bed, raised his head to meet Gu Yinian's lips and teeth, and subconsciously reached out to wrap his arms around Gu Yinian's neck, deepening the kiss little by little.

Obviously about to suffocate, but like drunk oxygen, dizzy, just want to follow the instinct of animals, can only listen to the primitive desire in the body, just want to get more.

But at this moment, Gu Yinian stopped.

When the lips of the two were separated, a bright sticky thread was stretched, which seemed to be endless desire and teasing.

Shu Xian's eyes were a little confused, his hands were still tightly wrapped around Gu Yinian's neck, it seemed that he hadn't escaped from the deep kiss just now.

Gu Yinian's gaze was full of restraint.

He pressed his forehead against Shu Xian, both of them breathed a little shortly, they threw themselves on each other's face, it was so hot that it was confusing.

Enduring it, Gu Yinian wiped off the saliva left by Shu Xian's mouth with his fingers, and then pressed Shu Xian into his arms.

"It's not indifferent."

Gu Yinian rested his chin on Shu Xian's head and said in a low voice.

Shu Xian was stuffed in his chest, he didn't understand,

He asked in a muffled voice, "What doesn't matter?"

"It's not that everyone doesn't care, I don't want to see anyone else around you, it's just, it's just that I can't..."

Gu Yinian's voice was already seductive, and every sentence was hoarse and provocative, but at this moment it sounded a little pitiful and aggrieved, which made people feel heartbroken.

Shu Xian sank into Gu Yinian's voice for a while before he understood what he was saying.

Isn't this the problem of the last chapter?

He heard Gu Yinian tell Shen Yao that as long as he can live, it doesn't matter who he is.

So he asked at the time, does it really matter?

At that time, Gu Yinian didn't seem to understand and didn't answer him, why did he suddenly think of this now?

Shu Xian was hugged tightly by Gu Yinian, he couldn't breathe for a moment.

So he hammered Gu Yinian's back, signaling Gu Yinian to let him go.

When Gu Yinian relaxed his arms a little, he could raise his head to breathe the air, and when he raised his head, he happened to meet Gu Yinian's eyes.

It is full of restraint, but you can see the thick desire behind it.

So Shu Xian tilted his head and asked, "Since you don't want to see anyone else around me, why don't you go after Xu Zhi for me? Are you not afraid? What if he really comes back?"

"Scared, I was terribly entangled just now, because you like him, so I'm going to help you get him back, but also because you like him, so I'm also afraid that he will really come back, then I will have no chance at all .”

Gu Yinian was honest and said with deep eyes.

Shu Xian had calmed down a bit, he pulled away Gu Yinian's hand that had been caressing him, and pushed Gu Yinian further away.

Gu Yinian had already taken advantage of it, so he obediently let him go.

Shu Xian lay back on the hospital bed, feeling a little tired, and his heart was still beating fast.

"Do you feel sick?"

"Fortunately."

Gu Yinian keenly noticed Shu Xian's behavior, so he hurriedly asked.

But Shu Xian shook his head, saying that he was fine.

After slowing down, Shu Xian turned his head to look at Gu Yinian: "So you think that if Xu Zhi doesn't come back, you will have a chance?"

This question made Gu Yinian froze.

He didn't know how to answer, and he didn't even know if Shu Xian asked this question to ridicule him, or if he was really asking.

To be honest, he was lucky. He wondered if Shu Xian would give him a chance because he knew what he had done.

Although he knew that his thoughts were despicable, this thought did flash through his mind.

Originally, he wanted to make Shu Xian better, no matter what he paid, but he would still be uncontrollably jealous of Xu Zhi, he would breathe a sigh of relief when Xu Zhi left, and would have this lucky idea.

This is so contradictory.

"Don't think too much, I'm just asking for your thoughts, it doesn't matter if you don't want to answer."

Gu Yinian's eyes were too complicated, Shu Xian also realized that he was thinking too much, so he interrupted him.

"I...do you think I have a chance?"

Gu Yinian hesitated, and in the end he didn't answer Shu Xian's question directly, but asked rhetorically.

"I don't know, I haven't thought about it yet, I dare not think about it, the account between me and you is too difficult to settle."

"Well, you don't need to be stressed."

"I know, you just don't want to put me under pressure, so you deny what you did when I asked you?"

"Well, love you so much, aren't you going to give me a chance to show it?"

Gu Yinian suddenly asked with a smile, his smile was captivating.

Although Shu Xian was shaken by this smile, he still didn't agree.

He just hesitated for a while, and then told Gu Yinian: "Let's talk about it."

It's like how parents perfunctory their children in childhood.

"Next time" means "there is no next time", and "let's talk about it" means "there is nothing to say".

But everyone is an adult, not a child, and will not be fooled by this perfunctory sentence.

So Gu Yinian also understood that Shu Xian's "let's talk about it" means "no discussion".

As if he had already thought about it, he nodded without hesitation to express his acceptance, but there was still sadness in his eyes.

Just at this moment, there was a knock on the door.

Whenever this atmosphere tends to be awkward, the knock on the door always rings very timely.

Both Shu Xian and Gu Yinian straightened their expressions, waiting for someone to come in.

They thought it was You Haozhe and Jian Wan.

But in fact there is one more person, Shen Yao.

"Parents take care of it, let one bad boy find another bad boy, aren't you afraid that the two will fight?"

Shen Yao carried one in each hand, came in and questioned Shu Xian.

Shu Xian looked over, the two of them were in a bit of a panic, one had black eyes and nosebleeds, the other had blown hair and a broken neck.

It looks... quite intense.